Eveything Changes but Some Things Don't
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Smallville › Het - Male/Female
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
41
Views:
6,249
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0
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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I Do NOT own Smallville, Legion, or DC Comic characters or music mentioned. I NOT MAKIN MONEY OFF THIS. Its all just being borrowed for story. Only thing that's mine is story idea and OC. Please Enjoy.
Chapter 9
Chapter 9
Clark sat in his living room on the couch in front of the fire just watching the flames crackle and pop. They were hypnotizing and therapeutic in a way. He had yet again woken from his dream/vision/whatever it was and had come down to try and think things out. Something was about to happen, he could feel it and it was making his nerves tense. He had some hot cocoa for himself and sat down on the couch where Shelby jumped up to lay his head in Clark’s lap.
Watching the flames and lightly petting Shelby trying to calm his nerves and clear his head Clark began to think yet again on the Chloe/Davis situation which led him to thoughts of all that Chloe and he had been through. Thoughts of everything they had done for each other and the world.
“The first time he met Chloe, his first kiss ever – subsequently with Chloe, them hanging out in his loft with Pete, them going on story hunts with Pete or by themselves…they were definitely a reporting pair, perfect together, in sync with each other just like…, Chloe finding out his secret and yet keeping it, her helping…no forcing Clark to accept his destiny, Chloe saving him over and over, him saving her over and over.
He was remembering everything, the times they close to kissing or dating, the times when they actually did, the times they fought and how it had killed him inside, the times either or both of them had been hurt and the other had comforted. The way they leaned on and depended on each other when they couldn’t depend on anyone else. The way he had lost it the few times he thought her gone forever from his side and now she was. She wasn’t standing by his side this time. This time she had left him to save the world…to save him and with a jolt like a green kryptonite dart to his heart he came to one conclusion that left him weakened and breathless, he loved Chloe and she him.
Yes, they had always said they cared and loved each other but the ‘only as friends’ was always said silently in the air. Yes they had said you mean more to me than you’ll ever know in words and actions over and over but they always put it down to their closeness as friends, their shared differences from the rest of the world…him an alien sent from another planet to protect the people of this world, her a meteor infected person with a healing gift, their many missions to stop evil and protect the people of the world. They had come close so many times to finally admitting what was striking Clark just now in the middle of the night as he sat with Shelby on his living room couch in front of the fire as he wished Chloe sat at his side with her quiet confidence in him and caring heart. He loved her! Not as just a friend, not as just a side kick/confidant, not as a fellow hero, but really LOVED her.
He loved her so completely and unwaveringly and she him, that it frightened him. That’s why no matter what, no matter who he was with he always there for her. Why she was there for him. Why when they were on the outs he would do about anything to get back in her good graces. How if they were on the outs and something happened and they needed each other they were there by the others side instantly, fight and reasons for the fight forgotten as if they never existed. That’s why he had always run after Lana and Alicia and the other girls in his life because the thought of loving Chloe that much scared him senseless. That’s why she had clung so desperately to her relationship with Jimmy and now whatever it was she thought she was trying to save in Davis because loving Clark and possibly losing him scared her more than anything in this world.
Why it took him almost 10 years to figure out that he completely and utterly loved the one girl who had always been with him, by his side through everything he didn’t know but now he was beating himself up even more for letting her go with Davis. For letting her go throughout her life, their lives without knowing how he truly felt. He had to bring her home so they could talk this out. Maybe it was too late for them but at least they could finally clear the air.”
Clark took a deep breath and let it out as he stood from the couch and went upstairs to try and sleep for just a bit longer before he had to start his day all over again.
AN: please read, rate, review (creative criticism, praise, all good things welcome) flames not. hope your enjoying my first try at a Smallville fanfic. Writing going slow because of school sry about that. Gonna try to update as soon as can. be patient.
Clark sat in his living room on the couch in front of the fire just watching the flames crackle and pop. They were hypnotizing and therapeutic in a way. He had yet again woken from his dream/vision/whatever it was and had come down to try and think things out. Something was about to happen, he could feel it and it was making his nerves tense. He had some hot cocoa for himself and sat down on the couch where Shelby jumped up to lay his head in Clark’s lap.
Watching the flames and lightly petting Shelby trying to calm his nerves and clear his head Clark began to think yet again on the Chloe/Davis situation which led him to thoughts of all that Chloe and he had been through. Thoughts of everything they had done for each other and the world.
“The first time he met Chloe, his first kiss ever – subsequently with Chloe, them hanging out in his loft with Pete, them going on story hunts with Pete or by themselves…they were definitely a reporting pair, perfect together, in sync with each other just like…, Chloe finding out his secret and yet keeping it, her helping…no forcing Clark to accept his destiny, Chloe saving him over and over, him saving her over and over.
He was remembering everything, the times they close to kissing or dating, the times when they actually did, the times they fought and how it had killed him inside, the times either or both of them had been hurt and the other had comforted. The way they leaned on and depended on each other when they couldn’t depend on anyone else. The way he had lost it the few times he thought her gone forever from his side and now she was. She wasn’t standing by his side this time. This time she had left him to save the world…to save him and with a jolt like a green kryptonite dart to his heart he came to one conclusion that left him weakened and breathless, he loved Chloe and she him.
Yes, they had always said they cared and loved each other but the ‘only as friends’ was always said silently in the air. Yes they had said you mean more to me than you’ll ever know in words and actions over and over but they always put it down to their closeness as friends, their shared differences from the rest of the world…him an alien sent from another planet to protect the people of this world, her a meteor infected person with a healing gift, their many missions to stop evil and protect the people of the world. They had come close so many times to finally admitting what was striking Clark just now in the middle of the night as he sat with Shelby on his living room couch in front of the fire as he wished Chloe sat at his side with her quiet confidence in him and caring heart. He loved her! Not as just a friend, not as just a side kick/confidant, not as a fellow hero, but really LOVED her.
He loved her so completely and unwaveringly and she him, that it frightened him. That’s why no matter what, no matter who he was with he always there for her. Why she was there for him. Why when they were on the outs he would do about anything to get back in her good graces. How if they were on the outs and something happened and they needed each other they were there by the others side instantly, fight and reasons for the fight forgotten as if they never existed. That’s why he had always run after Lana and Alicia and the other girls in his life because the thought of loving Chloe that much scared him senseless. That’s why she had clung so desperately to her relationship with Jimmy and now whatever it was she thought she was trying to save in Davis because loving Clark and possibly losing him scared her more than anything in this world.
Why it took him almost 10 years to figure out that he completely and utterly loved the one girl who had always been with him, by his side through everything he didn’t know but now he was beating himself up even more for letting her go with Davis. For letting her go throughout her life, their lives without knowing how he truly felt. He had to bring her home so they could talk this out. Maybe it was too late for them but at least they could finally clear the air.”
Clark took a deep breath and let it out as he stood from the couch and went upstairs to try and sleep for just a bit longer before he had to start his day all over again.
AN: please read, rate, review (creative criticism, praise, all good things welcome) flames not. hope your enjoying my first try at a Smallville fanfic. Writing going slow because of school sry about that. Gonna try to update as soon as can. be patient.