Seeds of Jealousy

Brian



“Night, Dee.” I close my eyes and feel her lean her head on my chest. I can deal with this. She’s a friend.



“Night, Brian,” she answers in a voice that would probably be considered sexy – by a straight man.



I kiss her forehead, yawning, but the yawn is interrupted when I feel her hand running down my chest and over my stomach.



“Dee, go to sleep,” I say with tiredly.



“I’m trying to sleep,” she answers, leaning up and kissing my neck, “with my husband.”



I push her back. “Dee, I’m tired. I have to work tomorrow. It’s been a long day. We have plenty of time to have…make love.” I catch myself before I say ‘have sex’ knowing she is still believing she’s my wife.



“I’m fine, and you are the boss.” She leans in closer, batting her eyelashes. “You can go in anytime.”



“That’s usually true, but it so happens I have tons of meetings tomorrow, starting early, so I need my rest.” I’m trying, but my patience is wearing thin. I feel her hand moving lower and I grab it. “Dee, I am not in the mood for this.” Especially after the hot phone sex I had with Justin.



“Brian, we haven’t made love since I’ve been home. You keep telling me to wait until I am better, but I’m telling you, I’m fine. I need you, please.” She leans in kissing my neck.



“I’ll tell you what, after the doctor gives you a clean bill of health, then we will. I will give you what you want. But I don’t want to take any chances right now.” By the way she’s acting, I know she hasn’t been right in quite a while.



“I’m fine,” she insists, looking utterly lost.



“Dee, honey, listen to me. I want you to rest. I told you, once the doctor says you’re fine will do it all you want. I am just looking out for you.” I put a hand on her cheek while holding the other hand.



“Brian…” she begins in a tone that tells me she isn’t about to give up.



“I’m going to go piss and check on the kids. You get some rest,” I tell her getting up. I feel like I need a shower after that. No way am I letting her that close to my manhood.



After relieving myself I go into the twins’ room and look down at the sleeping mini-Justins.



“How the fuck can she not see how much you look like Justin?” Covering them up, I continue to speak to them. “You will be back around your daddy soon. I promise. And Justine, Justine Justine.” I was told to keep talking to her in her real name so she knows. “Justine. Adian. My sweet babies. I know your mom needs to get back her memory. I miss your daddy in my bed.” I smile as Adian smiles in his sleep. “I know he will end up back here, but the separation is hard on all of us.” I kiss them once again before I head back to the bedroom. Seeing that Dee has fallen asleep, I lay down next to her.



“I wish I knew,” I whisper, looking at her sleeping face, “if you’re faking all this.”



I finally close my eyes, thinking of my Sunshine, and fall asleep.



After leaving the next morning and dropping the twins off at daycare so Justin can see them when he stops by, I look up to see the object of my affection.



Standing up, I walk over to him, pulling him close to me with a smile. “Hey, Sunshine.”



“Hey,” he says as he pulls me down for one of our earth shattering kisses.



“I need you, now,” he tells me, shutting the door on a smiling Cynthia.



“After that phone sex, I need you as well.” I push him up against the door, devouring his neck while taking his clothes off.



I hear him laughing and pull back to look at him. “What?”



“I take it nice and slow is out,” he teases with a smile.



“Right now, Sunshine, all I want is you. Nice and slow, or fast and hard, as long as it is with you.”



He gives me one of the pure smiles that earned him his nickname.



Fully naked now, I sit him on my desk as I lean up to kiss his lips, his neck. “I love you,” I whisper into his hair.



“I love you too,” he whispers back right before I bury my dick inside him.



Pushing into my baby, I can’t help but smile into his shoulder, smelling his scent.



“Oh God, Brian,” he moans out.



“So fucking good,” I mutter.



“Yes, it is, oh God.”



I start to pump faster, taking his dick in my hand, stroking it with my thrusts.



“Fuck me,” Justin pants as he raises his hips up into me.



“Shit, Justin.” I lean over, biting his neck in the spot I know he loves.



He pushes my head up, looking into my eyes before leaning up, kissing my neck, and biting me in the spot he knows so well. God, I love this man.



Justin



I look up to the ceiling, closing my eyes and feeling Brian pushing himself as far in as he can go and I can’t help but think to myself, God, I love this man.



“Oh God, Brian, so close,” I moan.



“Help me jerk you off.”



I smile up at him, grabbing my own dick, intertwining our fingers.



“Are you ready, baby?” he asks me.



“Fuck, yes,” I reply as quietly as I can.



“Cum with me, Justin, but keep your eyes open. I want to see your eyes.”



I nod my head, smiling, as we never lose eye contact. It’s hard to do when all your eyes want to do is roll back into your head.



But then again, I love looking at him.



We start our orgasms as he slows down, still looking into my eyes. I try to pump faster but he is leading this.



“Oh fuck.,” I moan.



We both whisper each other’s names with such love as I shoot my cum over our hands and he pumps his into me.



Leaning over to kiss me, he looks into my eyes once more. “It will always be like this, Justin. Our names on each other’s lips for the rest of our lives. No matter where we are or how we do it, it will always be meaningful and full of love.”



“It always was with me,” I say with a smile, looking into his eyes.



“Me, too.”



I laugh at him.



“What?’



“I knew it. I was so onto you.”



Laughing, he kisses me. “Yes, you were.” He pulls out slowly and stands looking down at me.



“Brian?” I look at him as he watches his juices flowing out of me. We haven’t done this without a condom in a while. Since Dee first showed up, actually.



“I know it’s been a while, but I just miss the feeling of us. Since Dee showed up we’ve only made love once without a condom, maybe twice. But, now, I really want to do it for good. I don’t want any restrictions between us anymore.” He looks at me again. “I mean it, Justin, I never want us to use them again. We have been together awhile, and it’s not like we haven’t done this before, but this time, let’s make it for good.”



Hugging him, I smile. “Ok, I can deal with that. Does this mean that I get to have my dick up your ass?”



“Anytime, Sunshine.”



He screams as I push him onto the desk, burying my dick up his ass.



“Fuck, Justin,” he yells as I slam into him over and over, hitting that spot that drives him crazy. Within minutes we’re both coming again.



Leaning over, I kiss him. “And every time we do it, it will be with excitement.”



He laughs as I pull out. “You are fucking lucky I love you.”



I turn and flash him one of my sunniest smiles.



After getting dressed, we head to the daycare to see the twins, but the thought in my head is screaming.



He is all mine now. Truly mine.



Dee



I wake to the sound of Brianna’s music playing low and realize instantly that I’m alone in the bed. I might not have gotten to him last night, but tonight, he will have no choice.



I will go shopping and get the sexiest teddy I can find.



I make us some breakfast, bacon and eggs with a side order of small talk.



“I’m going to go play in my room. Can I get on my computer?” she asks me.



“Of course. It’s your summer break, after all.”



Smiling, she goes into her room while I clean up the breakfast dishes.



An hour later, I step into her room. “I’m going to go shopping. Can you keep an eye on the place?”



“Yes, ma’am, I can do that,” she answers, smiling at me.



“Okay, I’ll be back soon.” I kiss her before leaving the loft on the way to my favorite store.



After parking the car, I head into Fredrick’s. I pick out the perfect baby blue teddy and head back to the loft with a new found determination to make Brian mine.



Then once and for all, Justin will lose. And I will win.



I’m about to head back to the loft when I start thinking about the twins in daycare. I know Brian said he wanted to give me a chance to rest, but after overhearing him on the phone last night, I’m pretty sure that’s not the real reason he takes them there. He wants Justin to be able to visit them more freely. A grim smile sets in as I change direction and head for the office.



We’ll just see about that.



The lady at the daycare is surprised to see me. I tell her I’m the twins’ mother and have every right to take them, but she still insists on calling Brian first. A few minutes later, he’s walking in, a slightly confused expression on his face.



“Dee, what are you doing here?” he asks.



“I want to take the twins,” I tell him with my sweetest smile. “I appreciate that you care about me getting enough rest, but I miss them all day, Brian. I need them with me. I’m their mother. I can look after them better than any daycare service.”



He looks like he’s about to object, probably worried that Justin will be missing out on his visit with the babies.



“Don’t you trust me?” I ask, my lip trembling just enough.



“Of course I do,” he answers. “If you’re sure you can handle it, I’ll help you take them down to the car.”



He doesn’t look happy about it, but at least he’s agreed. “I’ll be fine, I promise. Besides, Brianna’s there and she can call you if anything arises that I can’t handle.”



I can see the look in his eyes and know he can’t argue with that. With a small nod, he starts helping me to gather their things.



Once back at the loft, I put the twins in their room and go to hang up the teddy. I’m thinking of what’s going to happen tonight when I hear one of them start to cry. I return to their room and find Aidan fussing in the crib. I pick him up and sit in the rocking chair, cradling him in my arms as I gently try rocking him back to sleep.



“Don’t worry, sweetheart, everything is going according to plan. We will all be a happy family soon, I promise. I will keep this ‘memory loss’ thing up until Brian can’t see his life without me and finally kicks Justin to the curb. Once we make love, he will never want that slut again. It won’t be long now, Aidan. We will be a family. Just me and Brian, Brianna you and Justine, I mean Anna. Stupid fuckers. I can’t believe they fell for the name change. I refuse to have a kid with that bastard’s name. ”



“I fucking knew it.”



I jump at the voice that has interrupted me. As I put Aidan back into his crib, my mind desperately tries to think of a way out.



“Fuck, Ben, you scared me. I was just talking to my babies. I miss them,” I say, trying to cover up what was really on my mind.



“Don’t play games with me, Dee. I know you are faking it and the ‘little chat’ you just had with Aidan proves it.”



He has this look in his eyes, but I am smarter than he is. “All right, I’m faking it. Only long enough to get Justin out of his life and me in it for good,” I admit with a sneer.



“Wait until they find out. I won’t let you do this to them. They love each other and I want my partner back. Wait a minute, you knew all along that Michael and Justin weren’t a couple and you were still getting them to kiss each other.”



“Yes, I did. And Michael looked like he was enjoying it,” I say with smile, rubbing it in. “They probably couldn’t wait to be alone in the apartment after those kisses.”



“I trust them both which is more than I can say about you.” He picks up his phone.



“Go ahead and call them. It will be your word against mine and I’ll have my doctor backing me up.” I smile, knowing he can’t prove shit. “You don’t have a shred of proof.”



“Yes, he does.”



I turn to see Brianna standing in the doorway, crying.



Oh, shit.