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G through L › Lost
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
7
Views:
1,490
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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Session #7
Session Transcript
Date: Monday, 28 February 2005
Patient: S. Bennett #082315
Sydney…
Holy crap, doc. I’m sorry to cut you off but you are not going to believe the weekend I had. I was so nervous about John coming over on Saturday to see Mason that I couldn’t keep anything down. Well, that might have been morning sickness but it didn’t help that my nerves were frayed. Anyway, he came over Friday evening rather than on Saturday morning and he asked Mason and me to go for a ride with him and he took us to the beach and he still hadn’t said much to me but then we came to this little cottage right on the waterfront. Doc, he bought it. For us. All of us. I never told him I wanted to live on the beach. I mean, I might have mentioned when we were on the island how hard it would be to leave that serenity behind, but I never expected him to remember such an obscure comment like that. And he picked out the perfect place. It’s like it was made just for me, for us, and the fact that he remembered things that I told him a few months ago much less five years ago it just blows my mind and …
Sydney…
Oh, right, anyway, he asked Mason what he thought about the idea of all of us living there together as a family and he had such love in his eyes that I knew I was never going to have to worry about losing him. And the cottage is just so perfect and John wants us to move in as soon as possible but the best part, I can’t believe I haven’t told you the best part… the best part was that after spending the entire day together playing at the beach and building sand castles and – I haven’t seen John laugh that much ever – anyway, he arranged for Mike and Sharla to watch Mason so that he and I could spend the weekend together, just the two of us. And he had the house already furnished which was great because I pretty much don’t have anything at all, and since it was already ready we spent the entire weekend there and everything was just so perfect and if it hadn’t been for Mason I probably would have just stayed there with John and never left at all and…
Sydney, breathe.
He wants me. Us. He wants a family, our family. I’m sorry, I know I’m rambling but it… I just can’t believe it. It’s like I’m finally getting my happily ever after. And I know it won’t be easy and I know that we’ve got a long road ahead of us, but for the first time in years I feel like, well, I feel happy. I am happy. After spending the weekend with John and talking to him and just being with him, I know that it is all going to be okay. I’m not saying it is going to be perfect, but it’s going to be okay. He loves me. He loves Mason. He loves the child we are having. I don’t need to know anything else. I can’t believe it is finally happening. I never ever thought I would feel this way, and you know what, it is spectacular and scary and amazing and terrifying and I’m rambling again, aren’t I?
Sydney, I want you to keep coming in for a while, just until things settle down a bit. Every other week will be fine. You have had quite a bit happen in the past year, and quite frankly moving in with John is a very fast decision. I think it would be wise to keep coming in, at least for a while.
Okay, whatever you say. But doc, what’s happening… it’s good. It is. And I’ll come back in two weeks. And who knows. I might even send you an invitation to the wedding.
Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a date.
[Note: patient left session early]
14 March 2005
Patient did not attend session
28 March 2005
Patient did not attend session
11 April 2005
Patient called to cancel all further sessions – marriage to John Locke to occur within the week
Date: Monday, 28 February 2005
Patient: S. Bennett #082315
Sydney…
Holy crap, doc. I’m sorry to cut you off but you are not going to believe the weekend I had. I was so nervous about John coming over on Saturday to see Mason that I couldn’t keep anything down. Well, that might have been morning sickness but it didn’t help that my nerves were frayed. Anyway, he came over Friday evening rather than on Saturday morning and he asked Mason and me to go for a ride with him and he took us to the beach and he still hadn’t said much to me but then we came to this little cottage right on the waterfront. Doc, he bought it. For us. All of us. I never told him I wanted to live on the beach. I mean, I might have mentioned when we were on the island how hard it would be to leave that serenity behind, but I never expected him to remember such an obscure comment like that. And he picked out the perfect place. It’s like it was made just for me, for us, and the fact that he remembered things that I told him a few months ago much less five years ago it just blows my mind and …
Sydney…
Oh, right, anyway, he asked Mason what he thought about the idea of all of us living there together as a family and he had such love in his eyes that I knew I was never going to have to worry about losing him. And the cottage is just so perfect and John wants us to move in as soon as possible but the best part, I can’t believe I haven’t told you the best part… the best part was that after spending the entire day together playing at the beach and building sand castles and – I haven’t seen John laugh that much ever – anyway, he arranged for Mike and Sharla to watch Mason so that he and I could spend the weekend together, just the two of us. And he had the house already furnished which was great because I pretty much don’t have anything at all, and since it was already ready we spent the entire weekend there and everything was just so perfect and if it hadn’t been for Mason I probably would have just stayed there with John and never left at all and…
Sydney, breathe.
He wants me. Us. He wants a family, our family. I’m sorry, I know I’m rambling but it… I just can’t believe it. It’s like I’m finally getting my happily ever after. And I know it won’t be easy and I know that we’ve got a long road ahead of us, but for the first time in years I feel like, well, I feel happy. I am happy. After spending the weekend with John and talking to him and just being with him, I know that it is all going to be okay. I’m not saying it is going to be perfect, but it’s going to be okay. He loves me. He loves Mason. He loves the child we are having. I don’t need to know anything else. I can’t believe it is finally happening. I never ever thought I would feel this way, and you know what, it is spectacular and scary and amazing and terrifying and I’m rambling again, aren’t I?
Sydney, I want you to keep coming in for a while, just until things settle down a bit. Every other week will be fine. You have had quite a bit happen in the past year, and quite frankly moving in with John is a very fast decision. I think it would be wise to keep coming in, at least for a while.
Okay, whatever you say. But doc, what’s happening… it’s good. It is. And I’ll come back in two weeks. And who knows. I might even send you an invitation to the wedding.
Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a date.
[Note: patient left session early]
14 March 2005
Patient did not attend session
28 March 2005
Patient did not attend session
11 April 2005
Patient called to cancel all further sessions – marriage to John Locke to occur within the week