To be a family

Own nothing! Nothing!!!! Nothing at all!!!

Title: Not the same
Author: MoonKat
Fandom: Charmed/BTVS
Summary: Xander was changed when Willow attacked him with her dark magic. Xander’s real family finds him and he discovers Darth Willow changed him more then he thought. Mpreg.
Disclaimer: I own nothing except the craziness that spews out of my head. It does spew very sloppy-like. All characters belong to their respective owners. I don’t own nada. If I owned the Charmed Ones or Xander I’d have money. Which I don’t, sadly I don’t. Just writing here.

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High above all
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“Leo it is your job as their Whitelighter--”

“You must inform them of these circumstances!”

“This mission is most important!”

“The power of this witch must NOT fall into the hands of evil!!”

Leo sighed as he brushed his hand through his hair. He was really nervous about facing the sisters. They weren’t going to like the new mission the Elders had assign to them. They were going to be pissed . . . He could just imagine the look on Piper’s face. Taking a deep calming breath for courage Leo orbed back to the Halliwell house. The headache he was getting was becoming worse with each minute that passed. *The Charmed Ones are going to be sooooo P-I-S-S-E-D!!* Thought Leo as he glared up at the heavens and the Elders he could no longer see as he landed home in the middle of the livingroom. Finding little Wyatt standing in front of him Leo picked up his little guy.

“Hey, baby. Would you like to help daddy talk to mommy and her sisters?”

Little Wyatt shook his head no and blinked his big blue eyes. He orbed away, most likely to his room. Leo let out a dry chuckle. His son is a very verrrrry intelligent two year old.

“Leo is that you?” Piper smiled as she walked out of the kitchen with little Chris wrapped in her arms. Leo bit at his lip, it was time to face the music.

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Edge of Sunnydale
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Xander groaned as he hefted the last box up the stairs to his new apartment. Placing the box on his floor Xander rubbed at his lower back. His back had been aching a lot ever since the ‘Darth Willow’ moment. Xander let out a little gasp of air as that particular memory washed over him. He felt so . . . so un-him! He felt different, looked different, fought different. Everything about him now was different!!

Xander risked looking in the mirror and winced at the image that stared back. A boy! Not a man but a gangly bushy haired boy!! Xander sighed. When Willow had attacked him with her powerful dark magic something in Xander had fought back, a strength deep inside of him absorbed her magic. Willow’s spell was supposed to make him disappear from existence, but something in him had stopped or slowed that spell. But whatever magic he had wasn’t enough, the evil magic unraveled five whole years of his life. As far as most of Sunnydale was concerned Xander disappeared in highschool. Xander was just glad Buffy, Giles, and the others started remembering him and their years together as time went by. But Xander had to stay away from old acquaintances and his drunk relatives. They would never except him five years younger, job-less, and in need of help. Not the Zeppo Xander.

Xander looked up from his packing when his door opened. Buffy bounced in with a bag twice her size held easily over one shoulder. “Xan, where do you want these?”

“By my bedroom closet would be fine Buff. It’s just clothing.” Xander said as he rubbed at his stomach. It felt fluttery, it was getting worse as the weeks went on.

“Soooo . . .” Buffy bit at her lip as she looked over the room. After the spell Xander’s relationship with everyone had changed. The elf-like features and the aura of power seeping out of Xander skin and golden brown eyes unnerved the Slayer. “Have you heard from Willow yet? She returned from England yesterday!”

Xander didn’t looked up from his unpacking as he answered her. “She feel’s guilty. She is a very strong wicca now . . . but she can’t fix what she did to me. It can’t BE changed. So she would rather ignore . . . ignore me.” Xander whispered the last bit but Buffy still heard it.

“It’s not that Xander!!! I-It’s just . . .It’s j-just we--”

Xander’s head snapped up and he glared at Buffy. “You’re all afraid! Even Willow is fearful of what she MADE!!!”

Xander’s barely controlled anger slipped his hold at his last word. Suddenly the box behind Buffy caught on fire and turned into ash before he could stop it. Buffy yelped and tried to find some water since the table was starting to burn. But before she could even move out of the room the fire boom sizzled out.

“Don’t bother using water . . .” Xander mumbled. “You’d need more then a glass. It would just evaporate.”

Xander turned back to his silent unpacking. He could hear Buffy panting behind him, she had told Xander her senses were wonky when it came to him. Like being around an innocent, and a dozen vampires, were Buffy’s exact words. Xander was different now and everyone on the Hellmouth knew it. Whatever it was that happened to Xander, it was different from any magic here on the Hellmouth.

“Xander weren’t you listening to Giles when he said to suppress that stuff!!! Are you wearing the necklace?!” She shrieked. Giles was still looking for books on how to reverse and cure Xander’s little problem.

Xander sighed as he stacked his last book. “No. It was just making it worse.”

“Xander!! You should just listen to Giles! He knows better then you!!” Buffy stomped her foot nearly making a hole in the wooden floor. “THE NECKLACE WILL REPRESS IT!”

Xander’s head snapped up and he glared at Buffy, force pushed at her and threw her against the wall. “I told you . . . It made it worse. Violent. I nearly blew up the library, Buffy!” Rubbing at his weak stomach Xander closed his eyes. “I think you should go, Buffy.”

“But Xander!!! You–”

“LEAVE!” Xander hissed as he faced her. The door’s and cabinets snapped open and candles lit themselves. Buffy left with a disappointed sigh, Xander could hear her stomp down the stairs and slam the apartment buildings doors. Xander went back to his unpacking, though he looked calm his hands were shaking. He could have really hurt her.

Throwing one of the empty boxes in the corner to be taken care of later Xander wanted to scream when that box and the others in the pile caught on fire. “What is going on?!!”

Xander looked at his hand. They looked normal. Sure they were smaller, smoother, and paler then they used to be, but they were still his hands. Normal non-fire making hands! But fireballs did bloom from them! And sometimes all he had to do was think about fire and something would light up!! Then there was the other weird stuff that happened. Things appearing when he wanted them, a simple made-up rhyme creating chaos like a spell from a book would, then the dreams of people he doesn’t even know!

Xander was afraid of what was happening. He was scared and the only one that might be able to help was avoiding him. Sitting in one of his new plastic chairs Xander covered his face with his hands. He felt helpless. Xander only had to deal with these new p-powers for a short while but he didn’t know how much longer he could stand not having any control.

Xander knew one thing at least. The Hellmouth wasn’t helping. It’s evil was pulling at him, trying to hurt him, sway him!!! Even being at the edge of town didn’t help much, he could still hear the seductive voice of the hellmouth telling him to do things . . .

It was getting harder to ignore.

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Halliwell house
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“Wait! Wait! They want us to go where!?” Piper said as she burped Chris, a scowl making her graceful features hard as steel.

“They need you to go to a small town outside of LA to find a young witch. This witch had just regained his power and is very confused. He is vulnerable and in the worst place a witch can be.” Said Leo as he pulled a map out of his pocket. It showed where the town called Sunnydale was. It was strange the sisters haven’t heard of that town. Ever.

“This witch is very special. The Elder’s believe he will help your cause greatly. T-the Elders said the Source and many other demons are after him. They say he is almost like Wyatt, powerful, but different. I was told a wicca, an earth witch forced his powers to activate even though he was bound. Because of the forced activation he can’t control it. He needs your help.” Leo handed Phoebe the map.

“So they need us to train this new witch?” Asked Paige as she shrugged her shoulders.

Leo sat down on the couch. “There’s more . . . It has to do with you’re parents.”

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Sunnydale
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Walking around the shelves Xander picked out a shirt or a pants here and there, SunnyMart had a good clothing area but he couldn’t buy much. He didn’t have much money. After all Xander looked fifteen, had no parents now, and lived on his own. He had very little money.

Taking his small basket of food and his set of clothes to the checkout stand Xander handed what little coin he had to the cashier. Stuffing his groceries in his backpack Xander shouldered it and started walking toward home. The stuff he got today would last for a few days then *Grimace* he would have to ask Giles for more money.

“You don’t have to ask for handouts young one . . . You could be rich.” Said a light female voice.

Xander turned around and faced the lovely woman in the red dress that was standing in the middle of the street. She was twirling her long blond hair as she looked at Xander with sparkling green eyes. She looked like an angel and Xander could feel a pull toward her . . . but when he looked at her all he could think was . . .Snake.

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Halliwell house
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The sisters eyes zeroed in on Leo and he felt trapped. Leo swallowed the lump he could feel forming. “The Elders changed something important in their lives. T-They thought they were doing something good but it went wrong. You see Elder Cozway t-took . . .He t-thought--”

“Spit it out Leo!!” Piper snapped.

“He’s your brother.” He said softly.

It was so silent in the room they could hear their heart beats pound in their ears.

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Sunnydale
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“How?” Xander asked with a guarded tone.

“By joining my master of course! He can use such a powerful witch like you.” She said as she walked toward him.

Xander narrowed his eyes as he backed up from her. “Who is this master of yours? And who the hell are you?”

She smirked. “I’m Claire, a warlock that has been in the serves of the Source since I came into my magic. The Source is very powerful, he can help you child . . .”


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Halliwell house
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“Wait! Wait! Wait, right there! What do you mean by brother?” Said Phoebe as she waved her hands around. “Like a fellow witch kind of brother or . . .”

Leo spoke with a pained expression on his face as he looked at the girls then he locked eyes with Piper. “You remember how we felt that day we made little Chris . . . your parents were at that point when Phoebe was a year old. They were trying to stay together for you girls . . . your mom Patty became pregnant on a special day. A witches moon, it only happens twice in a year ever hundred years. The witches moon is a very magic potent day, it is worshiped by many covenants. Rituals are done so witches could have children on that day and give birth on the next witches moon. Your parents managed that by accident.”


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Sunnydale
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“A witch like you conceived on the witches moon . . . born on the next to a powerful witch family. You should be worshiped and taken care of . . .”Claire said in a dreamy voice.

Xander snorted. “What the hell are you on? Powerful witch family? The Harris’? Yeah right!”

Claire let out a little giggle. “You don’t know, do you?”

“What?”

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Review. still need to edit more but I want to see if anyone might like it.