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Shell Shock

By: hudine
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Shell Shock

Title: Shell Shock
Author: Hudine Wolfspirit
Rating: MA - Content is only suitable for mature adults. May contain explicit language and adult themes.
Paring: Rose/9th Doctor
Distribution: Anyone that wants it
Spoilers: Rose, the end of the world
Summery: 9th Dr/Rose: The doctor keeps having nightmares of the war, Rose concerned comforts him.
Category: Tragedy, Action/Adventure, Hurt/Comfort
Disclaimer: It's not mine! It belongs to rich people not poor penniless me who is not making a penny out of this. Only made for the enjoyment of others (please don't Sue me). Dr Who is a trade mark of the BBC, to see more about the BBC and Dr Who go to www. BBC . co . uk /Doctorwho
Notes: Not cannon my take on the war.
Feedback: To hudine at clan-tws.co.uk and ICQ 59461891 or yahoo IM: Hudine
Dedications: Stelco - Just cause you love war stories.
WARNINGS: Graphic Sex and Violence

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The Doctor moved through the long silver grass quickly and quietly, his unit was behind enemy grounds and they didn't want spotted. He was wearing his uniform that consisted of a black leather jacket with regiment insignia on it as well as a white band on one sleeve with a bright red cross; as he was the unit medic. His boots where black combat made of tuff Teralian dragon hide leather, some of the strongest there was; silver-grey combat trousers, and a v-neck t-shirt to match. the material was designed in a way that their body heat, although lower than most species does not pick up on scanners, as well as the grey goop that was on their skin. His hair had been cut short, so much unlike him, a base-ball like cap on his head, and the grey/blue eyes of his latest regeneration wore a haunted look.

He tried to keep his hearts under control, and his breathing easy. This regeneration had not been easy, he had almost died when the base camp was attacked only yesterday, and here he was out on the field again. It was ironic really, the doctor had spent his entire life running away from his people and home, and now here he was trying to defend it, along side the Master, Rani, and some jerk-off general called Domainvain that was supposed to keep the 'rebels' in order. Also in his unit was two young time lords that had never even been off the planet, was yet to regenerate, they where just boys. Aidan was only sixty which was young for a time lord, he had shocking red hair and stood at six feet tall. Then there was Jon who was only eighteen. A baby in the doctor's eyes, and he had swore to protect the young boy, already once with his life.

The general stopped ahead of them and froze. They held their guns ready, listened, then moved forward slowly crawling on their bellies. Ahead there was a platoon of Daleks, on their border control. All they needed to do was get over the fence, then they had another good mile of no-mans land until the border of their own ground dangerously close to the citadel. This was an important intelligence mission, they had lost three of their own already, one of them needed to get back at all costs to Lady-President Romana or all would be lost.

When it was clear they got up and made a brake for the perimeter fence, but six Daleks seen them and started screaming, 'EX-TER-MIN-ATE!" over and over.

They shot at the Daleks who shot back, but the general was hit with a beam that turned him into a smouldering pile of ashes. The doctor seen red and shot down ever single one of them with his gun no hesitation, but kept firing until there was a hand on his shoulder, and a familiar female voice called out to him, "Theta it's too late, there was nothing you could do."

"People have been saying that too often of late Rani."

"Theta, you need to stop taking this war so personally, it is 'not your fault'," the master emphasised to him.

"Is it Koshieshi? You know as well as I do the Daleks have always had it in for me."

"They have it in for everyone Doctor, now pull yourself together!" Rani shouted and slapped him across the face.

"Come on lets get out of here," the Doctor answered and got out his sonic screwdriver, took down part of the fence, and they slipped through.

Aidan ran ahead, "come on if we run the next quarter mile we will make it!"

The Doctor screamed out, "NO WAIT!!" but it was too late, Aidan stepped on a mine, and was blown up into tiny bits, the biggest part left was an eyeball that landed at the doctor's feet. "NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Distantly he heard a female voice, "wake up doctor!, Wake up!"




He sat bolt upright in bed, he was back in his TARDIS, naked sweaty and tangled in sheets, with Rose in a heap on the floor. All he could do was start to shake memories fresh, and he curled back up on his bed and cried.

Rose shook herself out of the confusion and got up. She was only wearing a baggy grey v-neck t-shirt she had found to sleep in, and her knickers. She didn't care though, and she got on the bed and hugged the doctor. "Shhh, it's ok. It was a nightmare." She wiped at the sweat on his brow and let him snuggle into her as he shook, and she just held him.

"Wasn't a nightmare," he replied weakly. "A memory, of the war. I should have stopped him."

Rose held him tighter, "look I'm sure you did everything you could. I know you and your a good man."

"I know, but it don't stop me feeling like I should have..."

She silenced him with a kiss, "look you can go on about this for the next god knows how many years, and beat yourself up, or you can move on. I don't know what happened, I wasn't there, it was horrible, especially when you are the only survivor and the guilt is enormous. But you 'did' make it, and it's time you start living again." Rose stroked his hair, noting it felt different to human hair, more silky like cat fur. "I'm going to be here to help you, you are not alone anymore. I will never leave you as long as I live."

"You don't mean that." The Doctor stated.

"Yes I do! I'm still here aren't I?" Rose was a little annoyed but had to be patient with him.

"They all leave me in the end; my mother, Sara Jane, Romana, Tegan..."

Rose kissed him again, and this time the Doctor responded and kissed her back. When they broke apart for air she looked him in his eyes that was wide and child-like not portraying his over nine-hundred years, "I am not any of them. I am Rose Tyler, and as mad as I may be: I care about you, and may even love you."

He actually smiled back a little and surprisingly it reached his eyes, "oh Rose, what you have to go do that for?"

"What fall in love with you?"

The Doctor brought up a hand and gently rub her cheek, smiling a little more. "I won't be able to let you go if we do anything."

Rose swallowed, "maybe I don't want you too," she replied and kissed him again, and this time he opened his mouth to let her explore. His teeth was sharper than that of a human, and he tasted sweet and musky, altogether different than a human male, but pleasantly so, it was something that defined him. Feeling large cool hands run up her stomach to her breasts, under her t-shirt; it gave her pleasurable goose pimples, and shivers; as she let out a low moan, allowing him to take dominance over the kiss.

The Doctor had to remember she needed to breathe more than him and broke apart to let her. He coaxed her to sit up a little then pulled off the old military issue shirt of his she was wearing noting it looked good on her, but even better off. "Beautiful," he murmured as he drank in the sight of her naked torso, rounded breasts with little red peeks, and her creamy white skin.

"Considering I'm a human," she remarked remembering something he had once said to her.

He grinned and pulled her back to him and let his naked torso press against hers as they engaged in another breathtaking kiss; enjoying the feel of skin on skin. Breaking for air he started to trail kisses along her jaw and chin, down her neck; and finding a sensitive spot on her neck, he licked it once then sucked on it really hard, causing Rose to moan loudly and leaving a small hicky on her neck.

Rose smiled, "that's not a hicky."

"Oh come on, I didn't want to hurt you," the Doctor huffed a little.

"This is what I call a proper one," Rose replied and before he could say anything she was at the base of his neck and sucked really hard grazing him with her teeth.

The Doctor rubbed at the large purple bruise, "that's going to leave a mark..."

"Well if it's going to be obvious what I been doing, got to make it obvious who I been doing it with," Rose joked.

Laughing he pinned her on her back an gave her another searing kiss, his eyes twinkling the whole time. Picking up where he had left off, he gave her another deeper hicky just at the base of her neck on the collar bone, to prove a point. Kissing down her upper torso he made feather light kisses around her nipple but not on it, enjoying her anguished moans, then slowly he took the nipple in his mouth and sucked on it gently, flicking his tongue over the tip lightly, and ever so slightly grazing with his teeth. Letting go he blew some air on the now wet and erect nipple, making Rose cry out a little, before moving on to the other one and repeating the treatment.

Rose was moaning, the tingling in her breasts moving pleasantly though her body, and she cupped the back of his head with one hand, urging him to suckle harder, which he gratefully obliged, as she ran her fingers through the Doctor's short hair. She used the other hand to explore and caress what she could reach of his; back, chest and tummy. The feel of him moaning into her nipple only making the pleasure more intense.

Detaching himself from her nipple, he descended and trailed kisses down her stomach and abdomen until he reached the line of her pants. Reaching for the elastic he looked at her, her eyes giving him permission as he pulled them down, and Rose kicked them off. Trailing kisses around the area and on her thighs, he reached into her soft curls and pulled the skin flaps apart a bit, then descended on her clitoris with his tongue. Winning a loud groan from Rose, the Doctor continued to suck on her swollen nub, grazing it lightly with his teeth. As Rose's groans got louder and both her hands cupped his head to pull him in closer, he brought a hand to her opening and slipped a finger inside.

"Oh God!" Rose almost came there and then, and even more so when she felt the Doctor laugh as he was working on her clit.

Adding another finger he slid them in and out her slick and wet opening, making sure to cause as much stimulation as possible, he was about to add another finger when Rose shuddered and came violently, then pulled him up.

"I need you, NOW," she groaned.

In response the doctor kissed her, then looked into her eyes. "You sure?" When she gave him a curt nod he wasn't long obliging feeling the need to take her overpowering him. As he positioned his blood engorged member at her opening he noted that he had no idea he could get so big, then slowly he pushed into her, finding her slippery, warm walls a satisfyingly tight fit.

Rose wasn't long adjusting to the size of the doctor and moved her hips in time with him, as they started slowly, getting faster and faster, before long he was pounding into her harder and faster than anything she had ever experienced before. She felt the knot of nerves get tighter and tighter until her whole body burst into flaming intense, pleasurable tingles, that started to throb, and she screamed the doctor's name over and over, as loudly as nature would allow; in the most intense orgasm of her life.

The Doctor was not long following, and spilled into her crying Rose's name, in a very intense orgasm; which was so intense he done something he never done before from sex and passed out cold.

Rose smiled as she felt the Doctor's weight slump on top of her, he was still in her and seemed to be out for the count. She wasn't worried though, he had a smile on his face and seemed to be sleeping dreamlessly for the first time since they met. She cuddled up to him, and then herself with not enough energy to keep her eyes open a moment longer; fell fast asleep.

-End-