Seeds of Jealousy
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Adult ++
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35
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11
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chapter 18
Dee
“Okay, Dee, take a deep breath,” the doctor tells me.
“Isn’t it too soon for this?” I ask through tears.
“Don’t worry. You’re almost eight months now and multiple births often deliver early.”
I look over at Brian and Justin.
“It will be okay,” Justin tells me.
I have had time to think about what Lindsay told me. I have watched him with Brianna and Gus and I know he is going to be a great father to the twins. Both he and Brian have had to overcome a lot in their lives and they’re stronger men because of it.
“We need you to push,” I hear the nurse say.
“Tell me again why I didn’t want a C-section,” I gasp as another contraction hits.
“Because you wanted them to take the full journey,” Brian replies with a laugh.
“Well, I don’t know why.” I start to push.
“I see the head,” the doctor tells us.
“I think I need to sit down,” Justin says. We all turn to look at him.
“Justin, don’t worry. After today, I promise no more snatch,” Brian teases, making us all laugh.
I look at how they are together. The twins are lucky to have two fathers who will love them as much as I do.
“Dee, Brianna wants to come in,” the nurse informs me. I nod my head and they let her into the room.
“Mom, I wanted to be in here as they are born,” Brianna says.
Brian hugs her as Justin holds my hand. She gives Justin a hug from the side as she reaches for my other hand.
Suddenly it all seems so real and I can feel the emotions coming to a head as I push through another contraction. I’m more than ready for these kids to be born.
Brian
I now know why I wasn’t in the room with Lindsay when Gus was born. The fucking emotions hit you faster when you’re witnessing the whole process.
“Push, Dee,” I hear Justin tell her. He has been so amazing through this. He accepted Brianna from the moment we got the test results back and he’s been at Dee’s side whenever she needed him. Not once did he even question that these kids were his.
He told me it was because she knew the color of the condom.
“Brian?” Justin says, getting my attention.
“Yes, Sunshine?”
He smiles up at me and points to the child’s head as it emerges from Dee’s body. Trying to ignore the obvious ‘eww’ factor, I watch the first baby being delivered and realize that part of the reason for Justin’s smile is the fact that it’s a big, blond head coming out.
“It’s a boy,” we hear as we exchange smiles.
“Oh my god, Mom, he’s great,” Brianna breathes.
“Say hi to your brother,” the nurse encourages her softly.
“Hi, Aidan,” she whispers.
I look over at Justin who smiles. “You told her my middle name?”
He simply nods. “She asked.”
“Dad, is it ok? I mean, Justin and I were talking about names and we both like Aidan.” Brianna looks at me and I swear she has Justin’s grin down.
I look back at Justin who is still smiling. “How can I say no?” I can’t resist kissing them both.
Justin picks up the baby. “Hi, Aidan Charles,” he says softly.
“Fuck. You named him after Mikey, too? Justin, there will be no living with him after this,” I warn him, though my smile gives me away.
“I guess it’s good we don’t live with him them,” Justin replies without taking his eyes from his son. After a moment, he turns to Dee. “Is the name okay with you?” he asks quietly.
“Perfect,” she answers.
Taking Aidan in my arms I smile and kiss his forehead. “Welcome to the world, Sonnyboy.”
“I think his sister is wanting out,” Dee moans out as another contraction hits.
Brianna
I can’t believe this is happening. I have a new little brother and soon will have a sister as well.
I am really glad Justin is the father. He’s a great guy. Despite the fact that at first he acted like he didn’t like me, he came around.
He told me he was just jealous of things but he is okay now.
I look at my dad holding Aidan and the smile on his face is priceless. Justin is holding my mom’s hand as my sister starts to make her worldly appearance.
“Won’t be long now, Dee,” the doctor tells her. She squeezes Justin’s hand tighter and takes a deep breath.
As my mom begins to push again, I can’t help thinking how lucky I am to be part of such a big, loving family.
Justin
I hold Dee’s hand as she pushes. I never imagined myself here like this, holding her hand as she delivers my children, yet here I am. Brian has given Aidan to the nurse and comes to stand beside us as we prepare to witness the miracle of birth once again.
“Ok, Dee, let’s get this girl out of you,” the doctor says, instructing her to push.
“Come on, Dee, you can do this.” Brian covers our entwined hands with one of his own.
“Shut up, Brian,” she yells at him, making me laugh.
“I see the head; a few more pushes and you will have another daughter,” the nurse encourages her.
“Shit, Justin, she has a big blond head as well,” Brian says.
Smiling at him, I nod my head. “It runs in the family.” I give him my best sunshine smile.
Dee pushes as the doctor pulls my daughter the rest of the way out. “It’s a girl,” he announces with a smile.
“Oh my god, Mom, she’s beautiful,” Brianna cries out.
“Yes, she is.” Dee wipes tears away. I have to wonder if they’re happy tears or tears of regret for who the father is.
“And this would be Justine.” Brian smiles at me. “What? We have a Brianna, now we have a Justine.”
“Okay, but I want it to be Justine Debra,” I whisper.
“After Deb,” both Brian and I announce together.
“She will love it,” Dee wearily tells us.
“You need to rest,” the doctor instructs her.
“Are the names okay, Mom?” Brianna asks. “We talked about it while you were stuck here in the hospital.”
“Of course, it’s fine, baby.” She closes her eyes.
I look down at the little girl in my arms. I can’t believe she is mine.
“Congrats, Dad.” Brian kisses me.
“You, too,” I whisper as a tear tracks its way down my cheek. “They’re beautiful.”
“Just like their father.” Brian leans over to kiss me again as we sit side by side, holding our children, Aidan Charles and Justine Debra.
I want it to be like this forever. I will make sure they remain with me always, no matter what it takes. Smiling down at ‘our’ children, I can’t help but feel blessed.
Ours.
Now and always.
I will make sure of it.
ALWAYS!
“Okay, Dee, take a deep breath,” the doctor tells me.
“Isn’t it too soon for this?” I ask through tears.
“Don’t worry. You’re almost eight months now and multiple births often deliver early.”
I look over at Brian and Justin.
“It will be okay,” Justin tells me.
I have had time to think about what Lindsay told me. I have watched him with Brianna and Gus and I know he is going to be a great father to the twins. Both he and Brian have had to overcome a lot in their lives and they’re stronger men because of it.
“We need you to push,” I hear the nurse say.
“Tell me again why I didn’t want a C-section,” I gasp as another contraction hits.
“Because you wanted them to take the full journey,” Brian replies with a laugh.
“Well, I don’t know why.” I start to push.
“I see the head,” the doctor tells us.
“I think I need to sit down,” Justin says. We all turn to look at him.
“Justin, don’t worry. After today, I promise no more snatch,” Brian teases, making us all laugh.
I look at how they are together. The twins are lucky to have two fathers who will love them as much as I do.
“Dee, Brianna wants to come in,” the nurse informs me. I nod my head and they let her into the room.
“Mom, I wanted to be in here as they are born,” Brianna says.
Brian hugs her as Justin holds my hand. She gives Justin a hug from the side as she reaches for my other hand.
Suddenly it all seems so real and I can feel the emotions coming to a head as I push through another contraction. I’m more than ready for these kids to be born.
Brian
I now know why I wasn’t in the room with Lindsay when Gus was born. The fucking emotions hit you faster when you’re witnessing the whole process.
“Push, Dee,” I hear Justin tell her. He has been so amazing through this. He accepted Brianna from the moment we got the test results back and he’s been at Dee’s side whenever she needed him. Not once did he even question that these kids were his.
He told me it was because she knew the color of the condom.
“Brian?” Justin says, getting my attention.
“Yes, Sunshine?”
He smiles up at me and points to the child’s head as it emerges from Dee’s body. Trying to ignore the obvious ‘eww’ factor, I watch the first baby being delivered and realize that part of the reason for Justin’s smile is the fact that it’s a big, blond head coming out.
“It’s a boy,” we hear as we exchange smiles.
“Oh my god, Mom, he’s great,” Brianna breathes.
“Say hi to your brother,” the nurse encourages her softly.
“Hi, Aidan,” she whispers.
I look over at Justin who smiles. “You told her my middle name?”
He simply nods. “She asked.”
“Dad, is it ok? I mean, Justin and I were talking about names and we both like Aidan.” Brianna looks at me and I swear she has Justin’s grin down.
I look back at Justin who is still smiling. “How can I say no?” I can’t resist kissing them both.
Justin picks up the baby. “Hi, Aidan Charles,” he says softly.
“Fuck. You named him after Mikey, too? Justin, there will be no living with him after this,” I warn him, though my smile gives me away.
“I guess it’s good we don’t live with him them,” Justin replies without taking his eyes from his son. After a moment, he turns to Dee. “Is the name okay with you?” he asks quietly.
“Perfect,” she answers.
Taking Aidan in my arms I smile and kiss his forehead. “Welcome to the world, Sonnyboy.”
“I think his sister is wanting out,” Dee moans out as another contraction hits.
Brianna
I can’t believe this is happening. I have a new little brother and soon will have a sister as well.
I am really glad Justin is the father. He’s a great guy. Despite the fact that at first he acted like he didn’t like me, he came around.
He told me he was just jealous of things but he is okay now.
I look at my dad holding Aidan and the smile on his face is priceless. Justin is holding my mom’s hand as my sister starts to make her worldly appearance.
“Won’t be long now, Dee,” the doctor tells her. She squeezes Justin’s hand tighter and takes a deep breath.
As my mom begins to push again, I can’t help thinking how lucky I am to be part of such a big, loving family.
Justin
I hold Dee’s hand as she pushes. I never imagined myself here like this, holding her hand as she delivers my children, yet here I am. Brian has given Aidan to the nurse and comes to stand beside us as we prepare to witness the miracle of birth once again.
“Ok, Dee, let’s get this girl out of you,” the doctor says, instructing her to push.
“Come on, Dee, you can do this.” Brian covers our entwined hands with one of his own.
“Shut up, Brian,” she yells at him, making me laugh.
“I see the head; a few more pushes and you will have another daughter,” the nurse encourages her.
“Shit, Justin, she has a big blond head as well,” Brian says.
Smiling at him, I nod my head. “It runs in the family.” I give him my best sunshine smile.
Dee pushes as the doctor pulls my daughter the rest of the way out. “It’s a girl,” he announces with a smile.
“Oh my god, Mom, she’s beautiful,” Brianna cries out.
“Yes, she is.” Dee wipes tears away. I have to wonder if they’re happy tears or tears of regret for who the father is.
“And this would be Justine.” Brian smiles at me. “What? We have a Brianna, now we have a Justine.”
“Okay, but I want it to be Justine Debra,” I whisper.
“After Deb,” both Brian and I announce together.
“She will love it,” Dee wearily tells us.
“You need to rest,” the doctor instructs her.
“Are the names okay, Mom?” Brianna asks. “We talked about it while you were stuck here in the hospital.”
“Of course, it’s fine, baby.” She closes her eyes.
I look down at the little girl in my arms. I can’t believe she is mine.
“Congrats, Dad.” Brian kisses me.
“You, too,” I whisper as a tear tracks its way down my cheek. “They’re beautiful.”
“Just like their father.” Brian leans over to kiss me again as we sit side by side, holding our children, Aidan Charles and Justine Debra.
I want it to be like this forever. I will make sure they remain with me always, no matter what it takes. Smiling down at ‘our’ children, I can’t help but feel blessed.
Ours.
Now and always.
I will make sure of it.
ALWAYS!