I Just Want To Go Home

Title: I Just Want To Go Home
Author: Dreamgirl556
Summary: Abby is kidnapped and sexually assaulted and goes back to the hospital for Ray.
Rating: R
Pairings: Abby and Ray (in second chapter)
Feedback: Yes please.
Characters: Abby, Ray and others
Betas: None
Author's Notes:None
Disclaimer: I do not own Ray, Abby, anyone in the story or the show, "ER".

Abby didn’t know when she’d finally get back to the hospital. She failed to save CJ’s life who was shot in his SUV. His little brother, Little C’s wept on the ground by the fire on a very cold night. The only one who didn’t have a coat on was Abby as she used it to cover CJ’s bleeding in the stomach. No matter what Abby did, she didn’t save him after giving him codeine, pressuring his stomach to slow down the bleeding or use a needle and thread to sew up the wound. Nothing worked and CJ was gone anyways. Abby stopped doing CPR on CJ and cried with tears streaming down her face. CJ’s cousin, “Loose” took a quick look at Abby, who was still in tears. It had been a horrible night. They kidnapped Abby after them wanting to save CJ in their SUV, Abby had a gun pointed at her head all night, even while going to the bathroom in a private area outdoors and when they stopped for some food, Abby couldn’t eat anything. The whole night she was in tears, wanting to go home.
Loose got off the cargo seat of the SUV to put a hand on Little C then Abby looked out the window, sobbing and wiping her tears. She turned her head to look at Loose who was looking back at Abby… with the gun in his hand. They stared at each other as Loose glared back as if he was going to do something. Abby quickly did the best she could to compose herself then Little C got up from the ground. Loose moved forward towards Abby with the gun in his hand still. Abby started to plead with him. He reached in, grabbing Abby’s arm anyways and took her out of the SUV.
“We don’t have a shovel here; we’ll have to do it somewhere else,” Loose told her and Little C as he pulled Abby and took her to the back seat in front of the cargo area. Abby pleaded with him again.
“Please… you don’t have to do this,” she begged. Abby feared for her life as Loose took her to the seat and Little C shut the back door. They took her in the back and Abby was thinking to herself, “oh, god, they’re really going to kill me and bury me somewhere.” She prayed that they’d change their minds then Loose told Abby with the gun pointed at her to lay down. Abby obeyed.
A minute later, rap music blasted in the SUV as Little C sniffled over his brother’s death. Loose told him to stop. Abby thought she should remained quiet but then decided to take the risk to speak up. Loose turned down the music. “Listen…” Abby started. “I’m not going to tell anybody about this. Okay, I really won’t.” Neither men stopped or listened to her. The music went back up again. Pleading was no use at all. They were still driving and planned to do something with her. She just wanted to go home.
Abby looked up at the window, watching the city go by then she felt the SUV slow down in a really dark place. No lights. Far away was a dim light but that’s all it was. She looked at the roof then saw a light going around and realized that it was Little C who carried the flashlight and moved up closer to the front seat next to Loose. The SUV finally came to a stop and Abby continued to look up and wait to see what happens next. She could hear Little C and Loose whispering to each other. With a deep breath after waiting for a few minutes, she could hear the door opening then Little C came to the back seat, holding the flashlight over Abby’s head. Abby looked up at him while they wait for Loose. Loose soon opened the back door at Abby’s feet. “Alright, come on… get out of the car,” he told her. Little C removed the flashlight away from Abby then Abby obeyed and got out of the SUV. When she did, Little C got out as well and Loose led her away from the vehicle. Abby looked around. She recognized it. It was the same area where they took her to let her go to the bathroom before.
Abby swallowed hard then Loose told her to lay down on the ground. She looked back at him for a second then obeyed. As soon she looked up, she saw Loose get down on his knees right over Abby. Now, Abby couldn’t get up. Her heart raced. Little C had the gun in one hand and the flashlight in the other as he put it over her face again.
“Please…” Abby pleaded again. The light was too bright, she almost couldn’t see what was going on. Little C moved the light so she can see better and Loose was already taking his shirt off. This startled her. “Oh, god… no, please…”
Loose smiled at her. “I never caught your name, Baby,” he said to her.
Abby hesitated then swallowed. “It’s Abby,” she told him.
“Well, Abby… it looks like we’re going to have some fun tonight.” Abby started crying again and wanted to keep pleading but was afraid that Little C would try to shoot her. She could only pray that he wouldn’t do anything that she thought that he would do.
Abby’s skin crawled when Loose moved his hands down to Abby’s scrub pants. He knew immediately how to untie then he did and pushed them down. She started crying again. Little C smiled, watching Loose strip Abby from below the waist then Loose unbuckled his belt. He smiled at her again. “You’re such a bitch, you know that?” he asked her.
Abby couldn’t help it anymore. She sobbed then Loose grabbed the bottom of her scrub top and yanked it off. “I think you’d enjoy a little fuck, now wouldn’t you?” he asked. “Please…” she whimpered. Loose decided to make it quicker so he pulled out his rod and pushed himself in her body. Abby let out a yell. “No, god… please…”she cried. “Look, I’m sorry I couldn’t save CJ but please… can’t we just figure this out?”
Loose laughed. “No, Baby… we can’t.” He leaned in to kiss her neck as she can feel him fucking and cumming in her. Abby had never had a man reach orgasm this quick before. Not even Carter or Luka. She was becoming more frightened now.
“Oh, god…” she sobbed. Loose started to get angry then told Little C to put the gun at her head. Abby immediately tried to stop crying. He rammed himself in harder and faster now. “No…”
“Come on, Bitch! You know you want it. You know you like the fucking!” Loose screamed. Abby yelled out, crying and unable to stop him. However, Little C didn’t pull the trigger. It seemed that they just enjoy watching her suffer and they wanted her alive for that. Abby begged and screamed the best she could.
“No! No, stop! Please stop it now!” she yelled and wailed out.
“It don’t matter if you didn’t save CJ. I only care about fucking you, you whore!” he pushed into her body pretty harder, just getting more hard and rough with each thrust.
“No, no, please! Please stop! Please, it hurts! God, please!” she begged, her tears running down her face again as she begged for her innocence. “Please, I won’t tell anyone about this, I promise I won’t!” It was Abby’s worst nightmare. All she could do was keep on crying and praying. Loose reached his hands up and gave both of her tits some squeezes and went down to suck on them. “You got some nice titties, Baby,” he told her. Her face was red and soaking. Little C did nothing to help but hold the flashlight over her face.
Pretty soon, Loose sighed and pulled his pants up and pulled Abby back into the SUV and ordered her to lay down again. Loose and Little C climbed back into the SUV as Abby was laying in the back with wet tears all over her face. She tried to compose herself a little then in less than five minutes, Loose stopped the SUV. “Oh, god, not again…” she thought to herself. Finally, she heard a quiet siren and recognized from out the window the city near the hospital. She sighed in relief that it seemed that they were back at the hospital. Loose turned off the music then in only a few seconds, he let Abby out of the SUV. Abby exited the vehicle then looked up at the ambulance bay at the hospital. As soon she heard the door shut, she looked up at Loose who looked back at her then walked back to his driver’s seat. Little C stuck his head out the window and thanked Abby for trying to save CJ. Abby, who still had tears over her cheeks nodded. Finally, the SUV drove away.