fight or flight
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Category:
Supernatural › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,022
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Supernatural, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
fight or flight
okay so this set at the VERY END of the ep where sam and dean get into the arguement ....not sure where i am going to take thisusually ends up as porn ! but not sure if i can try my hand at an angst story
SOOOOO i put this out there with the hope that i will get some feedback..to continue or not continue and where the hell to take it!! look forward to hearing what you think..cheers! charlie
"i think maybe i'll play craps"
Sam sighed, full of anger,guilt and blind rage.
"pull over" he said tersely, jaw set and fists balled at his sides.
"what?"said dean indcredulously
"pull over dean-NOW"
"i am not pulling over in the middle of nowhere so you can have a hissy fit sam" said dean with a small sigh of his own
"if you don't pull the car over now i will jump from it while it's moving, and I'll make a point of scratching the paintwork on the way out dean..."
Dean scowled and pulled to the side of the road, gravel sliding as they drew to a quick stop. He cut off the engine and loked at sam preparing for the next outburst. sam reached over and grabbed the keys. He popped the trunk and removed his duffel bag, slung it angrily over his shoulder and tossed the keys back to dean a little too hard. He slammed the door and walked away descively. dean stared after him in awe...and he was meant to be the immature one? huh.
He pulled up next to sam, winding the window down.
"so that's your great plan hey? run away like an eight year old? very effective sammy...."
"i am NOT going to watch you die like you are doing me some great favour dean, it's like you're committing suicide slowly and i have to watch. You act like it's just some big party! well fuck you dean, Sorry i give a shit about my brother. Sorry i care. Sorry if i'm selfish and wonder what the fuck i'm meant to do when you die and leave me alone in the world. Sorry i love you so damn much!"
Dean kept the car crawling along the shoulder of the road along side of sam. His face fell a little. He had been aiming to make sam relax by acting like he didn't care about death, apparantly it was making sam feel worse.
"sam....look i'm trying man. I hope we do find a way to break this thing but i am NOT going to put you in danger to do that. I can't live with that happening sammy. I lost you twice before....i can't do it again"
Sam swung around violently to face the car, his face streaming openly with tears.
"what makes you think i can dean.... I can't live without you. I can't watch you die"
Dean stopped the car, jumped out, and despite his reservations grabbed his brother in a fierce bear hug, sam's head hanging down to lean on his shoulders, his hand bunched tight in dean's shirt.
" How long would i last anyway? first hunt solo would kill me, ever thought of that?"
Dean was a little stunned. He never considered that sam would go on hunting. Thought he'd go back to school, live the apple pie life, get married, have a shitload of kids...Apparantly Sam's priorities had changed and dean hadn't noticed.
"what about that 'normal life' sam...can't you have that without me?" dean said softly, unaware of the fact he was petting his brother's shaggy hair
"tried that, look how well it turned out. My life is with you dean. You are my life."
SOOOOO i put this out there with the hope that i will get some feedback..to continue or not continue and where the hell to take it!! look forward to hearing what you think..cheers! charlie
"i think maybe i'll play craps"
Sam sighed, full of anger,guilt and blind rage.
"pull over" he said tersely, jaw set and fists balled at his sides.
"what?"said dean indcredulously
"pull over dean-NOW"
"i am not pulling over in the middle of nowhere so you can have a hissy fit sam" said dean with a small sigh of his own
"if you don't pull the car over now i will jump from it while it's moving, and I'll make a point of scratching the paintwork on the way out dean..."
Dean scowled and pulled to the side of the road, gravel sliding as they drew to a quick stop. He cut off the engine and loked at sam preparing for the next outburst. sam reached over and grabbed the keys. He popped the trunk and removed his duffel bag, slung it angrily over his shoulder and tossed the keys back to dean a little too hard. He slammed the door and walked away descively. dean stared after him in awe...and he was meant to be the immature one? huh.
He pulled up next to sam, winding the window down.
"so that's your great plan hey? run away like an eight year old? very effective sammy...."
"i am NOT going to watch you die like you are doing me some great favour dean, it's like you're committing suicide slowly and i have to watch. You act like it's just some big party! well fuck you dean, Sorry i give a shit about my brother. Sorry i care. Sorry if i'm selfish and wonder what the fuck i'm meant to do when you die and leave me alone in the world. Sorry i love you so damn much!"
Dean kept the car crawling along the shoulder of the road along side of sam. His face fell a little. He had been aiming to make sam relax by acting like he didn't care about death, apparantly it was making sam feel worse.
"sam....look i'm trying man. I hope we do find a way to break this thing but i am NOT going to put you in danger to do that. I can't live with that happening sammy. I lost you twice before....i can't do it again"
Sam swung around violently to face the car, his face streaming openly with tears.
"what makes you think i can dean.... I can't live without you. I can't watch you die"
Dean stopped the car, jumped out, and despite his reservations grabbed his brother in a fierce bear hug, sam's head hanging down to lean on his shoulders, his hand bunched tight in dean's shirt.
" How long would i last anyway? first hunt solo would kill me, ever thought of that?"
Dean was a little stunned. He never considered that sam would go on hunting. Thought he'd go back to school, live the apple pie life, get married, have a shitload of kids...Apparantly Sam's priorities had changed and dean hadn't noticed.
"what about that 'normal life' sam...can't you have that without me?" dean said softly, unaware of the fact he was petting his brother's shaggy hair
"tried that, look how well it turned out. My life is with you dean. You are my life."