Breaking The Cycle

Today is very nice out. I wanted to take a walk with Henry but he is with her again. As I watch my husband and his mistress climb their horses and ride out with the cold wind on their backs, I stand here alone. The way my husband looks at her, he used to look at me like that. He used to love me so much, and what hurts the most is that his whore is starting to affect his relationship with our daughter. She is so precious, she is my world. She is but a twelve year old child who deserves so much more that her father. I plan on asking the king can she visit early so she can celebrate my 37th birthday with me. It has been a month sense the incident in my room. I know he has been avoiding me. To be truthful I have been avoiding him also. I will swallow my pride today and ask him, for the sake of my daughter. 

King Henry

As I ride out with Anne, I can not help but think about Katherine. She will turn 37 in a few days. Katherine is still very beautiful. Sometimes I find myself thinking of her. Eventhough she is three years from 40 she has no wrinkles what so ever. Her body is a perfect figure. Katherine's olive skin fits her perfectly. Her coal black hair is long and silky. I must admit her hair is much softer then Anne's. But all Katherine's beautifulness can not give me a son. Anne could give me many sons. There is not one day she does not remind me so. I have been spending my spare time with Anne. I have been avoiding Katherine after what happened in her bedchambers. I have never acted in that way before. I shall make it up to her by inviting Mary to White Hall for her birthday. Yes, now that I think about it. This shall make up for my misbehaving very nicely.

December 16, 1533
Anne Boleyn

'I am so disgusted. Look at her, sitting there on the throne that is supposed to be mine. She wears the crown that is supposed to adorn my head. How could Henry stan to be near that wretch.' Anne Boleyn thinks to herself as she and the entire court are in attendance at the Queen's birthday celebration. Everyone was in their best dress to give gifts to her majesty. All were happy and enjoying theirselves. All except the nasty Boleyns, and king Henry was indifferent. On one hand he enjoys himself. On the other hand he can see that his precious Anne is barely masking her unhappiness. He wish he can console her but he has a duty to his Queen. His Queen looks ravishing, Henry could not help but look at her. Her brilliance sometimes make him rethink his love for Anne. Each time he questions Anne's love for him she reminds him that unlike Katherine, she can give him sons. He smiles as he thinks about his handsome son.  

Queen Katherine was dressed in royal purple. She wore half of her hair fixed up with jewels matching her gown in it. The other half was silky black flowed freely down her to the middle of her back. She wore pearl tear drop earrings and a pearl necklace. Queen Katherine look every bit of the Queen she is. As the gift giving when on, she gracefully accepted the all. After about two hours the nobles all gave her their gifts. It was now time for her ladies in waiting to present their gifts. She recieved sleeves and collars, four gold necklaces, two jeweled rings, a new leather bible, a Spanish vase, a portrait of Spain, and a golden locket laced with silver. Jane SiVad was the last to present her gift.  

KOA
As Jane presented her gift, I was very shocked and please at the same time. What she have in her hands is a golden chest, with a golden pomagrante on the top (just like the golden chest on top of the pyramid in the end of The Mummy Returns. The chest was on top of the pyramid when all the trees and creatures were being sucked back in the pyramid) 

"Your majesty I present to you the Star of Spain." Jane says as she moves closer. This gift is a very beautiful gift. It is none like the gifts Henry ever has given me. 

"Lady SiVad, this gift is beautiful. Thank you very much." I said truely meaning it. Jane smiles at me and curtsied respectfully. 

"Thank you your majesty, I am happy that you like it." She said. I could not help but notice Henry lean over and expect it with is eyes. I myself inspected it also. 

"This gift is most precious to me, I will cherrish..." I stopped in the middle of my sentence as I opened the chest. Inside there were miniature pure gold and silver bricks. I picked one up and the court gasped. 

"Magnificent". Henry observed. His eyes were shining and so was mine. 

"I hope they are to your liking, majesty." she said.  

"Forgive my manners. Ofcourse I like them, they are beautiful. I have never recieved such a beautiful gift". I said, I never had the pleasure of owning gold and silver bricks. 

"Thank you Lady SiVad, you have gifted the Queen very nicely." My husband said. I think I may have heard a hint of jealousy in his voice. As the rest of the day pass, I sat on my throne. Observing the court, the snuck a few looks at henry. I remember when he was just a boy, a sweet innocent child. My fisrt memory of him was escorting me from my ship when I landed on English shores. He always complimented me, and always sending me roses. He consoled me when Arthur passed away and did what ever he needed to make me happy. Now after so many years, he has turned in to a mean person. When did he go from loving husband and adulturer. Or adulturer to rapist. So much has changed in him. Sometimes I don't know who he is anymore. But God will not put me through anything I can not bare. I gave him my life and all that i had, now he want to through it all away. I pray that my true love comes back to me. As I look at my visiting daughter, I smile at her. She was speaking to the daughter of my closest friend. She and Catherine Willoughby has become close friends. I am glad that they are close, like Maria and myself before them. Later I will have Mary sleep with me. I know she would love that. I would not like nothing more than to wake up next to my precious child.  

December 17, 1533
King Henry was sitting in his office when Anne Boleyn were announced by his groom. Anne walked to his desk the king raised from his chair and they kissed. He kissed her passionately. She sat in his lap and they kissed again. She had the audacity to wear royal purple. Only he, the princess and the Queen wore that color.  

"Henry, Princess Mary gives me looks. I think Katherine may be poisoning her mind against me". Anne said as she snuck in one more kiss. 

"Katherine would never do something like that. She only says good praises about me to Mary". Henry said as he reached under Anne's dress. 

"Henry, I cannot". She told him. Henry sat back and his mind wandered to Katherine's words. 'When you reach to far she stops you'. He replay her words in his mind. 'Could she really be fooling me'. He thought to himself. 

"Henry maybe you should investigate that Jane SiVad". Anne says bringing him from his reverie. He looked at her questioningly. 

"Why she is a good and honest person. She is also Katherine's most trusted lady in waiting. She is no threat, Anne leave it alone". 

The kings said annoyed. 

Everyday until Christmas the king and Anne spent the day together. He often thought about Katherine. He was still ashamed to face her. Her birthday was the exception. 'She looked so beautiful on her birthday'. Henry thought to himself. His lower region had a reaction to his thoughts. Henry surprised himself at how he felt towards Katherine. He had stiffen just thinking about her. Not the beautiful mistress in his lap. Henry need to get Katherine off his mind, and he had just the idea. 

"Anne, why don't you...pleasure me again. Like you did with your mouth". She arched her eye brows at him and seductively lower herself unto his breeches. She loosened them and once his member were free she took it into her mouth. Henry moaned as his hand caressed her black head. Even if she did not give herself to him, he would enjoy the pleasure and warmness of her mouth. Katherine would never do this willingly, Henry always had to make her do it. As he prepare to climax he moaned Anne's name. He climaxed and put pressure on Anne's head so she would not waist his seed. Before he could finish the door to his office came open. Katherine walked in with Lady SiVad behind her. She gasped and covered her mouth. Lady SiVad also gasped, she could not believe how nasty he were. Henry immesdiatedely pushed Anne's head away, his climax was still seeping through.

"Katherine". He yelp shockingly. Katherine backed away and left the room with Lady SiVad after her. "Katherine!!" he yelled after her. He turned to a coughing Anne and banged his fists on the desk. How could he be so stupid. He should have not given his attendant leisure time.

The garden always calmed Katherine. No matter how bad of a mood she was in, the garden would always refresh her mind. 

"My Lady, do not let it get to you." Jane said softly as they walked by the rose bushes. "He... he" the Queen stammered while trying find the right words. Amazingly, Princess Mary walked around the corner.  

"Mama!" the princess yelled in delight. She ran to her mother the Queen

"Mary, my sweet child". The Queen said as she embraced her daughter. Katherine picked her daughter up and swung her around. 

"My sweet girl. I am very happy you are here sweetheart. The king your father will allow you to stay until after the new years". Katherine said happily. Her husband inform her through a noted that morning.  

"I'm so happy to spend more time with you and papa!" the princess squilled in delight. The precious time Katherine and Mary spent together was sacret in Katherine's eyes. 

April 2,1554

"Happy 21st birthday Jane". The Queen said. She had given Jane a leisur day. Jane spent the whole day being pampered in her chambers. Little did the Queen know that one of her most trusted ladies in waiting is in fact a runaway princess and has really turned 17. 
Later that day...
"Your majesty a letter has come for you". Lady Darrel said handing me the letter. As I looked at it, I recognized it had the Spanish royal seal. Immediately I opened the letter and began to read. 

   Her most gracious majesty, Queen Katherine,
 
      I am pleased to tell you that I shall be visiting England in a months time. I am looking forward to the visit. My mother will be accompanying me. When I inforem her of this she was very excited. We both are looking farward to seeing you. Also, I am comming for political reasons. I am sure your husband the King has already informed you that your princess and myself shall be betroth. I can not wait to see her. If everything goes well, I will marry your daughter once she turns 15. Three years from now we shall wed. Pray for my and my mothers safe journey to England. 

 With love, your nephew
   Emperor Charles V


I am so happy my nephew will be here in England in May. I shall pray to God that he and my daughter will marry. I will start the preparations for him immediately.