Between Hate and Desire
Between Hate and Desire
Author: Angel Jade
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: slash, incest, light D/s, reluctant Lucas, mean Nathan, rough sex, spanking, language
Spoilers: None
Pairings: Nathan/Lucas
Summary: Ficlet. Lucas wants so badly to deny everything, because the truth is he’d give just about anything not to want what Nathan is about to do to him.
Setting: Anywhere and nowhere
Distribution: If you’ve had my permission before, you have it now. Anyone else, ask first please.
Disclaimer: I do not claim to own the characters in the fic, nor do I make money from borrowing them.
“Don’t deny you want this as much as I do.” Nathan chastises, bringing his palm down on Lucas’ bare ass, appreciating the hiss of pain it causes the older Scott boy who is currently lying face down on Nathan’s bed.
Lucas wants so badly to deny everything, because the truth is he’d give just about anything not to want what Nathan is about to do to him. But he can’t lie, not when his cock is already hard at the thought of the depravity that will inevitably follow. So he settles for second best. “Fuck you.”
Another slap, this time hard enough to get a more substantial sound from Lucas’ lips. Nathan then gently caresses the red skin, watching amusedly as his brother flinches, not knowing what to expect. “Been thinking about fucking this ass all day. You better not disappoint.”
Lucas hates how easily Nathan can manipulate him in these situations. But then it’s easy to blame his arousal on Nathan and not have to deal with why he lets his brother do this to him every time. When Nathan turns him over and his hand begins stroking Lucas’ erection gently, not quite giving enough pressure to gain any satisfaction, Lucas snaps. “Stop playing with me and do it already!”
“Aren’t you gonna say please?” Nathan torments, taking sick pleasure as Lucas shivers under his touch.
“I hate you.” Lucas grinds out, doing everything in his power to hold the tears back as they gather in his eyes, dangerously close to falling.
But Nathan doesn’t answer, just drives into his brother with a force strong enough to draw out a cry of pain, which Nathan is quick to smirk at. “Shoulda asked nicely.”
Lucas chokes back his pleas and resists the urge to reach for his cock. Too many times they’ve played this game and as hesitant as Lucas is, he can’t deny how much better it is when Nathan controls when he comes. His whole body is shaking with disgust at himself and the need to continue, regardless of the cost. He’s in too deep and he knows it, every stab of Nathan’s cock inside him draws him in and there’s nothing he can do to stop it.
“Nothing more beautiful than watching you beg for me.” Nathan says, pointedly, reaching out to stroke the short blond hair, before he closes his fist, pulling Lucas’ head back roughly. “Tell me how much you want it.”
Lucas closes his eyes, partly from the pain, partly because he can’t face saying the words out loud and seeing Nathan’s sick satisfaction in hearing them. “I want…” He begins, his voice shaking. “…I need it harder.” He continues, his cheeks reddening. “Please…Nathan, just fuck me!”
Nathan releases his hair and obliges with a smile, gripping Lucas’ hips until they bruise under his fingers. “My bitch.” Nathan mutters. “So fucking eager for my cock.”
Lucas swallows back tears of shame and tries to focus on the pain…and perhaps more so on the pleasure that comes with it. He gets so lost in it sometimes its easy to forget how fucked up this all is.
End.