Cold Feet

Chapter 7 - Pillow Talk

"This one feels nice," Lorelai said, sitting on a mattress, bouncing up and down.

Luke saw her breasts bounce freely under her blouse and put his hand on her shoulder. "I asked you not to do that," he grumbled, moving to sit next to her.

"I can tell you're not wearing a bra," he whispered in her ear. Lorelai blushed slightly and bounced again, watching Luke's eyes following her heaving bosom.

"You're too easy," she laughed. "So, you think you want a queen then?"

"Yeah," he sighed, looking around the mattress store. "I guess so. This ones fine, you like it?"

"Yeah, I do, but it's not for me!"

"Yeah, it sort of it," he told her, blushing. "Aren't you sick of sleeping over in a twin bed?"

"Well... I like being close to you," she told him softly, taking his hand.

"We'll still be close," he said, bending to kiss her cheek. "I'm going to go find the sales guy."

Later that day as they were walking out of the mattress store, Lorelai found herself a victim of her own curiosity. "Do you... do you sleep with your boyfriend... in your bed too?"

"What?" Luke asked, the pulse in his throat starting to race, as he stopped and looked at her.

"Well, I just wanted to know, you said the mattress was sort of for me."

"It is, we've... Jeez, Lorelai. Okay, he and I have fucked in my apartment, and on my bed. I didn't even think about it!"

"Sorry! I just, I don't know, I feel weird."

"You feel weird?"

"Yeah... I don't... I don't think I want you to, with him, on the new bed."

Luke took her hand and leaned forward, so his face was just an inch from hers. "You don't want me to fuck another guy on the new mattress?" he asked, getting a small thrill from seeing her shift uncomfortably.

"Yes," she said, before biting her lip hard.

"Okay," he told her, as he started to lead her back to his truck. "You'll let me know when you're ready, for just me?" he asked her, without making eye contact.

"Yeah," she said softly and climbed into the truck.

Later that night, they laid one last time in Luke's small twin bed together, naked and satisfied.

"You'll still sleep close when you get the bigger bed?" Lorelai asked, a playful frown on her face.

"Wouldn't have it any other way," he told her, smiling.

"I like waking up with you," she said, snuggling closer.

"Me too," he said gruffly, tightening his grip on her body for a moment.

"Can I meet him?" Lorelai asked, squeezing her eyes shut in anticipation of Luke's response.

"What?" Luke responded, breathless, his heart starting to race.

"Your guy..."

"No," Luke said with finality. "I mean," he cringed. "He doesn't... he doesn't like you very much."

"I know him?" Lorelai gasped.

"Yeah, and please don't ask who he is, I don't think I could deal with that."

"He doesn't like me! What did I do to him!"

"You stole my heart," Luke said softly, lowering his nose to her hair and inhaling.

"Oh," Lorelai sighed, sinking back down onto his body.

"Does it," Luke began, closing his eyes. "When you think about me and him, what do you feel?"

"Uh, I'm, do you really want to know?"

"I do, if I know, I mean, we don't have to talk about it if it makes you uncomfortable to think about."

"Well, if I am being completely honest with you, and since you've been pretty candid with me... I do get a little jealous but I also... I get... a little... aroused."

"Ah," Luke said in exhale. "I thought you might."

"What?" Lorelai gasped.

"When you found out that day, you were so wet already. Usually, I have to build you up a bit, but you were practically dripping all over my mouth. I thought maybe you were just a little bit turned on," Luke explained, his voice hoarse with arousal. "It kinda, it kind turns me on, that you get, turned on."

"Mmm," Lorelai hummed, a sexy smile on her face. "Would you ever like to... I mean, would you ever want me to, play with you, from behind? Like he does?"

Luke blushed a little at her question but shook his head. "I don't think so, I mean, I really really like having sex with you, the natural way. I don't need you to, you know, I really like what we've been doing, Lorelai."

"Okay, well, if you ever want to, I think I'd like it," Lorelai told him smiling.

"Haha, I can't imagine a woman that doesn't occasionally fantastize about something like that! I mean, Rachel used to have one."

"Seriously?" Lorelai asked, sitting up to look Luke in the eye.

Luke chuckled. "Yeah, it was a little weird, but it gave her a thrill and our sex life was a little dull as it was, so I let her try it."

"So, you did it for her?"

"Yeah, I guess so, it didn't hurt after the first time and I wanted to make her happy. I didn't want her to leave, but she did anyway."

"Wow, you did that to keep her?"

"Well, yeah," he said, blushing. "I'd do it to keep you."

Lorelai fell to the bed laughing. "You'd let me fuck you in the ass to keep our relationship strong, you're so sweet!"

Luke chuckled himself, smoothing his hand up and down the soft skin of Lorelai's upper arm.

"Hey, Luke?" she asked a moment later.

"Hmm?"

"If Rachel came back, would you take her back? I mean, we're not exclusive, so you could..."

"No," he said, definitively. "Juggling two... people, it's already too much for me. And besides, I get... you please me fine. More than fine."

"Except for what you get from your... guy."

Luke squeezed his eyes shut, knowing this question had been coming. He exhaled and looked Lorelai in the eye. "When you're ready for me, to be mine 100%, to marry me, to move in together, give yourself fully over to me, Lorelai... I'll do it, only be with you. But it's, you have to understand, it's not easy to only be half your's. Think about you with that little weasel! In fact, I hate it, and it... I take my anger out on him, I pound him with it, and I think he likes it. I don't want to take it out on you. I've been thinking about this a lot... I think, he helps me be what... what you need me to be, for the time being."

Lorelai swallowed and fell to the bed, her forehead furrowed in thought. "I'm sorry," she cried. "I don't want to make you angry or hurt."

"Hey, hey," he soothed her. "It's okay, I really really want to be with you, I love our time together..."

"You can take it out on me, Luke," she sniffled. "You should, I'm doing this to you."

"I won't, Lorelai!" he said, almost shouting. "I won't hurt you, I could never hurt you! It kills me to see you upset, I don't ever want to inflict anything like that on you!"

Luke's heart was pounding in his chest and he thought it might burst. His skin was flushed red and he was almost hyperventilating. "If we're being honest tonight," he said softly, looking down and swallowing. Slowly, he raised his eyes to hers, "I love you."

A tear slid down Lorelai's cheek and she blinked rapidly, before leaning forward and kissing him passionately. "Oh, Luke," she whispered after coming back up for air. "I'll be ready soon."

Lorelai moved to straddle Luke and started to undulate her hips over his stiffening cock. Luke sighed and placed his hands on her hips to steady her.

"I want to show you," she said. "How grateful I am, that you're willing to wait..." With her body at a ninety degree angle from his, she lifted herself with her thighs and reached down to position his cock at her entrance. Slowly, she slid down onto it, saying, "ahh" as she sank lower and lower.

Luke, balancing her with his hands on her lips, flexed the muscles in his arms, legs and chest, in an attempt to prevent himself from driving up into her. He wanted to let her keep the pace, for the moment. Luke could see Lorelai was fully aroused, making him slick and white, as she raised herself up and down upon him, pivoting her hips just so. Luke thought he might loose his mind, she looked so amazing up there above him, her messy hair falling over her breasts, her hips undulating back and fourth.

"You okay down there?" she asked, breathless.

"Mmmm," Luke managed to groan, his throat rough and raspy. "Fuck," he said in exhale, looking up into her eyes. "Lorelai..."

"Luke," Lorelai responded, bending forward, shaking. She was so close, he unclamped a hand from her hip and teased her clit with his thumb, desperate to feel her clamp down around him. "Oh, Luke," she whimpered, falling forward on his chest.

"Shhh," he said, wrapping his arms around her, soothing her as she came down. "God, Lorelai, I love it when you do that."

"Mmm," she hummed, lax against his body. Luke started to move his hips slowly under her, up and down, enjoying the feel of her warm on his chest.

"I'm so close," he whispered in her ear, started to pump faster into her. Lorelai lifted her head and kissed him, while moving her hips to meet him stroke for stroke. "You feel so, oh, you feel so good!" he rasped, digging his fingers into her sides as his orgasm ran through him. "Oh, Lorelai," he exhaled, relaxing against the pillows, pulling her down with him.

Luke risked a glance at his alarm clock and started to chuckle against Lorelai, still draped across his body. "What?," she asked.

"I have to be up in about... fourty-five minutes, to meet my bread guy."

"Oh, crap, I'm sorry Luke," she trying to apologize, but unable to stop from giggling.

"Its okay," he said solemnly, looking her in the eye. "I really don't mind missing sleep, if I'm with you."

"My God, you're sappy tonight," she said smiling, before lowering her head to rest her lips on his.

"You make me sappy," he told her gravelly, between kisses. "Mmm," he hummed. "This is nice."

"We do have fourty-five minutes."