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Dean stalked off tears pricking at his eyes. Rory didn't love him, She had feelings for Jess. He had known since jess had arrived. Rory had to be nice to everyone, give everyone a chance and jess had taken advantage of that.

At least with Tristan he may have been jealous, but he knew rory could see though the womanizing facade and was too smart to fall for it. With jess as much as he hated to admit it, rory had a lot in common with him...his bad boy image was just an added bonus.

Dean had been there for rory and put himself out there so many times. He suddenly felt used and stupid. He'd been so desperate to hold onto her that he'd lost his pride somewhere along the way. He kicked angrily at the stones along the road home until he saw luke's. The small light was on and rory was sitting at the counter talking to jess. Dean saw red. Giving himself a brief moment to calm down he knocked at the door and plastered a smile on his face.

Rory came over to the door and opened it. She kissed him briefly and then glanced back towards jess at the counter who was trying to look busy.

"hi rory...watcha up to? thought maybe we'd get a chance to catch up tonight?"

Jess snorted from behind the counter and then looked down dejectedly at his shoes. Rory's eyes shifted between the two sensing the tension.

"jess, you mind if dean joins us for that pie?" she asked sweetly and hesitantly.

"you know what...you should go out with your boyfriend rory...looks like he's finished packing shelves for the night.." Dean shot a look at jess but rory grabbed her coat and ushered them out of the diner with a wistful look at jess as the left.

Dean jumped into the drivers seat of the car he had built for rory. He remembered the first night he had shown her the car sadly and then the night he had completed it.

"dean?" He realised he must have been sitting there a while because rory was sitting buckled in and staring at him in question.

"we need to talk" dean said briskly and with that he start the engine and drove. He took them to a quiet dark street in star's hollow and pulled the car over, shutting the engine off and shifting to look at rory.

"you get my message?" he asked softly

"yes. Thank you it was sweet...i was going to call you tomorrow and make plans to catch up but..now here we are....catching up..."

"jesus rory...i try calling you a hundred times a day and you push me away, i try backing off and that still doesn't work.."he was almost shouting before his voice slipped to almost a whisper " it's quite obvious you're over me..."

"over you..what do you mean dean?"

"oh come on rory...i'm your first boyfriend. I knew we wouldn't last forever and i knew i felt more for you than you did for me. But you're looking for a bigger better deal and you're flaunting it in my face." dean said growing angry again

Rory sat there stunned, not sure how this conversation had come about. She knew things had been a bit weird between her and dean lately but she couldn't put her finger on why. suddenly all the things she'd loved about him seemed to annoy her and she was feeling suffocated. She didn't understand her feelings and figured this was just how relationships were.

"you like jess..." dean said softly and flatly, repeating the conversation he'd had with lorlai ot long before.

"what?" choked rory.

"you lied to me about him being there with paris, you want to spend time with him...it's obvious"

"no dean, i'm with you. You're my boyfriend" she said earnestly

"really? kiss me then" rory bent over and kissed his lips gently. She was surprised when dean pushed back against her and she settled back into her seat, dean kissing her a lot more passionately than usual.

"dean?" she looked at him with wide eyes when they parted for air. Their kissing had never been like that before. It was usually quick pecks and a hug but this had stirred something deeper inside of her and it felt like dean was trying to claim her with his lips.

" enough rory...you're so nice to everyone and i love that about you but that means you keep putting me last and i won't take that now" he kissed her again with brutal force and began roaming his large hands over her petite frame.

Rory fought to keep her breath. Thre was no doubt dean was arousing her but things between them felt like they were getting out of control, and rory had a feeling dean wanted more than just a chaste kiss right now. She was right. Dean pulled her blouse open and exposed her chest to his longing gaze. He kissed the naked flesh tugging at her bra to get better access. He sucked at her skin marking her neck, breasts and her stomach. Rory was lost in confusion. Part of her wanted to scream at dean to stop and the other part never wanted him to stop. Dean had his hands up her skirt now and was stroking her thighs relishing the warm skin and moaning into rory's mouth as he kissed her once more.

"i want you" he said in a possessive growl. " you're mine and no-one elses. If i can't have you forever i can deal but i should have you first" he moaned low as he licked at her ear

rory came to her senses a little and pushed at dean's chest

" dean, what are you doing? we can't do this here, not just because you suddenly have something to prove" rory couldn't believe he thought they were taking things any further. Hell they had already skipped a few bases from feather kisses thats for sure.

"no rory..it's you who has something to prove...tell me you don't have feelings for jess..that you don't think of him more than me...telll me i mean more to you than anyone else"

He slid his long fingers into her panties and stroked there until he could feel her wetness. She was still fighting for breath as he kissed her, his weight pushed against her. In a few minutes he had ripped her underwear and deftly undone his fly. Rory's eyes opened and widened at the sight of his erection. She and her hormones were happy to go along with what had happened so far but suddenly she relised what was actually happening and she began to panic.

Dean kissed her again holding her down with his weight when she struggled slightly. She couldn't speak as he smothered her with kisses then lined himself at her entrance. with a sudden thrust he was inside her.

Rory bit her lip as she was torn and whimpered slightly in pain. It was soon replaced by a dull pleasurable ache and she became aware of dean moving inside her moaning her name over and over in her ear before shouting it as he exploded into orgasm. Dean collasped against his girlfriend satisfied he had claimed her as his own. He was the first, the one that mattered.

He shifted and stroked the hair from rory's face looking into her eyes. She looked back at him with tears streaming down her face. Betrayal and hurt lay within her huge eyes and it dawned on him what he had done.

Fumbling wilding for the door he stumbled out onto the kerb tears of his own beginning to slide down his cheeks. He pulled her out of the car into his lap. Murmuring into her ear and rocking her in his arms

"i'm sorry..i'm so sorry"

It was at that moment he knew he had truly lost her.