Seeds of Jealousy

Dee



I look at the papers in my hands and can’t believe this is happening. Justin’s droning on about something, but all I can comprehend are the words in front of me. Full Custody. I wasn’t going to take them from him, but now he wants to take them from me.



And Brian is standing behind him on this. I though I was making a change. I thought they would see that and everything would be okay.



But now, nothing is okay. What am I going to do? I can’t lose my babies. I can’t let Justin take them from me now.



“Are you okay?” Justin asks me. No, I’m not okay. You want to take my children from me.



“Yes, I’m fine,” I say, mustering what I hope is a convincing smile. “I understand. Do you think I could take them to my place tonight, though? You guys haven’t had any time alone in awhile and I’ve missed them so much the last few days.”



“Are you sure that’s a good idea?” Justin asks, putting a hand on my cheek. “I mean, you look a little pale. Maybe you should just rest tonight.”



“I’m fine. I just miss them, that’s all, and I rested plenty in the hospital.” I force a smile. “Besides, judging by the looks flying between the two of you, you want to eat each other up.”



“She’s right, Sunshine, I have missed making love to you,” Brian tells him, making Justin blush.



“If you are both sure,” he says reluctantly, looking from me to Brian who smiles at him with his tongue in cheek smirk. “Okay, but Dee, if it gets to be too much tonight, we are just upstairs.”



Justin laughs as Brian swats his bubble butt.



“She’s a good mother, Justin; she will be fine. Besides, she has Brianna there to help her.”



I smile at Brian, he knows I am a good mother.



“I know she’s a good mother, Brian, but she just got out of the hospital. They usually want you to rest.” Justin looks up at Brian with a small shrug. “I just thought we should give her one more night if she needs it.”



“I’m fine, Justin. Thanks for the concern but I just want to be around my children tonight.” I once again force a smile and he hugs me.



“Okay, I trust you,” he says. How thoughtful of him to trust me around my own children.



“Come on, Brianna, pick up your sister and let’s go home.” She gives her dads a kiss, picking up Justine. Why did I agree on that name?



Brian and Justin give each of the kids a kiss as we walk out of the loft. Looking down into my children’s faces I know I will do everything I can to keep them.



Brian



As Dee and Brianna walk out of the loft, I wrap my arms around Justin’s waist. Kissing his neck I look up at the gang.



“We can take a hint. It’s not like we haven’t seen the two of you going at it before,” Deb says with a laugh. “But we know that you want to be alone. Okay, everyone let’s go.” One by one they give us hugs as they walk out.



“Call if you need anything,” is the last thing they all say as they leave.



Turning in my arms, Justin looks up into my eyes. “You sure they will be ok?”



“Justin, they will be fine. If anything happens, Brianna will call us. They are just downstairs.” I pull him into me for a long, hard kiss.



“I want to feel you inside me,” I whisper into his ear.



“Well, I aim to please.”



I push him onto the bed as we tear the clothes from one another. Kissing my way down his body, I take his already erect cock in my mouth.



“Ohh, Brian,” he gasps.



Moving my hand up his stomach to his chest, I pinch the nipple in my fingers, making him squirm beneath me, moaning.



I love making those sounds come from him. I love him.



Moving up, I take a condom, one of the yellow ones and open it. Looking him in the eyes, I lean over him. Grabbing his dick, I stroke it a few times and smile when Justin closes his eyes. Without any more thought I slide on top of him.



His eyes shoot open and look into mine as I move slowly on his dick.



“Brian?” He looks panicked.



“No, listen to me. I want this. I want to be as close to you as I can be with nothing between us, not even a condom. We are a couple, Justin. I haven’t been with anyone else in a long time, and neither have you. I don’t ever want to be with anyone else. I love you Sunshine. I never want anything to come between us. I just want it to be ‘us’ I want it to always be this sensual.” I slide down as far as I can as his eyes never once look away from me.



“Under one condition. I want to feel you inside of me before this night is over, with no restraints.”



He looks at me with such love I lean over and kiss his lips.



“Anything for you, Sunshine.” I wipe a tear away from my own eyes. “Besides, what could happen, we get one another pregnant? Hell then it would really be ‘ours’.” I laugh as I slam myself down, making us both scream out.



Rolling over to where he is on top of me I look up. “Take control, Justin.” I smile as he realizes that I am not just letting it happen but wanting it to, needing it to.



He grants my request and takes control, but not in a demanding way. He takes me slowly, loving and in a way no one else ever has or ever will.



“I like this,” I say. “Nice and slow.”



“Me too. It makes it last longer.” He’s not only telling me how much he loves me, but showing me.



As he gets closer to his own orgasm I feel him take my throbbing cock into his hand. Reaching over he takes the cock ring out, placing it onto my dick.



“What are you doing?” I ask, looking up at him.



“I don’t want you to come just yet,” he says with a smile as he once again pushes all the way up inside me, hitting the spots only he can.



He jabs a few times, screaming my name as he shoots his load inside of me.



Feeling my own dick begging for release he slides out of me and straddles my hips. Sliding the ring off he holds my cock in a firm grip and positions himself over it. He begins to lower himself slowly, moving slightly until the head is inside. At that point, he lets go of my shaft, slamming himself down onto me in one hard motion. I scream his name through my orgasm. He makes me feel better than anyone ever has as I shoot my load into his tight ass.



Looking up with love in my eyes, I see the same reflected in his. He leans over, kissing me hard.



“I love you, Justin,” I say breathlessly.



“I love you too, Brian.” He slides off to lie next to me, snuggling in my arms. I smile as we both close our eyes.



“We are doing the right thing, going for joint custody,” he whispers to me.



“I know. And I will always be behind you in anything you do.” I kiss his head.



“Thanks, Brian,” he says on a yawn.



“Anything for you.” I yawn as well. “Now stop making me yawn and go to sleep.”



He giggles at my words as I smile.



Closing our eyes, we both fall into a peaceful sleep. Sex wears me out more these days.



Justin



As soon as I wake up, I look over at a sleeping Brian. I swear he is smiling in his sleep.



I get out of the bed slowly so I don’t wake him and go into the bathroom to take a piss. I have a strong urge to check on my kids I slide into a pair of shorts. Grabbing one of Brian’s wife beaters I slide it on, smiling, as I smell his cologne.



Quietly, I leave the loft and head for the one below us. I take out my key and open the door, not wanting to knock in case anyone is still sleeping.



I walk in and it’s so quiet that it makes me slightly uneasy. The twins should be up and wanting to eat by now.



I walk into the room and look into the empty crib. Thinking that she must have them in the portable crib in her room, I slip in there quietly.



Dee’s not in bed and in her place is a sheet of note paper. My unease magnifies tenfold as I pick it up and start to read.



Brian and Justin,



I am sorry I have to do this. I can’t stand the thought of losing my children. I have grown to love them, regardless of the fact that they’re Justin’s. Yes, I was pissed at first, but I never thought you’d try to take them away from me completely. Once I saw the papers, all I could hear was my heart breaking. Justin, I’m a good mother regardless of what I have done. I love my children. I need them. Please understand why I have to run. I will NOT lose my children. I wasn’t going to take them from you, I swear. I was going to get a place close to the loft so you could see them as much as you wanted and I would have been happy with that, but these papers say FULL custody and I can’t just hand them over like that. I can’t take a chance that my actions would give them a reason to take my babies, maybe even Brianna.



Brian, out of everyone in my life I thought I could trust you the most. But I was wrong. I guess your love for Justin has blinded you to what true friendship is about. I understand he is your partner, but we share a child as well and you didn’t stop to think about how she would feel in all this. I love you, but my kids come first. Don’t worry, I will take good care of all of them.



Love,

Dee and Brianna, and the twins.



I hear my own voice screaming Brian’s name over and over just before I feel his arms around me.



“What’s wrong?” he asks with alarm.



“She took my kids,” I whisper, holding up the note with one hand while the other clutches at him for support.



The color drains from his face as he reads it. “Fuck.”



“My babies, Brian,” I whisper. I’m leaning heavily into him, my legs weak as I contemplate the possibility that I’ll never see my kids again. “All I wanted was to be a part of their life. Why can’t she let me, Brian?” Tears course down my cheeks as my voice cracks. “Why?”