Everlasting Pain

Title: Pain Everlasting
Author: Darkestangel
Summary: Teal`c shows hiyaltyalty to Apophis and Jack has to pay the price.
Author’s Website: http://home.bellsouth.net/p/PWP/darknessprevails
Comments: angela9in@ureach.com
Archive: yes, with permission
Warnings: non-con, violence, angst, an abusive Teal`c
Pairing: Jack/Teal`c/Apophis
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: They’re not mine. I am only borrowing them from the brilliant creators of the movie/show, MGM, Showtime, and Sci-Fi Channel.
Author’s Notes: This is a missing scene from Season Five’s Enemies. Teal`c has been brain-washed by Apophis’ sarcophagus, and Jack is his first test of loyalty.
Inspired by the following lines:
Jack: “Tell the truth Teal`c.”
Teal1c: “The truth is when my symbiote reaches maturity you will be its host.”
Jack: “I meant the other truth.”


The look of my lover’s face as he points my own gun at me sends chills down my spine. I had trusted this man for four years with my life, my body, and my soul. Now, he was actually threatening my life and the lives of the people I care about. How did this happen? How had I fallen for his supposed Jaffa rebellion? I am a Colonel for God’s sake. I’ve been trained to recognize conspiracy and deceit; yet, I had fallen for his act. I had allowed my personal feelings and physical needs to cloud my better judgment. I should never have believed that it would be this easy to turn a First Prime against its Goa`uld master.

“O’Neill, come with me,” he demands.

“I think the kids need supervision Teal`c.”

“Now!” he yells grabbing my arm hard enough to make me trip. I balance myself using his shoulder for support. I look into his eyes and see nothing but hatred and resentment. I quickly remove my hands from his body and reluctantly follow him out of the room.

He leads me, along with two other Jaffa to Apophis’ chamber. I swallow hard in dread at seeing the slime-sucking snake head again. “Look Teal`c, if you don’t mind I would like to freshen up a bit before you take me to see your all-knowing god. I haven’t had a shower in days, and my hair must be a real mess.”

He turns to give me one of his “eat shit and die” looks, and I quickly look away fearing the anger from this brain-washed, 6’4”, 250 pound Jaffa. Some might say that I, Colonel Jack O’Neill can be rather stupid at times, but I wasn’t about to let my stupidity or stubbornness set off this rather pissed-off man squeezing my arm hard enough to make it numb, so I kept myth sth shut.

When the door opens, I see Apophis awaiting his delivery, me. Teal`c pushes me down to my knees before I even have a chance to protest. He knows that there is no way in hell I would kneel before this homicidal maniac. Teal`c squeezes my neck firmly forcing me to look Apophis in the eyes, and I begin to realize the hold this monster has on my lover and friend.

“I won’t tell you anything you slimy snake…”

I’m interrupted by Teal`c and his fist on my mouth, “You will not speak unless spoken to first human!” He squeezes my neck so hard that I begin to lose sensation in my hands and feet. I reluctantly look at Apophis and wait for him to speak.

“O’Neill, I am not going to ask you anything. I know that it is useless to torture you for information, but that doesn’t mean that you can’t entertain me.” He strokes my cheek gently and cups my chin in his hand. He stares into my eyes and smiles. I begin to struggle in earnest. I have seen that look before in Iraq ten years ago. That look always means trouble, and I for one was not ready to repeat those events that had nearly drove me insane all those years ago.

“Teal`c, I think that it is time for you to demonstrate your loyalty to me and not to this Tau`ri.”

I can’t see him, but I am sure that Teal`c is nodding to Apophis in understanding. I try to lose his grip on my neck, but it only causes him to squeeze harder. “My Lord, I would be honored to demonstrate my loyalty to you.” He pushes my neck down to the floor and proceeds to unzip my pants. I struggle and get an arm loose. I elbow him in the nose, and I hear him grunt in pain, but that doesn’t slow him down. He pulls me up so that my back is resting on his chest, and he wraps my neck in the crook of his arm and squeezes tightly. I am struggling to breath, and the tears threaten as he pushes my pants down to my knees.

“Please don’t do this Teal`c. Can’t you see that he’s brain-washed you? You know that he’s not a god!”

“I told you not to speak human! You make me sick with your disloyalty to our Lord, Apophis.” The death grip he has on my neck gets tighter, and I can hear him ridding himself of his pants. Within moments he is in position to impale me in front of his Lord, and I have no choice but to remain clutched up against his body, both of us on our knees with our pants wrapped around our thighs.

“Teal`c can’t you see what he’s doing? He’s using you to hurt me. Don’t let him do this to us. Please…” This time I am interrupted by the piercing pain of Teal`c entering my unprepared body. I scream in agony as he slams into me with no regard to the amount of pain he is causing. I slowly begin to recognize the taste of blood on my mouth, and I realize that I have bitten into my own lip trying to keep the scream of pain inside.

“Yesss, O’Neill, beg him to stop you puny human. My Jaffa is claiming you in front of me, and hearing you being torn in two is more exhilarating than I ever imagined. You will no longer be a threat to my empire or to any other System Lord by the time I am through with you.” Apophis reaches down to stroke my flaccid cock attempting to arouse me or to make me puke. I wasn’t really sure. I in return spit on his face not caring what the consequences would be.

“I can take anything you throw at me snake boy.” It is a fetal attempt in defying him of pleasure, but I went for it anyway. Deep down all three of us knew that having my attacker being the man I loved was going to break me. This man inside of me had pleasured me physically for years, and he had protected me and supported me unconditionally. I in return did the same without any doubts or inhibitions. Of course, we hadn’t advertised our relationship amongst the SGC, but Sam, Daniel, and Hammond knew about our “loving” relationship.

The painful pounding I am getting from Teal`c is becoming unbearable, and the pressure on my dick increases. I watch Apophis wiping my spit off of his face only to suck it off his finger. “Soon I will taste your other fluids Tau`ri.”

I roll my eyes in disgust. “This is not fucking happening. Please tell me Apophis is not giving me a hand job.”

“I’ve always found your insolence attractive O’Neill and I would love nothing more than to shut that mouth up with my cock. Would you like that? Would you like to service your God?”

Teal`c lets go of my neck finally, and I suck in large quantities of air trying to catch my breath. “If it’s alright with you I’ll hold off on the “dick in my mouth platter.” I’m trying to diet.”

Teal`c yanks my head back to him pulling half of my hair out in the process. I hiss in pain as he bites down on my earlobe, and slams into my prostate brutally hard. “You make me sick O’Neill. If you had any idea how much I hate your jokes and the very sound of your voice, you would remain quiet! As a matter of fact, the very idea of what I had to go through to gain tru trust makes me want to rip you into pieces.”

“I’ve always trusted you Teal`c. You earned that when you freed us on Chulak.”

“I didn’t free you! I was sent to you as a spy since day one. I have served my Lord faithfully through out my mission. Do you really think that I would have anything to do with you if I were not commanded to do so?”

“No, it’s all a lie Teal`c. You chose to come with us to rid the Jaffa of the Goa`uld. You became my friend…”

“And lover O’Neill? Do you have any idea how hard it was to touch you? You are my master’s enemy, and I had to pleasure you against my will. Do you have any idea how nauseating it was to have to take you in my mouth, or to kiss your putrid lips, or to feel your hands on me calling out my name? The last four years have been a living hell, as you humans say, and I am grateful for this opportunity to return the favor. You’ve made me miserable, and now it’s time for payback.”

Those words pierced my heart instantly. I could endure the physical abuse, after all I had survived Iraq, but I couldn’t handle the emotional torture from the man who had told me that he loved me for years. I begin to shake uncontrollably. The tears spring to my eyes instantly, and I give up fighting him. What was the point of trying to stop the physical violation when he had already violated my heart?

Apophis gently wipes the tears from my face, “Now Teal`c, look what you’ve done to the love of your life. You’ve made the great Tau`ri cry like a baby. What would his SG team think of this broken warrior? If you keep talking to him like that he might begin to think that you don’t love him.” I can see him stroking himself through his pants laughing at his own cruel joke. Meanwhile Teal`c has stopped pounding into me for the time being. He just stands still filling me with his massive cock. I can’t help but to hold my breath waiting for his next move.

“My Lord, Apophis, I have lied to you and to O’Neill. I didn’t hate everything about him. I did hate what his mouth said but I loved what his mouth could do to me. Perhaps you would like to sample his talents?”

“Are you sure you don’t mind sharing?” Apophis asks pulling out his hardened organ.

“What is mine is yours my Lord.”

I can’t help it. I have to ask, “Excuse me? Do I get to say anything about this arrangement?”

I am answered with a slap in the face by Apophis’ cock. “Shut up human and show me your talents, and don’t even think about biting me, or I will have your precious Major Carter sent to my other Jaffa. The threat is viable, so I take Apophis in my mouth while Teal`c resumes fucking my ass. Once again, I found myself transported back to Iraq. The ship’s black ceramic floor turns into a sandy blanket-covered tent. Teal`c and Apophis become two of my Iraqi tormentors. There had been a total of six men who tortured me daily for months on end, but I never broke down like this for them. They would try harder everyday, but they never broke my spirit. Teal`c on the other hand, had managed to do that in less than fifteen minutes.

The moans of the two men become almost deafening, and my knees, ass, back, and jaw are aching under their assault. All I can hope for is that it will end soon. I know that Teal`c is capable of holding an orgasm off for long periods of time, but I hope that this isn’t be one of those times. It takes everything in me not to clamp down on Apophis’ dick, but I fear for Sam. I know that she wouldn’t be the same after a Jaffa assault. I knew I wouldn’t be, and there was only one of him.

“Yesss, O’Neill, it’s nice to know that your mouth is good for something other than getting yourself in trouble. I might just have to keep you around permanently to satisfy my cravings. Perhaps, I could even sample your other orifices the next time. Would you like to have your God inside of you, fucking you, claiming you?”

My mouth is too full to reply, but I’m sure that I would have said something that would have gotten me into even more trouble. He squeezes my head roughly holding it in place as he approaches his release. I have to fight back my gag reflexes several times just to be able to breath. Meanwhile, I become aware of a fluid creeping down my inner thigh. I know it’s not semen, so I come to the conclusion that it is blood. Teal`c had undoubtedly ripped me with his penetration, and now my blood was serving as lubrication.

“Every drop is to be drunk human, or I will be most unhappy. Yesss, that’s it O’Neill, make your God come in your mouth like the good servant that you are.” I feel the bitter liquid shooting into my mouth, and I desperately swallow every drop until he stops erupting into my mouth. Seeing Apophis orgasm causes Teal`c to shoot his load into my bleeding body. He pulls out quickly causing the salty semen to burn my torn rectum as it dribbles down my thigh. I slump to the floor feeling totally used and I want nothing more than to die at this moment. Even though I had been spared the humiliation of coming in Apophis’ hand, I still felt the pain of the desecration that had been done to the rest of my body.

After Apophis catches his breath and tucks his dick back into his pants, he walks off to sit on his throne. I look up to see him reaching into Teal`c’s pouch pulling out his symbiote. He holds it up into the light to investigate it further. “It won’t be long now. Soon you will be mature enough, and I know who would make the perfect host.” He puts “Junior” back into his protective pouch, and he looks me directly in the eyes and smiles. The meaning is clear. I will be the host for Teal`c’s symbiote, and I will never be able to get away from his torture and humiliation. Most importantly, I will not have the desire to rescue my friends or to free Teal`c from his snake-induced hypnosis.