Seeds of Jealousy

Brian



I look up to see Justin standing there in the doorway. "I don’t believe you are just going to take her word on the fact she’s yours. I would want blood work done." I look at him and know he’s right. I simply nod my head thinking on how I can tell my best friend that I want proof that the kid is mine. But I hate having to deal with a jealous Justin. I dont know which is worse. I guess I will find out.



“Justin, I believe her. The kid looks just like me. How could she NOT be mine?” He looks at me with those eyes that I hate when he is in his jealous moods.



“None the less Brian, for everyone else, you should do it. Especially for you and Brianna.” I look out the window as I feel Justin wrap his arms around me.



“Ok I will do it for those reason, but more so for you.” I lift his hand to my mouth, kissing it.



“Thank you.” He whispers to me.



**



“What do you mean you want proof? Brian, we have never lied to one another.” Dee tells me.



“I know, but this will help Justin feel better as well as anyone else who would want proof. Like Deb.” I tell her.



“Ok Brian, we will do this for you, for them, for us. I know that you are the father. But it’s okay. I understand.” She smiles at me. I know she would never lie to me, but she just doesn’t understand how Justin can be when he wants something.



After going and having this test done we head to the loft. Once we get there Justin is working on the Brown board.



“Hey Sunshine” I lean over, kissing him.



“Hey,” He looks up at me. “Just finishing up these boards.”



“Oh wow, you are good.” Brianna tells him, looking at the boards. “Wouldn’t it look better with these letter’s down here? Like you have to look at the whole thing to know see the full effect.” Justin looks at her and back at the board.



“I was thinking the same thing.” Justin smiles.



“Well we should get back to the hotel.” Dee announces.



“Look why don’t you both stay here? Save up the money and get a place. I know you have money, you have proven that with the truck you drive, but why waste it on a hotel.” I look down at the boards once more.



“Brian?” Justin looked at me.



“Congrats, it’s a girl, and she’s mine.” I tell him, handing him the paper that shows that Brianna’s mine.



“So it is.” Justin hands it back to me. “But we don’t have room.”



“Sure we do. It will be fine Sunshine.” I pull him in close to me. “I have ten years to make up with my daughter.”



“Sure, it’s fine.” He picks the board up and looks at me.



**

Justin



I look at Brian, smiling. I know he loves me. And I can’t say shit because this is his best friend, and his daughter.



I shouldn’t feel threatened. I don’t other then the fact Dee just gave me a look of satisfaction. I just hope she isn’t as sneaky as Michael.



“This will be great dad. We can hang out and get to know each other.” Brianna tells him.



“Ya, we have a lot of time to make up on.” Brian puts his arm around her. “And it will give you time to get to know Justin.



“Yea, can’t wait” I smile at them both.



Three months later, I am sitting at the desk when Dee comes over, leaning over me. “You won’t keep him”



I look at her in wonder ‘what the fuck?’



“What are you talking about?” I ask her, not taking my eyes on the computer.



“Brian, you won’t keep him. I have something more precious then your love. I have his daughter. I have known him a lot longer and we share more then just a past. We share a child Justin. And one thing I know is that his child is more important to him then some blond boy ass.” I look at her in shock.



And that is when it started. When she become a threat. Oh who am I kidding? Brian loves me. But yet, she’s right. Brian has been spending more and more time with them.



Not that it matters. I mean Brianna is his daughter.



“Justin?” I look up to see Brian and his daughter standing there, with looks on their faces.



“Ya, sorry.”



“We are going to go out and have some father daughter time. You want to come?” He kisses me.



“Not in that way Sunshine” I smile even bigger.



“Naw, you go ahead. I have to finish these boards for work. The boss is a real stick in the mud sometimes.” I reply smiling.



“Well I have it on good terms that the boss wouldn’t be pissed if you took a break and joined us for awhile.” I nod and smile, grabbing my bag.



“You to Dee. Let’s just make it a family day.” He looks at me, leaning over, kissing my lips. I love those lips.



“Let’s go then” Dee splats out.



We decide to go to the park for a picnic. The whole time I feel like the forth wheel. Like somehow I didn’t belong. But I do belong. I belong with Brian.



“Sunshine?” I look up from my sketchpad to see Brian standing over me, smiling, with a Frisbee.



“Care to play fetch?” He leans down, taking the pad from me and pulling me to my feet.



“Aren’t you playing with your daughter?” I lean into his body. Reminding myself I have nothing to be worried about. It doesn’t matter what Dee thinks, or said. Brian has enough room in his heart for us all.



“I would much rather throw you across my bed.” He whispers to me. I give him a big ‘sunshine’ smile.



“Brian, your daughter is waiting.” We look at Dee who smiles at Brian.



“Okay, let’s see what you’ve got ladies.” Brian moves away from me, throwing the Frisbee to Brianna. Dee just looks at me with a smug smile. She is so after Brian.



“What do you think? What? That he will give up his daughter, and the mother of his child?” I look at her.



“He has a son you know? Gus, so I know how he can be. But I also know how he is with me.” I tell her. “And it’s different. He loves me.”



“Not for long. He will see that there is to much of us to have you around. See how he is? I know the pain he went through when he was beaten up by his father. I know the pain of how he is when it comes to not wanting to do that to his own kids. Look Justin. I know you have something with him. But can it compare to his daughter?”



“First off, this isn’t a competition for Brian. He has enough for us all. You want to see something?”



She nods her head. I look over at Brian. Walking over to him, sliding my arm around his waste, kissing his neck. He leans into my touch, moaning. Holding my arm with his hand. Smiling at me, he turns into my arms.



“Well looks like Sunshine wants to play?” I smile as I lean up, kissing him. He pulls me into him, kissing me harder, deeper.



Coming up only when air was needed to breathe he looks into my eyes. Placing his head on mine, smiling down on me.



“I love when you kiss me like that” I look into his hazel eyes. Placing his hand on my cheek.



“I love you Justin Taylor. More then you could ever imagine.” I break out into my ‘sunshine’ smile. Making Brian smile before taking my lips into his. Kissing me once more.



“Dad” We hear Brianna. We look at her.



“Yes dear?” Brian mocks.



“Just never mind. I think it’s sweet you show your love like that.”



“Really?” Brian looks into my eyes. Getting that look as I nod my head. Brian mouths one, two, three.



We both tackle Brianna, ticking her and place little pecks of kisses on her face.



**

Dee POV:



I sit here, watching Brian, the man of my dreams. The man I love more then anything. Well other then our daughter.



I watched Justin walk over to Brian. I saw the looks, the touches. That fucking kiss. Ya, I need to get that blond out of the picture or I will never have a chance.



Brian belongs with me. He said he’s gay, but he made love to me once. I can get him to do it again. Making sure I get pregnant again. He will never have time for him if he has three kids. Gus and the two with me.



“Enjoy it while you can ‘sunshine’ because he won’t be yours for long. I will have him.