The Same But Different

Not Mine at all.
Warning: Squick, mpreg, R, NC-17

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Over a million years ago there lived a primitive species called Neanderthals. This early human developed from the monkey and even earlier types of human/monkey
before them. They traveled in packs like many mammals. The Neanderthal man traveled during the warmer times that were short and far between but this showed
the first signs of the wants to see, understand and conquer more. This is a very human quality that we have today and now believe a quality that even pre-humans had more then a million years ago. Unlike humans though the Neanderthals didn't have logic or common sense. The primitive males would mate with the females before
they left and then when the male found a new environment to live in a few of the males would go back and bring the females. By the time the women would have to
travel they would be in the prime months of pregnancy and the weather would be cold again. This would lead many of the females to dieing before the child was
born. The lost of the birth-er of the children and the children would lead any species to become extinct in only a few more hundred centuries or less and so this time
past and the creature of Neanderthal dwindled. Then evolution took it's course in this time. As on the Galapagos islands, the only vegetation was higher then the
turtles could reach. The answer to that is the neck of the turtle became longer to fit the new environment. We believe this is how male pregnancy came about. Some
of the remains of the Neanderthals of later show that some males were born with a non-birthing vagina. This means they had no ovaries or eggs. Then slowly through
time the male was born with a vagina and ovaries. We saw this in later Neanderthals. Then finally in France we discovered a Neanderthal male that had testicles that
did not drop but had a vagina, ovaries, and eggs. It also seemed that he had given birth more then once. We believe that since males traveled during the summers
without females that they mated with each other but also they had a better chance of living because they traveled in the summer.These two variables made the fertile
male the better choice of who should be the birth-er of the child. We have no idea how the primitive Neanderthal came to the conclusion that it would be better for
the fertile male to give birth although they did.

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" Blah, blah, blah." Was all I could muster as I violently threw the book I checked out from the library on the floor.


" 'The short history of evolution my ass." I let out a huff. I knew I wasn't really mad about how long and completely detailed the book was. I actually enjoyed reading
how mankind changed from thick headed, primitive man like the water polo team to the intelligent beings of now like President Bush. I let out a laugh then thought
what was really bugging him.

" Male Pregnancy" I screamed. Then I blushed out of embarrassment of my random outboast. I was just glad that I was home alone. Actually he wasn't glad. The
doctor told my mom I would probably want time to deal with my 'little changes' she had said jokingly.


" Not little at all." I screamed. Dam, I thought. I really needed to stop these little outboast but right now I was in a building amount of pain. I felt down to my hips
where the source of my pain was from. I felt where there was usually a straight line from my thin stomach to thin hips, there was now a swell where my hips were
starting to round. It wasn't suppose to hurt this much but of course I was suppose to go through this change three to four years ago. I had always been a late
bloomer I thought grimly.

I wanted to play video games but Ryan wasn't there. I was usually able to play by myself with much enthusiasm but since Ryan showed up but a few days ago a
solitary games of Deft Grand Auto just don't seem the same without him. I think that I should probably learn how to play by myself again. Another fact that I had to
blame on this 'little change'. Ryan was avoiding me.


I couldn't blame him though. Ryan has had a weird few days. First he is in juvie for stealing a car. Then his mother abandons him. After that he has to come and
live with strangers. He had to hide in my mom's model home. Then back to juvie. After that when things start to become almost normal Ryan, Kirsten and I have to
rush to the hospital the same night Ryan comes back from juvie.

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I was not a brave boy by any mean but a few weeks ago when the area around my hips and lower belly started to hurt somewhat I ignored it. Then it became
slightly worse with the passing days. Then with all that seemed to have happened when Ryan came including the fight with the water polo team the pain increased ten
times worst. This lead to the rush to the hospital when I told my mom how much pain I was in. My dad wasn't back from where ever he goes which leads to a
shocking surprise. I didn't care. I was in a lot of pain. Ryan looked scared and worried which was a look I thought he was wearing a lot these days. My mother was
the strong one. I, like always was over reacting and thought I was going to die.


My pediatrician cleared it all up with a calm voice, an uncomfortable physical examination and some embarrassing questions. She said," I see you are an
androgyny. Though your testicles haven't dropped yet. Have you been having light bleeding from your vagina?" I blushed but not at the fact that my manhood hadn't
dropped yet for someone who was already 16 but for the true use of my sexual identification. It was not male which I preferred to be called by everyone but by
androgyny. One who has both female and male organs. Worst yet I was an unknown androgyny. This meant that my balls hadn't dropped yet or I hadn't started my
first period. But I had a crush on Summer and my parents knew which lead them to believe I would be a male androgyny. Then I remembered the doctor was
waiting patiently for an answer. I shook his head.


She nodded and wrote down the information. Then she asked," Have you had any soreness by your testicle area?" Again, I shook my head a little disappointed.
Soreness around that area almost meant for sure that your balls would drop. Then she asked after writing it down," Have you had any soreness by your vagina?" I
paused at this question. Now I knew the truth and I couldn't hide it anymore. I knew ever since the pains started. Then when Ryan came to my living room that first
day wearing a wife beater and tight jeans looking like James Dean. I knew when I felt aroused at night not thinking of Summer but of my new friend Ryan. I knew
when my arousal was not coming mostly from my hard on but lower as my secret started to become wet. A secret I hid from ever body but my mom, dad, school
officials and pediatrician.


I tentatively nodded my head to my doctors question. My doctor only nodded back with an understanding smile. An understanding that only another androgyny
could have, which she was. Then she asked me as she placed her hands gently on my hips," Is the pain coming from here." Again, I only nodded, but I felt like
crying. She continue," OK, Seth, this means your going through a little change in your body." She winked comical trying to make me feel better.


It didn't work. Then she went on," Your hips are changing and forming into female ones. In a week or less you will probably be getting your period. That explains
the soreness you have down there. You are quite the late bloomer. For the pain in your hips I will only give you mild vicadent." Before she could continue I had to
ask," Will that take the pain away?" With an impish smile she said," Well not really. You just won't really care you are in any pain." I nodded my head. It would have
to do. She continued," You can go home tonight with the prescription but since you are here and I came all the way from my house for my favorite patient we should
just do an entire physical for when you go back to school." I nodded and got off the bed.


At that moment I remembered that my mom was there. She heard everything. She wasn't shocked but just strong. She was strong for me. We went over to the
sterilized, white, metal machines. As she took my weight and height I took the time to really look at my doctor. She was an androgyny just like me. She had long, light, brown hair, blue eyes and a summer tunic on with tights under her lab coat that said her name which was Dr.Leto or Mrs.Leto. She was married and has had three kids. I wondered how she would look dressed like a man. I couldn't picture it but I knew she had a flat chest and a penis down there just like me. Then I thought about me dressed as a girl and again I couldn't picture it but I had swelling hips and a vagina down there just like my doctor.

I was cut out of my reverie by my doctor who said," OK, your weight is 125 and your height is 5'5ft. I don't know if you want to know this but if you were male your weight would probably be 155 or 160 and you would be 5'9ft most likely." At this I had to snort in laughter. Being 155 to 160 only brings me short of 15 to ten pounds of Ryan which almost seemed impossible. Then the thought of being 5'9 made me laugh out loud to the confusion of my doctor and mother. 5'9 would make him two inches taller then Ryan. Ryan who was strong, tough, brave and everything I was not. Being taller then such an apposing figure seemed just wrong.

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I thought about when we got home and Ryan's reaction. My mother's reaction was brave and understanding of what was to come. When we got home my father was there and my mother took him into another room to share the new information. My father's reaction was like mine would have been if it wasn't me going through this. He was funny. He put his arm around my shoulder and said," Well, son.... I mean daughter." After that he let out a loud laugh that mom and even I had to grin at. " I guess that is all that has to be said. We still love you and let all the uncomfortable moments begin. I'll go order dinner.'' With that my mom and dad went into the kitchen preparing something not even my mom could ruin. Calling for takeout.

Then I looked at Ryan. He was calmer then he was in the hospital but he still seemed like a dear caught in the headlights. He looked confused and out of place. He looked like he didn't know what to do and tired of all he's done. Now he had to add my problems to it. I just wanted to talk to him. " Ryan I...." I was cut off by Ryan's outburst. " Seth, I don't want to talk about this right now. I'm going to the pool house. I really need to get some rest.... I'll.... I'll see you in the morning." With that Ryan nearly ran out of the house.

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I returned to the present and all I could think was that it was a better reaction then the reaction that Ryan had in the hospital when he wasn't calm. I didn't even want to think about that and mostly because it gave me an even worse headache then I already had. I wondered if I could mix modal with vicadent without having any horrible affects. I thought if that wasn't worst enough in the morning my father had that surprise for Ryan.

His mom. It might have gotten worst but it didn't. For now we were all trying to act as if everything was normal. I knew no one was acting though but they were alljust trying. Ryan was helping my mom set up for Casino night. His mother was staying there. It was not decided yet if Ryan was going to go with his mom or stay with them.

I only hoped I got to talk to Ryan before any other life changing things happened. I found it funny that right now when my whole life was changing before his eyes all I could think about was a boy I only met a few days ago. I didn't want to admit it but I am falling for Ryan I am falling hard and Moses did it hurt. I decided to take my mind off such deep thoughts and do something mundane. I went into my desk and decided to sign my school forms that were due before school started. It asked questions I already knew the answer to and that is all I could ask for.

The first question was 'Name'. My answer was 'Seth Cohen'. As I looked at the second question I let out a hysterical and almost crazy laugh. Again I was glad that no one was here as I looked at the second question. 'Sex: Male, Female, Androgyny Male, Androgyny Female'. I took a deep breath and with my pen I checked the box that said androgyny female. For a second or two I had a real clear mind. One question answered and a million to go. I wondered where Ryan was doing right now.

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AN: Next is Ryan's POV on what happened. OK, so this is just the prologue. I may seem a little boring but this is where I explain mpreg and how it came about scientifically. Please forgive me if I am wrong on any or everything. I do not know that much about but what I learned in school. Be gentle. My first fic and OC slash.