Christmas Party

Christmas Party


Disclaimer: No, of course I don't own these characters, Michael Crichton and those people do. I only play a little with them ;) I don't make any profit on the story either.

Summary: Dr. Luka Kovac and Dr. John Carter are in Luka's bedroom, taking a break from the Christmas Party and their co-workers. Luka tells Carter about Congo but is suddenly overwhelmed by the whole thing, the war and his past in Croatia. Luckily Carter is there to comfort him! There will be slash in this story (meaning two beautiful men going at it), so if you are uncomfortable with male on male action, don't read any further.


A/N: Updated 2005-01-03; I've taken the liberty to make some changes to the "real" story. First of all: Carter didn't go to the Congo with Luka and Luka didn't have malaria and made it back to Chicago without Carter's help. So that whole Kem-thing didn't happen! and Abby and Carter aren't involved either. They have been though, but have broken up. I've also made some general editing and changed that whole Abby-Carter-Luka triangle story a bit so that it fits better into my great plan (of seduction! hahaha!)

Please review my story, so I can know that someone is interested in the story…Reviews are the fuel that keeps me from removing this story from the forum. And they make me happy too :)

And now on to the story!


Chapter One

The ER-staff was assembled at Dr. Luka Kovac' penthouse apartment for the annual Christmas party. Dr. Kovac had recently returned from Congo, where he had worked with "Alliance des médecins internationale" a volunteer-organization. Dr. Kovac had emerged back in Chicago a couple of weeks ago as a completely new man. He seemed much more in peace with himself, than he'd been for the last year. Congo had definitely changed him.

The Christmas Party was the first time in the 5 years Luka had worked at County, that he actually attended a social gathering with his co-workers. Hell, he even hosted this one. He'd usually avoid going to those gatherings as they made him feel uncomfortably shy and/or made him drink too much and blurt out things that he wouldn't want his co-workers to know.

Luka Kovac had never been very good at mingling with his co-workers. Sure, he'd had some affairs with some of the nurses, Chuny, Abby and Sam but the others… well he just didn't really connect with them. He didn't really connect with his affairs either; emotionally that is, he definitely connected sexually. To a certain degree anyway. Luka wasn't one to pass up a chance to have some casual sex, but he never felt anything except for sexual relief. The women, he'd slept with, all thought he was insatiable in bed, and to some degree he was. He never felt entirely and completely, head-over-heels sated. In fact after sex, he was often bummed and wondered why he wasn't satisfied no matter how great the sex was. Something was definitely missing.

At some point he'd thought he was in love with Abby, but when she actually became his girlfriend he still felt as if something wasn't right. It had been quite a while since he and Abby were together; they broke up when Abby chose Carter over him. That was years ago. Now Carter wasn't with Abby anymore; they had broken up not so long ago, but neither of them seemed to be depressed about it, so Luka thought it was a mutual agreement and they were still friends.

Luka had actually offered to host the Christmas Party because he wanted to see Abby and Carter and his other co-workers again. None of them had supported his decision about going to Africa; in fact several had been downright angry with him, including Abby. Well at least it meant that they cared enough about him to not want to see him shot in the war torn Congo. At least that was what Luka was hoping, and not that they just worried about having to find a new attending if he didn't return.

Luka had found that after his return he wanted to be back on good terms with the others. He had decided with himself that his days avoiding any emotional contacts were over, and where else to start than with the people whom he saw every day and whom, after all knew something about him. That would at least mean that he didn't have to open up to complete strangers.

Luka had been thinking about the reactions among his colleagues about his departure to Congo, and he'd been reminded that there was one person who had supported his decision; John Carter.

Carter and Luka had a friendly relationship, and somehow Carter understood that Luka needed to go to Congo. To get away and to feel like he was doing something useful with his life. In fact Carter had the same urge, and had even toyed around with the idea of leaving, himself. Luka was happy that at least one person stood by him. He hadn't had that many shifts since his return, and his schedule was opposite of Carter's so he hadn't had the chance to tell Carter about his experiences in the Congo. But tonight he would.

So far the party had pretty much been a group-activity. Luka had only greeted Carter and Carter had welcomed him home much like the others. Then they had started eating and drinking, everyone having a nice time. The music was loud, and Pratt and Jing-Mei had initiated the mistle-toe. Yeah it sure felt like Christmas.

Luka had momentarily left the party and was now sitting in his bedroom thinking. He had actually missed Carter. He realized it the moment he saw him. Luka had always liked Carter even back when they had had that ridiculous fight over Abby. It was indeed ridiculous, especially now that neither he nor Carter was with Abby! Back then both Carter and Abby had had their problems; Abby with her drinking problem and Carter had a substance abuse due to the attack he'd been subjected to. Carter definitely wasn't a straightforward guy like Luka had first thought him to be. No Carter did indeed have some traumas of his own. Luka was with Abby back then when Carter had come to her looking for help. Carter had wanted her to be his sponsor in the AA program. Luka had felt jealous back then. Jealous of Abby choosing Carter over him; emotionally anyway, and in Carter not wanting to reach out to him. Lord knows Luka had offered him support and friendship but Carter had chosen Abby for support and eventually ended up falling for her. Abby had chosen Carter, and Luka and Carter's friendship had been non-existent at that point. But after a while, things had become almost civil between them, and after Abby and Carter had broken up, Luka and Carter had reconciled.


Carter was one of the people who knew the most about Luka. Luka had told him things that he hadn't even told Abby or anyone else for that matter. But even though he'd told Carter some things, it didn't mean that he'd exactly bared his soul to him. He'd told Carter things, but not the really important things. He hadn't been able to. Not yet. But maybe this approach to life would change that.


Luka liked Carter very much; he was a very skilled doctor, very sympathetic and very sensitive. Almost too sensitive sometimes. But Luka wasn't the only one who liked Carter; Hell everybody liked him! Alongside Luka he was the most eligible guy in the ER. Doctors admired his skills and nurses were hot for his charming looks. And that was justified, Luka thought to himself, Carter WAS actually very handsome, with his long slender body, his abs and hipbone showing through his scrubs and a beautifully fragile face. Luka was only a little older than Carter, but Carter looked younger; an almost feminine face, very expressive brown eyes, silky hair and those sensual lips! Yeah, Carter was definitely attractive. And Luka wouldn't mind kissing those lips.

Luka grinned to himself, feeling the eggnog clouding his mind and he began wondering why Carter didn't have as many affairs as himself. He could easily seduce just as many, although women DID seem to fall for Luka's dark brooding looks and erotic Croatian accent. Luka was very masculine; tall, muscular with broad shoulders and strong arms. But Luka's face was somehow fragile, though he tried to look indifferent. Luka WAS indifferent a lot of the time. It was his cover, his way of dealing with things. But when Luka smiled his boyish smile, everyone instantly fell in love with him. He was irresistible.

Luka was sitting quietly in his room, taking a breather from the party, and having rather strange thoughts running through his head. He grinned to himself, thinking that he must have had plenty of that eggnog since he was thinking this much about Carter and how attractive he was. Luka had only been with women for the last many years, but actually when he was in med school, way back in Croatia, he'd had a short relationship with another male student. It was very brief and they never had sex, they only jerked each other off. The guy was all weird whenever Luka tried to kiss him, and pretty soon he'd found himself a girlfriend. So did Luka and he never tried that again. He thought of it as a rebellion, a teenage-phase.


Luka grinned at himself again. All the time he was in Congo he hadn't had the time to think about much else than the patients and tasks at hand. And of course surviving. So now he let his mind run wild even if that implied thinking inappropriately about his friend and co-worker John Carter. Suddenly by some strange coincident, the door opened and Carter stepped in.

"So this is where you're hiding! I've looked everywhere for you!" he said with a grin.

Luka smiled back at him:

"I was just taking a little break!"

"So…" John continued, sitting down next to Luka:

"Tell me about Congo! How was it?"

Luka's face lit up, John was the first person who actually wanted to hear about that. Luka smiled that incredibly charming and boyish smile and said:

"You know John, you are the first one to ask me about that! I don't think anyone else is interested!"

"I know" John said eagerly, "I find that strange too, but nevertheless, I am interested… so tell me about it!"

Luka started telling Carter about Congo. The warmth, the humidity, the rebels, the AIDS, the many deaths and injuries, the children and how the civil war was tearing the country apart, bringing unbearable losses with it. All flowing back to him, Luka actually began wishing that Carter hadn't asked him. Luka was on the verge of crying, his eyes filling with tears and his lips quivering. Somehow Congo brought back memories of the family he'd lost in Croatia. During a civilwar. Damn maybe this whole opening up to people was a bit to early Luka thought to himself.

Carter noticed a tear escape Luka's left eye. This was the first time Carter had ever seen Luka cry. Carter knew about Luka's past, but it wasn't something they talked about. Carter was often taken back by Luka's strength, his ability to live on after all that had happened to him. When they worked on traumas together, Luka never shed a tear, not even when he was really touched by a death. Instead he just shut down. Carter had often gone to the roof or another place where he could be alone and had let his emotions run wild. Sometimes Luka would find him and comfort him a little, asking him if he would be ok. But now Luka was crying, silently right next to Carter. The strong and masculine man, who never let anything get to him was sitting just a few inches from Carter with tears running down his cheeks.

Carter felt a strange, unknown yet urgent need to comfort Luka, touch him, soothe him, and take his pain away. But Carter wasn't sure how to do that, they hadn't ever touched before, expect for shaking hands and work related touching of course. But now Carter was tempted to touch Luka. He wanted to wipe his tears away, wanted to make Luka feel better.

"Luka" he said softly and testingly touching Luka's strong forearm.

"What is wrong Luka? You can tell me" Happy that Luka hadn't shoved his hand aside, Carter began to caress Luka's arm more, moving up to his broad shoulder and eventually touching his face, turning it gently towards his own.

"I am sorry about this, John" Luka said quietly not wanting Carter's hand to stop touching him. He liked having Carter there although he did feel a little self-conscious about crying in front of him.

"Don't be" Carter said softly, looking him straight in the eyes and holding the gaze.

"Tell me what's wrong" he said softly.

"I think…" Luka started "that telling you about Congo has made me think about all the horrible things I've done wrong in my life"

Luka said this quietly, tears still rolling down his cheeks and hitting his soft black sweater, that made his eyes look even darker than usual. He'd made his decision; he wanted to open up to Carter. He wanted his company and he didn't want to feel alone.

"I am so sorry Luka, I shouldn't have asked you. " Carter said, his voice sincere and compassionate.

"No no John this is not your fault. Maybe it was even good that I confronted my feelings. I haven't really felt anything in a long time".

"Do you want to tell me more about it?" Carter asked softly, wanting Luka to load some of his bad feelings on him.

Luka began telling about his family in Croatia, how he hadn't been able to protect them when their town was bombed and how he almost never thought about them anymore. Luka was ashamed that he didn't think about his wife and daughters more often but on the other hand he knew that not thinking about them was the only way he could go on. And the only hope he had to ever love somebody again. Luka continued talking about how he'd been a slut for the past year or so, having as much sex as possible, with women he didn't really care about. Well he did care deeply for some of them, including Abby, but something was still missing. Luka felt as if a part of him was missing. Tears ran from his dark eyes once more, but he smiled his famous boyish half-smile and said:

"Hey maybe it is just the egg-nog talking" his eyes still dark and wet.

Carter smiled at him softly. He knew Luka was being sincere and it wasn't the eggnog. Carter hadn't said anything; he'd just listened to Luka. Carter felt his heart beating in his chest: Luka felt the same feeling as himself, he too needed love. He just hadn't found it yet. Now he was feeling an unknown feeling towards Luka. The way Luka had opened himself up completely and had showed him his most vulnerable side, made Carter feel like he had really seen Luka for the first time.

Carter's heart was beating out of control, and his whole body was reacting strongly. He wanted to touch Luka, caress him, kiss him, taste him and he wanted Luka to stop feeling pain.

Luka too was feeling something genuine beyond desire. Sure at first he'd felt desire, hell just thinking about Carter's body had made him semi-aroused, but this was different. He felt his heart beat faster and feeling like it was swelling and going to explode in his chest. He was so intensely happy just sitting with Carter like this. Luka couldn't quite put words on the intense feeling, all he knew was that he hadn't felt this happy in a long time, even after he had cried and told his deepest and darkest feelings. He felt revived, and it was all because of Carter. He didn't want this evening to come to an end, didn't want Carter to leave his side and didn't want Carter's touch to stop.

Carter was still stroking Luka's arms and shoulders gently. Carter raised his caressing hand to wipe Luka's tears away, while he almost felt tears building up in his own eyes. Their sitting together and Luka talking about his feelings of solitude and yearning for love which on many levels were so close to what Carter was feeling, had been that intense, and Carter felt as if he'd just realized something, still so recent that he couldn't put it into words.

Gently stroking Luka's cheeks, wiping the last tears away, Luka caught Carter's hand with his cheek and held it there tightly as if he never wanted Carter's hand to leave his face. He kissed Carter's palm softly whispering

"Thank you".

Carter was extremely moved by this little gesture, feeling his heart beat even faster. But he tried not reading too much into it. He didn't know what Luka wanted. He didn't even know what he wanted. If he just wanted to be Luka's friend, then why did he have a strong urge to lean in an kiss him? Friends don't kiss each other do they? His mind was reeling over with emotions.

"It has been a long time since I have talked to anyone like this" Luka said trying to remember exactly when it was. Not in the time he'd been in America.

Carter was touched by this and he smiled softly at Luka and grabbed his hand and kissed it the same way Luka had kissed his palm: feather light. Luka felt a small shiver and his skin turning into goose bumps. His eyes were fused with Carter's and they were locked like that for a long time. The expression in Carter's eyes eventually changed as if he was deep in thought and after a little while, he looked straight back at Luka, smiled shyly and leaned forward, slowly enough to give Luka time to retract. But Luka didn't. He just closed his eyes in anticipation of Carter's lips upon his own. Just then, they heard steps on the stairs and quickly pulled back.

Their co-worker Susan Lewis opened the door.

" So… what are the two of you doing? We were almost getting worried" she said, her voice slurred by alcohol.

"You haven't been doing anything naughty, have you?" she asked, grinning and winking at Carter.

Carter quickly looked at Luka through the corner of his eye, then looked up at Susan saying:

"Um no.. Luka was just telling me about Congo"

"Oh" Susan said almost disappointed.

"Well don't y'wanna come down? Have some fun with us?" she urged, pulling Carter up from his seat on Luka's bed.

Carter quickly glanced at Luka seeing a disappointed but accepting look. After all this was an ER-staff Christmas party.

"Go on…" Luka said, " I'll be down in a minute". He smiled softly at Carter.

"Come on" Susan said, pulling Carter's arm and opening the door.

The loud 80's music hit Carter hard, there had been very quiet in Luka's bedroom. Carter wasn't really in the mood for dancing; he'd rather be sitting alone with Luka. But Susan had already grabbed him, wanting to dance with him. She was twisting and squirming and rubbing against him, but it didn't affect him in any way. He kept sneaking glances at the stairs, wondering when Luka would come down.

Carter was a little annoyed with Susan Lewis for having busted in like she did, but he was even more annoyed with himself for not having kissed Luka. Right now he couldn't think of anything he'd rather do. Well yeah he could, but it would all begin with him kissing Luka. Carter started blushing and feeling his pants tighten just by thinking of being alone with Luka again. Then he saw Luka move down the stairs, his eyes dried up and a polite smile on his lips. Carter felt as if his heart skipped a beat just by seeing Luka. But shortly after Carter felt a sting of jealousy when Luka walked towards Abby.

As Susan Lewis did nothing to arouse Carter, seeing Luka move did. His strong legs in tight dark jeans, his abs and firm chest just slightly noticeable through his black cashmere sweater, those long strong hands and his face: eyes darker than usual, silky dark hair, the masculine jaw and cheekbone and those wonderfully sensual lips, from which the most sexy voice and erotic accent came out. After tonight Carter had begun looking at Luka in a whole new light. A slightly more…romantic light? He had to think about that as he looking at Luka's body and face and he way his body was reacting very strongly to this, told him that there definitely was some kind of change in his otherwise friendly relationship with Luka. Looking down, Carter noticed the erection he had gotten by thinking about – and looking at Luka, and he looked at Susan feeling embarrassed. Luckily Susan wasn't looking at him, but instead concentrating on singing very loud 80's Kylie Minogue. When she was joined by Jing-Mei, Abby, Sam, Chuny, Neela and some of the young interns, Carter seized his chance to get away and grinned, "thanks for the dance Susan".

Carter didn't feel tipsy anymore, but his head was definitely spinning with thoughts of him and Luka. He moved a little away from the dance floor, shaking his head lightly as to try to clear his mind. It was all very confusing. A couple of hours ago, they had just been friends, but now Carter wanted to be alone with Luka. He wanted to kiss him and touch him. But how did Luka feel? Was it just the alcohol making them horny? Carter's thoughts were interrupted, when he suddenly felt somebody standing close to him, he felt warm breath on his neck.

"What are you thinking about, John?" a low and erotic-accented voice asked him.

Carter felt his breath getting quicker, his heart beating faster, and his groin throbbing. He slowly turned around, and when looking into Luka's playful eyes he said very quietly, almost moaned

" You".

"I am thinking about you too" Luka said, his voice only a little louder than a whisper, and the playful look in his eyes gone and replaced by something else.

They stood still for a little while, gazing into each other's eyes, realizing what they both wanted. Finally Luka cleared his throat and said, this time a little louder:

" I tried talking to Abby to get my mind off you, but I couldn't. I guess she figured out I wasn't paying attention and she left to go sing with the others." He said this grinning, pointing towards Abby and the other women.

Carter was now blushing. Luka guessed that Carter wasn't used to having a thing this like this being said out among other people. But Luka couldn't deny it, he couldn't get his mind off Carter, and he wanted them to be alone. Luka was hard, but he was trying very much to hide it. Carter was still hard from thinking about Luka, but now he was standing just a few inches behind him. He could almost feel his body heat radiate out from his body. Luka knew that if he were to step one step closer to Carter or if Carter turned around, he would be able to feel his arousal. Thoughts like this didn't make Luka's erection any smaller, in fact thinking about stepping a step closer to Carter, so that they could feel each other, made Luka's cock throb and grow even harder. The sight of Carter's tense body right in front of him didn't exactly make him less aroused either; god how he wanted to feel Carter's body, touch his bare skin and kiss it. Fantasizing about this, a moan escaped Luka's lips; a moan so low that only Carter heard it.

Carter turned around and looked into Luka's eyes with a questioning yet teasing smile. When it occurred to him why Luka had made that sound he hoarsely whispered "Why Luka you're moaning" and shot him an even more teasing glace.

Carter turned back around as he was now blushing even more, thinking about what Luka was thinking about. Luka only got more eager to touch Carter, but didn't want to do it in front of the interns, Pratt and Jing-Mei (although THEY seemed caught up in close dance), Gallant and Neela (dancing wildly and having fun), Elizabeth & some young med student talking in one of the couches and Kerry Weaver sitting by herself in another sipping red wine and watching Chuny, Abby and Sam still singing out loudly, having fun like high school-girls. One of the young female interns kept staring at Luka and Carter, and especially at Carter standing just a few inches in front of Luka. Carter was pretending to be watching Abby sing, but really he was using all his willpower to avoid touching Luka and rip his clothes off.

Carter hadn't noticed the nosy intern, but Luka had, and he didn't want her to look at Carter. Suddenly feeling possessive, Luka said in a formal tone so that no one would suspect anything:

"Do you need an aspirin? I keep them upstairs" Luka asked, pretending that Carter had just told him about a headache.

Luckily no one raised a brow to this question and Carter immediately understood Luka's hint about going up-stairs, and nodded his answer to Luka. Once they were upstairs and the door shut, Luka and Carter were standing with their bodies facing each other, their arousal obviously showing.

"Um.. Luka.. I.." Carter said sounding husky and at the same time a little nervous, giving Luka a shy smile. Carter didn't get to finish the sentence before Luka leaned forward and softly pressed his lips against Carter's.

A low moan escaped Carter's lips, and he felt his jeans tighten even more. He blushed because of his body's reactions, smiled apologetically and looked down. Luka too had a massive erection and he smiled back at Carter and tipped his face up to look him in the eyes again. Carter's eyes were completely filled with desire, his eyes even darker than usual.

Luka asked him "that was what you wanted, wasn't it?"

Carter swallowed hard and nodded hastily before pressing his lips against Luka's. They engaged in another kiss, this one far more demanding and wet. They were both eager to taste each other and immediately both men parted their lips to let the other in. The kiss was long and so passionate that it took their breaths away, but left them wanting more.

Carter blushed once more, locking eyes with Luka, who was actually blushing too. Carter smiled slowly and said huskily:

"You are driving me crazy, Luka "

Luka smiled at this remark, looked down quickly, and looked up at Carter again, smiling boyishly, his hair falling down over one eye. He placed a hand on Carter's chest, kissed him and said:

"You're doing a pretty good job yourself"

He let his hand slide down Carter's chest, stroking the strong abs through the fabric of Carter's shirt and then finally resting on Carter's hip, temptingly close to Carter's aching erection.

"Mm Luka" Carter groaned, bit his lip and let his own hand trail down Luka's muscular chest.

He was at the same time a little reluctant and extremely eager to place his hand over Luka's throbbing groin. He knew that when he did this, things would definitely change between them, there would be no turning back. But he didn't want to turn back, he wanted to move forward, he wanted Luka.

Their bodies now pressed tightly together, Carter moaned and reached down between their bodies, finally rested his hand on Luka's large erection. He slowly rubbed Luka's erection, and looked Luka in the eyes to look for any uncertainty. He didn't find any. Luka looked back at him intensely and licked his lip before leaning in to nibble on Carter's neck. Carter felt himself grow even harder as he saw the intensity of Luka's arousal. Luka muttered something in Croatian, and then slowly pulled back from Carter's neck and opened his eyes to look into Carter's again.

Luka smiled a sexy smile and leaned in to kiss Carter, who smiled back at him and then moaned into Luka's mouth. Luka's groin was aching in pleasure and he bucked against Carter's hand to feel it cause that fantastic friction against his straining erection. By then they were interrupted for the second time this evening, this time by a drunk Pratt and equally drunk Jing-Mei, tightly embraced and kissing passionately. They were obviously looking for a place to have sex. They were so caught up in each other that they didn't even notice Carter's hands on Luka or Luka's hands on Carter. Carter and Luka quickly let go of each other, not ready to be exposed like this, their gazes filled with aching desire and disappointment.

Jing-Mei caught sight of them

"Oh! John… Luka… I...Um we didn't know you were in here! What are you doing?"

Luka grinned broadly when he said: "I was just getting John some aspirins, his body is aching… The eggnog you know"

"Oh! Of course" Jing-Mei giggled as Pratt sucked her earlobe.

"Then I guess we have to go huh?" she said.

"Afraid so" Luka said grinning, "I wouldn't trust the two of you my bedroom anyway" he grinned, his hair falling over his one eye.

Pratt and Jing-Mei laughed and then stumbled out of the room, heading for the bathroom.

"There MUST be something in that eggnog!" Luka grinned.

"Must be" Carter grinned back at him.

Abby stumbled in before they had the chance to touch each other.

"Hey! Don't be moping around up here", she said, sounding very drunk.

"You've got to come and see this!" she said laughing and obviously didn't have a clue about what they were doing.

Smiling back at Luka, Carter allowed himself to be dragged off by Abby. Luka ran his hand down Carter's back and cupped his ass. Carter sent a gaze back at Luka, letting him know what his touch had caused in his body. Luka smiled back at Carter, his eyes twinkling with desire. Luka followed close behind Carter and Abby, not wanting to leave Carter out of reach. Carter stretched his arm and hand backwards and grazed Luka's crotch, causing Luka to moan. Carter smiled at this. He felt like he'd never wanted anyone as badly as he wanted Luka right now, tasting him again, running his hands over his naked body, revealing the hardness that hid behind his jeans. Carter felt his cock twitch in response to what was going on in his mind. Luka's erection never faded, watching Carter's tight ass and feeling his hand on his erection was more than enough to make Luka stay hard. But he couldn't stop thinking about how much more of Carter he wanted, wanted to drive him wild with desire, wanted to make him come.

Once down in the living room, what Abby wanted them to see, was Neela teaching Gallant how to dance dirty to a very slow sexy song. Although amused by this, both Carter and Luka had only one thing in mind; each other, alone in Luka's bedroom, NOW!

Once again Luka was standing just a few inches behind Carter, so close that Carter could feel Luka breathing hot and unevenly on his neck. It almost drove Carter crazy with desire, his hands and body aching to touch Luka and his cock aching to be touched by Luka. Luka felt the exact same way, and although standing this close to Carter without doing anything almost made him explode, he was overwhelmed by a need to tease Carter, drive him even more wild, make him pant and beg for Luka's touch. Luka grinned and pressed himself closer to Carter, so close that Carter could easily feel his throbbing erection. Knowing that no one was watching from behind and that the others in front of them were too drunk to notice, Luka began moving his body slowly, pressing his body against Carter's. He even caressed Carter's inner thigh with his long sensitive fingers. Carter felt as if Luka could make him come right then and there, just by feeling Luka's throbbing erection, feeling his warm and fast breath on his neck, and feeling Luka's hands on his inner thigh. Carter was harder than he had ever been before. And he felt like he couldn't last much longer, if Luka kept this up. He wanted to go up-stairs again and he wanted Luka to touch his hard cock and make him come, and he wanted to make Luka come, but first he wanted to tease Luka just as much as he was teasing him. He wanted Luka to pant for him to make him come.

Carter moaned and Luka began to caress him even more intense. He was driving Carter crazy and loving every minute of it, except for his own burning erection of course. Now Carter began moving, ever so carefully, rubbing his ass against Luka's hard cock. He bit down on his lip, not wanting anyone to know. This was getting too much for Carter; he wanted to scream out Luka's name… They needed to be alone. He turned towards Luka, standing just as close as before, which meant that their groins were now pressed together. When Carter hissed Luka's name, Luka felt as if he couldn't last much longer, and he was surprised by how intense it was without any of them had taken any clothes off. They really needed to be alone.

Luka turned away from Carter and looked at the room. Neela and Gallant weren't dancing anymore but had collapsed on the nearest couch. Abby and Weaver were also looking pretty tired, leaning against each other sleeping. Elizabeth and some med students were in another couch sleeping and the music had died down and was now a mellow jazzy tune. Luka cleared his throat, making Abby and Weaver wake up.

Luka said "I guess I should call some cabs now... You look like you could use a good night's sleep." He grinned at Abby and Weaver.

Weaver cleared her throat, regaining her authority and said,

"that would be a good idea Luka".

Luka smiled at her.

15 minutes later Carter and Luka were saying goodbye to the last ones to leave, Jing-Mei and Pratt. Nobody questioned Carter's staying at Luka's as he told everyone he would help Luka clean up. When Luka closed the door after Pratt and Jing-Mei, he turned around, looked playfully at Carter and said

"Clean up?"

Carter grinned and shrugged "yeah I know... it was the first thing that came to mind"

Luka stepped closer, and locked eyes with Carter. Their eyes were filled with desire for each other. Carter stepped towards Luka and pressed his lips against Luka's, tracing Luka's lower lip with his tongue. Luka moaned against Carter's lips and parted his lips to let Carter in. Now Carter moaned into Luka's mouth as his tongue tasted Luka. They broke the kiss and both men panted for air. Luka smiled and grabbed Carter's hand leading him up-stairs into his bedroom again.

"This time we will not be disturbed" he said huskily.

Carter, flushed from arousal, resting his head against the wall, lips slightly parted and a massive erection was a very inviting view according to Luka. He stepped closer, kissed Carter's neck and started licking it slowly.

"Dammit Luka. I want you so much" Carter moaned and started pulling Luka's sweater over his head.

Luka just grinned, pressing his groin against Carter's, causing intense reaction in Carter's body, and letting his body tell Carter how much he wanted him.

Luka started to unbutton Carter's shirt, but didn't get very far before Carter pressed his lips against Luka's wanting to taste him again. They engaged in a heated kiss driving their bodies wild, making them instantly grab each other. Luka pulled Carter's shirt over his head, and stroked Carter's chest. His nipples were hard, just as hard as Luka's. Carter grabbed Luka's hand holding it in place over his heart, which was beating unmercifully.

"Wow you do really want me," Luka said smiling softly.

"God yeah Luka" Carter nodded and smiled at Luka.

Luka guided Carter's hand over his own heart, which was pounding just as hard, and he leaned forward and huskily whispered

"I want you too".

They kissed again, hungrily tasting each other. Carter reached for Luka's jeans, unbuttoned them and slipped his hands carefully inside the boxers. Carter was blushing now, but he desperately wanted to feel Luka. He pulled the boxers down and Luka stepped out of them, never taking his eyes off Carter. Carter grasped Luka's burning erection and started caressing it gently, while looking into Luka's eyes and seeing Luka biting his lip. Luka followed Carter's move and unzipped Carter's jeans, pulling his boxers down past his hips. He then cupped Carter's hard erection glistening with pre-cum. They looked straight at each other for a moment, their eyes dark with lust and the need to please each other. Carter stepped out of his boxers, his cock standing straight up against his flat belly. Luka couldn't take his eyes off Carter's cock, it looked so inviting and he wanted to touch it so badly. Carter was also admiring Luka's large and very erect cock. They grinned shyly at each other and Luka said

"Why don't we lie down?"

So they lay down, Carter ran his hands over Luka's strong chest and moved further down towards his cock. Though both burning up with desire, they didn't want it to be over too soon.

"Yes John" Luka murmured while biting his lips.

Carter rubbed his own throbbing cock against Luka's thigh as he grasped Luka's cock. Luka muttered some passionate phrases in Croatian while trying not to buck his hips into Carter's fist, caressing his aching cock. He looked into Carter's eyes and saw the desire and plea for Luka to touch him. Luka began stroking Carter's very erect cock, causing Carter to huskily say

"yeah… God Luka that feels so good". Luka increased the pace and began pumping Carter's cock. Carter panted and moaned and pumped Luka just as fast.

"oh… god… John…" Luka moaned, "You… are going to make me come" he said with teeth gritted in pleasure.

Carter just smiled at Luka and moved his wrist even quicker. He looked at Luka and saw the most sexy image ever; Luka was biting his own hand to keep from screaming out Carter's name. Suddenly Luka moaned,

"no stop, John. I don't want you to make me come just yet. I want us to come together" he opened his eyes and looked at Carter sincerely but his eyes were still totally clouded with desire.

Carter smiled at Luka, his eyes just as filled with desire, and he slowed down his movements, allowing Luka to catch his breath. Luka closed his eyes, thinking of textbook cases to calm down. Finally he opened his eyes again and saw Carter looking at him with a sexy smile on his lips. Luka smiled back and kissed Carter, lips parting and their tongues battling sensuously. Luka began stroking Carter's hard cock again while licking and gently biting Carter's neck. Carter moaned out loudly and resumed his explorations of Luka's body and especially his cock. Luka increased the pace, moving his wrist faster and faster, making Carter pant and moan. What Luka was doing felt so good, that Carter couldn't think coherently anymore. Carter had to bite down on his lower lip and clench Luka's thigh to prevent screaming out too loudly. Suddenly Carter felt intense pleasure and his body started to tremble. He squeezed Luka's thigh tighter as he took in sharp breaths of air and he felt the orgasm shivering through his body. He came in Luka's fist while allowing himself to scream out " Luka!" very loudly.

Afterwards he tried calming down, tried to catch his breath and to get his heart to stop beating so fast. He was flushed from the mind-blowing orgasm, and had a very sexy, yet sated look in his face.

"You are very beautiful John" Luka said, resting on his elbow close to Carter.

Carter turned to Luka, smiled softly and shyly and kissed him softly. He then realized that Luka was still hard and sent him an apologetical gaze; after all Luka had wanted them to come at the same time, but it just got too intense for him to hold on any longer. Luka smiled and kissed him. Carter then sent him a playful gaze, his gaze promising Luka that he would make up for it.

He started kissing Luka again, wet and intense. His hand trailed down Luka's chest, teasing his nipples and rubbing his lower belly. Luka moaned inside Carter's mouth and Carter began stroking Luka's cock while his other hand was caressing his balls. He devoured Luka's mouth, while increasing the pace. He jerked Luka faster and faster, never breaking the kiss. Luka felt dizzy from desire and he couldn't help thrusting into Carter's fist. It didn't last long before Luka came, his fingers buried in Carter's hair, his cock shooting out what seemed like gallons of semen and his lips breaking contact with Carter's as he panted for air. Luka tried catching his breath and get his heart to slow down, then eventually turned to Carter with a sated smile:

"Thank you John that was… amazing"

Carter smiled: "thank you Luka, you were amazing" he said and kissed Luka on the shoulder.

They were both stunned by how fulfilling a hand-job could be. They pulled closer together and fell asleep; their bodies spent and with sated smiles on their lips.

To be continued...