Ryan and Luke

Ryan and Luke

“Just say the word and I will kick his ass for you” I said to Ryan as the two of us watched that jerk off known as Oliver walk away. I could tell by the look on Ryan’s face that he wanted to kick his ass just as badly as I did…but unfortunately it’s for completely different reasons. No…it’s not for the reasons you are thinking either…there was something more behind my wanting to beat the snot out of the little twink…something primal and manly that forces me to want to protect him at all costs. I should have hated him…should have despised him with an undying hate for bursting into my life and destroying everything that I held dear…but I couldn’t because from the first moment that he entered my life I knew that things were about to change and oh how I was ready for that change.

“Nah…but thanks” he replied…pulling those deep soulful eyes away from the retreating figure…landing them on me instead. Immediately my heart began to beat furiously within my chest…causing a deep inhalation of breath to occur before I was able to pull myself together. He continued to look at me…look at me as if trying to read me and despite the fact that I wanted him to know all there was about me I didn’t think that he or I were quite ready for that.

“Well…like I said just say the word” I called over my shoulder as I took my leave as calmly as possible because I didn’t want him to think that I was a total pussy. Closing my eyes as I rounded the corner I plastered my back against the coolness of the wall…willing my body to get control of it self. I knew that the rest of my day was shot because there was no way that I could go to class with the huge boner that was poking painfully through my khakis.

“Wanna get out of here” I heard his speak before me…nearly causing me to cry out in fright because I hadn’t even heard him walk up on me.

“Sure…yeah” I stammered taking another deep breath and praying like hell that he didn’t notice my uncomfortable situation. He didn’t speak another word…just nodded at me as he led the way out of the building. No words were exchanged as I pulled out of the parking lot…with no idea where the hell we were going or what we were going to do once we got there. “So where to” I asked breaking the silence as he looked over at me with a look so deep and penetrating that once again my dick began to come to life. I knew that my life was about to change again that day…but never in my wildest dreams did I think that it would change in the way that it did.

“My place” was his short reply as he raked his eyes down the length of my chest…stopping at the bulge in my pants before bringing them back up to blushing face. “And hurry…” those words hung in the air as I forced myself to look away from those soulful eyes…pressing down on the accelerator with my foot in anticipated haste. We got there in record time as we practically raced through the back yard and into the solitude of the pool house that was his home. With two flicks of the wrist the door was slammed behind us…the blinds coming down as he plastered me against the wall…plundering my mouth with the heated wetness of his tongue. I don’t know why I was so shocked…but I was as I pushed him away from me with full reflexes as I began to pace the small length of his living room/bedroom. He didn’t say a word once again…but hell I was used to that since he wasn’t much of a talker anyways…just followed me with his eyes as I fought internally to make a decision.

The truth of the matter was that he knew what he wanted and he knew that in the end he was going to get what he wanted as he left me alone in the living room facing away from him. I knew where he was going…knew what I was going to find once turned around as I fell frustrated and confused on the softness of the couch. I wanted him…there was no denying it. I had wanted him from the first moment that I laid eyes on him…but what I didn’t know was if I was able or even ready to be with a man in the way that I knew he wanted to be with me. I wasn’t completely straight…not completely gay either as my head fell into my hands. In truth I didn’t know what I was. I had been with girls before…lots of them in fact…but I had also dabbled a little with a guy before and I had no choice but to admit to myself that I liked it…I liked it a lot. With a heavy sigh I slowly pulled myself off of the couch as I crept heavy-footed towards where he lay in wait for me.

My breath caught in my throat as I turned around…finding him laying naked under the covers…those always-soulful eyes practically boring into my own. He didn’t say a word and neither did I as I gradually made my way over towards the bed…losing pieces of my clothing with each step. Fully nude…I slide under the covers…lying back against the over sized pillow as I waited for him to make the next move. I didn’t have to wait long as he slide up beside me…laying his head upon his hand as he looked over my bare chest. I knew that he could hear my heart beating frantically within my chest…but he never let on as he slowly reached out with his other hand as he traced his fingers down my chest…stopping just short of my abdomen. Closing my eyes…I inhaled deeply as that same hand began to creep further downward under the protection of the comforter as he gripped lightly onto my swollen dick. That same breath that I had just pulled in got stuck in my throat as he began to stroke me slowly…immediately causing a groan to omit from my lips.

“I’m going to fuck you and I am going to fuck you hard” he whispered in my ear as he leaned over pinning half of my body under the bulk of his own.

“I…I don’t fuck” I stammered because the truth of the matter was that I had never fucked or been fucked by a man before and I was more then a little unsure about it at the time. Sure…I had been with another guy…but it was nothing more then simple kissing and one hell of a great blowjob…but nothing more.

“You will be fucked by me today Luke…good and hard and when I am done with you…you will be begging for more” he continued to taunt me and all I could think of at the time was that had been the most that I had heard him speak in the whole time that I had known him. I wanted to tell him no…but telling him anything was virtually impossible as he once again latched his mouth over my own. I had no control of my body or my actions as I gave into the kiss…wrapping my arms around his slender body as I pulled him atop my surrendering one.

Our kiss turned hungry…ravenous as he plundered my mouth so severely with his tongue that I felt as if I was dying from lack of air. I wanted to push him away…because my mind was screaming for me to do so…but my body…that traitorous body of mine rendered me speechless. Instead it took control as it arched its way upwards…rubbing my achingly hard dick against his own. Together we both cried out from the thrill and the shock of first manly contact…but his shock didn’t last long as he once again increased the suction he held upon my lips…also increasing the friction between our two bodies until I was a moaning mess of emotions and feelings.

Eye’s closed tightly…my breath caught within my throat as he released my bruised and swollen lips…instead latching lips and tongue upon the unsuspecting skin of my neck and throat. Arching my neck backwards I allowed him eager access to more of my tender region. I was in heaven…glorious heaven and all at the mercy of a man whom I had hated from the first moment I had laid eyes upon him. He was doing things to me that I had never experienced before…at least not with a man and I fucking loved it. I would cry out with every gentle nip of teeth upon flushed skin…only to cry out even longer as a wet and wonderful tongue would reach out to sooth it. I wanted more…I craved more…I needed more and I knew that if I didn’t get it soon…I was going to lose what was left of my mind.

It was as if he sensed my frustration…as if he knew that I was so close to spilling my load all over his thigh as it continued to dry hump me. Within seconds he lazed those soft lips across my chest…down my abdomen…stopping just short of the one place that I was dying for him to taste the most. He didn’t say a word…not that he ever did as he just gazed up over the expanse of my body with a glint of lust in his eyes. He was testing me…I knew that he was…waiting to see if I was going to allow him to continue or run like the scared chicken that I felt like. He wanted to see if I was man enough to take the pressure…and despite the fact that I had some serious reservations…there was no way that I was going to give him the benefit of the doubt.

I had always been in charge…always been the one with the glint in the eye…testing…teasing the women that I fucked…but with Ryan it was different. I didn’t’ mind being the submissive…didn’t mind that he was completely in control of what we did and the outcome once we did it. I wanted him to be in control…wanted him to dominate my entire existence or at least while we were behind closed doors that was. “Ryan…please” I begged as he continued to hover above my wavering pole. I could feel the heated coolness of his breath whisper across the tip of my dick with each exhale…and that alone was causing some serious burning to grow deep within me.

“Please what?” he teased…gripping my manhood firmly within his hand before blowing across my oozing tip.

“Oh fuck…” I cried out…once again arching off of the bed as he continued with his torture. “Suck me off…please” my worded frustration continued to echo around us…but they only got louder as he did my bidding and engulfed my dick into the confines of his mouth. I could hear him chuckle deep within his throat and that little tremor alone almost sent me over the edge. Of course the truth of the matter was that I was so close to the edge before any of that even happened…so anything could have triggered my release. There was no denying the man was talented with his mouth as he tortured and teased me until I was almost ready to pass out. He would build me up with one swipe of his tongue…and then remove his mouth completely causing my frustration level to almost skyrocket. If I though that was enough I nearly lost my mind when he added his hand to the mix…jerking me off with both hand and mouth until I exploded my juices deep within his mouth. He didn’t even bat an eye as he swallowed every drop…giving me a small sexy grin as he laid my limp dick against my thigh.

“My turn…” he growled…taking my hands into his own as he jerked my sated frame from off of the bed and into a sitting position. “I’m going to fuck you like you have never been fucked before Luke” he teased as he leaned forward and traced his lips across my idiotic grinning ones. I wasn’t sure…but I could have sworn that I tasted a bit of myself as I licked across the path he had blazed and it truly turned me on. I couldn’t wait to pleasure him in the way that he had pleasured me. I only hopped that I could do it nearly as well as he did.

“Wh…what do you want me to do?” I asked…trying to sound self-assured…but not tricking either one of us at all.

With a final kiss upon my lips…he shifted his way beside me…leaning against the headboard…his hands tucked sexily behind his head. He didn’t say a word…but he eyes told me all that I needed to know as I pulled myself onto my knees…leaning forward as I cupped his beautiful penis within my hand. I had never been this close to a dick before…but as I closely examined it I knew that I would find myself here time and time again for as long as he would allow me too. Taking a deep breath I covered his manhood with my mouth…quickly setting a pace that I hoped was bringing him as much pleasure as he brought me…but all hopes were dashed as he slowed my actions with his hands within my hair. “Slow down Luke…” he rushed out…patting my like a dog and despite the fact that I should have hated it…I never wanted him to stop. “Follow my lead…you will know when to speed up”

“Ok…” I spoke sadly…upset that I wasn’t pleasing him the way that he deserved.

“You’re doing a great job Luke” he soothed…running those long fingers up and down my scalp. “It’s really fucking hot…but I want to savior it before I fuck you?” he grinned…sending shivers down my spine at those words. I couldn’t help but almost purr like a kitten as I leaned into his touch. I couldn’t even speak…and didn’t want to as I once again leaned down and captured his penis within my mouth. With slow and decisive movements I examined every nook and cranny…pride filling my heart with each grunt and groan that escaped his gorgeous mouth. “I need to fuck you” I heard him cry out moments later as he jerked away from me and what I was doing.

Fear began to sweep over me at the idea of him shoving his dick up my ass…but as he wrapped his arms around my neck…pulling me down for a mind-numbing kiss all fears flew out the window in an instant. A moment later he was behind me…running his hands up and down my chest and abdomen as I leaned my head back and allowed him to kiss me once again. “Are you ready?” he whispered against my ear once our kiss had been broken.

“Ready…” I assured as he left my side for just a moment as he retrieved the necessary items for what we were about to do. I felt him fumble with the condom as he placed it upon his dick…shuttered in slight anticipated fear as he placed a cold liquid at my once thought forbidden place. “Just relax…it will hurt for only a bit and then it will start to feel great” he soothed once again against my ear…one arm wrapped around my chest as the other situated himself at my entrance.

“Ryan…just…just go slow…ok” I stammered as I latched my hand onto the arm still holding me tightly against his body from behind.

“Ok…I promise” he vowed as he tightened his hold…slowly pushing himself forward. I couldn’t help the small outcry of pain that escaped from my lips at his gentle intrusion. The pain was unlike anything I had ever experienced before as he slide in a bit further…causing the grip I held on his hand to intensify. “Just relax…” his words breezed past my ear as he began to set a slow and steady motion. With several deep breaths I took his words to heart as the pain soon ended and in its place strange and wondrous sensations. I never know being with a man like that could be as glorious as it was…but as he continued to make love to me I quickly found myself hard and ready to go again. Needing relief once again I began to pump my engorged dick as I set the pace to the rhythm that Ryan had set for himself. I was close as so was he as we both quickly increased the vigor of our actions…exploding long and loudly together before falling to the bed below us once we were done.

For long moments in time we just lay there…me plastered to the sheets as he continued to lie partially on top of me. However…it didn’t last long once he pulled his frame from atop me…disposing of the condom into a trashcan beside the bed. I felt the bed shift as he laid down beside me…unspeaking as the silence around us began to gnaw at my nerves. “Ryan…” I whispered…my back still turned towards him for fear of looking at him and falling apart.
“Yeah…” he spoke in a near whisper.

“What happens now?” I asked…afraid of what his answer might have been.

“Luke…look at me” he spoke…placing his hand upon my naked shoulder.

Doing as he asked I turned over onto my side…unable to look in his eyes for at that very moment I felt more vulnerable then I ever had in my lifetime. “I don’t know where this leaves us. I mean you have to admit that this is a strange situation” he went on…causing my heart to plummet into my stomach. “But we can take it slow and see where it leads” he smiled…cupping my face within his palm as he looked down at me.

“Ok…” I spoke quickly…smiling like an idiot once again as I leaned upward…placing a lingering kiss upon his lips. The truth of the matter was that was that I didn’t know where this relationship with Ryan was going or what would happen if something did. However…what I did know was that my feelings for him changed that night. He was no longer an enemy…no longer a foe….but someone that I longed to get to truly know…longed for him to truly know me. I knew it was going to be complicated…but as I gazed into those always-expressive eyes I knew that it was going to be worth every complicated minute.

The End…or it is??