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Christmas Fantasy
“Jingle bells Montana?” Danny said cocking his head to the side as she hummed.
“So what?” She asked smiling. “Nothing wrong with Christmas spirit.” She said humming under her breathe as she looked over a pair of bloody pants for trace.
“No.” He said agreeing with her. “Figured ya for the ba humbug type.” He said pulling the bloody tee shirt out of the bag to start processing it.
“Nope.” She said. “I’m not gonna say I’m a Christmas freak but I have just as much holiday cheer as the next person.” She said pulling a hair off the pants. “What do you want for Christmas?” She asked and wished she could take it back when he gave her a naughty smirk.
“Ya really wanna know?” He asked licking his lips.
“Um probably not.” She said shaking her head her face flushed. “I’m taking this to DNA.” She said bagging the hair.
“Chicken.” He said staring at her.
“I’m not chicken.” She said still avoiding his gaze.
“If I told ya what I wanted would ya give it to me?” He asked voice husky.
“You never know.” She said hurrying out of the lab and almost running into the DNA lab.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said late that evening as she grabbed her stuff from her locker.
“Hey.” Greg said smiling into the phone. “Ok I did something promise you won’t get pissed?”
“No tell me what you did?” She asked pulling on her coat and slamming her locker.
“Ok so we’re needing a new CSI, I over heard Grissom talking so I took a copy of your resume and sent it to him and I just overheard him telling Catherine that he was gonna offer you the job.” He said quickly waiting for her to yell at him.
“YOU WHAT?” Lindsay asked and Stella and Flack stopped and stared at her.
“Now you said you weren’t gonna get mad.” Greg said smiling sheepishly.
“I never said I wasn’t gonna get mad.” She said stalking out of the locker room and took the stairs down to the main floor.
“Just think of what an opportunity this is, number 1 lab in the country, great pay and me?” He said. “Does it get any better than that?” He asked.
“Greg.” She said jumping into a cab and giving the cab driver her address. “I’ve only been in New York 2 years, I can’t leave I just.” She stopped sighing.
“This is where you wanted to be, I just thought you’d want me to do it.” He said. “You know if they would have had an opening 2 years ago you’d be here.” He stated and she agreed.
“I know but now.” She stopped. “I don’t know.”
“Just think about it, Gris is gonna call you tonight I just wanted to warn you.” He said. “He already sent you a letter you should be getting it tomorrow.”
“Montana ya got a registered letter.” Danny said walking into their office with a postman.
“Ok.” She said signing for the letter.
“You’re not gonna open it?” He asked watching her as he sat down at his desk.
“Um no not now.” She said avoiding his gaze.
“Ya alright?” He asked staring at her.
“What?” She asked as he broke into her thoughts. “Yeah I have to go.” She said jumping up like she was shot and grabbing the letter and heading to find something to do anything to take her mind off of things.
“What’s on your mind Lindsay, I can tell.” Tiffy her older sister said over the phone.
“I want Danny, bad.” Lindsay admitted. “I was thinking about Christmas and doing something kinda naughty.” She said smiling her face red.
“Really?” Tiffy said smiling. “Is this because if it doesn’t work out you can run to Vegas?” She asked.
“Yes if you must know.” Lindsay said nervously. “So do you think I’m stupid?”
“No, chicken but not stupid.” Tiffy said. “Tell me what you’re gonna do?” She asked. “You have to hurry Christmas is only 14 days away.”
“Dude you got a letter.” Flack said tossing an envelope at Danny.
“Ok.” Danny said opening the envelope and looking shocked.
Merry Christmas, I’m your secret admirer, don’t be shocked or worried trust me you’ve hit on me before so I have reason to believe you like me. I know you’re an investigator so I used gloves when I wrote this so I don’t think you can trace me but it might be fun for you to try. I need you to send me an email, include your 5 favorite fantasies and I just might make them come true…Send the email to hothappychristmascheer@hotmail.com. You won’t be disappointed, come on what do you have to lose, I’ll email you back when I hear from you.
“What the fuck?” Danny asked reading it again.
“Lemme see?” Don said.
“No.” Danny said shaking his head and moving into the lab to dust it for prints.
“Hey Danny. “Adam said as he walked into the trace lab.
“Dude I need ya to do me a favor.” Danny said walking over to the computer. “I need to trace dis email address.” He said giving him the email address and watching as he typed.
“Danny it’s nearly impossible to trace these kinds of addresses since you don’t have to register with any legal information.” Adam said. “This account is registered to a Cheer Giver address is bogus but here in New York.” He said and Danny groaned. “I can try to trace it but it looks like that’s a bust too.” He said shaking his head.
“So there’s no way to find out who this is?” Danny asked.
“Well we could get a warrant for hotmail router information and put a trace on the address and maybe when the person uses the account it can track them, but it’s a long shot.” Adam said.
“Yeah yeah.” Danny said walking out and reading it again.
“Danny you leaving?” Lindsay asked watching as he stared at the wall in their office.
“Yeah.” He said looking at the clock. “You?”
“I’m already gone.” She said smiling as she grabbed her purse. “You ok?”
“Yeah I just got some stuff in my head.” He said shaking his head.
“Are you ok?” She asked looking at him with concern in her eyes trying not to smile.
“Yeah, I’ll see you tomorrow.” He said and she nodded walking out of the building cracking up wondering if he would email her.
Cheer Giver,
How do I know you’re not a pyscho? D
Danny,
I guess you just have trust that I’m not crazy. CG
CG,
Let’s do the instant message thing. D
Dmesser-So you’re not a crazy girl who’s gonna chop my precious parts off?
Cgirl-Not that I haven’t thought of it before but I have plans for your precious parts.
Dmesser-Who are you?
Cgirl-Nope fantasies first….
Dmesser-Send me a picture.
Cgirl-Ok, give me a minute.
“Shit.” Lindsay said pulling off her top and taking a picture of her body from the neck down to her belly button and loading it hitting send before she could really think about it.
Cgirl-I sent it.
“Holy shit.” Danny said as he saw the picture of the woman in a black lace see through bra and grinned.
Dmesser-Should I recognize you from this picture, very nice by the way.
Cgirl-If you’re trying to ask if we’ve had sex, no we haven’t.
Dmesser-Why not?
Cgirl-I’m not easy, well not too easy.
Dmesser-So how is this gonna work, I tell you my fantasies and what you come over and make me happy?
Cgirl-Well I’ve never done this before but I was thinking that I’ll tell you who I am, that way if you don’t want to do this you don’t have to.
Dmesser-I gotta be honest with you, there’s a girl I like, we’re not together but I can’t be in a relationship.
Cgirl-Why aren’t you with her?
Dmesser-She’s goin through some stuff.
Cgirl-Well I won’t pressure you for a relationship, just hot sweaty sex, do you have a problem with that?
Dmesser-I wanna know who you are, this is frustrating as shit……
Cgirl-Fantasies first…
Dmesser-Ok I gotta think about it.
Cgirl-I have to go, email me.
“What?” Danny asked as she signed off. “Shit.” He said sighing as he reread over what she said.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said as she and Danny processed a scene together the next day.
“Hey you busy?” Greg asked.
“Yeah kinda, something wrong?” She asked bagging a knife.
“I was just wondering if you made a decision yet?” He asked smiling.
“No Greg, god you’re impatient.” She said rolling her eyes. “I said I would let you know.”
“I know but I better know before you tell anyone else.” He said. “I mean Tiffy.”
“What?”
“I talked to her last night and she said you had a plan, we’re best friends and you’re telling Tiffy stuff before me?” He asked a little insulted.
“Stop talking to my sister.” Lindsay said annoyed as she labeled the bag. “I can’t talk right now.” Lindsay said.
“Call me when you get home, I’m not letting this drop no matter how much you avoid it.”
“Greg sit on it and spin.” She said glaring at her phone.
“You love me.” He said smiling.
“I do, I gotta go I love you I’ll call you later.” She said hanging up.
“Sit on it and spin.” Danny said watching her.
“Don’t ask.” Lindsay said smiling as she clipped her phone to her belt. “Best friend.”
“Best friends a man?” He asked as he photographed the evidence.
“Yep, since I was 10.” Lindsay said lifting a print.
Cheer Giver,
Ok this was kinda hard to do without knowing you but here goes nothing.
1. Sex in the shower at my lab, I know this is risky and we should probably not attempt it but I had to put it in here cause that would be fucking mindblowing.
2. I’d like to be tied to the bed and teased unmercifully, maybe end with a blow job?? Surprise me.
3. Hand job in a car, I know it sounds cheap but still…
4. Woman tied to the bed, anything I want to do.. Of course that we both feel ok with.
5. I have always wanted to watch a woman masterbate, really hot.
6. Hair job, I don’t know what your hair is like but I’m really fixated on hair right now.
Ok so I added a #6 because we can’t do number 1, please god don’t let this be some kind of sick joke.
“Tiffy I got his email.” Lindsay said staring at the computer. “I can’t do this.”
“Send it to me.” Tiffy said and Lindsay forwarded it to her.
“I just can’t I want to but I’m not like this.” Lindsay said her face red as she read the fantasies again.
“Lindsay this isn’t bad.” Tiffy said reading. “You can do this.”
“No.” Lindsay said. “I’m not sure what a hair job is?”
“Use your hair to jerk him off.” Tiffy said. “This is pretty mild.”
“I can probably do all of it but number 5” Lindsay said.
“Oh get over it, trust me, he’s really gonna like it.” Tiffy said. “You have to tie him up naked so he can’t touch you while you do it, make sure he can see you and I promise he’s gonna go nuts.” She said grinning.
“I’m so nervous I think I’m gonna chicken out.” Lindsay admitted.
“No, just remember if it’s bad you have an out.” Tiffy said hating to encourage her but knowing her sister was super shy.
“Yeah.” Lindsay said. “I’m gonna try to catch him to instant message.” Lindsay said. “I gotta go, I’ll call you soon.”
Cgirl-Are you there?
Dmesser-Yeah.
Cgirl-Wow. I mean wow.
Dmesser-So you gonna tell me who you are?
Cgirl-Yes but I have stipulations.
Dmesser-More rules???
Cgirl-Yes, no questions, I want you for 5 days and when that’s done we can talk if you want but no questions, just fun.
Dmesser-Honey I don’t think you’ll ever get a complaint from a man if you don’t want to talk.
Cgirl-The other rule is that I’m the boss, you have to mind me.
Dmesser-I have to mind you, what if I don’t want to do what you want to do?
Cgirl-I’m not talking about s&m stuff I mean if I say no touching til I say, you have to do it, I would never hurt you.
Dmesser-I’m not agreeing to anything yet.
Cgirl-I’d like to meet you tomorrow night are you free?
Dmesser-Who are you????????????
Cgirl-You agree to my rules?
Dmesser-Yes dammit tell me.
Cgirl-Would you like to guess?
Dmesser-Not really, give me a clue.
Cgirl-You annoy me.
Dmesser-I annoy a lot of people you’re gonna have to do better than that.
Cgirl-I wanted to smack you the first time I met you.
Dmesser-Once again, need a little more…
Cgirl-Someone once told me you had a crush on me.
Dmesser-Who?
Cgirl-Sid.
Dmesser-Montana?
Cgirl-If you don’t want to I’ll understand.
Dmesser-Time and place.
Cgirl-Plaza hotel 8 tomorrow night?
Dmesser-I could be there in 5 minutes?
Cgirl-My rules Danny…
Dmesser-I’ll be there.
“No.” Danny said glaring at the computer as she logged off. “Holy shit.” He said smiling. This was gonna be very interesting.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said pacing in the hotel room so nervous she could barely breathe.
“How are you?” Tiffy asked.
“Tiffy he should be here anytime.” Lindsay said looking at the clock, she had 5 more minutes.
“Just remember you’re sexy and fuckin hot.” Tiffy said.
“Yeah I feel a little nauseated right now.” She said looking around the dark room.
“What are you wearing?”
“Tank top and boy panties.” She said pacing. “I know he likes that.”
“Just relax, it’s gonna be fun.” Tiffy said grinning.
“What if he doesn’t come?”
“Oh he’ll come in more ways than one.” Tiffy said smiling wickedly.
“Shit.” Lindsay said jumping at the knock on the door. “I have to go.” She said hanging up on her sister and turning off her phone nervously walking to the door and looking out the peephole. He didn’t look nervous really, he was looking a little worried as he knocked again. She took a deep breathe and pulled open the door staying behind it so he didn’t see her right away.
“Montana.” He asked stepping into the room.
“I’m here.” She said pulling him into the dark room and shutting the door locking it.
“It’s dark.” He said seeing her outline in the dark room.
“Yeah.” She said moving along the wall and flipping on the bathroom light. “Hi.” She said smiling.
“Hi.” He said watching her. “Nice outfit.” He said looking her up and down.
“Um, no talking.” She said clearing her throat.
“Lindsay.” He said but she lifted her eye brow shutting him up. “Ok not talkin.” He said smiling as she reached up to pull his jacket off and run her hands along his chest.
“Come in here.” She whispered pulling him to the bed and pulling his shirt off leaning over to bite his nipple smiling as he sucked in a breath. “Do you trust me?” She asked smiling up at him.
“Yeah I think.” He said smiling. “I mean yeah.”
“Ok, down to your underwear, then on the bed.” She said holding up the black furry handcuffs she had sitting on the bedside table.
“This is kinda different.” He said nervously. She turned around and pulled the bathroom door closed a little bit so the room was darker.
“You want me to start?” She asked watching him.
“Um yeah.” He said blinking and dropping his jaw as she pulled off her tank top. “Oh fuck me.” He said moving close and stopping as she put her hands on his chest.
“Nope, naked.” She said and he licked his lips and kicked off his shoes and quickly dropped his pants.
“I wanna touch ya.” He said trying to reach for her but she pushed him backwards on the bed.
“Hands above your head cowboy.” She said moving closer to the bed.
“Ok.” He said hating to let her restrain him but dying to know what she was gonna do next. She moved over and quickly cuffed him to the headboard crawling onto the bed and looking at him.
“I’m gonna let you choose, #2 or #6?” She asked bending over to lightly lick his nipple.
“I don’t know what they are.” He said moaning as she lightly bit his nipple making his dick jump.
“Ok I guess I choose.” She said smiling as she kissed up his chest to his neck. “You taste good Danny.” She whispered as she nibbled on his jaw smiling as he bit his bottom lip. “You’re speechless?” She whispered kissing the side of his cheek moving closer to his mouth.
“Little bit.” He said forgetting he was restrained and pulling at his arms. “Can we take dis off?” He asked frustrated.
“Nope, it’s your fantasy.” She whispered letting her bare breasts graze his side and chest as she placed a chaste kiss to his mouth smiling as he moved trying to deepen the kiss. “You want me to kiss you?” She asked hovered over his mouth lightly licking his bottom lip.
“Yeah.” He whispered.
“Ok you can pick, a kiss here?” She whispered lightly licking his lips. “Or you here?” She asked leaning down to lick his lower belly.
“Oh god.” He groaned struggling against the handcuffs again. “Mouth.” He said and she smiled and leaned over and pressed her lips to his firmly smiling as he opened his mouth and she deepened the kiss.
“Ok.” She said breaking away as he moved to slip his tongue into her mouth. “Next.” She whispered running her fingers along his chest and biting both nipples before straddling him rubbing against his erection.
“Oh god.” He groaned closing his eyes as she layed her chest on top of his rubbing her hard nipples on his hard chest.
“Ok you can choose again.” She said smiling as she rubbed against his hardness. “Boxers off or you’re choice as long as it’s not take off the cuffs.” She said smiling.
“Ya killin me.” He said staring at her.
“I think the email said tease unmercifully.” She said smiling.
“I want ya nipples in my mouth.” He said and she was shocked for a second. “Please.”
“Ok.” She said sliding sensually up his body and moving towards his head reaching up to grab her breast and feed him her nipple. “Oh my.” She whispered as he latched onto it lightly rolling it between his tongue and teeth. “Ok.” She said pulling away after a few seconds.
“I said both.” He said eyes shining with desire.
“You did.” She said breathlessly and moved so that he could suck on the other nipple gasping loudly as he playfully bit down making her hips jerk. “Ok.” She said breaking away fighting not to moan as the cool air hit her wet nipples still tender from his mouth.
“More.” He said licking his lips.
“Ok another choice.” She said moving up to kiss him softly again pulling away before he could deepen the kiss. “My panties or your boxers?”
“Both god damn Lindsay.” He said frustrated.
“Nope.” She said shaking her head smiling at him.
“Fine you.” He said and she moved off the bed quickly dropping the panties and letting him look. “Ya perfect.” He whispered watching as she got back on the bed and straddled his hips sitting on him still covered by the thin boxers. “Oh fuck.” He groaned as he felt her wetness through the thin boxers.
“Can you feel how much I want you?” She asked rubbing on him.
“God yes.” He said gritting his teeth. “Fuck Lindsay put me inside ya.” He begged as she ground her hips against him.
“No that’s another night.” She said stopping her movements and moving down taking his boxers. “Up.” She said and he groaned and lifted his hips as she pulled the shorts down and off. “Wow Danny.” She said licking her lips looking at his massive erection. “You’re impressive.”
“I want ya real fuckin bad here.” He said pulling at the handcuffs again.
“I want you too.” She said kissing his thigh and sliding her hand around his erection. “I want to taste you.”
“Oh god.” He said trying not to come. She moved her mouth down and licked the tip of his penis tasting the drops of precum that oozed out the top smiling as he groaned.
“You just lay still and let Montana take care of this.” She said smiling at him before taking him in her mouth with light suction running her mouth down as far as she could on his long hard length.
“Oh jesus.” He whispered as she moved her mouth on him pulling him in deeper every time reaching down to lightly grip his balls. “Oh so good.” He moaned and fought against the restraints. “I’m gonna come.” He warned and she pulled off and smiled lifting his penis and slowing things down by nibbling on the underside and licking everywhere as if she couldn’t get enough. “Lindsay.” He said dying.
“Yes.” She whispered taking his testicle into her mouth and smiling as he called out loudly.
“Fuck.” He yelled as she moved to the other one. “Oh goddamn.”
“Just relax.” She whispered taking her time working her way back up to the tip licking more come off the top and slipping her tongue into the tiny crevice before slipping him back into her mouth taking him in as deep as she could and lightly brushing him with her teeth as she pulled off of him.
“Oh Lindsay god.” He gasped sure he’d never felt like this before. “Holy fuck.”
“Like that?” She whispered smiling as she took him back into her mouth and moved faster up and down his length.
“Gonna come.” He said after a minute and looked at her trying to warn her. “Lindsay I’m gonna come.” He said gasping as she pulled her mouth off.
“Come in my mouth.” She said before sliding back down.
“Oh god.” He gasped trying not to thrust up as he shot his seed into her hot mouth body quivering as she sucked him dry and kissed the tip. “Oh god.” He whispered body sweaty and shaking.
“You ok?” She asked kissing him quickly.
“I dunno.” He said still breathing heavy. “What are ya doin?” He asked lifting his head as she started getting dressed.
“I’ve gotta go.” She said pulling on her panties and tank top and pulling a pair of jeans up.
“No, no.” He said struggling against the cuffs. “Don’t go.”
“Don’t worry, you still have 4 more Christmas presents.” She said pulling on her shoes and looking for her jacket.
“No.” He said pissed off. “Just let me up for second.” He said pulling hard on the cuffs.
“I’m gonna let you up.” She said pulling on her jacket and grabbing the keys. “Can you pick me up tomorrow night about 9?” She asked smiling as she watched him.
“Yeah.” He said watching her.
“Ok.” She said smiling as she unhooked one wrist and handed him the key. “See you tomorrow.” She said hurrying out of the room and to the elevator.
“Fuckin hell.” He said sitting up and unlocking the other handcuff rubbing his wrists and collapsing on the bed. “Where did she learn to do dat?” He asked out loud rubbing his face. “Oh shit.” He said sighing tiredly.
“Hey.” Lindsay said jumping in his car at exactly 9pm the next night.
“Hey.” He said smiling as she pulled on her seat belt. “Um where we goin?”
“I don’t really know, but you should drive somewhere no one can see in the car, like interstate?” She asked smiling wickedly at him.
“Oh god.” He said groaning as his dick sprang to life.
“You ok?” She asked smiling as he pulled into the lane of traffic.
“Yeah wasn’t nice ya leavin me last night.” He said concentrating on the road.
“I thought I was pretty nice.” She said teasing him.
“Yeah but, goddamn Lindsay where’dya learn dat?” He asked getting harder than he’d ever been just thinking about it.
“My secret.” She said smiling as he drove. “It’s dark.” She whispered unbuckling her seat belt and scooting close to him.
“Yeah.” He whispered wishing he was stopped so he could kiss her.
“You’re hard.” She whispered running her palm against the front of his jeans.
“Happens a lot when I’m around ya.” He said gasping as she flipped his button open and lowered the zipper on his jeans.
“Hey Danny?” She asked.
“Yeah?” He said quickly licking his lips.
“Don’t wreck us ok?” She asked and he nodded staring at the road. She slid his erection out of his boxers and smiled as he groaned stopping at a light.
“Hey.” He said turning and grabbing her face kissing her hard as she rubbed him.
“Mmh.” She moaned as he pulled her tongue into his mouth and they both broke apart as a car honked at them.
“Fuck.” He said looking back at the road and driving. She took her hands off him and scooted in the seat for a second and he glanced over and she looked like she was touching herself. “What are ya doin?” He asked looking for a place to pull over.
“Nothing.” She said moving her hand and touching his hardness spreading her wetness on him. “I didn’t bring lotion.” She whispered and he gasped loudly.
“Oh god that’s fucking hot.” He whispered gripping the steering wheel so hard his hands ached as she stroked him slowly.
“This feel ok?” She whispered as she jacked him off.
“Fuck yes.” He said thrusting into her hand. “Not gonna last long.” He whispered breathing heavily as she started moving faster. She reached down with her other hand and cupped his balls and he called out exploding shooting semen up onto his shirt and the steering wheel. “Holy shit.” He said slowing the car down as he realized he was speeding.
“That was awesome.” Lindsay said grabbing her purse and pulling out the small package of wet wipes. “Can you take me to Jakes?” She asked and wiped the come off the steering wheel.
“Yeah.” He said still breathing heavy gasping as she wiped him with the cool wet wipe, cleaning him up.
“There.” She whispered slipping him back gently into his boxers and fixing his jeans.
“I can’t think of a word to say.” He whispered as he drove.
“Really?” She asked grinning.
“I mean nothing makes any sense in my mind.” He said smiling stupidly as he pulled in front of the bar she’d told him to go to.
“Can you come over tomorrow?” She asked.
“Yeah.” He said smiling. “What time?”
“8?” She asked smiling.
“I’ll be there.” He said watching as she put the dirty wet wipes in an empty coffee cup. “What are ya doin?”
“I’m having a beer with Stella.” She said.
“After what just happened?” He asked shocked.
“Yes.” She said smiling as she hopped out of the car and ran into the bar.
“Hey.” Stella said smiling as Lindsay walked in smiling.
“Hey.” Lindsay said sitting down beside her. “So what’s going on?”
“I need a girlfriend.” Stella said looking into her beer. “I slept with Sheldon.”
“What?” Lindsay asked shocked.
“I know, one minute we’re talking and then I don’t know.” She said sadly. “I was so drunk and I think he was too.”
“Well was it at least good?” Lindsay asked smiling weakly.
“No.” Stella said. “It was awkward and just really not good.” She said cringing.
“What about Flack?” Lindsay asked knowing that Stella and Flack had been seeing each other for a while.
“He dumped me, well I sorta dumped him I don’t know.” Stella said sadly. “I can’t believe myself, what the hell is wrong with me?” She asked tears filling her dark eyes.
“Honey, we all do stupid things, add alcohol and that makes it worse.” Lindsay said smiling. “Did you talk about it?”
“No.” Stella said. “I started crying and I pushed him off me and ran out.” She said. “I don’t want to see him.”
“Oh.” Lindsay said a little shocked. “Stel, Sheldon’s a nice guy, I think you should talk to him otherwise things are gonna be weird with you..” Lindsay said. “What made you cry?”
“I just kept thinking it wasn’t right, that he didn’t feel like Don.” She said losing the battle as a tear slipped down her cheek. “I love him so much Lindsay.” She said sadly.
“What happened?”
“I told him I loved him, he flipped out.” She said. “Then we tried to pretend I didn’t say it and things just got weird and he stopped staying the night.” She said shaking her head. “I scared him off.”
“Men are idiots.” Lindsay said sighing.
“Yeah, then I pressured him, I told him I didn’t need to hear the words but I needed him to at least spend the night.” She said. “Does that make sense?”
“Yes, because spending the night means that you mean something, that you’re not just a quick lay or a one night stand.” Lindsay said. “Really had to hurt if he was staying the night and then quit.”
“It did.” She whispered. “But it’s definetly over now, he’d freak if he knew what happened with Shel.”
“I’m calling Sheldon.” Lindsay said grabbing her phone. “Trust me, you don’t want to wait to have this talk, do it now and you won’t have to do it tomorrow at work.” Lindsay said and she agreed.
“Hawkes.” Sheldon said.
“Hey it’s Lindsay can you meet me at Jakes?”
“Um I guess so, like now?” He asked.
“Yeah.” Lindsay said smiling as he agreed and she hung up. “He’s on his way.”
“I don’t know what to say.” Stella said.
“The truth.” Lindsay said. “I’ll leave as soon as he gets here.” Lindsay said and Stella nodded.
“I’m so glad I have you.” Stella said smiling. “I never had a girlfriend before.” She said smiling.
“I did but she had sex with my fiance.” Lindsay admitted. “That’s probably why I don’t get close to people, I have some trust issues.”
“That’s terrible, did you kick her ass?” Stella asked shocked.
“No, she married him, they used the ring he bought for me and the church and our date and everything.” Lindsay said. “He’s an ass and I’m glad I didn’t marry him but still it hurt.”
“God.” Stella said shocked. “Tell me about it?”
“Another time, it’s a long story and Sheldon’s here.” Lindsay said looking up as he walked into the bar. “Hey.” Lindsay said hugging him. “You and Stel need to talk.”
“Yeah.” He said smiling at her.
“Stell I’ll see you in the morning.” Lindsay said hugging her friend.
“Night.” Stella said smiling at her.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said answering her phone early the next morning as she sat in her office.
“Hey.” Greg said.
“What’s wrong?” Lindsay asked knowing by the sound in his voice he was upset.
“I fucked up.” He said and she put her pen down.
“Tell me what’s wrong?” She asked worried.
“I had sex with Sara.” He said sadly.
“Greg.” Lindsay said sighing. “What the hell?” She asked turning her chair around to face the wall.
“I don’t know.” He said.
“Greg how could you sleep with Sara, how could you honey.” She said rubbing her temples.
“I dunno, I swear to god it just happened.” He said fighting tears. “It gets worse.”
“Oh no.” Lindsay said waiting.
“I didn’t use anything.” He said.
“Greg.” Lindsay said shaking her head. “So let me get this straight.” She said a little pissed off. “You cheated, something you swore to me you would never do, and you cheated with Sara, and you might have gotten her pregnant, what the hell is wrong with you.” She said sadly.
“You think I don’t know I fucked up?” He asked loudly. “I didn’t call so you could make me feel worse dammit.” He said.
“I’m sorry.” Lindsay said. “Did you tell Nicky?”
“No, I will I have to.” He said sadly. “He’s gonna kill me and hate me.” He said.
“He won’t hate you but what happened?” She asked. “Greg you love Nick, I’ve never seen you happier.” She said turning her chair around to grab her coffee and seeing Danny sitting at his desk.
“We all went out for Sara’s birthday and Nick was pissed at me cause I flirted with her, it’s what I do.” He said.
“You flirt to much.” Lindsay said smiling as Danny watched her.
“Yeah well he left and I got polluted and ended up taking Sara home and she I don’t know Lindsay.” He said slamming his fist into the wall. “She said she wanted me to fuck her senseless, that’s what she wanted for her birthday.” He said.
“Greg that’s just stupid.” She said. “Honey, I know you’ve had this flirting thing with Sara forever but you love Nick, you live with him, I don’t understand how you can just shut that off.”
“I didn’t, listen Nick’s been distant with me, he doesn’t talk, he’s unhappy and it’s not like I can talk to anyone here, cause god forbid anyone know we’re seeing each other.” He said sarcastically.
“He almost died Greg, I think he’s allowed to be a little distant.” She said. “I know he loves you.”
“I know.” Greg said. “I fucked up big time.” He said.
“Yeah.” She said sadly.
“Listen I have an idea.” He said shaking his head. “When we come down, can you have sex with him so that we’ll be even?” He asked.
“I am not having anything with him so you’ll be even.” She said laughing. “Please explain to me your logic?” She asked and Danny smiled as he looked at his computer.
“I dunno, maybe it won’t seem so bad that I cheated if he does it.” He said shrugging. “What’s the big deal you’ve already made out with him.”
“We didn’t make out.” Lindsay said her face red. “Well not really, anyway.” She said shaking her head. “I’m not sleeping with your boyfriend so you can feel less guilty and you would be pissed off at me if I did it.” She said.
“You saying he’s not attractive?” He asked smiling.
“Greg, you know Nicky’s freakin hot, but no.” She said smiling. “Besides what about our bond?” She asked smiling. “You wrecked our bond now we don’t all like dick.” She said and Danny choked on his coffee.
“I still like dick, trust me it wasn’t real good with Sara.” He said. “Listen I know this is big but will you call Nicky for me?”
“No.” Lindsay said shocked. “You’re a big boy Greg, I’m not telling Nick for you.” She said. “You know it’s gonna crush him.”
“I know.” Greg said sadly. “I can’t do it.”
“Well it’s your choice but what if Sara says something to Nick, they’re friends and she doesn’t know about the two of you.” Lindsay said sighing.
“I know.” He said. “Do you still love me?”
“I love you Greg, so much but this is bad.” She said sadly. “Real bad baby.”
“I know you think I don’t know?” He asked.
“Hang on.” Lindsay said answering the phone at her desk. “Monroe.”
“Hey it’s Nick you got a sec?” He asked.
“Um yeah just a minute.” Lindsay said.
“I have to go.” She said into her cell phone.
“Ok call me later?” He asked.
“I will.” She said hanging up. “Ok Nicky what’s up?”
“You busy?” He asked.
“Nope not yet, I don’t clock in for another 10 minutes.” She said biting on her bottom lip. “Everything ok?”
“I think Greg and I are in trouble.” He said sadly. “I’ve been pushing him away since my incident and he’s real unhappy and we haven’t touched each other in like 2 months.” He said.
“I think you need to talk to him.” Lindsay said. “And 2 months isn’t a long time.”
“It is for us.” Nick said.
“You guys hump like bunnies it must be bad right now.” Lindsay said and Danny grinned again.
“It is I’m scared.” He said. “He didn’t come home the other night until 4am and he slept on the couch.” He said.
“Oh?” Lindsay said not sure what to do or say.
“Do you think he met someone?” He asked.
“Oh Nick I don’t know.” She said making a face. “I know that he loves you and I know he’s an idiot.” She said.
“Can I tell you something?” He asked fighting tears.
“I guess.” She said cringing.
“I slept with Sara, it just happened, I mean I’ve only been with girls until Greg and I don’t know I can’t believe I did it and I’m so scared of losing him.” He said and Lindsay’s jaw dropped.. “Please say something.” He said.
“I don’t know what to say.” She admitted. “You slept with Sara when?”
“Last week, it’s been tearing me up, Greg pulled a double and I still like girls Lindsay, I mean I love Greg but I’m still attracted to women.”
“How does that work?” She asked confused. “I mean I’m being completely serious, I don’t understand I mean are you attracted to boys and girls, do you want to be with a woman?” She asked and shook her head.
“I don’t know, I don’t want be with anyone other than Greg but it just happened.” He said.
“Ok I’m feeling a little out of my element because I only know about sex with boys, this sleeping with girls is really fucking me up.” She said honestly.
“Should I tell him?” He asked.
“Yes.” Lindsay said.
“Could you tell him I don’t think I can face him?” He asked.
“No I’m not telling him.” Lindsay said loudly. “Nicky I love you guys but you seriously need to talk.” She said. “Before you get here.”
“Yeah.” He said. “I guess if he dumps me I won’t be coming, you were his friend first.” He said.
“Don’t talk like that, just talk to him and if you need me call.” She said sadly. “You guys can’t break up, you’re my boys, I don’t want you to break up.”
“I know, I’ll talk to him but he may take off and come to you, that’s his usual MO.” He said.
“Tell him to come I’ll be here.” Lindsay said sadly. “But you better follow him.” She said. “I love you guys.” She said.
“Love you too I’ll talk to you later.” He said hanging up.
“Wow.” Lindsay said hanging up the phone.
“That sounded interesting.” Danny said watching her.
“Yeah.” She said smiling. “Oh the drama.”
“Hey.” Stella said poking her head in. “Linds you and I have a case.” She said and Lindsay nodded standing up.
“See ya later.” Lindsay said smiling at Danny as she followed Stella.
“Hey.” Lindsay said letting Danny into her apartment later that night.
“Wow.” He said smiling at her Christmas tree and decorations. “Looks nice.”
“Thanks.” She said smiling as she yawned. “Bedroom is this way.” She said taking his coat off and draping it over the couch.
“Lindsay.” He said stopping her. “I wanted to talk to ya a sec.” He said.
“Nope, no talking until after Christmas.” She said smiling. “It was my rules, we have 2 more after this and then we can talk.” She said.
“Alright.” He said after a minute passed. “So what do I gotta do?” He asked licking his lips.
“Get naked.” She said smiling at him.
“What number is tonight?” He asked pulling off his shirt feeling a little awkward but to excited to care.
“It’s a surprise.” She said smiling as she stripped down to her bra and panties leaving the small lamp in the corner on shadowing the room in light.
“Nice Montana.” He said licking his lips as she stood in front of him in the black underwear.
“Thanks, lay down.” She said hooking her hands in his boxers and pulling them down and pushing him onto her bed.
“Yes maam.” He said smiling as she licked her lips looking at his hardness already standing at attention. “Cuffs again?” He asked as she pulled the handcuffs out.
“Yeah.” She said handcuffing his wrists to the head board loosely. “That to tight?” She asked against his mouth.
“No it’s ok.” He said pulling her bottom lip into his mouth. “Never hated and loved handcuffs so much in my life.” He said shaking his head as she moved away from him and smiled. “Wait, I didn’t say anything else about handcuffs until it was my turn to do what I wanted.” He said and she smiled. “Why am I cuffed?”
“Cause I know you won’t be able to not touch if you’re not tied up.” She said nervously.
“Dat’s probably true.” He admitted. “So what’s goin on here?” He asked watching her feeling a little exposed.
“Ok so I’m a little nervous.” She said sitting down on the bed facing him.
“Ok.” He said watching her. “Ya don’t gotta do anything ya don’t want.” He said staring at her.
“I know.” She said taking a deep breath and sliding her leg over his brushing against his erection and spreading her legs still wearing the panties.
“Whatcha doin?” He asked watching her.
“What does it look like?” She asked sliding her hand inside her panties.
“Oh shit.” He said pulling on the handcuffs. “I need to be free.” He said looking annoyed.
“I thought you wanted to watch?” She whispered as she lightly touched herself.
“Oh god.” He said blinking a few times. “Can ya lose dat bra?” He asked voice tight with need.
“Yeah.” She said moving her hand out of her panties and flipping off the bra trying not to be self conscious as she threw it on the floor.
“Oh god Lindsay.” He said biting his bottom lip eyes shining with passion.
“I think I should lose the panties too.” She said and he nodded watching her. She slid them off her hips and threw them on the floor and tried not to cringe as he stared at her. “This is intimate.” She said nervously as she sat up on her elbow watching him.
“Yeah.” He whispered dick pulsing with need. “I have to touch ya.” He said voice breaking.
“Not tonight.” She whispered and moved her leg back over his hips spreading her legs as she slid her hand down.
“Oh fuck.” He said thrusting his hips up as she slid her fingers down to stroke herself. “Ya wet.” He whispered almost coming.
“Yeah.” She said lightly rubbing her clit.
“I wanna be inside ya so fuckin bad.” He said fighting the cuffs as she moaned lightly.
“I want you inside me too.” She said biting her bottom lip as she moved her fingers in a circle her nipples hard.
“Oh god, dat feel good?” He asked needing to touch himself at least.
“Yeah.” She whispered. “You like watching this?” She asked.
“Oh yeah.” He whispered breaths coming in short pants. “Fuckin hottest thing I even seen in my life.” He said feeling lightheaded and dizzy.
“Tell me what you want me to do.” She whispered watching him.
“Put ya finger inside.” He said gasping loudly as she did it.
“Oh god Danny.” Lindsay whispered thrusting her finger inside herself.
“Oh Jesus.” He whispered almost out of his mind. “Harder do it harder.” He said and she moved her finger harder.
“Oh god.” She whispered closing her eyes wishing it was him thrusting inside her.
“How does it feel?” He asked.
“Hot, tight.” She said gasping and pulling her finger out to rub her clit again.
“Lemme taste?” He asked shaking.
“What?” She asked still rubbing.
“Put ya fingers in my mouth.” He asked barely hanging onto his sanity as she bit her bottom lip moving her hand and getting up on her knees and moving her wet fingers to his mouth gasping as he pulled them into his mouth sucking them. “Ya taste good.” He said as she moved her fingers and sat back on her heels spreading her legs and reaching back down gasping as she touched herself.
“Oh god.” She said throwing her head back as she moved her fingers. “I’m gonna.” She gasped whimpering as she exploded. “Danny god.” She whispered as she shivered her hips bucking against her hand as she came harder than she’d ever done.
“Lindsay.” He groaned and came shooting onto his belly. “Oh my god.” He said gasping loudly shocked that he came without any physical stimulation.
“Wow.” She whispered a few minutes later. “I’ll be back.” She said pulling on a long tee shirt and walking into the bathroom grabbing a washcloth and getting it wet with warm water and walking back in. “Here.” She whispered crawling on the bed and gently washing him. “You came.” She said.
“Yeah.” He said watching her. “First for me I didn’t think dat was possible.”
“Let me get the key.” She said as she finished washing him.
“Shit.” Danny said as his cell phone rang. “I’m on call.” He said and she pulled his phone off his pants and put it up to his ear. “Messer.” He said grinning.
“Danny it’s Mac I need you to meet me at the lab.” He said.
“Oh damn.” Danny said groaning. “Ok.” He said and nodded to Lindsay and she disconnected. “Mac is trying to fuck my life up.” He said as she grabbed the keys and unlocked him.
“Hey at least he waited til now.” She said smiling as he rubbed his wrists.
“I guess there is that.” He said sitting up. “I don’t wanna go.” He said sighing.
“Can you come over tomorrow night?” She asked handing him his clothes.
“Yeah, what time?” He asked pulling on his clothes quickly.
“8?” She asked shrugging.
“Yeah.” He said tucking his shirt in. “Just for record, in the most incredible experiences of my life, that’s number 1.” He said grabbing her and kissing her hard sliding his hand down to cup her butt as his tongue invaded her mouth devouring her.
“Wow.” Lindsay said clinging to him as they broke apart for air.
“I gotta go.” He said resting his forehead on hers and sighing. “I’ll see ya tomorrow though.”
“Yeah.” She said nodding still reveling in that kiss. “Be careful.” She said as she opened the door to let him leave and shut it collapsing against it wondering what the hell that kiss was.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said the next afternoon as she and Danny and Stella were on their way home from a scene.
“Hey.” Greg said. “You busy?”
“Not really how are you?” She asked.
“I haven’t talked to him about it yet.” He admitted. “I know I’m a puss but I’m, I just need some time.” He said.
“Ok.” She said. “It’s not my place to tell you you’re wrong, you are but it’s not my place to tell you.” She said smiling.
“Listen we’re gonna take a cab from the airport, we’re on standby so I’m not sure what time but I’m thinking sometime around lunchtime Christmas Day.” He said.
“Ok but you don’t have to take a cab you can call and let me know what time.” She said.
“We’ll see.” He said yawning.
“How long are you staying?”
“4 days.” Greg said. “The good news is we won’t get your sheets dirty.” He said sounding depressed.
“I found pecker tracks on my couch last time too.” Lindsay said and Stella and Danny both laughed. “I don’t care if you do it on my bed but I’m sleeping on the couch that’s wrong.” She said smiling.
“Sorry, that was back when we wanted each other all the time.” He said sighing. “I can probably sleep with you in the bed and Nick can take the couch.” He said.
“You snore, I’ll sleep with Nick.” She said smiling.
“No way not after you almost had sex with him.” Greg said smiling.
“I didn’t almost do anything with him, he is a great kisser and has an incredible body but trust me, we didn’t get close to sex.” She said smiling.
“You had your shirt off.” Greg said laughing.
“Yes but I had panties on.” She said smiling back. “But I don’t think it matters and you guys should sleep together like normal and I’ll sleep on the couch like normal.” She said.
“Probably safer since he’s seen you naked.”
“You’ve seen it too.” She said her face turning red. “Not to change the subject but talking about naked always reminds me of Tiffy and she’s thinking about coming, said she’d let me know.”
“Cool we’ll have to go out.” He said. “Have you made any decisions?”
“Not yet, will you stop asking?” She said annoyed.
“You only have a week left before you have to give Gris an answer.” He said.
“Jeez Greggo thank you I don’t know how I remember anything without you.” She said rolling her eyes.
“Don’t roll your eyes at me.”
“I’m not rolling my eyes.” Lindsay said grinning. “Let me go and call when you know your flight information.” She said.
“Ok I love you.”
“I love you to hey.” She said smiling. “Do me a favor, blow Nick this morning amazing what clarity an orgasm will give you.” She said and he laughed. “Bye.”
“Bye.” He said hanging up.
“You’re friends coming for Christmas?” Stella asked smiling as they were stopped in traffic.
“Yeah and maybe my sister.” Lindsay said. “They’re having trouble.”
“I thought they were so happy.” Stella said.
“Me too but Greg calls and tells me he slept with this girl Sara and he’s scared and upset then 3 seconds later Nicky calls me and he slept with the same girl.” Lindsay said shaking her head. “I’m worried about them, this could be an interesting Christmas.”
“Nick’s the really hot one right, the Texas that you sorta dated?” Stella asked.
“One date, lot’s of beer and yeah he is hot.” Lindsay said. “I was worried because Nicky never dated a man before Greg, he was actually he was Vegas’s Danny.” Lindsay said smiling.
“Slut?” Stella asked and Lindsay nodded.
“Hey, I’m not a slut.” He said turning to look at them. “I’ll have both of you know before this week I hadn’t been with a woman in 8 months.”
“Wow.” Stella said shocked.
“That’s impressive.” Lindsay said shocked.
“So I’m not a slut.” He said smiling.
“Lindsay how long since you’ve had sex?” Stella asked.
“Oh a really long time.” Lindsay said making a face.
“More than a year?” Stella asked and Lindsay nodded. “More than 2 years?”
“Yes can we drop it?” Lindsay asked. “How long since you’ve had sex Stel?” Lindsay asked smiling wickedly.
“Bitch.” Stella said teasing her. “So you’re sleeping with Nick when he’s here?”
“No, I’m not sleeping with either of em, I’ll sleep on the couch, even when Greg was sleeping with girls I didn’t take his flirting seriously though.” She said. “We’ve known each other to long.”
“I know you’re close.” Stella said smiling.
“Yeah he knows everything about me and it annoys the shit out of me.” Lindsay said smiling. “But I do love him.”
“Danny what are you doing for Christmas?” Stella asked.
“Same as last year.” Danny said smiling at her.
“You’re welcome to come with me to Mac’s?” Stella offered.
“No, much fun as that sounds like no.” Danny said and she laughed.
“You’re not going anywhere Danny?” Lindsay asked.
“No, I’ll hang out.” He said.
“You have to come eat with us.” Lindsay said smiling. “Seriously I cook way to much food and we watch football, you’re coming.” She said.
“Gotta love the pity invite.” He said.
“No, Greg will tell stories about me and if my sisters there she’ll flirt terribly with both of the boys and trust me it’s funny.” She said smiling. “Please come?”
“Alright.” He said nodding and cheering as traffic finally started to move.
“Come in.” Lindsay said letting Danny in later that evening.
“You ok?” He asked looking at her.
“Yeah.” She said walking into her dark bedroom. “I guess not.” She said stopping. “I don’t want to be tied up, I mean I won’t do anything and I’ll hold my arms up but I’m scared of being tied up.” She spit out her face red.
“Ok.” He said softly. “We don’t have to do anything if ya don’t want.” He said.
“No it’s not that I just.” She stopped and sighed. “I’ve been stressing out about getting handcuffed, I just need to be able to get free if I have to, it’s not that I don’t trust you it’s just.”
“Lindsay.” He said cupping her cheek. “Don’t stress, it’s ok.”
“I’m wrecking the fantasy part I know.” She said feeling bad.
“No, trust me I’m fine.” He said smiling.
“Ok so what do you want me to do, you’re the boss.” She said smiling up at him.
“Get naked.” He said smiling at her. “It’s only fair.”
“You’re gonna torture me aren’t you?” She asked nervously.
“Yep.” He said watching as she unbuttoned her shirt in the almost completely dark room. She quickly got undressed and layed down on the bed even lifting her arms up like she was tied up. “This is kinda weird.” She said smiling.
“It feels strange huh?” He asked yanking off his shirt and dropping his pants.
“Hey before you start.” She said sitting up.
“Yeah I thought we weren’t talking.” He said licking his lips dying to touch her.
“We’re not really talking.” She said shaking her head. “But I don’t know what your plan is but I’m on the pill and I’m clean so you don’t have to use a condom unless you want to but if you want to I don’t have any.” She said quickly her face flaming red.
“Is that ok?” He asked. “I mean I didn’t know if ya just wanted to play?” He asked a little nervous himself.
“Danny, if it had been in your fantasy I’d have had you inside me 3 days ago.” She said and he groaned. “But if you want to wait I’m ok with that but don’t wait on me.”
“Yes maam.” He said dropping his boxers off and setting his glasses down climbing into the bed dropping a kiss on her flat belly. “I been waitin forever for dis.” He said kissing up her belly to her breasts taking his time rolling each nipple between his lips and tongue loving the small gasps she made as her head thrashed on the mattress. He smiled and moved up laying on top of her and planting his lips on hers kissing her until they were both dizzy and breathless their tongues battling each other as they devoured one anothers mouth. “Um Montana.” He whispered breaking away from her mouth for air as she grabbed his face.
“Oh I forgot.” She said smiling and moving her hands back up to hold the head board as he nuzzled her neck rubbing his facial hair and then licking the soft creamy skin. “Ya taste good.” He whispered pulling her earlobe into his mouth and sliding his tongue along the sensitive skin.
“Danny.” She whispered rubbing her leg against his wanting him inside her.
“Not yet.” He said moving his hips away from her as she tried to get him inside her. “Be patient.”
“I can’t.” She whispered smiling as he moved down to kiss her chest and nibble a line down to her belly sticking his tongue inside her belly button smiling as she giggled. “Tickles.”
“Really what about this?” He asked moving lower to where her hips and leg meet.
“Not so much.” She whispered knowing she’d never been touched there and fighting the urge to call out as he ran his tongue along the line. “Danny.” She whispered as he lifted her leg and bent it at the knee and kissed all around her groin but where she wanted him to. “Danny.” She said loudly as he lightly licked her clit. “Oh god.” She gasped trying to stay still.
“Just relax.” He whispered and slipped a finger inside her dying at how small she felt around his finger. “Ya like that?” He asked as she clenched around him.
“Yes, don’t stop.” She said biting her bottom lip as he attached his mouth to her clit gently flicking his tongue in circles as he lightly thrust his finger in her tight body bringing her close over and over again to orgasm and backing down making lazy strokes. “Dammit.” She said as he did it again. “Danny you dammit.” She said and he laughed against her body.
“Ok no more teasing.” He said and she nodded as he moved his head back down attacking her clit with a fast rhythym as he arched his finger up hitting the sensitive area he knew would make her crazy.
“Oh God.” She gasped loudly as she came hard stars exploding behind her eyes as her body shook with the powerful orgasm. “Oh Danny.” She said breathing heavily as he moved his finger out of her body. “Please.” She said as he moved up her body. “Please inside me now.” She said still breathless.
“Are ya sure?” He asked laying on top of her supporting most of his weight on his arms.
“Yeah I’m sure, I just, it’s been a long time.” She said breathing returning to normal. “I don’t want to disapoint you.” She whispered.
“Ya kiddin right?” He asked kissing her softly. “Not possible.”
“I want this.” She whispered looking him in the eyes.
“Me too.” He said softly smiling as she wrapped her legs around his waist. “So good.” He whispered as he nudged her wetness slipping the head of his hard dick inside her tight body. “Ya so small.” He said groaning as he felt her stretching around him her tightness engulfing him. “Ya ok?”
“Yes don’t stop.” She said arching her hips up to his making him sink all the way deep inside her. “Oh god.” She said breathing labored. “You feel so big.” She said almost scared for a minute.
“Am I hurting ya?” He asked looking down at her.
“No.” She said blinking a few times and moving her hips gasping as pleasure shot through her as she did it. “Oh my god this feels incredible.” She said as he moved almost out and lightly plunged back in.
“Lindsay, god baby.” He said groaning as she moved with him as they strained for release.
“Harder.” She whispered and he pulled out and thrust a little harder afraid he would hurt her but she gasped and bit down on his shoulder as she moved against him. “There.” She whispered as he lifted up on her hips hitting her at a better angle. “Danny.” She called out loudly whimpering as she crashed and exploded the orgasm ripping almost painfully through her body as she clung to him.
“Lindsay.” He said thrusting hard and spilling inside her as her body milked him still quivering from the orgasm. “Oh god, are ya ok?” He asked kissing her face.
“Yes.” She said nodding and holding him close. “Wow.”
“Yeah I was rough.” He said rolling them so that she was laying on top of him.
“No, not to rough.” She said tiredly as he lightly rubbed her back.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said tiredly into the phone a few hours later.
“Lindsay it’s Mac can you meet me at 5th and Washington?” He asked sounding tired.
“Yeah.” She said moving off of Danny’s chest. “I’ll be there.” She said hanging up and rubbing her eyes. “Danny.” She whispered and he reached for her curling on his side. “Danny I have to go in.” She said.
“Want me to drive ya?” He whispered voice thick with sleep.
“No, just go back to sleep.” She said smiling as she stood up and grabbed some clothes walking to the bathroom to quickly to get ready to go.
“Mmh Montana?” Danny said at 5am when her alarm went off. He slapped it so it would shut up and yawned wondering for a minute where she was. “Oh yeah.” He said aloud as he rubbed his face in her pillow drifting off back to sleep. “Shit.” Danny said a while later hearing her land line phone ringing. He got up and pulled on his boxers walking into the empty dark kitchen ignoring the phone. He smiled as he heard her voice come on the machine asking the caller to leave a message and she’d call them back.
“Lindsay it’s momma, just calling to say hi, I talked to Greg last night and daddy and I are excited for you about Vegas. You know if you need help moving daddy said he’d come and drive the moving truck again, call and let me know and Merry Christmas baby.” The woman said hanging up.
“What the fuck?” Danny said out loud wondering what the hell that was about.
“What are you so happy about?” Stella asked her late that morning. “You had to dumpster dive not something that usually inspires smiling.”
“I’m just in a good mood.” Lindsay said smiling as she slammed her locker closed. “How are you?”
“Ok.” She said shrugging. “I had coffee with Don last night, we didn’t really talk.”
“It’s gonna work out.” Lindsay said smiling at her.
“I hope so, well I’ll see you after you get done here.” She said smiling as she yawned. “Meet me in trace?”
“Ok I’ll be there.” Lindsay said smiling as she watched Stella walk out. She grabbed her phone and text messaged Danny that she would be in the shower if he wanted to meet her and grinned jumping in the shower. She showered as slowly as she could wondering what he was doing.
“Dude what is your issue today?” Flack asked Danny as he threw his lab coat in the corner after getting a message on his phone.
“Fuck off.” Danny said glaring coldly at his best friend.
“Ok.” Don said shaking his head. “I’m gonna leave ya to take care of dis stuff.” He said walking out leaving Danny alone in the lab. Danny pulled his lab coat on and tried not to be so pissed off as he started processing evidence from a case from the day before barely looking up as Stella came in with a lot of new evidence.
“Morning.” She said smiling at him as she sat the box down.
“Yeah.” He said looking at the clothes from his victim.
“You ok?” She asked after a few minutes.
“What the fuck is wrong with people, yes I’m fine.” He said loudly snapping off his gloves and slamming out of the lab.
“Ok.” Stella said shaking her head and moving to start working on her evidence.
“Hey.” Lindsay said walking in a little while later her hair wet and a weak smile on her face.
“Hey I left the knife for you.” Stella said handing her the bagged evidence. “You know finders keepers.” She said grinning.
“You’re so sweet.” Lindsay said pulling on her lab coat and some gloves.
“When are Greg and Nick coming?” She asked as they worked in relative silence.
“I’m not sure tonight or tomorrow.” Lindsay said smiling. “Greg’s so upset with me right now I don’t know if they will come.”
“Why is he mad at you?” Stella asked.
“This is between us?” Lindsay asked smiling.
“Yeah.” Stella said.
“He sent a copy of my resume to his boss Grissom cause they had an opening and he knows I’ve wanted to work in that lab like my whole life, and Grissom called and offered me the job.” She said smiling. “But I said no.”
“Oh good you had me worried.” Stella said smiling brightly.
“I think I knew I was gonna say no but I didn’t decide until early this morning, I called Grissom this morning on my way to our scene, he was very nice about it.”
“They are number one.” Stella said smiling. “Would be hard to turn down.”
“Yeah but it wasn’t that hard of a decision.” Lindsay said telling the truth. “I just know Greg’s gonna be really disappointed when he gets my message.” She said hating that part.
“Have you seen Danny?” Lindsay asked Hawkes late in the afternoon when she hadn’t seen him all day.
“Um he’s in your office I think.” Sheldon said hurrying off down the hall. Lindsay smiled and went to her office and smiled as she saw him staring at his computer.
“Hi.” She said smiling as she walked in and sat down at her desk watching him.
“Hi.” He said not looking up at her.
“Are you gonna come over tonight?” She asked after a while of them sitting there not talking.
“Um actually I have plans.” He said standing up quickly.
“Oh.” She said shocked and feeling like someone punched her in the gut.
“See ya later.” He said moving out of their office wanting to hit something as he walked up to the roof.
“Mac do you care if I take off early?” Lindsay asked a little bit later still feeling sick from Danny’s abrupt rejection.
“No, go ahead and Merry Christmas.” He said smiling as she nodded and walked off in the direction on her locker.
“Can I help you?” Danny asked as he walked in his office and a tall kid was sitting at Lindsay’s desk with his feet tapping to the beat of unheard music.
“Yeah where’s Lindsay?” The tall guy asked his hair in crazy spikes.
“Um I dunno.” Danny said watching as the guy picked up Lindsay’s office phone and dialed.
“Dammit Lindsay get your hot ass to your office, I’m here and Nicky’s at your apartment where are you, I’m not mad I swear.” He said smiling as he hung up on her voice mail. “There any way to page her?” He asked Danny.
“She’s not answering her phone?” Danny asked sitting down.
“Nope, Greg Sanders you must be Danny.” He said moving over to shake his hand.
“Yeah, she was here an hour ago.” Danny said looking at his computer screen shocked at the kid, he didn’t look gay.
“She probably thinks I’m mad at her.” He said twirling a pen in his hand. “Did she say anything?”
“No, I don’t think so.” He said wondering what the man was talking about.
“Shit.” Greg said picking up his cell phone and dialing Nick. “Hey you seen er yet?”
“Nope, I’m watching tv and getting hungry you seen her?” Nick asked yawning.
“No, call in a pizza or something.” Greg said.
“I will, you think she’s ok?” He asked.
“Yeah she’s probably just worried I’m pissed.” He said. “I’ll have someone else call er, maybe she’s avoiding my calls.” He said. “I’ll call you if I hear.” He said.
“Ok I’ll do the same.” Nick said hanging up.
“Man can I use you phone?” Greg asked.
“Um yeah.” Danny said not wanting to tell him that she wouldn’t answer for him either.
“Thanks.” Greg said dialing her number from memory and rolling his eyes as it went straight to voicemail. “Lindsay.” He said smiling. “I thought maybe I should try you from another phone, baby I’m not mad at you, Vegas is hot and you’re making a mistake but I still love you now start answering your phone or go home before I file a missing person.” He said hanging up and handing Danny his phone.
“Danny why are you still here?” Mac asked sticking his head in the office.
“Oh, just finishing up.” Danny said glancing at his computer shocked by what he heard.
“Greg Sanders, I’m a friend of Lindsay’s.” Greg said smiling at Mac.
“Hey, Mac Taylor, Lindsay left about an hour ago.” Mac said.
“I can’t get ahold of her.” Greg said a little worried.
“You try her cell phone?” Mac asked.
“Yeah and she’s not at home either.” Greg said getting up. “Something happen today to upset her?”
“I don’t think so, she just asked if she could leave a little early.” Mac said shrugging.
“Ok, I’m gonna go look for her.” Greg said. “Nice to meet you guys.” He said nodding at both men as he moved out of the office on a mission.
“Nicky?” Lindsay asked as she walked into her apartment and saw him laying on her couch.
“Lindsay we’ve been worried sick.” Nick said jumping up and walking over to her.
“Sorry I didn’t know you were here.” She said dropping her purse and hugging him choking on a sob.
“Hey what’s wrong?” Nick asked shocked, he’d never seen her cry.
“I messed up Nicky.” She said crying hard into his chest.
“Come sit down.” He said pulling off her coat and pulling her to the couch as she sobbed. “Tell me what happened?”
“I had this stupid plan, I slept with Danny, last night, and it was amazing and I really thought it was more than just sex, and then today he’s cold and distant and I asked him if he wanted to come over tonight and he said he had plans.” She said crying into Nick’s chest. “It was just sex and I’m in love with him.”
“Oh shit.” Nick said rubbing her back feeling completely out of his element. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m stupid, I should have known.” She said shaking her head. “How could I do this?” She asked wiping her eyes.
“Let’s call Greg, he’s at your office we’ve been trying to find you.” He said picking up his phone and dialing. “Hey, she’s here.” Nick said.
“Ok I’m right around the corner.” Greg said hanging up.
“I’m gonna kick his fucking ass.” Greg said an hour later after hearing the entire story. “Fucker.”
“No.” Lindsay said standing up all cried out. “Just leave it alone, I’ll be fine.”
“No.” He said hugging her. “You can still come to Vegas, call Gris he still wants you.”
“No.” She said shaking her head. “I’m not gonna run away, I’m happy here, or I was.” She said pouring herself a cup of coffee. “He didn’t do anything wrong, I mean I never talked to him about it.” She said sadly. “I just really hoped and last night I thought there was more.”
“I just don’t know what to say.” Nick said.
“There’s nothing to say.” She said sniffing. “Let’s eat ice cream and watch movies.” She said trying to act happy. “I don’t want to be depressed the hole time you guys are here.” She said pulling out a movie. “What about When Harry Met Sally?”
“Um not that’s really gay.” Greg said shaking his head. “What about Saw?”
“You fuck men how can you say that’s gay?” Lindsay asked and both of them laughed.
“Easy, it’s gay.” Greg said kissing her hard on the mouth. “Come snuggle with us and let us protect you from the scary movie.” He said putting it in the DVD and plopping down on the couch.
“I love you guys.” Lindsay said sitting between them putting her legs in Nicks lap and her head in Greg’s.
“We love you too, that’s why you should let Nicky kick his ass.” Greg said. “Plus he’s so hot when he’s being all aggressive.” He said winking at him.
“Think we should wake her up?” Nick asked an hour later as she slept soundly.
“No she’s tired.” Greg said playing with her hair. “I hate when she’s hurting.”
“I know.” Nick said watching them. “You’re tired.” He said smiling at the man he loved so much.
“Yeah we’ve been up a long time.” Greg said smiling. “I love you Nick.”
“I love you too.” Nick said smiling at him and turning back to the screen. “I have no idea how she can sleep when you have the volume up this high.”
“It’s better if it’s loud.” Greg said smiling as he turned back to the screen.
“Morning.” Nick said walking tiredly into the kitchen taking the cup of coffee Lindsay handed him.
“Sleep ok?” Lindsay asked leaning against the counter wearing a tee shirt her hair still messy from sleep.
“Like a baby.” He said smiling.
“Where’s Greg?” Lindsay asked yawning.
“He’s in the bathroom.” Nick said sipping his coffee.
“He’s here and needs coffee.” Greg said stumbling tiredly into the kitchen taking Lindsay’s coffee and drinking it. “Hey.” He said hugging Nick pressing a kiss to his bare chest.
“Hey.” Nick said hugging him tightly. “Merry Christmas.” He said smiling.
“God I hate that you’re so cheerful in the mornings.” Greg said rolling his eyes.
“Greggo it’s Christmas.” Lindsay said moving over to give both boys a hug. “I have to start cooking.”
“I’ll help.” Nick said smiling.
“I’ll watch.” Greg said sitting at the table.
“Just like every year.” Lindsay said smiling. “Like we’d let you help anyway.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Greg asked smiling.
“It means I don’t have a fire extinguisher.” Lindsay said smiling as she pulled the turkey out and turned on the oven.
“You know I love tradition.” Greg said watching as the two of them worked together in the kitchen.
“What do you mean?” Lindsay asked as she took a knife out to start cutting vegetables.
“I mean this is the 3rd year so it’s tradition now for us to cook Christmas dinner in our pajamas.” Greg said.
“No, you have to turn on the music then it’s tradition.” Lindsay said smiling.
“Does it have to be country cause I think we should adjust that part?” Greg asked smiling.
“Nope, me and Nicky like it you lose.” Lindsay said walking over to the CD player and turning on the country CD she burned of her favorite songs.
“You doing ok this morning?” Nick asked as they worked in the kitchen and Greg layed down on the couch.
“Yeah.” She said shrugging. “No one ever died from a heart ache.” She said smiling weakly.
“Hey that sounds like a country song.” He said smiling.
“It does.” Lindsay said laughing. “I’m so glad you guys are here, this would have been a miserable Christmas without you.” Lindsay said leaning against the counter.
“For us too.” Nick said smiling. “I’ll get the door.” He said as someone knocked.
“I’ll put the turkey in.” She said smiling as he walked into the living room.
“Yeah?” Nick asked opening the door to a blonde guy with glasses who looked nervous.
“Um is Lindsay here?” Danny asked shocked at the tall dark haired man wearing only sweatpants standing at Lindsay’s door at 8am.
“She’s in the kitchen.” Nick said staring at the man. “Come on in.” He said after a minute.
“Ok.” Danny said awkwardly holding the Christmas present he’d brought for her.
“Nicky dance with me?” Lindsay asked smiling as a slow country song came on and Nick walked into the kitchen.
“You have company.” Nick said and Lindsay looked shocked.
“Danny?” Lindsay said shocked.
“This is Danny?” Nick asked instantly pissed off.
“Nicky.” Lindsay said grabbing his arm. “Excuse us for a minute.” Lindsay said to Danny and pulled Nick into her bedroom. “Do not go caveman on me.” She said slamming the door. “I invited him for dinner so I can’t really be rude to him.”
“I can.” Nick said. “Fucker no one hurts you.” He said pacing in the small room.
“Nicky let me handle this.” She said putting her hands on her hips and glaring at him.
“Fine but he even looks at you funny I’m on it.” Nick said blue eyes shining with anger.
“Ok.” Lindsay said rolling her eyes. “Jeez.”
“What?” Nick asked hands on his hips.
“Greg’s gonna be pissed that he missed this.” She said smiling.
“Why?” Nick asked smiling cooling off a little.
“Cause you are hot when you’re mad.” Lindsay said smiling.
“Yeah?” He asked picking her up and tossing her over his shoulder tickling her. “You’re gonna think hot.” He said pulling open the door and carrying her out and plopped her down on top of a sleeping Greg.
“What the fuck?” Greg asked groaning loudly.
“You missed it.” Lindsay said smiling at him.
“No I felt when you crushed my bones.” Greg said yawning.
“No, you missed Nicky getting riled up.” She said smiling as Danny walked in seeing her sitting on top of Greg’s stomach still in her tee shirt.
“Oh.” Greg said making a face.
“Danny’s here and Nick got a little annoyed.” Lindsay said softly.
“Fuckin hell I missed it?” Greg asked smiling up at Nick.
“Yes and you’re right.” Lindsay said standing up and pulling her shirt back down. “He is yummy when he’s mad.” She said hugging Nick. “Go put on a shirt.”
“You like when I don’t wear a shirt.” He said smacking her on the butt hard.
“Yes, but unless you’re gonna start putting out, I need you to shelf the merchandise.” She said and he laughed. “Danny we’re not eating til about 1.” Lindsay said walking back into the kitchen smiling as Nick layed down on the couch with Greg.
“Ok.” He said watching as she turned the light on in the oven and looked in. “I need to talk to ya.” He said.
“It’s ok Danny don’t worry about it.” She said avoiding looking at him.
“No it’s not.” He said watching her.
“No it is, no harm no foul it was fun.” She said blinking back tears. “It’s just gonna be the four of us, my sisters not coming.” Lindsay said needing to change the subject.
“Lindsay I heard a message ya mom left.” He said as she put some stuff in a pan and turned on the fire. “She said something about ya leaving for Vegas and needing help movin and I freaked out.” He said sighing. “I don’t want ya to leave, I wanted to talk to ya about stuff before we did anything cause this was more to me.” He said and she stopped stirring.
“I’m not going to Vegas.” She said. “I never said I was.”
“Yeah well I didn’t know and I thought you.” He stopped and sighed. “I thought you were sleeping with me as like a last fling before ya left and it killed me.” He said sadly.
“Do you even know me?” She asked looking up at him tears shining in her brown eyes. “You can’t possibly know me.”
“I want to.” He said. “I fucked up, I should have said something to ya but I was scared, I wanted you for a long time and ya pushed me away and then all of a sudden ya give me this 5 days thing but I can’t talk to ya about it, I’m not used to having feelings for someone so I got spooked.” He said honestly.
“I did push you away.” She admitted. “But I was scared and I have to admit that if I hadn’t been offered the job in Vegas I probably would never have done what I did, I was so scared that all this time all you wanted was a casual fling.” She said sighing. “And I didn’t want that so I thought I could see how it went and if it went bad I’d have a place to run.”
“Then I blew you off and made you think it was a casual fling.” He said sighing. “So are you changing your mind about leaving cause I’ll do anything to get ya to stay.” He whispered licking his lips.
“No, even, I told Greg, he said I could still go but I told him I wasn’t running anymore so you don’t have to be with me to get me to stay.” She said stirring the pot of chicken broth for something to do.
“Ok, how bout I be wit ya cause I don’t wanna be without ya?” He asked. “Lindsay, I wanted this for a long time, since the doll case, I haven’t been with a woman since then and if you’ll remember right I been doin everything I could think to try to get ya to go out wit me.” He said. “I know I’m a risk, hell I’ve never had a relationship before but I wanna try.” He said leaning against the counter watching her.
“I don’t know.” She said sadly fear bringing tears to her eyes.
“Fuckin hell Lindsay.” Greg said scaring her.
“Don’t start with me.” Lindsay said pointing at him.
“Don’t pretend I don’t know you.” He said glaring at her. “She wants to.” He told Danny.
“Ok.” Danny said smiling nervously.
“Gregor.” Lindsay said stomping her foot on the ground.
“Stop punishing yourself.” Greg said.
“Butt out.” She said glaring at him. “You don’t know anything.”
“I know not every man is Brandon.” Greg said staring at her.
“Shut up.” She said throwing an empty cup at him.
“You’re a chicken, you want me to fix things with Nick, it’s worth it but you’re just a scaredy cat.” He said.
“Bite me Greg like you’re one to give relationship advice?” Lindsay asked her hands on her hips.
“Ok.” Nick said stepping between the two of them. “Greg, bedroom now.” He said and turned to face him. “Honey, don’t make me carry you.” Nick said.
“I’m not done talking to Linds.” Greg said.
“Yes you are, now she’s gonna talk to Danny, and I’m gonna talk to you.” Nick said grabbing Greg’s face and making him look at him. “G.” He said staring into his eyes.
“Fine.” Greg said sighing. “Linds.” He said and felt bad.
“Just go.” She said shaking her head.
“Come on.” Nick said pulling Greg into the bedroom and shutting the door.
“Ok.” Lindsay said turning to Danny. “I want to be with you, but I’m really scared of getting hurt, I’ve been hurt and it sucked.” She said sadly.
“I don’t wanna hurt ya.” He said tucking her hair behind her ear. “I’m scared cause I don’t know what I’m doin here but I wouldn’t hurt ya on purpose.” He said softly.
“I only have one rule.” She said hugging him.
“Ok.” He said smiling as he hugged her tightly.
“Don’t cheat, I mean if you want to please just tell me first.” She said into his chest. “That’s the hardest thing to get over, so if you want to be with someone else just end it first.”
“I’m not gonna wanna be wit another girl.” He said pulling her head back to look at her. “I only want you, for a long time.”
“But if you change your mind.” She said brown eyes shining with past hurt.
“I won’t but if I do I’ll end it first.” He said watching her. “I promise.”
“Ok.” She said sighing. “So we’re dating?” She asked.
“Yeah I want to.” He said smiling. “This was always more than sex for me.” He said kissing her softly. “I wanted that and god we’re doin it again but it was more.” He whispered against her lips.
“For me too.” She said smiling. “But yeah we’re doin it again.”
“I’m sorry about yesterday.” He whispered against her hair.
“It’s ok, I should have told you.” She said smiling. “Oh no.” She said hearing sizzling sounds.
“Woops.” Danny said smiling as she rushed over as her pot boiled over.
“Don’t distract me.” She said smiling brightly at him as she moved the pan and grabbed a washcloth to wipe up the mess.
“Why not ya been distracin me since the zoo.” He said leaning against the counter watching her.
“You know, you really are sweet.” She said blushing as she turned the fire off.
“Don’t let it get out.” He said smiling.
“We’ll see.” She said smiling. “I wonder how it’s going in there.” She said looking at her closed door.
“You worried?” He asked not really sure what to say.
“I am.” She said sighing. “Part of me hopes they don’t tell each other, I don’t know if it’s something they can get past.” She whispered. “Nick maybe, Greg I don’t know.”
“I’m sure it’s gonna be fine.” Danny said smiling as the music stopped.
“Wanna watch tv, I don’t have anything left to do for a while.” She said wishing she was dressed.
“Yeah.” He said nodding and following her to the couch. “So Nick wanted to kick my ass?” He asked as they curled up on the couch together.
“Yeah I came home and cried, he and Greg are a little overprotective and it didn’t matter that I told them it wasn’t your fault.” She said her face pink.
“I’m sorry I made ya cry.” He said kissing her softly.
“It’s ok.” She said as they broke apart. “Not your fault I’m a baby.” She said smiling.
“Ya not a baby, hell I wanted to cry.” He said touching her cheek. “You’re so soft.”
“Oh just a minute.” Lindsay said reaching over and grabbing the phone. “Merry Christmas.” She said as she answered.
“Hey baby merry Christmas.” Sharon Monroe said smiling.
“Hey momma.” Lindsay said laying back on Danny. “How is everybody?”
“Same as always sweety how are you?”
“I’m good.” Lindsay said smiling brightly.
“Where’s Greg and Nick I want to tell them hi.” Sharon said.
“Oh um just a sec.” Lindsay said putting the phone to her chest. “Greggo Nicky!” She called out.
“Yeah?” Greg said walking out.
“Momma wants to say hi.” Lindsay said watching him smiling when he smiled.
“Good.” Nick said plopping down on the other end of the couch.
“Momma I’m putting you on speakerphone.” Lindsay said hitting the button.
“Oh good idea.” Sharon said doing the same. “Tiffy, daddy and Charlie are here.” She said smiling.
“Hey mom Merry Christmas.” Greg said smiling.
“Hey love, Merry Christmas, where’s that handsome man of yours?” Sharon asked.
“He’s right here.” Greg said smiling as he sat down on the floor.
“Hey Sharon.” Nick said. “Merry Christmas.”
“You too, how are you guys doing?” She asked.
“Well Linds is cooking and Nicky was helping and I was napping, so bout the same as every year.” Greg said smiling.
“Next year you have to come here.” Sharon said. “Cole say hi to the kids.” She said.
“Hey guys.” Lindsay’s dad said.
“Hey daddy, watching tv?” Lindsay asked smiling.
“Yep baby bug you?” He asked.
“Same here.” She said.
“Hey Cole.” Nick said.
“Nick how you doing, Greg being good to you?” Cole asked.
“Most of the time.” Nick said smiling as Greg look insulted.
“Well I told you to take that garbage he listens to and calls music and hold it hostage if you need something.” Cole said and they all laughed.
“Dad ya better be nice.” Greg said.
“Greggo, I’m always nice.” He said smiling.
“Well.” Greg said.
“Unless you sneak my daughter out of the house to go skinny dippin, then I’m not so nice.” He said and Lindsay smiled.
“I still haven’t gotten to skinny dip.” Greg said smiling.
“Daddy how’s nanny and pop pop?” Lindsay said smiling up at Danny.
“Doin good, they’ll be here later but you outa call em, Poppy fell of the roof and sprained his ankle.”
“How did he fall off the roof and why was he on the roof he’s 93.” Lindsay said shocked.
“Nan had him hanging Christmas lights.” He said. “I asked how he fell and he said like a normal person.” Cole said. “I took the ladders home with me but that won’t stop him if he wants on the roof.”
“Where’s Tiffy?” Lindsay asked.
“Oh your brother brought a friend and she’s busy flirting with him.” Sharon said.
“Guys I’ll see you later love you.” Cole said smiling.
“Love you.” Everyone said.
“Lindsay actually this friend of Charlies is really cute and I showed him your picture and he said you were smoking hot so when you come for a visit I want you to go on a date with him.” She said.
“Momma.” Lindsay said rolling her eyes. “Ok first, he sounds to young and second I met someone.” She said and the phone went completely silent. “You there momma?” She asked.
“You met someone?” Sharon asked sounding like she was crying. “Tiffy get in here.” Sharon yelled. “Tell me everything.” Sharon said.
“What’s wrong?” Tiffy asked.
“Your sister met someone.” Sharon said smiling.
“He’s here so please don’t embarrass me.” Lindsay said her face red as Greg laughed.
“He’s there.” Sharon said grinning.
“His name is Danny, Danny this is my mom Sharon and my sister Tiffy.” Lindsay said.
“Nice to meet you.” Danny said smiling.
“Danny I’ve heard a lot about you.” Tiffy said.
“You’ve heard about him and you didn’t tell me?” Sharon asked her oldest daughter.
“Momma I didn’t know they were dating I thought they were just having sex.” Tiffy said and Lindsay groaned.
“Lindsay are you just having sex with him or is this serious?” Sharon asked.
“Tiffy you’re a bitch.” Lindsay said face flaming red. “It’s more than sex momma.”
“Well it’s about time you had sex again, I told you it’s not healthy to go without so long.” Sharon said smiling.
“Hey don’t embarrass me.” Lindsay said covering her face.
“Honey I’m not saying you couldn’t have had sex before now, I mean we all know you’ve had opportunity you could have slept with Nick but you didn’t, I’m just glad you’ve put yourself out there.” She said and everyone laughed.
“Why can’t I have a normal family?” Lindsay said.
“Normal is over rated sweety.” Sharon said smiling. “So you like him?”
“Yes momma I like him.” She said smiling at Danny who was grinning.
“He’s cute too.” Greg said. “Not as cute as Nick but he’s cute.”
“I think he’s as cute as Nick.” Lindsay said smiling at him.
“He is hot I’ve seen pictures.” Tiffy said.
“Tiffy!” Lindsay said closing her eyes. “Shut up slutty slut slut.”
“Fine prude queen.” Tiffy said. “I’m not the one who had to get blow job tips from a man.”
“Hey I happen to be an expert.” Greg said smiling as Lindsay hid her face in Danny’s chest.
“You’re all good at blow jobs.” Sharon said trying to keep the peace. “Leave your sister alone, quit embarrassing her.”
“Uh.” Lindsay said laughing. “We should go.” She said.
“Ok baby we love you.” Sharon said. “Greg, Nicky take care of yourselves and we love you.” Sharon said. “Danny I hope to see you soon.” She said and everyone said their goodbyes.
“My family is insane.” Lindsay said as she hung up.
“But they’re great.” Greg said smiling. “Tiffy’s a bitch but I love her.”
“I think it’s the first time I ever heard a mom say, you’re all good at blow jobs.” Danny said cracking up.
“She’s very open about sex.” Lindsay said laughing with him.
“What’s this I keep hearing about you getting it on with Nick?” Danny asked and Lindsay and Nick both laughed.
“It really wasn’t that exciting.” Lindsay said. “I went to visit Greg in Vegas, gosh this was 3 almost 4 years ago and we all went out and Nick and I were dancing this was after tons of beer, I don’t really remember how but we ended up kissing and really that was it.” She said.
“Tell the truth.” Greg said looking at her.
“Ok the truth is that I knew Greg liked him but he got all sorts of pissed off at me for even suggesting it, so I decided to push his buttons.” She said shrugging.
“How did I not know this?” Nick asked shocked.
“I didn’t want you to think I didn’t want to kiss you, I mean you’re a great kisser, I mean really Nicky.” Lindsay said smiling. “But it all worked out cause I woke up the next morning and you guys were still goin at it.” She said smiling.
“That was a strange night.” Nick said smiling.
“Yeah cause I never dreamed you would ever think about being with a man, I mean really.” Greg said.
“Well I didn’t know either.” Nick said. “I didn’t know you’d think about it either.”
“I didn’t much.” Greg said. “We weirding you out?” Greg asked Danny.
“No.” He said shrugging. “It’s kinda interesting.” He said. “So are you bi?”
“I guess.” Greg said. “Nick’s never been with another guy, I did in high school but I really thought I was completely into women, except for that one time.” He said. “But I couldn’t quit thinking about him and we were friends.”
“What do people say?” Danny asked.
“Well no one really knows, I mean they probably think it, we live together but it’s not official and Nicky is terrified anyone but Lindsay’s family and her will find out.”
“Hey I come from Texas, it’s not gonna go over well.” Nick said. “But you’re right, I think they know but it’s ok because they don’t ask and so it’s still Nick living with his friend.” He said sadly. “I don’t feel gay.”
“Nicky do you really think people will care, I mean you were scared about my parents and they were fine.” Lindsay said.
“Your parents are not normal.” Nick said. “I go home with her and Greg and I’m so nervous and I’m not gonna say anything and I make them promise not to say anything and we walk in.” He said smiling. “We walk in and Sharon says, Greg who’s your young man.” He said. “I was so sure that they said something to her but she said she could tell by the way we stood that we were intimate, and she put us in the same room together and it was just nice.” He said.
“Daddy surprised me.” Lindsay said. “He said he had no right to judge and he loved Greg and if this man made him happy then he was happy.” Lindsay said.
“I’d have given up on my life without Lindsay’s family.” Greg told Danny. “My home life sucked and I basically lived with them from what 10 on?” He asked Lindsay and she nodded. “You’re gonna love them.”
“You’re theirs.” Lindsay said to Greg. “Probably as much and me and Tiffy and Charlie.” She said.
“Not to change the subject but can I ask a personal question?” Greg said to Danny.
“I asked if you were bisexual I guess you can ask anything you want.” Danny said smiling.
“Ok I helped Lindsay with the blow job advice what did you think?” He asked and Lindsay made a face and turned red again.
“Oh my god.” Danny said smiling. “Blew my fucking mind, you told her, I asked where she learned that.” Danny said smiling. “Nick you are a lucky man.” He said.
“I know.” Nick said smiling.
“That was wow.” Danny said smiling. “I mean wow, the teeth thing, damn.”
“Well I’m glad it worked out, she was nervous cause she’d only done it once.” Greg said and she made a face.
“Greg.” She said.
“What, I didn’t share to much.” He said. “We share everything and she said she thought you liked it but not much else so I had to know.”
“You weren’t sure I liked it?” Danny asked her shocked. “I couldn’t form a thought I think I screamed like a woman.”
“Well I wasn’t positive.” She said smiling. “You didn’t scream like a woman it was a manly scream.”
“Well I’ll just have to make sure you know how much I like things in the future.” He said kissing her.
“I’m still shocked that my shy Lindsay managed to get through the list.” Greg said and Nick nodded.
“I am too.” Lindsay said. “It was really hard to do.” She said. “Especially the touching yourself part.” She said her face red. “I almost got drunk first.”
“Did she really do it, I just can’t believe she did it.” Greg said.
“No she did it.” Danny said starting to get hard just thinking about it. “I didn’t know ya were dat worried about it, ya didn’t have to do it.” He said looking at her.
“I wanted to but I was very nervous.” She said face red.
“Was the most incredible thing.” Danny said sighing. “We should talk about something else.” He said nervously.
“We should take a walk.” Nick said to Greg.
“That sounds good.” Greg said smiling. “Linds don’t we need cool whip?” He asked.
“You are not leaving so we can have sex.” Lindsay said as they both stood up.
“Yes.” Greg said. “We are but do it standing up or something or you have to change the sheets.” He said leaning over and kissing Lindsay.
“This is so embarrassing.” She said her face red.
“You’ll thank us later.” Nick said grabbing Greg’s coat and holding it out for him to put on and pulling his own on.
“Thank you now.” Danny said smiling brightly. “I love your friends.” He said nuzzling her neck.
“So what?” She asked smiling. “Nothing wrong with Christmas spirit.” She said humming under her breathe as she looked over a pair of bloody pants for trace.
“No.” He said agreeing with her. “Figured ya for the ba humbug type.” He said pulling the bloody tee shirt out of the bag to start processing it.
“Nope.” She said. “I’m not gonna say I’m a Christmas freak but I have just as much holiday cheer as the next person.” She said pulling a hair off the pants. “What do you want for Christmas?” She asked and wished she could take it back when he gave her a naughty smirk.
“Ya really wanna know?” He asked licking his lips.
“Um probably not.” She said shaking her head her face flushed. “I’m taking this to DNA.” She said bagging the hair.
“Chicken.” He said staring at her.
“I’m not chicken.” She said still avoiding his gaze.
“If I told ya what I wanted would ya give it to me?” He asked voice husky.
“You never know.” She said hurrying out of the lab and almost running into the DNA lab.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said late that evening as she grabbed her stuff from her locker.
“Hey.” Greg said smiling into the phone. “Ok I did something promise you won’t get pissed?”
“No tell me what you did?” She asked pulling on her coat and slamming her locker.
“Ok so we’re needing a new CSI, I over heard Grissom talking so I took a copy of your resume and sent it to him and I just overheard him telling Catherine that he was gonna offer you the job.” He said quickly waiting for her to yell at him.
“YOU WHAT?” Lindsay asked and Stella and Flack stopped and stared at her.
“Now you said you weren’t gonna get mad.” Greg said smiling sheepishly.
“I never said I wasn’t gonna get mad.” She said stalking out of the locker room and took the stairs down to the main floor.
“Just think of what an opportunity this is, number 1 lab in the country, great pay and me?” He said. “Does it get any better than that?” He asked.
“Greg.” She said jumping into a cab and giving the cab driver her address. “I’ve only been in New York 2 years, I can’t leave I just.” She stopped sighing.
“This is where you wanted to be, I just thought you’d want me to do it.” He said. “You know if they would have had an opening 2 years ago you’d be here.” He stated and she agreed.
“I know but now.” She stopped. “I don’t know.”
“Just think about it, Gris is gonna call you tonight I just wanted to warn you.” He said. “He already sent you a letter you should be getting it tomorrow.”
“Montana ya got a registered letter.” Danny said walking into their office with a postman.
“Ok.” She said signing for the letter.
“You’re not gonna open it?” He asked watching her as he sat down at his desk.
“Um no not now.” She said avoiding his gaze.
“Ya alright?” He asked staring at her.
“What?” She asked as he broke into her thoughts. “Yeah I have to go.” She said jumping up like she was shot and grabbing the letter and heading to find something to do anything to take her mind off of things.
“What’s on your mind Lindsay, I can tell.” Tiffy her older sister said over the phone.
“I want Danny, bad.” Lindsay admitted. “I was thinking about Christmas and doing something kinda naughty.” She said smiling her face red.
“Really?” Tiffy said smiling. “Is this because if it doesn’t work out you can run to Vegas?” She asked.
“Yes if you must know.” Lindsay said nervously. “So do you think I’m stupid?”
“No, chicken but not stupid.” Tiffy said. “Tell me what you’re gonna do?” She asked. “You have to hurry Christmas is only 14 days away.”
“Dude you got a letter.” Flack said tossing an envelope at Danny.
“Ok.” Danny said opening the envelope and looking shocked.
Merry Christmas, I’m your secret admirer, don’t be shocked or worried trust me you’ve hit on me before so I have reason to believe you like me. I know you’re an investigator so I used gloves when I wrote this so I don’t think you can trace me but it might be fun for you to try. I need you to send me an email, include your 5 favorite fantasies and I just might make them come true…Send the email to hothappychristmascheer@hotmail.com. You won’t be disappointed, come on what do you have to lose, I’ll email you back when I hear from you.
“What the fuck?” Danny asked reading it again.
“Lemme see?” Don said.
“No.” Danny said shaking his head and moving into the lab to dust it for prints.
“Hey Danny. “Adam said as he walked into the trace lab.
“Dude I need ya to do me a favor.” Danny said walking over to the computer. “I need to trace dis email address.” He said giving him the email address and watching as he typed.
“Danny it’s nearly impossible to trace these kinds of addresses since you don’t have to register with any legal information.” Adam said. “This account is registered to a Cheer Giver address is bogus but here in New York.” He said and Danny groaned. “I can try to trace it but it looks like that’s a bust too.” He said shaking his head.
“So there’s no way to find out who this is?” Danny asked.
“Well we could get a warrant for hotmail router information and put a trace on the address and maybe when the person uses the account it can track them, but it’s a long shot.” Adam said.
“Yeah yeah.” Danny said walking out and reading it again.
“Danny you leaving?” Lindsay asked watching as he stared at the wall in their office.
“Yeah.” He said looking at the clock. “You?”
“I’m already gone.” She said smiling as she grabbed her purse. “You ok?”
“Yeah I just got some stuff in my head.” He said shaking his head.
“Are you ok?” She asked looking at him with concern in her eyes trying not to smile.
“Yeah, I’ll see you tomorrow.” He said and she nodded walking out of the building cracking up wondering if he would email her.
Cheer Giver,
How do I know you’re not a pyscho? D
Danny,
I guess you just have trust that I’m not crazy. CG
CG,
Let’s do the instant message thing. D
Dmesser-So you’re not a crazy girl who’s gonna chop my precious parts off?
Cgirl-Not that I haven’t thought of it before but I have plans for your precious parts.
Dmesser-Who are you?
Cgirl-Nope fantasies first….
Dmesser-Send me a picture.
Cgirl-Ok, give me a minute.
“Shit.” Lindsay said pulling off her top and taking a picture of her body from the neck down to her belly button and loading it hitting send before she could really think about it.
Cgirl-I sent it.
“Holy shit.” Danny said as he saw the picture of the woman in a black lace see through bra and grinned.
Dmesser-Should I recognize you from this picture, very nice by the way.
Cgirl-If you’re trying to ask if we’ve had sex, no we haven’t.
Dmesser-Why not?
Cgirl-I’m not easy, well not too easy.
Dmesser-So how is this gonna work, I tell you my fantasies and what you come over and make me happy?
Cgirl-Well I’ve never done this before but I was thinking that I’ll tell you who I am, that way if you don’t want to do this you don’t have to.
Dmesser-I gotta be honest with you, there’s a girl I like, we’re not together but I can’t be in a relationship.
Cgirl-Why aren’t you with her?
Dmesser-She’s goin through some stuff.
Cgirl-Well I won’t pressure you for a relationship, just hot sweaty sex, do you have a problem with that?
Dmesser-I wanna know who you are, this is frustrating as shit……
Cgirl-Fantasies first…
Dmesser-Ok I gotta think about it.
Cgirl-I have to go, email me.
“What?” Danny asked as she signed off. “Shit.” He said sighing as he reread over what she said.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said as she and Danny processed a scene together the next day.
“Hey you busy?” Greg asked.
“Yeah kinda, something wrong?” She asked bagging a knife.
“I was just wondering if you made a decision yet?” He asked smiling.
“No Greg, god you’re impatient.” She said rolling her eyes. “I said I would let you know.”
“I know but I better know before you tell anyone else.” He said. “I mean Tiffy.”
“What?”
“I talked to her last night and she said you had a plan, we’re best friends and you’re telling Tiffy stuff before me?” He asked a little insulted.
“Stop talking to my sister.” Lindsay said annoyed as she labeled the bag. “I can’t talk right now.” Lindsay said.
“Call me when you get home, I’m not letting this drop no matter how much you avoid it.”
“Greg sit on it and spin.” She said glaring at her phone.
“You love me.” He said smiling.
“I do, I gotta go I love you I’ll call you later.” She said hanging up.
“Sit on it and spin.” Danny said watching her.
“Don’t ask.” Lindsay said smiling as she clipped her phone to her belt. “Best friend.”
“Best friends a man?” He asked as he photographed the evidence.
“Yep, since I was 10.” Lindsay said lifting a print.
Cheer Giver,
Ok this was kinda hard to do without knowing you but here goes nothing.
1. Sex in the shower at my lab, I know this is risky and we should probably not attempt it but I had to put it in here cause that would be fucking mindblowing.
2. I’d like to be tied to the bed and teased unmercifully, maybe end with a blow job?? Surprise me.
3. Hand job in a car, I know it sounds cheap but still…
4. Woman tied to the bed, anything I want to do.. Of course that we both feel ok with.
5. I have always wanted to watch a woman masterbate, really hot.
6. Hair job, I don’t know what your hair is like but I’m really fixated on hair right now.
Ok so I added a #6 because we can’t do number 1, please god don’t let this be some kind of sick joke.
“Tiffy I got his email.” Lindsay said staring at the computer. “I can’t do this.”
“Send it to me.” Tiffy said and Lindsay forwarded it to her.
“I just can’t I want to but I’m not like this.” Lindsay said her face red as she read the fantasies again.
“Lindsay this isn’t bad.” Tiffy said reading. “You can do this.”
“No.” Lindsay said. “I’m not sure what a hair job is?”
“Use your hair to jerk him off.” Tiffy said. “This is pretty mild.”
“I can probably do all of it but number 5” Lindsay said.
“Oh get over it, trust me, he’s really gonna like it.” Tiffy said. “You have to tie him up naked so he can’t touch you while you do it, make sure he can see you and I promise he’s gonna go nuts.” She said grinning.
“I’m so nervous I think I’m gonna chicken out.” Lindsay admitted.
“No, just remember if it’s bad you have an out.” Tiffy said hating to encourage her but knowing her sister was super shy.
“Yeah.” Lindsay said. “I’m gonna try to catch him to instant message.” Lindsay said. “I gotta go, I’ll call you soon.”
Cgirl-Are you there?
Dmesser-Yeah.
Cgirl-Wow. I mean wow.
Dmesser-So you gonna tell me who you are?
Cgirl-Yes but I have stipulations.
Dmesser-More rules???
Cgirl-Yes, no questions, I want you for 5 days and when that’s done we can talk if you want but no questions, just fun.
Dmesser-Honey I don’t think you’ll ever get a complaint from a man if you don’t want to talk.
Cgirl-The other rule is that I’m the boss, you have to mind me.
Dmesser-I have to mind you, what if I don’t want to do what you want to do?
Cgirl-I’m not talking about s&m stuff I mean if I say no touching til I say, you have to do it, I would never hurt you.
Dmesser-I’m not agreeing to anything yet.
Cgirl-I’d like to meet you tomorrow night are you free?
Dmesser-Who are you????????????
Cgirl-You agree to my rules?
Dmesser-Yes dammit tell me.
Cgirl-Would you like to guess?
Dmesser-Not really, give me a clue.
Cgirl-You annoy me.
Dmesser-I annoy a lot of people you’re gonna have to do better than that.
Cgirl-I wanted to smack you the first time I met you.
Dmesser-Once again, need a little more…
Cgirl-Someone once told me you had a crush on me.
Dmesser-Who?
Cgirl-Sid.
Dmesser-Montana?
Cgirl-If you don’t want to I’ll understand.
Dmesser-Time and place.
Cgirl-Plaza hotel 8 tomorrow night?
Dmesser-I could be there in 5 minutes?
Cgirl-My rules Danny…
Dmesser-I’ll be there.
“No.” Danny said glaring at the computer as she logged off. “Holy shit.” He said smiling. This was gonna be very interesting.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said pacing in the hotel room so nervous she could barely breathe.
“How are you?” Tiffy asked.
“Tiffy he should be here anytime.” Lindsay said looking at the clock, she had 5 more minutes.
“Just remember you’re sexy and fuckin hot.” Tiffy said.
“Yeah I feel a little nauseated right now.” She said looking around the dark room.
“What are you wearing?”
“Tank top and boy panties.” She said pacing. “I know he likes that.”
“Just relax, it’s gonna be fun.” Tiffy said grinning.
“What if he doesn’t come?”
“Oh he’ll come in more ways than one.” Tiffy said smiling wickedly.
“Shit.” Lindsay said jumping at the knock on the door. “I have to go.” She said hanging up on her sister and turning off her phone nervously walking to the door and looking out the peephole. He didn’t look nervous really, he was looking a little worried as he knocked again. She took a deep breathe and pulled open the door staying behind it so he didn’t see her right away.
“Montana.” He asked stepping into the room.
“I’m here.” She said pulling him into the dark room and shutting the door locking it.
“It’s dark.” He said seeing her outline in the dark room.
“Yeah.” She said moving along the wall and flipping on the bathroom light. “Hi.” She said smiling.
“Hi.” He said watching her. “Nice outfit.” He said looking her up and down.
“Um, no talking.” She said clearing her throat.
“Lindsay.” He said but she lifted her eye brow shutting him up. “Ok not talkin.” He said smiling as she reached up to pull his jacket off and run her hands along his chest.
“Come in here.” She whispered pulling him to the bed and pulling his shirt off leaning over to bite his nipple smiling as he sucked in a breath. “Do you trust me?” She asked smiling up at him.
“Yeah I think.” He said smiling. “I mean yeah.”
“Ok, down to your underwear, then on the bed.” She said holding up the black furry handcuffs she had sitting on the bedside table.
“This is kinda different.” He said nervously. She turned around and pulled the bathroom door closed a little bit so the room was darker.
“You want me to start?” She asked watching him.
“Um yeah.” He said blinking and dropping his jaw as she pulled off her tank top. “Oh fuck me.” He said moving close and stopping as she put her hands on his chest.
“Nope, naked.” She said and he licked his lips and kicked off his shoes and quickly dropped his pants.
“I wanna touch ya.” He said trying to reach for her but she pushed him backwards on the bed.
“Hands above your head cowboy.” She said moving closer to the bed.
“Ok.” He said hating to let her restrain him but dying to know what she was gonna do next. She moved over and quickly cuffed him to the headboard crawling onto the bed and looking at him.
“I’m gonna let you choose, #2 or #6?” She asked bending over to lightly lick his nipple.
“I don’t know what they are.” He said moaning as she lightly bit his nipple making his dick jump.
“Ok I guess I choose.” She said smiling as she kissed up his chest to his neck. “You taste good Danny.” She whispered as she nibbled on his jaw smiling as he bit his bottom lip. “You’re speechless?” She whispered kissing the side of his cheek moving closer to his mouth.
“Little bit.” He said forgetting he was restrained and pulling at his arms. “Can we take dis off?” He asked frustrated.
“Nope, it’s your fantasy.” She whispered letting her bare breasts graze his side and chest as she placed a chaste kiss to his mouth smiling as he moved trying to deepen the kiss. “You want me to kiss you?” She asked hovered over his mouth lightly licking his bottom lip.
“Yeah.” He whispered.
“Ok you can pick, a kiss here?” She whispered lightly licking his lips. “Or you here?” She asked leaning down to lick his lower belly.
“Oh god.” He groaned struggling against the handcuffs again. “Mouth.” He said and she smiled and leaned over and pressed her lips to his firmly smiling as he opened his mouth and she deepened the kiss.
“Ok.” She said breaking away as he moved to slip his tongue into her mouth. “Next.” She whispered running her fingers along his chest and biting both nipples before straddling him rubbing against his erection.
“Oh god.” He groaned closing his eyes as she layed her chest on top of his rubbing her hard nipples on his hard chest.
“Ok you can choose again.” She said smiling as she rubbed against his hardness. “Boxers off or you’re choice as long as it’s not take off the cuffs.” She said smiling.
“Ya killin me.” He said staring at her.
“I think the email said tease unmercifully.” She said smiling.
“I want ya nipples in my mouth.” He said and she was shocked for a second. “Please.”
“Ok.” She said sliding sensually up his body and moving towards his head reaching up to grab her breast and feed him her nipple. “Oh my.” She whispered as he latched onto it lightly rolling it between his tongue and teeth. “Ok.” She said pulling away after a few seconds.
“I said both.” He said eyes shining with desire.
“You did.” She said breathlessly and moved so that he could suck on the other nipple gasping loudly as he playfully bit down making her hips jerk. “Ok.” She said breaking away fighting not to moan as the cool air hit her wet nipples still tender from his mouth.
“More.” He said licking his lips.
“Ok another choice.” She said moving up to kiss him softly again pulling away before he could deepen the kiss. “My panties or your boxers?”
“Both god damn Lindsay.” He said frustrated.
“Nope.” She said shaking her head smiling at him.
“Fine you.” He said and she moved off the bed quickly dropping the panties and letting him look. “Ya perfect.” He whispered watching as she got back on the bed and straddled his hips sitting on him still covered by the thin boxers. “Oh fuck.” He groaned as he felt her wetness through the thin boxers.
“Can you feel how much I want you?” She asked rubbing on him.
“God yes.” He said gritting his teeth. “Fuck Lindsay put me inside ya.” He begged as she ground her hips against him.
“No that’s another night.” She said stopping her movements and moving down taking his boxers. “Up.” She said and he groaned and lifted his hips as she pulled the shorts down and off. “Wow Danny.” She said licking her lips looking at his massive erection. “You’re impressive.”
“I want ya real fuckin bad here.” He said pulling at the handcuffs again.
“I want you too.” She said kissing his thigh and sliding her hand around his erection. “I want to taste you.”
“Oh god.” He said trying not to come. She moved her mouth down and licked the tip of his penis tasting the drops of precum that oozed out the top smiling as he groaned.
“You just lay still and let Montana take care of this.” She said smiling at him before taking him in her mouth with light suction running her mouth down as far as she could on his long hard length.
“Oh jesus.” He whispered as she moved her mouth on him pulling him in deeper every time reaching down to lightly grip his balls. “Oh so good.” He moaned and fought against the restraints. “I’m gonna come.” He warned and she pulled off and smiled lifting his penis and slowing things down by nibbling on the underside and licking everywhere as if she couldn’t get enough. “Lindsay.” He said dying.
“Yes.” She whispered taking his testicle into her mouth and smiling as he called out loudly.
“Fuck.” He yelled as she moved to the other one. “Oh goddamn.”
“Just relax.” She whispered taking her time working her way back up to the tip licking more come off the top and slipping her tongue into the tiny crevice before slipping him back into her mouth taking him in as deep as she could and lightly brushing him with her teeth as she pulled off of him.
“Oh Lindsay god.” He gasped sure he’d never felt like this before. “Holy fuck.”
“Like that?” She whispered smiling as she took him back into her mouth and moved faster up and down his length.
“Gonna come.” He said after a minute and looked at her trying to warn her. “Lindsay I’m gonna come.” He said gasping as she pulled her mouth off.
“Come in my mouth.” She said before sliding back down.
“Oh god.” He gasped trying not to thrust up as he shot his seed into her hot mouth body quivering as she sucked him dry and kissed the tip. “Oh god.” He whispered body sweaty and shaking.
“You ok?” She asked kissing him quickly.
“I dunno.” He said still breathing heavy. “What are ya doin?” He asked lifting his head as she started getting dressed.
“I’ve gotta go.” She said pulling on her panties and tank top and pulling a pair of jeans up.
“No, no.” He said struggling against the cuffs. “Don’t go.”
“Don’t worry, you still have 4 more Christmas presents.” She said pulling on her shoes and looking for her jacket.
“No.” He said pissed off. “Just let me up for second.” He said pulling hard on the cuffs.
“I’m gonna let you up.” She said pulling on her jacket and grabbing the keys. “Can you pick me up tomorrow night about 9?” She asked smiling as she watched him.
“Yeah.” He said watching her.
“Ok.” She said smiling as she unhooked one wrist and handed him the key. “See you tomorrow.” She said hurrying out of the room and to the elevator.
“Fuckin hell.” He said sitting up and unlocking the other handcuff rubbing his wrists and collapsing on the bed. “Where did she learn to do dat?” He asked out loud rubbing his face. “Oh shit.” He said sighing tiredly.
“Hey.” Lindsay said jumping in his car at exactly 9pm the next night.
“Hey.” He said smiling as she pulled on her seat belt. “Um where we goin?”
“I don’t really know, but you should drive somewhere no one can see in the car, like interstate?” She asked smiling wickedly at him.
“Oh god.” He said groaning as his dick sprang to life.
“You ok?” She asked smiling as he pulled into the lane of traffic.
“Yeah wasn’t nice ya leavin me last night.” He said concentrating on the road.
“I thought I was pretty nice.” She said teasing him.
“Yeah but, goddamn Lindsay where’dya learn dat?” He asked getting harder than he’d ever been just thinking about it.
“My secret.” She said smiling as he drove. “It’s dark.” She whispered unbuckling her seat belt and scooting close to him.
“Yeah.” He whispered wishing he was stopped so he could kiss her.
“You’re hard.” She whispered running her palm against the front of his jeans.
“Happens a lot when I’m around ya.” He said gasping as she flipped his button open and lowered the zipper on his jeans.
“Hey Danny?” She asked.
“Yeah?” He said quickly licking his lips.
“Don’t wreck us ok?” She asked and he nodded staring at the road. She slid his erection out of his boxers and smiled as he groaned stopping at a light.
“Hey.” He said turning and grabbing her face kissing her hard as she rubbed him.
“Mmh.” She moaned as he pulled her tongue into his mouth and they both broke apart as a car honked at them.
“Fuck.” He said looking back at the road and driving. She took her hands off him and scooted in the seat for a second and he glanced over and she looked like she was touching herself. “What are ya doin?” He asked looking for a place to pull over.
“Nothing.” She said moving her hand and touching his hardness spreading her wetness on him. “I didn’t bring lotion.” She whispered and he gasped loudly.
“Oh god that’s fucking hot.” He whispered gripping the steering wheel so hard his hands ached as she stroked him slowly.
“This feel ok?” She whispered as she jacked him off.
“Fuck yes.” He said thrusting into her hand. “Not gonna last long.” He whispered breathing heavily as she started moving faster. She reached down with her other hand and cupped his balls and he called out exploding shooting semen up onto his shirt and the steering wheel. “Holy shit.” He said slowing the car down as he realized he was speeding.
“That was awesome.” Lindsay said grabbing her purse and pulling out the small package of wet wipes. “Can you take me to Jakes?” She asked and wiped the come off the steering wheel.
“Yeah.” He said still breathing heavy gasping as she wiped him with the cool wet wipe, cleaning him up.
“There.” She whispered slipping him back gently into his boxers and fixing his jeans.
“I can’t think of a word to say.” He whispered as he drove.
“Really?” She asked grinning.
“I mean nothing makes any sense in my mind.” He said smiling stupidly as he pulled in front of the bar she’d told him to go to.
“Can you come over tomorrow?” She asked.
“Yeah.” He said smiling. “What time?”
“8?” She asked smiling.
“I’ll be there.” He said watching as she put the dirty wet wipes in an empty coffee cup. “What are ya doin?”
“I’m having a beer with Stella.” She said.
“After what just happened?” He asked shocked.
“Yes.” She said smiling as she hopped out of the car and ran into the bar.
“Hey.” Stella said smiling as Lindsay walked in smiling.
“Hey.” Lindsay said sitting down beside her. “So what’s going on?”
“I need a girlfriend.” Stella said looking into her beer. “I slept with Sheldon.”
“What?” Lindsay asked shocked.
“I know, one minute we’re talking and then I don’t know.” She said sadly. “I was so drunk and I think he was too.”
“Well was it at least good?” Lindsay asked smiling weakly.
“No.” Stella said. “It was awkward and just really not good.” She said cringing.
“What about Flack?” Lindsay asked knowing that Stella and Flack had been seeing each other for a while.
“He dumped me, well I sorta dumped him I don’t know.” Stella said sadly. “I can’t believe myself, what the hell is wrong with me?” She asked tears filling her dark eyes.
“Honey, we all do stupid things, add alcohol and that makes it worse.” Lindsay said smiling. “Did you talk about it?”
“No.” Stella said. “I started crying and I pushed him off me and ran out.” She said. “I don’t want to see him.”
“Oh.” Lindsay said a little shocked. “Stel, Sheldon’s a nice guy, I think you should talk to him otherwise things are gonna be weird with you..” Lindsay said. “What made you cry?”
“I just kept thinking it wasn’t right, that he didn’t feel like Don.” She said losing the battle as a tear slipped down her cheek. “I love him so much Lindsay.” She said sadly.
“What happened?”
“I told him I loved him, he flipped out.” She said. “Then we tried to pretend I didn’t say it and things just got weird and he stopped staying the night.” She said shaking her head. “I scared him off.”
“Men are idiots.” Lindsay said sighing.
“Yeah, then I pressured him, I told him I didn’t need to hear the words but I needed him to at least spend the night.” She said. “Does that make sense?”
“Yes, because spending the night means that you mean something, that you’re not just a quick lay or a one night stand.” Lindsay said. “Really had to hurt if he was staying the night and then quit.”
“It did.” She whispered. “But it’s definetly over now, he’d freak if he knew what happened with Shel.”
“I’m calling Sheldon.” Lindsay said grabbing her phone. “Trust me, you don’t want to wait to have this talk, do it now and you won’t have to do it tomorrow at work.” Lindsay said and she agreed.
“Hawkes.” Sheldon said.
“Hey it’s Lindsay can you meet me at Jakes?”
“Um I guess so, like now?” He asked.
“Yeah.” Lindsay said smiling as he agreed and she hung up. “He’s on his way.”
“I don’t know what to say.” Stella said.
“The truth.” Lindsay said. “I’ll leave as soon as he gets here.” Lindsay said and Stella nodded.
“I’m so glad I have you.” Stella said smiling. “I never had a girlfriend before.” She said smiling.
“I did but she had sex with my fiance.” Lindsay admitted. “That’s probably why I don’t get close to people, I have some trust issues.”
“That’s terrible, did you kick her ass?” Stella asked shocked.
“No, she married him, they used the ring he bought for me and the church and our date and everything.” Lindsay said. “He’s an ass and I’m glad I didn’t marry him but still it hurt.”
“God.” Stella said shocked. “Tell me about it?”
“Another time, it’s a long story and Sheldon’s here.” Lindsay said looking up as he walked into the bar. “Hey.” Lindsay said hugging him. “You and Stel need to talk.”
“Yeah.” He said smiling at her.
“Stell I’ll see you in the morning.” Lindsay said hugging her friend.
“Night.” Stella said smiling at her.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said answering her phone early the next morning as she sat in her office.
“Hey.” Greg said.
“What’s wrong?” Lindsay asked knowing by the sound in his voice he was upset.
“I fucked up.” He said and she put her pen down.
“Tell me what’s wrong?” She asked worried.
“I had sex with Sara.” He said sadly.
“Greg.” Lindsay said sighing. “What the hell?” She asked turning her chair around to face the wall.
“I don’t know.” He said.
“Greg how could you sleep with Sara, how could you honey.” She said rubbing her temples.
“I dunno, I swear to god it just happened.” He said fighting tears. “It gets worse.”
“Oh no.” Lindsay said waiting.
“I didn’t use anything.” He said.
“Greg.” Lindsay said shaking her head. “So let me get this straight.” She said a little pissed off. “You cheated, something you swore to me you would never do, and you cheated with Sara, and you might have gotten her pregnant, what the hell is wrong with you.” She said sadly.
“You think I don’t know I fucked up?” He asked loudly. “I didn’t call so you could make me feel worse dammit.” He said.
“I’m sorry.” Lindsay said. “Did you tell Nicky?”
“No, I will I have to.” He said sadly. “He’s gonna kill me and hate me.” He said.
“He won’t hate you but what happened?” She asked. “Greg you love Nick, I’ve never seen you happier.” She said turning her chair around to grab her coffee and seeing Danny sitting at his desk.
“We all went out for Sara’s birthday and Nick was pissed at me cause I flirted with her, it’s what I do.” He said.
“You flirt to much.” Lindsay said smiling as Danny watched her.
“Yeah well he left and I got polluted and ended up taking Sara home and she I don’t know Lindsay.” He said slamming his fist into the wall. “She said she wanted me to fuck her senseless, that’s what she wanted for her birthday.” He said.
“Greg that’s just stupid.” She said. “Honey, I know you’ve had this flirting thing with Sara forever but you love Nick, you live with him, I don’t understand how you can just shut that off.”
“I didn’t, listen Nick’s been distant with me, he doesn’t talk, he’s unhappy and it’s not like I can talk to anyone here, cause god forbid anyone know we’re seeing each other.” He said sarcastically.
“He almost died Greg, I think he’s allowed to be a little distant.” She said. “I know he loves you.”
“I know.” Greg said. “I fucked up big time.” He said.
“Yeah.” She said sadly.
“Listen I have an idea.” He said shaking his head. “When we come down, can you have sex with him so that we’ll be even?” He asked.
“I am not having anything with him so you’ll be even.” She said laughing. “Please explain to me your logic?” She asked and Danny smiled as he looked at his computer.
“I dunno, maybe it won’t seem so bad that I cheated if he does it.” He said shrugging. “What’s the big deal you’ve already made out with him.”
“We didn’t make out.” Lindsay said her face red. “Well not really, anyway.” She said shaking her head. “I’m not sleeping with your boyfriend so you can feel less guilty and you would be pissed off at me if I did it.” She said.
“You saying he’s not attractive?” He asked smiling.
“Greg, you know Nicky’s freakin hot, but no.” She said smiling. “Besides what about our bond?” She asked smiling. “You wrecked our bond now we don’t all like dick.” She said and Danny choked on his coffee.
“I still like dick, trust me it wasn’t real good with Sara.” He said. “Listen I know this is big but will you call Nicky for me?”
“No.” Lindsay said shocked. “You’re a big boy Greg, I’m not telling Nick for you.” She said. “You know it’s gonna crush him.”
“I know.” Greg said sadly. “I can’t do it.”
“Well it’s your choice but what if Sara says something to Nick, they’re friends and she doesn’t know about the two of you.” Lindsay said sighing.
“I know.” He said. “Do you still love me?”
“I love you Greg, so much but this is bad.” She said sadly. “Real bad baby.”
“I know you think I don’t know?” He asked.
“Hang on.” Lindsay said answering the phone at her desk. “Monroe.”
“Hey it’s Nick you got a sec?” He asked.
“Um yeah just a minute.” Lindsay said.
“I have to go.” She said into her cell phone.
“Ok call me later?” He asked.
“I will.” She said hanging up. “Ok Nicky what’s up?”
“You busy?” He asked.
“Nope not yet, I don’t clock in for another 10 minutes.” She said biting on her bottom lip. “Everything ok?”
“I think Greg and I are in trouble.” He said sadly. “I’ve been pushing him away since my incident and he’s real unhappy and we haven’t touched each other in like 2 months.” He said.
“I think you need to talk to him.” Lindsay said. “And 2 months isn’t a long time.”
“It is for us.” Nick said.
“You guys hump like bunnies it must be bad right now.” Lindsay said and Danny grinned again.
“It is I’m scared.” He said. “He didn’t come home the other night until 4am and he slept on the couch.” He said.
“Oh?” Lindsay said not sure what to do or say.
“Do you think he met someone?” He asked.
“Oh Nick I don’t know.” She said making a face. “I know that he loves you and I know he’s an idiot.” She said.
“Can I tell you something?” He asked fighting tears.
“I guess.” She said cringing.
“I slept with Sara, it just happened, I mean I’ve only been with girls until Greg and I don’t know I can’t believe I did it and I’m so scared of losing him.” He said and Lindsay’s jaw dropped.. “Please say something.” He said.
“I don’t know what to say.” She admitted. “You slept with Sara when?”
“Last week, it’s been tearing me up, Greg pulled a double and I still like girls Lindsay, I mean I love Greg but I’m still attracted to women.”
“How does that work?” She asked confused. “I mean I’m being completely serious, I don’t understand I mean are you attracted to boys and girls, do you want to be with a woman?” She asked and shook her head.
“I don’t know, I don’t want be with anyone other than Greg but it just happened.” He said.
“Ok I’m feeling a little out of my element because I only know about sex with boys, this sleeping with girls is really fucking me up.” She said honestly.
“Should I tell him?” He asked.
“Yes.” Lindsay said.
“Could you tell him I don’t think I can face him?” He asked.
“No I’m not telling him.” Lindsay said loudly. “Nicky I love you guys but you seriously need to talk.” She said. “Before you get here.”
“Yeah.” He said. “I guess if he dumps me I won’t be coming, you were his friend first.” He said.
“Don’t talk like that, just talk to him and if you need me call.” She said sadly. “You guys can’t break up, you’re my boys, I don’t want you to break up.”
“I know, I’ll talk to him but he may take off and come to you, that’s his usual MO.” He said.
“Tell him to come I’ll be here.” Lindsay said sadly. “But you better follow him.” She said. “I love you guys.” She said.
“Love you too I’ll talk to you later.” He said hanging up.
“Wow.” Lindsay said hanging up the phone.
“That sounded interesting.” Danny said watching her.
“Yeah.” She said smiling. “Oh the drama.”
“Hey.” Stella said poking her head in. “Linds you and I have a case.” She said and Lindsay nodded standing up.
“See ya later.” Lindsay said smiling at Danny as she followed Stella.
“Hey.” Lindsay said letting Danny into her apartment later that night.
“Wow.” He said smiling at her Christmas tree and decorations. “Looks nice.”
“Thanks.” She said smiling as she yawned. “Bedroom is this way.” She said taking his coat off and draping it over the couch.
“Lindsay.” He said stopping her. “I wanted to talk to ya a sec.” He said.
“Nope, no talking until after Christmas.” She said smiling. “It was my rules, we have 2 more after this and then we can talk.” She said.
“Alright.” He said after a minute passed. “So what do I gotta do?” He asked licking his lips.
“Get naked.” She said smiling at him.
“What number is tonight?” He asked pulling off his shirt feeling a little awkward but to excited to care.
“It’s a surprise.” She said smiling as she stripped down to her bra and panties leaving the small lamp in the corner on shadowing the room in light.
“Nice Montana.” He said licking his lips as she stood in front of him in the black underwear.
“Thanks, lay down.” She said hooking her hands in his boxers and pulling them down and pushing him onto her bed.
“Yes maam.” He said smiling as she licked her lips looking at his hardness already standing at attention. “Cuffs again?” He asked as she pulled the handcuffs out.
“Yeah.” She said handcuffing his wrists to the head board loosely. “That to tight?” She asked against his mouth.
“No it’s ok.” He said pulling her bottom lip into his mouth. “Never hated and loved handcuffs so much in my life.” He said shaking his head as she moved away from him and smiled. “Wait, I didn’t say anything else about handcuffs until it was my turn to do what I wanted.” He said and she smiled. “Why am I cuffed?”
“Cause I know you won’t be able to not touch if you’re not tied up.” She said nervously.
“Dat’s probably true.” He admitted. “So what’s goin on here?” He asked watching her feeling a little exposed.
“Ok so I’m a little nervous.” She said sitting down on the bed facing him.
“Ok.” He said watching her. “Ya don’t gotta do anything ya don’t want.” He said staring at her.
“I know.” She said taking a deep breath and sliding her leg over his brushing against his erection and spreading her legs still wearing the panties.
“Whatcha doin?” He asked watching her.
“What does it look like?” She asked sliding her hand inside her panties.
“Oh shit.” He said pulling on the handcuffs. “I need to be free.” He said looking annoyed.
“I thought you wanted to watch?” She whispered as she lightly touched herself.
“Oh god.” He said blinking a few times. “Can ya lose dat bra?” He asked voice tight with need.
“Yeah.” She said moving her hand out of her panties and flipping off the bra trying not to be self conscious as she threw it on the floor.
“Oh god Lindsay.” He said biting his bottom lip eyes shining with passion.
“I think I should lose the panties too.” She said and he nodded watching her. She slid them off her hips and threw them on the floor and tried not to cringe as he stared at her. “This is intimate.” She said nervously as she sat up on her elbow watching him.
“Yeah.” He whispered dick pulsing with need. “I have to touch ya.” He said voice breaking.
“Not tonight.” She whispered and moved her leg back over his hips spreading her legs as she slid her hand down.
“Oh fuck.” He said thrusting his hips up as she slid her fingers down to stroke herself. “Ya wet.” He whispered almost coming.
“Yeah.” She said lightly rubbing her clit.
“I wanna be inside ya so fuckin bad.” He said fighting the cuffs as she moaned lightly.
“I want you inside me too.” She said biting her bottom lip as she moved her fingers in a circle her nipples hard.
“Oh god, dat feel good?” He asked needing to touch himself at least.
“Yeah.” She whispered. “You like watching this?” She asked.
“Oh yeah.” He whispered breaths coming in short pants. “Fuckin hottest thing I even seen in my life.” He said feeling lightheaded and dizzy.
“Tell me what you want me to do.” She whispered watching him.
“Put ya finger inside.” He said gasping loudly as she did it.
“Oh god Danny.” Lindsay whispered thrusting her finger inside herself.
“Oh Jesus.” He whispered almost out of his mind. “Harder do it harder.” He said and she moved her finger harder.
“Oh god.” She whispered closing her eyes wishing it was him thrusting inside her.
“How does it feel?” He asked.
“Hot, tight.” She said gasping and pulling her finger out to rub her clit again.
“Lemme taste?” He asked shaking.
“What?” She asked still rubbing.
“Put ya fingers in my mouth.” He asked barely hanging onto his sanity as she bit her bottom lip moving her hand and getting up on her knees and moving her wet fingers to his mouth gasping as he pulled them into his mouth sucking them. “Ya taste good.” He said as she moved her fingers and sat back on her heels spreading her legs and reaching back down gasping as she touched herself.
“Oh god.” She said throwing her head back as she moved her fingers. “I’m gonna.” She gasped whimpering as she exploded. “Danny god.” She whispered as she shivered her hips bucking against her hand as she came harder than she’d ever done.
“Lindsay.” He groaned and came shooting onto his belly. “Oh my god.” He said gasping loudly shocked that he came without any physical stimulation.
“Wow.” She whispered a few minutes later. “I’ll be back.” She said pulling on a long tee shirt and walking into the bathroom grabbing a washcloth and getting it wet with warm water and walking back in. “Here.” She whispered crawling on the bed and gently washing him. “You came.” She said.
“Yeah.” He said watching her. “First for me I didn’t think dat was possible.”
“Let me get the key.” She said as she finished washing him.
“Shit.” Danny said as his cell phone rang. “I’m on call.” He said and she pulled his phone off his pants and put it up to his ear. “Messer.” He said grinning.
“Danny it’s Mac I need you to meet me at the lab.” He said.
“Oh damn.” Danny said groaning. “Ok.” He said and nodded to Lindsay and she disconnected. “Mac is trying to fuck my life up.” He said as she grabbed the keys and unlocked him.
“Hey at least he waited til now.” She said smiling as he rubbed his wrists.
“I guess there is that.” He said sitting up. “I don’t wanna go.” He said sighing.
“Can you come over tomorrow night?” She asked handing him his clothes.
“Yeah, what time?” He asked pulling on his clothes quickly.
“8?” She asked shrugging.
“Yeah.” He said tucking his shirt in. “Just for record, in the most incredible experiences of my life, that’s number 1.” He said grabbing her and kissing her hard sliding his hand down to cup her butt as his tongue invaded her mouth devouring her.
“Wow.” Lindsay said clinging to him as they broke apart for air.
“I gotta go.” He said resting his forehead on hers and sighing. “I’ll see ya tomorrow though.”
“Yeah.” She said nodding still reveling in that kiss. “Be careful.” She said as she opened the door to let him leave and shut it collapsing against it wondering what the hell that kiss was.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said the next afternoon as she and Danny and Stella were on their way home from a scene.
“Hey.” Greg said. “You busy?”
“Not really how are you?” She asked.
“I haven’t talked to him about it yet.” He admitted. “I know I’m a puss but I’m, I just need some time.” He said.
“Ok.” She said. “It’s not my place to tell you you’re wrong, you are but it’s not my place to tell you.” She said smiling.
“Listen we’re gonna take a cab from the airport, we’re on standby so I’m not sure what time but I’m thinking sometime around lunchtime Christmas Day.” He said.
“Ok but you don’t have to take a cab you can call and let me know what time.” She said.
“We’ll see.” He said yawning.
“How long are you staying?”
“4 days.” Greg said. “The good news is we won’t get your sheets dirty.” He said sounding depressed.
“I found pecker tracks on my couch last time too.” Lindsay said and Stella and Danny both laughed. “I don’t care if you do it on my bed but I’m sleeping on the couch that’s wrong.” She said smiling.
“Sorry, that was back when we wanted each other all the time.” He said sighing. “I can probably sleep with you in the bed and Nick can take the couch.” He said.
“You snore, I’ll sleep with Nick.” She said smiling.
“No way not after you almost had sex with him.” Greg said smiling.
“I didn’t almost do anything with him, he is a great kisser and has an incredible body but trust me, we didn’t get close to sex.” She said smiling.
“You had your shirt off.” Greg said laughing.
“Yes but I had panties on.” She said smiling back. “But I don’t think it matters and you guys should sleep together like normal and I’ll sleep on the couch like normal.” She said.
“Probably safer since he’s seen you naked.”
“You’ve seen it too.” She said her face turning red. “Not to change the subject but talking about naked always reminds me of Tiffy and she’s thinking about coming, said she’d let me know.”
“Cool we’ll have to go out.” He said. “Have you made any decisions?”
“Not yet, will you stop asking?” She said annoyed.
“You only have a week left before you have to give Gris an answer.” He said.
“Jeez Greggo thank you I don’t know how I remember anything without you.” She said rolling her eyes.
“Don’t roll your eyes at me.”
“I’m not rolling my eyes.” Lindsay said grinning. “Let me go and call when you know your flight information.” She said.
“Ok I love you.”
“I love you to hey.” She said smiling. “Do me a favor, blow Nick this morning amazing what clarity an orgasm will give you.” She said and he laughed. “Bye.”
“Bye.” He said hanging up.
“You’re friends coming for Christmas?” Stella asked smiling as they were stopped in traffic.
“Yeah and maybe my sister.” Lindsay said. “They’re having trouble.”
“I thought they were so happy.” Stella said.
“Me too but Greg calls and tells me he slept with this girl Sara and he’s scared and upset then 3 seconds later Nicky calls me and he slept with the same girl.” Lindsay said shaking her head. “I’m worried about them, this could be an interesting Christmas.”
“Nick’s the really hot one right, the Texas that you sorta dated?” Stella asked.
“One date, lot’s of beer and yeah he is hot.” Lindsay said. “I was worried because Nicky never dated a man before Greg, he was actually he was Vegas’s Danny.” Lindsay said smiling.
“Slut?” Stella asked and Lindsay nodded.
“Hey, I’m not a slut.” He said turning to look at them. “I’ll have both of you know before this week I hadn’t been with a woman in 8 months.”
“Wow.” Stella said shocked.
“That’s impressive.” Lindsay said shocked.
“So I’m not a slut.” He said smiling.
“Lindsay how long since you’ve had sex?” Stella asked.
“Oh a really long time.” Lindsay said making a face.
“More than a year?” Stella asked and Lindsay nodded. “More than 2 years?”
“Yes can we drop it?” Lindsay asked. “How long since you’ve had sex Stel?” Lindsay asked smiling wickedly.
“Bitch.” Stella said teasing her. “So you’re sleeping with Nick when he’s here?”
“No, I’m not sleeping with either of em, I’ll sleep on the couch, even when Greg was sleeping with girls I didn’t take his flirting seriously though.” She said. “We’ve known each other to long.”
“I know you’re close.” Stella said smiling.
“Yeah he knows everything about me and it annoys the shit out of me.” Lindsay said smiling. “But I do love him.”
“Danny what are you doing for Christmas?” Stella asked.
“Same as last year.” Danny said smiling at her.
“You’re welcome to come with me to Mac’s?” Stella offered.
“No, much fun as that sounds like no.” Danny said and she laughed.
“You’re not going anywhere Danny?” Lindsay asked.
“No, I’ll hang out.” He said.
“You have to come eat with us.” Lindsay said smiling. “Seriously I cook way to much food and we watch football, you’re coming.” She said.
“Gotta love the pity invite.” He said.
“No, Greg will tell stories about me and if my sisters there she’ll flirt terribly with both of the boys and trust me it’s funny.” She said smiling. “Please come?”
“Alright.” He said nodding and cheering as traffic finally started to move.
“Come in.” Lindsay said letting Danny in later that evening.
“You ok?” He asked looking at her.
“Yeah.” She said walking into her dark bedroom. “I guess not.” She said stopping. “I don’t want to be tied up, I mean I won’t do anything and I’ll hold my arms up but I’m scared of being tied up.” She spit out her face red.
“Ok.” He said softly. “We don’t have to do anything if ya don’t want.” He said.
“No it’s not that I just.” She stopped and sighed. “I’ve been stressing out about getting handcuffed, I just need to be able to get free if I have to, it’s not that I don’t trust you it’s just.”
“Lindsay.” He said cupping her cheek. “Don’t stress, it’s ok.”
“I’m wrecking the fantasy part I know.” She said feeling bad.
“No, trust me I’m fine.” He said smiling.
“Ok so what do you want me to do, you’re the boss.” She said smiling up at him.
“Get naked.” He said smiling at her. “It’s only fair.”
“You’re gonna torture me aren’t you?” She asked nervously.
“Yep.” He said watching as she unbuttoned her shirt in the almost completely dark room. She quickly got undressed and layed down on the bed even lifting her arms up like she was tied up. “This is kinda weird.” She said smiling.
“It feels strange huh?” He asked yanking off his shirt and dropping his pants.
“Hey before you start.” She said sitting up.
“Yeah I thought we weren’t talking.” He said licking his lips dying to touch her.
“We’re not really talking.” She said shaking her head. “But I don’t know what your plan is but I’m on the pill and I’m clean so you don’t have to use a condom unless you want to but if you want to I don’t have any.” She said quickly her face flaming red.
“Is that ok?” He asked. “I mean I didn’t know if ya just wanted to play?” He asked a little nervous himself.
“Danny, if it had been in your fantasy I’d have had you inside me 3 days ago.” She said and he groaned. “But if you want to wait I’m ok with that but don’t wait on me.”
“Yes maam.” He said dropping his boxers off and setting his glasses down climbing into the bed dropping a kiss on her flat belly. “I been waitin forever for dis.” He said kissing up her belly to her breasts taking his time rolling each nipple between his lips and tongue loving the small gasps she made as her head thrashed on the mattress. He smiled and moved up laying on top of her and planting his lips on hers kissing her until they were both dizzy and breathless their tongues battling each other as they devoured one anothers mouth. “Um Montana.” He whispered breaking away from her mouth for air as she grabbed his face.
“Oh I forgot.” She said smiling and moving her hands back up to hold the head board as he nuzzled her neck rubbing his facial hair and then licking the soft creamy skin. “Ya taste good.” He whispered pulling her earlobe into his mouth and sliding his tongue along the sensitive skin.
“Danny.” She whispered rubbing her leg against his wanting him inside her.
“Not yet.” He said moving his hips away from her as she tried to get him inside her. “Be patient.”
“I can’t.” She whispered smiling as he moved down to kiss her chest and nibble a line down to her belly sticking his tongue inside her belly button smiling as she giggled. “Tickles.”
“Really what about this?” He asked moving lower to where her hips and leg meet.
“Not so much.” She whispered knowing she’d never been touched there and fighting the urge to call out as he ran his tongue along the line. “Danny.” She whispered as he lifted her leg and bent it at the knee and kissed all around her groin but where she wanted him to. “Danny.” She said loudly as he lightly licked her clit. “Oh god.” She gasped trying to stay still.
“Just relax.” He whispered and slipped a finger inside her dying at how small she felt around his finger. “Ya like that?” He asked as she clenched around him.
“Yes, don’t stop.” She said biting her bottom lip as he attached his mouth to her clit gently flicking his tongue in circles as he lightly thrust his finger in her tight body bringing her close over and over again to orgasm and backing down making lazy strokes. “Dammit.” She said as he did it again. “Danny you dammit.” She said and he laughed against her body.
“Ok no more teasing.” He said and she nodded as he moved his head back down attacking her clit with a fast rhythym as he arched his finger up hitting the sensitive area he knew would make her crazy.
“Oh God.” She gasped loudly as she came hard stars exploding behind her eyes as her body shook with the powerful orgasm. “Oh Danny.” She said breathing heavily as he moved his finger out of her body. “Please.” She said as he moved up her body. “Please inside me now.” She said still breathless.
“Are ya sure?” He asked laying on top of her supporting most of his weight on his arms.
“Yeah I’m sure, I just, it’s been a long time.” She said breathing returning to normal. “I don’t want to disapoint you.” She whispered.
“Ya kiddin right?” He asked kissing her softly. “Not possible.”
“I want this.” She whispered looking him in the eyes.
“Me too.” He said softly smiling as she wrapped her legs around his waist. “So good.” He whispered as he nudged her wetness slipping the head of his hard dick inside her tight body. “Ya so small.” He said groaning as he felt her stretching around him her tightness engulfing him. “Ya ok?”
“Yes don’t stop.” She said arching her hips up to his making him sink all the way deep inside her. “Oh god.” She said breathing labored. “You feel so big.” She said almost scared for a minute.
“Am I hurting ya?” He asked looking down at her.
“No.” She said blinking a few times and moving her hips gasping as pleasure shot through her as she did it. “Oh my god this feels incredible.” She said as he moved almost out and lightly plunged back in.
“Lindsay, god baby.” He said groaning as she moved with him as they strained for release.
“Harder.” She whispered and he pulled out and thrust a little harder afraid he would hurt her but she gasped and bit down on his shoulder as she moved against him. “There.” She whispered as he lifted up on her hips hitting her at a better angle. “Danny.” She called out loudly whimpering as she crashed and exploded the orgasm ripping almost painfully through her body as she clung to him.
“Lindsay.” He said thrusting hard and spilling inside her as her body milked him still quivering from the orgasm. “Oh god, are ya ok?” He asked kissing her face.
“Yes.” She said nodding and holding him close. “Wow.”
“Yeah I was rough.” He said rolling them so that she was laying on top of him.
“No, not to rough.” She said tiredly as he lightly rubbed her back.
“Monroe.” Lindsay said tiredly into the phone a few hours later.
“Lindsay it’s Mac can you meet me at 5th and Washington?” He asked sounding tired.
“Yeah.” She said moving off of Danny’s chest. “I’ll be there.” She said hanging up and rubbing her eyes. “Danny.” She whispered and he reached for her curling on his side. “Danny I have to go in.” She said.
“Want me to drive ya?” He whispered voice thick with sleep.
“No, just go back to sleep.” She said smiling as she stood up and grabbed some clothes walking to the bathroom to quickly to get ready to go.
“Mmh Montana?” Danny said at 5am when her alarm went off. He slapped it so it would shut up and yawned wondering for a minute where she was. “Oh yeah.” He said aloud as he rubbed his face in her pillow drifting off back to sleep. “Shit.” Danny said a while later hearing her land line phone ringing. He got up and pulled on his boxers walking into the empty dark kitchen ignoring the phone. He smiled as he heard her voice come on the machine asking the caller to leave a message and she’d call them back.
“Lindsay it’s momma, just calling to say hi, I talked to Greg last night and daddy and I are excited for you about Vegas. You know if you need help moving daddy said he’d come and drive the moving truck again, call and let me know and Merry Christmas baby.” The woman said hanging up.
“What the fuck?” Danny said out loud wondering what the hell that was about.
“What are you so happy about?” Stella asked her late that morning. “You had to dumpster dive not something that usually inspires smiling.”
“I’m just in a good mood.” Lindsay said smiling as she slammed her locker closed. “How are you?”
“Ok.” She said shrugging. “I had coffee with Don last night, we didn’t really talk.”
“It’s gonna work out.” Lindsay said smiling at her.
“I hope so, well I’ll see you after you get done here.” She said smiling as she yawned. “Meet me in trace?”
“Ok I’ll be there.” Lindsay said smiling as she watched Stella walk out. She grabbed her phone and text messaged Danny that she would be in the shower if he wanted to meet her and grinned jumping in the shower. She showered as slowly as she could wondering what he was doing.
“Dude what is your issue today?” Flack asked Danny as he threw his lab coat in the corner after getting a message on his phone.
“Fuck off.” Danny said glaring coldly at his best friend.
“Ok.” Don said shaking his head. “I’m gonna leave ya to take care of dis stuff.” He said walking out leaving Danny alone in the lab. Danny pulled his lab coat on and tried not to be so pissed off as he started processing evidence from a case from the day before barely looking up as Stella came in with a lot of new evidence.
“Morning.” She said smiling at him as she sat the box down.
“Yeah.” He said looking at the clothes from his victim.
“You ok?” She asked after a few minutes.
“What the fuck is wrong with people, yes I’m fine.” He said loudly snapping off his gloves and slamming out of the lab.
“Ok.” Stella said shaking her head and moving to start working on her evidence.
“Hey.” Lindsay said walking in a little while later her hair wet and a weak smile on her face.
“Hey I left the knife for you.” Stella said handing her the bagged evidence. “You know finders keepers.” She said grinning.
“You’re so sweet.” Lindsay said pulling on her lab coat and some gloves.
“When are Greg and Nick coming?” She asked as they worked in relative silence.
“I’m not sure tonight or tomorrow.” Lindsay said smiling. “Greg’s so upset with me right now I don’t know if they will come.”
“Why is he mad at you?” Stella asked.
“This is between us?” Lindsay asked smiling.
“Yeah.” Stella said.
“He sent a copy of my resume to his boss Grissom cause they had an opening and he knows I’ve wanted to work in that lab like my whole life, and Grissom called and offered me the job.” She said smiling. “But I said no.”
“Oh good you had me worried.” Stella said smiling brightly.
“I think I knew I was gonna say no but I didn’t decide until early this morning, I called Grissom this morning on my way to our scene, he was very nice about it.”
“They are number one.” Stella said smiling. “Would be hard to turn down.”
“Yeah but it wasn’t that hard of a decision.” Lindsay said telling the truth. “I just know Greg’s gonna be really disappointed when he gets my message.” She said hating that part.
“Have you seen Danny?” Lindsay asked Hawkes late in the afternoon when she hadn’t seen him all day.
“Um he’s in your office I think.” Sheldon said hurrying off down the hall. Lindsay smiled and went to her office and smiled as she saw him staring at his computer.
“Hi.” She said smiling as she walked in and sat down at her desk watching him.
“Hi.” He said not looking up at her.
“Are you gonna come over tonight?” She asked after a while of them sitting there not talking.
“Um actually I have plans.” He said standing up quickly.
“Oh.” She said shocked and feeling like someone punched her in the gut.
“See ya later.” He said moving out of their office wanting to hit something as he walked up to the roof.
“Mac do you care if I take off early?” Lindsay asked a little bit later still feeling sick from Danny’s abrupt rejection.
“No, go ahead and Merry Christmas.” He said smiling as she nodded and walked off in the direction on her locker.
“Can I help you?” Danny asked as he walked in his office and a tall kid was sitting at Lindsay’s desk with his feet tapping to the beat of unheard music.
“Yeah where’s Lindsay?” The tall guy asked his hair in crazy spikes.
“Um I dunno.” Danny said watching as the guy picked up Lindsay’s office phone and dialed.
“Dammit Lindsay get your hot ass to your office, I’m here and Nicky’s at your apartment where are you, I’m not mad I swear.” He said smiling as he hung up on her voice mail. “There any way to page her?” He asked Danny.
“She’s not answering her phone?” Danny asked sitting down.
“Nope, Greg Sanders you must be Danny.” He said moving over to shake his hand.
“Yeah, she was here an hour ago.” Danny said looking at his computer screen shocked at the kid, he didn’t look gay.
“She probably thinks I’m mad at her.” He said twirling a pen in his hand. “Did she say anything?”
“No, I don’t think so.” He said wondering what the man was talking about.
“Shit.” Greg said picking up his cell phone and dialing Nick. “Hey you seen er yet?”
“Nope, I’m watching tv and getting hungry you seen her?” Nick asked yawning.
“No, call in a pizza or something.” Greg said.
“I will, you think she’s ok?” He asked.
“Yeah she’s probably just worried I’m pissed.” He said. “I’ll have someone else call er, maybe she’s avoiding my calls.” He said. “I’ll call you if I hear.” He said.
“Ok I’ll do the same.” Nick said hanging up.
“Man can I use you phone?” Greg asked.
“Um yeah.” Danny said not wanting to tell him that she wouldn’t answer for him either.
“Thanks.” Greg said dialing her number from memory and rolling his eyes as it went straight to voicemail. “Lindsay.” He said smiling. “I thought maybe I should try you from another phone, baby I’m not mad at you, Vegas is hot and you’re making a mistake but I still love you now start answering your phone or go home before I file a missing person.” He said hanging up and handing Danny his phone.
“Danny why are you still here?” Mac asked sticking his head in the office.
“Oh, just finishing up.” Danny said glancing at his computer shocked by what he heard.
“Greg Sanders, I’m a friend of Lindsay’s.” Greg said smiling at Mac.
“Hey, Mac Taylor, Lindsay left about an hour ago.” Mac said.
“I can’t get ahold of her.” Greg said a little worried.
“You try her cell phone?” Mac asked.
“Yeah and she’s not at home either.” Greg said getting up. “Something happen today to upset her?”
“I don’t think so, she just asked if she could leave a little early.” Mac said shrugging.
“Ok, I’m gonna go look for her.” Greg said. “Nice to meet you guys.” He said nodding at both men as he moved out of the office on a mission.
“Nicky?” Lindsay asked as she walked into her apartment and saw him laying on her couch.
“Lindsay we’ve been worried sick.” Nick said jumping up and walking over to her.
“Sorry I didn’t know you were here.” She said dropping her purse and hugging him choking on a sob.
“Hey what’s wrong?” Nick asked shocked, he’d never seen her cry.
“I messed up Nicky.” She said crying hard into his chest.
“Come sit down.” He said pulling off her coat and pulling her to the couch as she sobbed. “Tell me what happened?”
“I had this stupid plan, I slept with Danny, last night, and it was amazing and I really thought it was more than just sex, and then today he’s cold and distant and I asked him if he wanted to come over tonight and he said he had plans.” She said crying into Nick’s chest. “It was just sex and I’m in love with him.”
“Oh shit.” Nick said rubbing her back feeling completely out of his element. “I’m sorry.”
“I’m stupid, I should have known.” She said shaking her head. “How could I do this?” She asked wiping her eyes.
“Let’s call Greg, he’s at your office we’ve been trying to find you.” He said picking up his phone and dialing. “Hey, she’s here.” Nick said.
“Ok I’m right around the corner.” Greg said hanging up.
“I’m gonna kick his fucking ass.” Greg said an hour later after hearing the entire story. “Fucker.”
“No.” Lindsay said standing up all cried out. “Just leave it alone, I’ll be fine.”
“No.” He said hugging her. “You can still come to Vegas, call Gris he still wants you.”
“No.” She said shaking her head. “I’m not gonna run away, I’m happy here, or I was.” She said pouring herself a cup of coffee. “He didn’t do anything wrong, I mean I never talked to him about it.” She said sadly. “I just really hoped and last night I thought there was more.”
“I just don’t know what to say.” Nick said.
“There’s nothing to say.” She said sniffing. “Let’s eat ice cream and watch movies.” She said trying to act happy. “I don’t want to be depressed the hole time you guys are here.” She said pulling out a movie. “What about When Harry Met Sally?”
“Um not that’s really gay.” Greg said shaking his head. “What about Saw?”
“You fuck men how can you say that’s gay?” Lindsay asked and both of them laughed.
“Easy, it’s gay.” Greg said kissing her hard on the mouth. “Come snuggle with us and let us protect you from the scary movie.” He said putting it in the DVD and plopping down on the couch.
“I love you guys.” Lindsay said sitting between them putting her legs in Nicks lap and her head in Greg’s.
“We love you too, that’s why you should let Nicky kick his ass.” Greg said. “Plus he’s so hot when he’s being all aggressive.” He said winking at him.
“Think we should wake her up?” Nick asked an hour later as she slept soundly.
“No she’s tired.” Greg said playing with her hair. “I hate when she’s hurting.”
“I know.” Nick said watching them. “You’re tired.” He said smiling at the man he loved so much.
“Yeah we’ve been up a long time.” Greg said smiling. “I love you Nick.”
“I love you too.” Nick said smiling at him and turning back to the screen. “I have no idea how she can sleep when you have the volume up this high.”
“It’s better if it’s loud.” Greg said smiling as he turned back to the screen.
“Morning.” Nick said walking tiredly into the kitchen taking the cup of coffee Lindsay handed him.
“Sleep ok?” Lindsay asked leaning against the counter wearing a tee shirt her hair still messy from sleep.
“Like a baby.” He said smiling.
“Where’s Greg?” Lindsay asked yawning.
“He’s in the bathroom.” Nick said sipping his coffee.
“He’s here and needs coffee.” Greg said stumbling tiredly into the kitchen taking Lindsay’s coffee and drinking it. “Hey.” He said hugging Nick pressing a kiss to his bare chest.
“Hey.” Nick said hugging him tightly. “Merry Christmas.” He said smiling.
“God I hate that you’re so cheerful in the mornings.” Greg said rolling his eyes.
“Greggo it’s Christmas.” Lindsay said moving over to give both boys a hug. “I have to start cooking.”
“I’ll help.” Nick said smiling.
“I’ll watch.” Greg said sitting at the table.
“Just like every year.” Lindsay said smiling. “Like we’d let you help anyway.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Greg asked smiling.
“It means I don’t have a fire extinguisher.” Lindsay said smiling as she pulled the turkey out and turned on the oven.
“You know I love tradition.” Greg said watching as the two of them worked together in the kitchen.
“What do you mean?” Lindsay asked as she took a knife out to start cutting vegetables.
“I mean this is the 3rd year so it’s tradition now for us to cook Christmas dinner in our pajamas.” Greg said.
“No, you have to turn on the music then it’s tradition.” Lindsay said smiling.
“Does it have to be country cause I think we should adjust that part?” Greg asked smiling.
“Nope, me and Nicky like it you lose.” Lindsay said walking over to the CD player and turning on the country CD she burned of her favorite songs.
“You doing ok this morning?” Nick asked as they worked in the kitchen and Greg layed down on the couch.
“Yeah.” She said shrugging. “No one ever died from a heart ache.” She said smiling weakly.
“Hey that sounds like a country song.” He said smiling.
“It does.” Lindsay said laughing. “I’m so glad you guys are here, this would have been a miserable Christmas without you.” Lindsay said leaning against the counter.
“For us too.” Nick said smiling. “I’ll get the door.” He said as someone knocked.
“I’ll put the turkey in.” She said smiling as he walked into the living room.
“Yeah?” Nick asked opening the door to a blonde guy with glasses who looked nervous.
“Um is Lindsay here?” Danny asked shocked at the tall dark haired man wearing only sweatpants standing at Lindsay’s door at 8am.
“She’s in the kitchen.” Nick said staring at the man. “Come on in.” He said after a minute.
“Ok.” Danny said awkwardly holding the Christmas present he’d brought for her.
“Nicky dance with me?” Lindsay asked smiling as a slow country song came on and Nick walked into the kitchen.
“You have company.” Nick said and Lindsay looked shocked.
“Danny?” Lindsay said shocked.
“This is Danny?” Nick asked instantly pissed off.
“Nicky.” Lindsay said grabbing his arm. “Excuse us for a minute.” Lindsay said to Danny and pulled Nick into her bedroom. “Do not go caveman on me.” She said slamming the door. “I invited him for dinner so I can’t really be rude to him.”
“I can.” Nick said. “Fucker no one hurts you.” He said pacing in the small room.
“Nicky let me handle this.” She said putting her hands on her hips and glaring at him.
“Fine but he even looks at you funny I’m on it.” Nick said blue eyes shining with anger.
“Ok.” Lindsay said rolling her eyes. “Jeez.”
“What?” Nick asked hands on his hips.
“Greg’s gonna be pissed that he missed this.” She said smiling.
“Why?” Nick asked smiling cooling off a little.
“Cause you are hot when you’re mad.” Lindsay said smiling.
“Yeah?” He asked picking her up and tossing her over his shoulder tickling her. “You’re gonna think hot.” He said pulling open the door and carrying her out and plopped her down on top of a sleeping Greg.
“What the fuck?” Greg asked groaning loudly.
“You missed it.” Lindsay said smiling at him.
“No I felt when you crushed my bones.” Greg said yawning.
“No, you missed Nicky getting riled up.” She said smiling as Danny walked in seeing her sitting on top of Greg’s stomach still in her tee shirt.
“Oh.” Greg said making a face.
“Danny’s here and Nick got a little annoyed.” Lindsay said softly.
“Fuckin hell I missed it?” Greg asked smiling up at Nick.
“Yes and you’re right.” Lindsay said standing up and pulling her shirt back down. “He is yummy when he’s mad.” She said hugging Nick. “Go put on a shirt.”
“You like when I don’t wear a shirt.” He said smacking her on the butt hard.
“Yes, but unless you’re gonna start putting out, I need you to shelf the merchandise.” She said and he laughed. “Danny we’re not eating til about 1.” Lindsay said walking back into the kitchen smiling as Nick layed down on the couch with Greg.
“Ok.” He said watching as she turned the light on in the oven and looked in. “I need to talk to ya.” He said.
“It’s ok Danny don’t worry about it.” She said avoiding looking at him.
“No it’s not.” He said watching her.
“No it is, no harm no foul it was fun.” She said blinking back tears. “It’s just gonna be the four of us, my sisters not coming.” Lindsay said needing to change the subject.
“Lindsay I heard a message ya mom left.” He said as she put some stuff in a pan and turned on the fire. “She said something about ya leaving for Vegas and needing help movin and I freaked out.” He said sighing. “I don’t want ya to leave, I wanted to talk to ya about stuff before we did anything cause this was more to me.” He said and she stopped stirring.
“I’m not going to Vegas.” She said. “I never said I was.”
“Yeah well I didn’t know and I thought you.” He stopped and sighed. “I thought you were sleeping with me as like a last fling before ya left and it killed me.” He said sadly.
“Do you even know me?” She asked looking up at him tears shining in her brown eyes. “You can’t possibly know me.”
“I want to.” He said. “I fucked up, I should have said something to ya but I was scared, I wanted you for a long time and ya pushed me away and then all of a sudden ya give me this 5 days thing but I can’t talk to ya about it, I’m not used to having feelings for someone so I got spooked.” He said honestly.
“I did push you away.” She admitted. “But I was scared and I have to admit that if I hadn’t been offered the job in Vegas I probably would never have done what I did, I was so scared that all this time all you wanted was a casual fling.” She said sighing. “And I didn’t want that so I thought I could see how it went and if it went bad I’d have a place to run.”
“Then I blew you off and made you think it was a casual fling.” He said sighing. “So are you changing your mind about leaving cause I’ll do anything to get ya to stay.” He whispered licking his lips.
“No, even, I told Greg, he said I could still go but I told him I wasn’t running anymore so you don’t have to be with me to get me to stay.” She said stirring the pot of chicken broth for something to do.
“Ok, how bout I be wit ya cause I don’t wanna be without ya?” He asked. “Lindsay, I wanted this for a long time, since the doll case, I haven’t been with a woman since then and if you’ll remember right I been doin everything I could think to try to get ya to go out wit me.” He said. “I know I’m a risk, hell I’ve never had a relationship before but I wanna try.” He said leaning against the counter watching her.
“I don’t know.” She said sadly fear bringing tears to her eyes.
“Fuckin hell Lindsay.” Greg said scaring her.
“Don’t start with me.” Lindsay said pointing at him.
“Don’t pretend I don’t know you.” He said glaring at her. “She wants to.” He told Danny.
“Ok.” Danny said smiling nervously.
“Gregor.” Lindsay said stomping her foot on the ground.
“Stop punishing yourself.” Greg said.
“Butt out.” She said glaring at him. “You don’t know anything.”
“I know not every man is Brandon.” Greg said staring at her.
“Shut up.” She said throwing an empty cup at him.
“You’re a chicken, you want me to fix things with Nick, it’s worth it but you’re just a scaredy cat.” He said.
“Bite me Greg like you’re one to give relationship advice?” Lindsay asked her hands on her hips.
“Ok.” Nick said stepping between the two of them. “Greg, bedroom now.” He said and turned to face him. “Honey, don’t make me carry you.” Nick said.
“I’m not done talking to Linds.” Greg said.
“Yes you are, now she’s gonna talk to Danny, and I’m gonna talk to you.” Nick said grabbing Greg’s face and making him look at him. “G.” He said staring into his eyes.
“Fine.” Greg said sighing. “Linds.” He said and felt bad.
“Just go.” She said shaking her head.
“Come on.” Nick said pulling Greg into the bedroom and shutting the door.
“Ok.” Lindsay said turning to Danny. “I want to be with you, but I’m really scared of getting hurt, I’ve been hurt and it sucked.” She said sadly.
“I don’t wanna hurt ya.” He said tucking her hair behind her ear. “I’m scared cause I don’t know what I’m doin here but I wouldn’t hurt ya on purpose.” He said softly.
“I only have one rule.” She said hugging him.
“Ok.” He said smiling as he hugged her tightly.
“Don’t cheat, I mean if you want to please just tell me first.” She said into his chest. “That’s the hardest thing to get over, so if you want to be with someone else just end it first.”
“I’m not gonna wanna be wit another girl.” He said pulling her head back to look at her. “I only want you, for a long time.”
“But if you change your mind.” She said brown eyes shining with past hurt.
“I won’t but if I do I’ll end it first.” He said watching her. “I promise.”
“Ok.” She said sighing. “So we’re dating?” She asked.
“Yeah I want to.” He said smiling. “This was always more than sex for me.” He said kissing her softly. “I wanted that and god we’re doin it again but it was more.” He whispered against her lips.
“For me too.” She said smiling. “But yeah we’re doin it again.”
“I’m sorry about yesterday.” He whispered against her hair.
“It’s ok, I should have told you.” She said smiling. “Oh no.” She said hearing sizzling sounds.
“Woops.” Danny said smiling as she rushed over as her pot boiled over.
“Don’t distract me.” She said smiling brightly at him as she moved the pan and grabbed a washcloth to wipe up the mess.
“Why not ya been distracin me since the zoo.” He said leaning against the counter watching her.
“You know, you really are sweet.” She said blushing as she turned the fire off.
“Don’t let it get out.” He said smiling.
“We’ll see.” She said smiling. “I wonder how it’s going in there.” She said looking at her closed door.
“You worried?” He asked not really sure what to say.
“I am.” She said sighing. “Part of me hopes they don’t tell each other, I don’t know if it’s something they can get past.” She whispered. “Nick maybe, Greg I don’t know.”
“I’m sure it’s gonna be fine.” Danny said smiling as the music stopped.
“Wanna watch tv, I don’t have anything left to do for a while.” She said wishing she was dressed.
“Yeah.” He said nodding and following her to the couch. “So Nick wanted to kick my ass?” He asked as they curled up on the couch together.
“Yeah I came home and cried, he and Greg are a little overprotective and it didn’t matter that I told them it wasn’t your fault.” She said her face pink.
“I’m sorry I made ya cry.” He said kissing her softly.
“It’s ok.” She said as they broke apart. “Not your fault I’m a baby.” She said smiling.
“Ya not a baby, hell I wanted to cry.” He said touching her cheek. “You’re so soft.”
“Oh just a minute.” Lindsay said reaching over and grabbing the phone. “Merry Christmas.” She said as she answered.
“Hey baby merry Christmas.” Sharon Monroe said smiling.
“Hey momma.” Lindsay said laying back on Danny. “How is everybody?”
“Same as always sweety how are you?”
“I’m good.” Lindsay said smiling brightly.
“Where’s Greg and Nick I want to tell them hi.” Sharon said.
“Oh um just a sec.” Lindsay said putting the phone to her chest. “Greggo Nicky!” She called out.
“Yeah?” Greg said walking out.
“Momma wants to say hi.” Lindsay said watching him smiling when he smiled.
“Good.” Nick said plopping down on the other end of the couch.
“Momma I’m putting you on speakerphone.” Lindsay said hitting the button.
“Oh good idea.” Sharon said doing the same. “Tiffy, daddy and Charlie are here.” She said smiling.
“Hey mom Merry Christmas.” Greg said smiling.
“Hey love, Merry Christmas, where’s that handsome man of yours?” Sharon asked.
“He’s right here.” Greg said smiling as he sat down on the floor.
“Hey Sharon.” Nick said. “Merry Christmas.”
“You too, how are you guys doing?” She asked.
“Well Linds is cooking and Nicky was helping and I was napping, so bout the same as every year.” Greg said smiling.
“Next year you have to come here.” Sharon said. “Cole say hi to the kids.” She said.
“Hey guys.” Lindsay’s dad said.
“Hey daddy, watching tv?” Lindsay asked smiling.
“Yep baby bug you?” He asked.
“Same here.” She said.
“Hey Cole.” Nick said.
“Nick how you doing, Greg being good to you?” Cole asked.
“Most of the time.” Nick said smiling as Greg look insulted.
“Well I told you to take that garbage he listens to and calls music and hold it hostage if you need something.” Cole said and they all laughed.
“Dad ya better be nice.” Greg said.
“Greggo, I’m always nice.” He said smiling.
“Well.” Greg said.
“Unless you sneak my daughter out of the house to go skinny dippin, then I’m not so nice.” He said and Lindsay smiled.
“I still haven’t gotten to skinny dip.” Greg said smiling.
“Daddy how’s nanny and pop pop?” Lindsay said smiling up at Danny.
“Doin good, they’ll be here later but you outa call em, Poppy fell of the roof and sprained his ankle.”
“How did he fall off the roof and why was he on the roof he’s 93.” Lindsay said shocked.
“Nan had him hanging Christmas lights.” He said. “I asked how he fell and he said like a normal person.” Cole said. “I took the ladders home with me but that won’t stop him if he wants on the roof.”
“Where’s Tiffy?” Lindsay asked.
“Oh your brother brought a friend and she’s busy flirting with him.” Sharon said.
“Guys I’ll see you later love you.” Cole said smiling.
“Love you.” Everyone said.
“Lindsay actually this friend of Charlies is really cute and I showed him your picture and he said you were smoking hot so when you come for a visit I want you to go on a date with him.” She said.
“Momma.” Lindsay said rolling her eyes. “Ok first, he sounds to young and second I met someone.” She said and the phone went completely silent. “You there momma?” She asked.
“You met someone?” Sharon asked sounding like she was crying. “Tiffy get in here.” Sharon yelled. “Tell me everything.” Sharon said.
“What’s wrong?” Tiffy asked.
“Your sister met someone.” Sharon said smiling.
“He’s here so please don’t embarrass me.” Lindsay said her face red as Greg laughed.
“He’s there.” Sharon said grinning.
“His name is Danny, Danny this is my mom Sharon and my sister Tiffy.” Lindsay said.
“Nice to meet you.” Danny said smiling.
“Danny I’ve heard a lot about you.” Tiffy said.
“You’ve heard about him and you didn’t tell me?” Sharon asked her oldest daughter.
“Momma I didn’t know they were dating I thought they were just having sex.” Tiffy said and Lindsay groaned.
“Lindsay are you just having sex with him or is this serious?” Sharon asked.
“Tiffy you’re a bitch.” Lindsay said face flaming red. “It’s more than sex momma.”
“Well it’s about time you had sex again, I told you it’s not healthy to go without so long.” Sharon said smiling.
“Hey don’t embarrass me.” Lindsay said covering her face.
“Honey I’m not saying you couldn’t have had sex before now, I mean we all know you’ve had opportunity you could have slept with Nick but you didn’t, I’m just glad you’ve put yourself out there.” She said and everyone laughed.
“Why can’t I have a normal family?” Lindsay said.
“Normal is over rated sweety.” Sharon said smiling. “So you like him?”
“Yes momma I like him.” She said smiling at Danny who was grinning.
“He’s cute too.” Greg said. “Not as cute as Nick but he’s cute.”
“I think he’s as cute as Nick.” Lindsay said smiling at him.
“He is hot I’ve seen pictures.” Tiffy said.
“Tiffy!” Lindsay said closing her eyes. “Shut up slutty slut slut.”
“Fine prude queen.” Tiffy said. “I’m not the one who had to get blow job tips from a man.”
“Hey I happen to be an expert.” Greg said smiling as Lindsay hid her face in Danny’s chest.
“You’re all good at blow jobs.” Sharon said trying to keep the peace. “Leave your sister alone, quit embarrassing her.”
“Uh.” Lindsay said laughing. “We should go.” She said.
“Ok baby we love you.” Sharon said. “Greg, Nicky take care of yourselves and we love you.” Sharon said. “Danny I hope to see you soon.” She said and everyone said their goodbyes.
“My family is insane.” Lindsay said as she hung up.
“But they’re great.” Greg said smiling. “Tiffy’s a bitch but I love her.”
“I think it’s the first time I ever heard a mom say, you’re all good at blow jobs.” Danny said cracking up.
“She’s very open about sex.” Lindsay said laughing with him.
“What’s this I keep hearing about you getting it on with Nick?” Danny asked and Lindsay and Nick both laughed.
“It really wasn’t that exciting.” Lindsay said. “I went to visit Greg in Vegas, gosh this was 3 almost 4 years ago and we all went out and Nick and I were dancing this was after tons of beer, I don’t really remember how but we ended up kissing and really that was it.” She said.
“Tell the truth.” Greg said looking at her.
“Ok the truth is that I knew Greg liked him but he got all sorts of pissed off at me for even suggesting it, so I decided to push his buttons.” She said shrugging.
“How did I not know this?” Nick asked shocked.
“I didn’t want you to think I didn’t want to kiss you, I mean you’re a great kisser, I mean really Nicky.” Lindsay said smiling. “But it all worked out cause I woke up the next morning and you guys were still goin at it.” She said smiling.
“That was a strange night.” Nick said smiling.
“Yeah cause I never dreamed you would ever think about being with a man, I mean really.” Greg said.
“Well I didn’t know either.” Nick said. “I didn’t know you’d think about it either.”
“I didn’t much.” Greg said. “We weirding you out?” Greg asked Danny.
“No.” He said shrugging. “It’s kinda interesting.” He said. “So are you bi?”
“I guess.” Greg said. “Nick’s never been with another guy, I did in high school but I really thought I was completely into women, except for that one time.” He said. “But I couldn’t quit thinking about him and we were friends.”
“What do people say?” Danny asked.
“Well no one really knows, I mean they probably think it, we live together but it’s not official and Nicky is terrified anyone but Lindsay’s family and her will find out.”
“Hey I come from Texas, it’s not gonna go over well.” Nick said. “But you’re right, I think they know but it’s ok because they don’t ask and so it’s still Nick living with his friend.” He said sadly. “I don’t feel gay.”
“Nicky do you really think people will care, I mean you were scared about my parents and they were fine.” Lindsay said.
“Your parents are not normal.” Nick said. “I go home with her and Greg and I’m so nervous and I’m not gonna say anything and I make them promise not to say anything and we walk in.” He said smiling. “We walk in and Sharon says, Greg who’s your young man.” He said. “I was so sure that they said something to her but she said she could tell by the way we stood that we were intimate, and she put us in the same room together and it was just nice.” He said.
“Daddy surprised me.” Lindsay said. “He said he had no right to judge and he loved Greg and if this man made him happy then he was happy.” Lindsay said.
“I’d have given up on my life without Lindsay’s family.” Greg told Danny. “My home life sucked and I basically lived with them from what 10 on?” He asked Lindsay and she nodded. “You’re gonna love them.”
“You’re theirs.” Lindsay said to Greg. “Probably as much and me and Tiffy and Charlie.” She said.
“Not to change the subject but can I ask a personal question?” Greg said to Danny.
“I asked if you were bisexual I guess you can ask anything you want.” Danny said smiling.
“Ok I helped Lindsay with the blow job advice what did you think?” He asked and Lindsay made a face and turned red again.
“Oh my god.” Danny said smiling. “Blew my fucking mind, you told her, I asked where she learned that.” Danny said smiling. “Nick you are a lucky man.” He said.
“I know.” Nick said smiling.
“That was wow.” Danny said smiling. “I mean wow, the teeth thing, damn.”
“Well I’m glad it worked out, she was nervous cause she’d only done it once.” Greg said and she made a face.
“Greg.” She said.
“What, I didn’t share to much.” He said. “We share everything and she said she thought you liked it but not much else so I had to know.”
“You weren’t sure I liked it?” Danny asked her shocked. “I couldn’t form a thought I think I screamed like a woman.”
“Well I wasn’t positive.” She said smiling. “You didn’t scream like a woman it was a manly scream.”
“Well I’ll just have to make sure you know how much I like things in the future.” He said kissing her.
“I’m still shocked that my shy Lindsay managed to get through the list.” Greg said and Nick nodded.
“I am too.” Lindsay said. “It was really hard to do.” She said. “Especially the touching yourself part.” She said her face red. “I almost got drunk first.”
“Did she really do it, I just can’t believe she did it.” Greg said.
“No she did it.” Danny said starting to get hard just thinking about it. “I didn’t know ya were dat worried about it, ya didn’t have to do it.” He said looking at her.
“I wanted to but I was very nervous.” She said face red.
“Was the most incredible thing.” Danny said sighing. “We should talk about something else.” He said nervously.
“We should take a walk.” Nick said to Greg.
“That sounds good.” Greg said smiling. “Linds don’t we need cool whip?” He asked.
“You are not leaving so we can have sex.” Lindsay said as they both stood up.
“Yes.” Greg said. “We are but do it standing up or something or you have to change the sheets.” He said leaning over and kissing Lindsay.
“This is so embarrassing.” She said her face red.
“You’ll thank us later.” Nick said grabbing Greg’s coat and holding it out for him to put on and pulling his own on.
“Thank you now.” Danny said smiling brightly. “I love your friends.” He said nuzzling her neck.