Another Chance

Inevitably, it ends, but it’s Nathan who finally does break the kiss, barely moving away as he catches his breath, feeling his brother do the same. The spell is far from broken, a dizzy need for more swimming between them like infected air, no escape.

“I was never any good at just being friends with you,” Lucas admits, breathlessly. “Or brothers for that matter. I blame it on those eyes, that smile…” He reaches round Nathan’s waist, hands sliding over the silky material of his shorts. “…and this ass.”

“So you only want me for body?” Nathan asks, playfully. “I can live with that.”

“What am I doing?” Lucas asks desperately, begging Nathan to make everything clear, because he’s not sure he’ll ever be able to make sense of how easily Nathan can evoke such an intense need that no one else can possibly hope to fulfil. “How can you still do this to me?”

“The same way you do it to me,” Nathan replies, cupping Lucas jaw and kissing him briefly, because he just can’t stand not to. “Just tell me you still love me and I’ll never let anyone hurt you ever again. Especially not me.”

Lucas leans into Nathan’s embrace, slipping back perfectly and with such ease it’s as if he never left. It feels like it always has, safe and right and so deliriously perfect that he could stay like this forever. Nathan’s always had this way of using the simplest of touches to drive him crazy. It’s scary how out of control he lets himself be sometimes, but the rewards are infinitely worth it. Lucas has never been so happy to lose himself in something or some one so completely. And Nathan is the only one who can do this to him, he’s the only one Lucas would ever let try.

“Missed you so much,” Nathan whispers, his hold on the other boy tightening out of pure fear that Lucas will try and pull away, change his mind. Could things really be going right for a change? Nathan’s heart is beating out of control because this is his last chance and he knows if he ruins everything now, it’ll just about kill him.

“Why do I keep letting you back in?” Lucas asks in a small voice, clinging just as tightly to his brother. “I can’t stop loving you. I tried and I just can’t.”

“I don’t deserve it, I know I don’t. But I swear to you I’ll do everything right this time. Need you so much,” Nathan promises, kissing Lucas’ neck affectionately between his vows. “So lucky, I know that. Won’t hurt you again. Die first.” He’s losing himself in the familiar embrace and slipping back into old habits. In the back of his mind is the voice of reason, warning him not to push, scared he’ll ruin the moment and end up back at square one.

And then Luke moans softly and deeply into his ear, fingertips tightening their grip on his waist the way Lucas has a habit of doing when his body is threatening to lose control. Nathan teases the base of Lucas’ neck with his lips, gently kissing along his collarbone before he finally whispers, “Don’t want to rush this, tell me to stop if I am.”

“Don’t you dare,” Lucas responds, desperately, his right hand moving to hold the back of Nathan’s head appreciatively. “Need you so much right now.”

Lucas’ back collides with the wall behind them, drawing a startled grunt as the air is forced out of his lungs. Neither seem to notice, reconnecting with a kiss with the same desperation and enthusiasm as before, this time with a reassurance that brings back every bit of confidence the last few months had robbed from them. Nathan has never been so sure in his ability to keep his promise and every second Lucas is back in his arms is like pure ecstasy, running through his veins and making him happier than he’s ever been. “Not letting you go,” he mumbles into Lucas’ neck as his brother pulls back, trying to remove his clothes despite Nathan’s obstructing proximity.

Lucas smiles at the words, managing to pull his top free, groaning as Nathan’s lips circle his nipple less than a second later. His heart begins to thump faster, responding to Nathan’s touch in a way that only Nathan has ever managed. The trail of kisses begin to dance over the taunt skin, sinking lower and causing Lucas’ hard on to ache with the need to feel those lips finally wrap around his cock. “Fuck, Nathan, just…I need you to…!”

He can practically feel Nathan’s smirk against his skin. “What? Tell me.”

“Blow me,” Lucas half jokes, grinning down at Nathan as his brother throws him a look. “Please?”

“Since you asked so nicely,” Nathan teases, his fingers dragging Lucas’ shorts and boxers down from around his waist and letting them fall to the floor. His hand slowly grasps the base of Lucas’ cock, his lips trailing across the tip before he lets the length slide into his throat, relishing the sound of Lucas’ moan of approval. He lets his tongue run up the underside of Lucas’ weeping cock before circling the head, his fist gently running up and down the shaft to keep his brother on edge.

“Fuck, not going to last long like this, want you to fuck me.” Lucas manages to get out, his legs not feeling nearly as steady as they did a few minutes ago. Nathan’s tongue always has had the ability to make him lose all control. “We should…move…” The words were a struggle to get out as Nathan kept pushing him and further and further to the edge, not letting him have one coherent thought.

Nathan finally relents and pulls away, standing up as he yanks his own shirt off. “Sure this isn’t too fast?”

“Oh, I’m sure.” Lucas nods, grabbing at Nathan’s shorts and helping the younger boy remove them. “Bedroom?”

“Think you can remember the way?” Nathan teases, loving the way Lucas presses back against him, hands unable to stop themselves from sliding round Nathan’s waist and down to his ass.

“Remind me,” Lucas murmurs, stumbling behind Nathan to get to the bedroom.

The moment they reach the bed Nathan swings them both round into one of the most fervent kisses Lucas has ever felt and as a result, they tumble onto the bed awkwardly, too wrapped up in each other to really notice. Before long Lucas is lying on the bed, being straddled as Nathan grabs the lube from a nearby drawer. Leaning back over, Nathan looks down at his flushed brother once more. “You sure this is what you want? I understand if you need to wait…”

“I’ve been waiting, right now I just want you in me,” Lucas answers, his cock begging for more attention as Nathan begins to coat his fingers in lube. “I don’t want to spoilt the moment, but…do you have a condom?”

Nathan gives him a reluctant smile and picks the small foil packet up from beside him, waving it in indication before putting it on. “Ahead of you,” he says, leaning down to kiss Lucas as he slides a finger inside him, eager to show he understands Lucas’ worry. He’s determined nothing is going to ruin this, not now.

Another finger and Lucas has to bite his lip to keep from vocalising the discomfort it brings. Nathan automatically eases off, gently working his way up until he can see Lucas is okay. He smiles as the blond flinches and groans in pleasure, his prostate being hit over and over by Nathan’s fingers, his cock harder than ever. It’s not long before Nathan realises Lucas is ready and pulls his fingers out, gently easing himself inside, his hand caressing Lucas’ chest affectionately. It’s pure and utter pleasure as Lucas slowly takes every inch of his cock, the look on his brother’s face, the feel of the perfect skin against his hand, light sweat glittering on the beautiful body as Lucas’ chest rises and falls deeply.

Their bodies rock to the same rhythm as Nathan continuously drives deep inside Lucas, eyes never leaving his brother’s face. His heart is fit to burst and more importantly, so is his dick, so perfectly encased inside Lucas he’s sure they were designed to fit this way. Seeing Lucas groan and shift under him as he roughly jerks himself off, deliriously high on the stimulation each thrust brings him, Nathan can’t help but fall so close to the edge his toes curl and every muscle in his body tenses.

It hits like nothing else until the pressure fades and a euphoric tingle spreads throughout his body, his muscles relaxing as he sinks down beside his brother, his hand reaching out to draw the last few drops of cum from Lucas’ leaking cock. “Love you so much,” Nathan mutters as he lazily kisses the blond’s cheek and ear, biting on the lobe playfully to bring Lucas out of his hazed orgasm.

Lucas smiles, biting his bottom lip as he rides out the pleasure. “If I could have that every day for the rest of my life, I’d die happy.”

“Could be arranged.” Nathan grins, wrapping a protective arm around Lucas in a shielding embrace. He’s sworn to protect his brother from further pain and he means it with everything he has. All the mistakes he’s put them through are still there, behind Lucas’ smile and hanging over Nathan’s head like a death sentence. But if it’s the last thing he does, Nathan swears, he’ll never jeopardize Lucas again. Nothing in the world could be worth losing this.


End.

Sorry it took so long! This is why I never used to post WIPs.