Becomes of the Lost

Wooo so sorry for the wait you guys but RL has got in the way and I couldn’t get this chapter the way I wanted it and have re-written in about three times. So I hope this was worth the wait!

Title: Becomes of the Lost (Part 2/?)
Author: deaths_guardian
Category: Angst, one-sided (for now) Ryan/Eric, first-time, h/c, mentions of child abuse
Spoilers: “Nailed” later on
Rating: PG-13 but will be NC-17 in later chapters
Pairing: N/A but will be Eric/Ryan
Summary: Ryan Wolfe moved to Miami to get away from his past and make a new life for himself and to forget about his past. What happens when that past comes to present?
Warning: Possible non-con later on, also may be some slight OOC-ness.
Author's Note- I don’t own the show or the characters I’m just borrowing for the sake of this fic.

One Month Later

He gasped, fisting his hands in the sheets as teeth bit down gently at the spot behind his ear. Two hands gripped his hips, harshly pulling him flush against the man on top of him making both men moan. Chocolate eyes captured his and he shivered at the lust and love he saw in them, feeling the oddity of familiarity in them. Lips pressed against his in a slow kiss, and he opened his mouth shyly to the questing tongue that begged to enter. His mouth was plundered as the man took advantage to trace every crevice making him gasp and shudder. His tongue met its twin and the battle for dominance was over before it even began as he gave in to the feeling.

The kiss broke and Ryan gasped for breath as the man slowly took him in his hand and began to stroke him hard and sure. Ryan whimpered and the man repositioned himself, leaned up and Ryan shook as Eric’s face came into view.

Ryan gasped awake, a light sheen of sweat covering him as the images from his dream began to disappear. He cursed as he remembered the way Eric had made him feel and cursed more as he realized he was painfully hard. Sighing he shifted, he felt tears brimming in his eyes. It wasn’t a known fact but yes he was gay, and somehow he had fallen for the one person he never wanted to. Eric Delko. Ever since he first laid eyes on the man Ryan had become infatuated and had fallen hard for him, hook line and sinker. That had been before joining the team, before he opened his mouth to introduce himself and had only gotten a rebuke and harsh reply as his answer before Eric excused himself and left. At first he had been shocked but understanding since he learned that he had been best friends with the man that had just died.

He had thought, along with hope of the rest of the team, that they would open up, see he was trying to do a good job, not trying to take anyone’s place and become with them how he saw them interact at crime scenes that he worked when he was still on patrol. He found that thought naïve now, with the exception of Alexx of course. It had been simple with her really, after a particularly hard case that dealt with an abusive father, she had found him crying in the locker room and had automatically smothered him with love and attention like a mother would her son. She had slowly opened her arms to him after that, and claimed him as one of her own. After she apologized profusely to him one day in the break room he finally admitted that she was the first motherly figure in his life. She had smiled and left shortly after to go to work, only later he found out she was trying to get names so she ‘talk’ to them. Ryan shuddered; Alexx was a very creative woman.

Ryan lay there as his thoughts drifted and he was still achingly hard. Groaning he finally let his mind wonder back to Eric and let his hand drift under the covers.

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Parking, Ryan shut off his car and sat there. He had no idea how he was going to face Eric after what he did this morning; he blushed just at the thought of it. Taking a deep breath he grabbed his bag and got out. Locking his car he walked around and made sure all the doors were locked and then pressed the lock button two more times. He smiled slightly as he saw Calleigh walking towards him. Over the past month she had warmed up to him, he could still see that she was still wary and not completely ok with him, but she was pleasant now and made an effort to be nice.

“Hey there Ryan, hurry up and put your stuff up. H has us on an assignment out at some rock quarry that’s about a two-hour drive from here.” She rolled her eyes and smiled warmly.

Ryan gladly returned at smile and shook his head, “Alright sounds like fun. I’ll be right back, and I can drive if you want.” He said and turned to go into the building at Calleigh’s nod. He made it to the break room without incident, after managing to dodge Eric on the way, and placed his bag in the locker and headed back out.

Walking into the garage he slowed to a slow walk almost stopping, when he saw Eric and Calleigh talking near one of the company Hummers. Cautiously he walked up beside Calleigh ignoring the glare he received.

“Hey, you ready to go Calleigh.” He asked when she turned to him.

“Actually Eric just said that I got switched to his case and him to mine so you’re with him today.” She said looking warily between the two. “If that’s not fine I can go talk to-“

“No it’s fine, I don’t have a problem with you two switching.” Ryan said meeting Eric’s gaze. He was not about to back down to taller man.

“Yeah Calleigh, it’ll be fine.” Eric said tersely, apparently he wasn’t backing down either. Calleigh looked between the two men and backed away.

“Ok then, if you’re both sure then. I’ll talk to you guys later.” She said hesitantly before turning and walking quickly back into the main building. The two men started at each other a while longer before Eric sneered.

“Put your kit in the back and get in, I’m driving.” He said and pushed his way past Ryan roughly.

Growling, Ryan opened the back door and shoved his kit in before slamming it shut and getting in the front passengers seat. “You know where we’re going?” Ryan asked looking out the front as Eric started the Hummer and pulled out of the space.

“Yes I do. It’s a rock quarry about two hours from here, the owner found a body in one of the piles of rocks they have out there.” Eric replied pulling out onto the main road.

“Anything else?” Ryan asked taking a quick glance at Eric before turning his attention back to the road ahead.

“No, Mr. Gars, the guy who called in who owns the quarry, couldn’t give us much to go on since the body is still under the pile of rocks from what H said. Also said the guy wouldn’t let anyone move it so we’re gonna have to do that.” Eric replied. Ryan just nodded and a heavy silence fell over the two men. Ryan glanced over again and took in Eric’s stiff form, hands clenching and un-clenching the steering wheel constantly, eyes furrowed and lips pressed into a thin line. Eric was obviously trying not to say anything that would make this day any harder than necessary and for that Ryan was glad.

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After the police officer let them in the two CSI’s made their way to the tell-tale yellow tape where many people stood around in torn jeans and dirty shirts so the on in the gray suit stood out like a sore thumb as they approached him.

“Mr. Gars? I’m Eric Delko and this is Ryan Wolfe. We’re with the Miami-Dade crime lab, mind talking us through what happened this morning?” Eric said, Ryan was still amazed how his co-workers could go from what he saw everyday to serious, don’t fuck with us, your ass will be mine if you lie, business mode. This was something he was still working on.

The man standing in front of them didn’t even flinch at Eric’s tone and merely smiled slightly. “Yes I am Monsieur Gars. I am so glad you are here.” He said with a hint of a French accent and looking not so discreetly at Ryan as he said it. Shifting uncomfortably Ryan was glad when he turned back to Eric and told him about how one of his guys found the body, taking long glances at Ryan every so often.

Trying to hide the blush he knew was covering his face he tried looking non-chalant as he looked around the quarry near the two men talking. Mr. Gars was looking directly at Ryan now as he finished talking to Eric and Ryan bit his lip and turned as he saw Eric looking at him as well with a slight frown. He saw Eric say something and then turn back to go to the hummer. This gave Mr. Gars an opportunity to come over to where Ryan was standing and he tensed slightly at the smile the man gave him.

“We were not properly introduced Monsieur Ryan.” He said making his surprising French accent more pronounced then it had been moments before. Giving a nervous grin Ryan held out his hand.

“Um yes, Wolfe, Ryan Wolfe.” He said as Gars took his hand and looked straight into Ryan’s eyes as he brought it up to his mouth to kiss it.

“A pleasure to make your acquaintance.” He purred and Ryan blushed and tried to pull his hand away to no avail. A yelp came from Ryan’s left and he abruptly had an arm full of a falling Eric Delko.

“Sorry bout that, foot caught on something.” He said sheepishly and Ryan just nodded, and turned after he helped Eric stand up, he had to be as red as a tomato.

“No problem.” He whispered.

“Mr. Gars we’ll be getting to the body now. I want this done before it gets to hot. Stay close though in case we have anymore questions alright?” Eric didn’t even wait for a reply before he turned and slipped under the tape and Ryan excused himself and followed Eric.

“Hey what was that back there?” Ryan asked when he finally caught up with the Cuban.

“What are you talking about?” Eric snapped putting his kit down and taking gloves out.

“The sudden attitude when Gars was introducing himself to me, the tripping. You know people would call that being jealous.” Ryan snapped back imitating Eric’s movements of opening his kit.

“Ok one, I did trip thank you. And two that guy was way to close for it to be considered ‘nice’ as you put it, in fact some people call it very obvious flirting which is very un-professional at this time.” Eric retorted then smirked, “And I wish I had the camera cause you were blushing like a virgin going to her first bar.” He laughed then not noticing Ryan freeze beside him.

“I’m...I’m going to ask around and see if anyone saw anything or have any security camera’s around here that might have caught something.” He hurriedly took the gloves he just put on, off and Eric watched him walk away after messily packing his kit back up.

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“Hey Eric look at this.” Ryan called as he lightly fingered a mark on the dead man’s neck. They hadn’t found any identification on him and no one he questioned had ever seen the guy before.

“What’d you find?” Eric asked glaring slightly.

“I think it’s a hand print, but I can’t really tell with all the bruising. Alexx should be able to tell us more.” He finished and Eric squatted beside him and snapped some pictures.

“I’ll be able to tell you what baby?” Alexx’s voice drifted to them from behind and Ryan turned as Eric got up to tag and take more pictures.

“About this bruise here. It looks like it can be a hand.” He said as Alexx kneeled down beside him and snapped gloves on before rotating the head and prodding the bruise.

“Looks like it, but there’s a lot of abrasions and bruising from all the rocks but I think I can give you a measurement by the end of today or tomorrow or something close to it.” She said smiling at Ryan.

“Thanks Alexx you’re the best.”

“Of course I am baby…now, when were you going to tell me about your crush on Eric?” She said beginning to examine the body again.

“W-what? What are you talking about? I don’t have a crush on Eric!” he lied whispering harshly.

The look Alexx gave him made the dirt seem much more interesting, “Honey, I’m a CSI, you should know how this works by now. So spill.” She threatened continuing to look and make notes.

“Can we not do this here Alexx?” Ryan said then groaned when he saw Eric coming their way.

“I think we’re done here. Not much to go on but I did manage to get some tapes that over look the quarry maybe we’ll get a shot of the guy talking with someone. Whatcha got Alexx” He said addressing Alexx who nodded.

“I need to get him back to the lab to figure out cause of death, but my guess is this head wound here. Looks like he took something hard to the head, probably one of these rocks.” She said, “I just hope the poor baby wasn’t crushed while he was alive. And with all this bruising it’s gonna be hard to figure out what bruises are from the rocks and which ones are from the attacker if any. Oh look here.” She said holding one of his hands up. “Baby just gave us some DNA.” She smiled and carefully picked out the skin from under his fingernails.

Ten more minutes of searching and prodding had Alexx packing up her things as the body was being transported back. Ryan watched as Alexx and Eric talked laughing every so often as he put his kit back together and put the evidence away.

He had just placed his things back in the hummer when Alexx approached him again.

“Ryan I made Eric run to get something of mine, so at least tell me how long.”

“Alexx I don’t kn-“

“Don’t give me that Ryan it’s obvious to anyone who pays enough attention. So tell me or I will get it out of you in ways you will not like.” She crossed her arms and gave him a no-nonsense stare.

He mumbled something and Alexx raised a brow, “What was that honey?”

“Three months.” He mumbled, louder this time so the woman could hear him.

Alexx looked contemplative as she calculated before her eyes widened and she gasped, “Oh baby…was it even before you started working with us?” at the slight nod Alexx pulled him to her in a protective embrace that he gladly returned.

“It just started as infatuation and then all this happened…I don’t know what to do Alexx, I really think it’s getting serious.”

“Oh Ryan, it’ll work out somehow.” She tried reassuring him but even she couldn’t believe what she said.

By the time Eric returned Alexx was long gone and Ryan was sitting patiently in the passengers side.

“Monsieur Eric! If I may have one more minute of your time.” Eric turned to see Gars jogging up to him.

“Did you need something else Mr. Gars?” Eric asked questioningly as the other man eyed Ryan sitting in the hummer.”

“As a matter of fact you can. Would you be able to tell me if Monsieur Ryan would be interested in coming to dinner with me?” Eric glared at the question.

“I’m not sure if you’re aware of this but we’re not allowed to accept any kind of invitation or gifts while on a case because it may be considered as a bribe, especially if it’s from someone like you.” He growled, “Now if you’ll excuse me and my partner need to get back to the lab and start processing. Good day Mr. Gars, and we’ll probably call you in for questioning in a few days.” He nodded curtly and turned back to leave and only looked back when he got in the front seat to see the man standing there watching Ryan, who was blushing and looking down, intently.

“I really don’t like that guy.” Eric said suddenly as he started the ignition and pulled out for the drive home. Ryan just nodded in agreement.

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Reviews are always loved of course so please R&R :D oh and totally random but at work the other day I work at the photolab in Wal*mart I was putting up pictures and we had an order for a Nicholas Stokes! XD sadly my other co-workers didn't see the awesomeness in it. D: