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Unforgiven

By: TonyDiMerasbedroomslave
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Unforgiven

Ok, people this is my first real days fic. So please be kind! Flames will be kept and used for my enemies! By the way Rex has pissed me off with how he's treated Mims. So I'm making him pay the price.

Unforgiven Pain........

Rex Brady, no Rex DiMera, no just Rex. Hell Rex didn't know who he was any more. He couldn't and would not lay claim to eaither name. Both names had never given him anything but pain.

He didn't want or need the pain anymore, hell getting up in the morning theses days was more than enough pain for him. His whole world was nothing short of one big lie.

Half of it was his own doing, the other half was both his grandfather and father's fault. Or at least they had been his father and grandfather, Rex wasn't sure anymore.

He didn't really know who was who anymore. All any of the so called family he'd had stabed him in the back. Except for his twin anyway. But Rex found it hard to even try and get close with Cassie these days.

All he wanted was to go back into the past, to a time when he'd felt loved. Now all he felt was empty, nothingness seemed to be the only thing he had left.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you here.

Rex, for the life of him could not figure out why he even got out of bed in the morning anyway. Hell it would be so easy to pick up a gun or a knife for that matter.

Tried of being what everyone wants me to be. Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface. Don't know what your excepting of me.

Just one quick movement, just one little motion with eiather hand. He could be free in away he never had be allowed to be. His life had been one big game. A game played by insane men; who had long ago lost any idea of what other people felt.

I'm so tired of being here.

Rex, couldn't barely stand to answer to Rex anymore. He just wanted to fade to black, disapear into the night. Be gone with the fucking wind, not like that he didn't know that at least Cassie still loved him. But Rex for the life of him couldn't stand to even look at his own twin.

When you cried I wipped away all of your tears. Your voice has chased all the sanity from me. There's just too much that time can not heal.

Rex sat on his bed for sometime as he listend to the machine take several messages in a row. His twin, his father, his mother, several other people he couldn't remeber off hand.

Rex moved his hand over his nightstand. He picked up her letter and read it again. Tears yet again fell from his eyes, so much pain why wouldn't it all go away.

The memroy won't escape me so why should I care?

Rex placed the letter down, then picked up a pen and finished his own letter. He throw the pen across the room, a smile lit his face as it hit a picture hanging on the wall. He then picked up the gun he had gotten the day before. At least now he could finally get some peace, he pulled then tigger.

So, wellcome to the world arena, where ever love, power an war, blood sweat, and tears get an oncore.