A New Beginning

Okay I’m back sorry writer’s block is a bitch. I’m glad its over and hope you all can forgive me I have many ideas and can’t wait to make them into stories. Okay in this chapter we’re going to have some huge brother fighting and you’ll find out what happened Wyatt. Oh and a lot flashbacks about Chris, Wyatt and Ryan in the next chapters.

Thank you to all who reviewed the last chapters and thank you all who didn’t review but read this story. Oh and you all should read the story Finding Out the Truth About Chris by Hidden Tears its good.

Okay now on to the story!!!

The Halliwell family was peacefully sitting in the living room watching a movie. Piper and Leo were nestled together in the loveseat. Pheobe and Paige were stretched out on the couch with a bowel of popcorn between them. Beneath them with there backs to the couch sat cuddled together was Trent and Chris.

When they had finally came downstairs the family was in the living room about to watch to movie that they presently watching now. Chris had known something was wrong when he and Trent arrived. He looked around at each person but they all looked towards the TV.

Getting a little annoyed with sideway glances he was getting from his aunts, mother and Bianca who was sitting on the opposite loveseat from his parents, and the glares that his dad was giving Trent.

“Okay I can’t take this anymore what is wrong with you people?” Chris looked around the room at everyone. He was about to ask the question again when Paige spoke up. “You know Chris I never knew you were so vocal.” The girls started laughing when both Chris and Trent both turned bright red while Leo glared at Trent. It wasn’t that he hated Trent or he didn’t think that Chris was sexually active he just wanted to be in ignorant bliss on the subject.

So there they all sat watching the movie contently no worrying about the other two members of their family because they knew they were safe or are they. Chris was slowly falling asleep in Trent’s arms when he was hit with a premonition.

(Premonition)
Chris looked around instantly he recognized that he was on the pillar that he was came to on the Golden Gate Bridge to think. This premonition was confusing him until he saw two figures on the pillar lower to him (AN: I have no idea what is the structure of the Golden Gate so just work with me).

Before he could question who the two figures were he appeared right next to them, he recognized both his brothers right away. When he saw their faces he frowned on both had tears streaming down their faces.

Chris moved closer to them so he could hear what they were saying. He couldn’t really hear all the words but certain things came out that made him frown deeper.

Wyatt: He hates me

Ryan: No he doesn’t you’re his big brother

Wyatt: You didn’t hear him in the bathroom

Ryan: He didn’t mean it I know Chris

Wyatt just shook his head and stood up Ryan stood up with him still trying to convince Wyatt that Chris didn’t hate him but in fact he loved him. Chris watched with guilt in his heart as Ryan turned to him. What he saw next made his blood run cold Wyatt had just jumped off the bridge at first he couldn’t get any words to pass through his lips but finally he found his voice the moment when Ryan did.

“WYATT,” Both Chris and Ryan screamed together.

(End of Premonition)

The rest of the Halliwell clan was surrounding Chris waiting for him to come out of the premonition they were all about to doze off when they heard gasp real loud at first they thought he was in pain but then they saw the familiar position that Pheobe had when she was in a premonition.

They were panicked when Chris woke up screaming. Trent had a time holding Chris before he hurt himself he held Chris close to him and gently rocked murmuring sweet nothings in his ear. “Chris you have to calm down for us or we wont be able to help.”

Chris looked into Trent’s eyes and relaxed slightly he pushed himself up and was about to tell them what he saw in the premonition when he was hit with both Wyatt’s and Ryan’s emotions.

Ryan felt scared, guilt, and anger all in one where on the other hand Wyatt’s emotions were guilt, anger, and self- loathing. Chris didn’t waste no time in explaining he orbed directly to Ryan on the bridge.

Turning towards the sound of orbs he saw the last person he wanted to see. Ryan knew it wasn’t Chris’ fault but he couldn’t help the anger he felt. Before he could get a word in Chris dissolved in orbs again.

Chris knew that he was too late when he arrived on the bridge and didn’t see Wyatt he saw the anger and the accusation in Ryan’s eyes when he turned to look at him. Chris couldn’t deal with Ryan at that moment Wyatt was in trouble.

He had just caught Wyatt before he hit the pavement but the force he knocked against and the wind that started to pick up because of his emotions made them go over the bridge into the San Francisco Bay.

They both came surface sputtering for air Chris grabbed onto a struggling Wyatt and took them to shore.

Chris stood up and towered over Wyatt who was trying to get some air back into his lungs.

“How could you do something so stupid? Did you ever think about how your family would feel if something happened to you?” Chris would have kept on ranting if Ryan didn’t show up and push him out the way.

“Lay the fuck off Chris you’ve done enough its your fault that he did it. Jesus Chris you think that the world revolves around you. Well guess what hears a news flash it doesn’t other people hurt besides you. Why don’t you just go we don’t need you?” Ryan was angry but he couldn’t understand who he was mad at he couldn’t take his anger and suppress it so he had to let it out and he definitely couldn’t lash out at Wyatt so he did the worse next thing he lashed out at his brother that was more like a father to him.

Ryan knew what he was saying was wrong (AN: That seems to be happening a lot doesn’t it) but he couldn’t take all this stress and he needed to vent. He knew that when all was said and done he would have to apologize to Chris. But Ryan wasn’t looking at Chris cause if he was he would have saw the hurt in them.

Not long after the rest Halliwell clan showed up they could sense the tension in the air. They saw that both Wyatt and Chris were drenched. Piper looked between her three sons. “Okay so what happened?” Not one of them would look at her when she came to the conclusion that no one was going to speak she sighed and went. “Okay fine it’s getting late lets go to bed and discuss this tomorrow and we will discuss this tomorrow,” she said with determination looking at her sons. She noticed that Chris had tears in his eyes but opted not to say anything.

“Okay well lets go home it’s starting to rain.” With that everyone orb or shimmered away well everyone but Chris.

Chris stood looking over at San Francisco he had millions of thoughts running through head.

*Oh god what have I done Ryan hate me, and I almost caused my older brother to commit suicide what kind of brother am I.

Ryan was actually saying what he felt he could feel it he never knew that Ryan felt that way if he had he would of done… well he would have done something. God he was such a screw up everything he touched turned into crap.

He was a curse that’s why his life turned out the way he did, he pushed his family away and got them killed. He was the cause of Ryan life being the way it was, he caused so many people pain I should …

“CHRIS” Trent yelled next to Chris’ ear and shook him. Chris jumped he hadn’t noticed that Trent had came back. Schooling his emotions and putting on a false happy expression and turned to faced Trent.

“I’m sorry what did you say sweetie I was lost in my thoughts.” Trent looked at Chris he knew something was wrong but didn’t dare push Chris to tell him. He knew that when he was ready Chris would come to him.

“Well when you didn’t show up back at the manor we got worried about you.” When Chris heard that statement he looked down toward his shoes. “Sorry I’m such a burden,” he barely said it above a whisper but Trent heard him.

Trent grabbed Chris by the shoulders and turned him so that they were face to face. “No you listen to me and you listen to me good I don’t know where you got that nonsense but I think I have a idea but you are not and have never been a burden you hear me.”

Chris didn’t say anything he just nodded his head the tears that were in his eyes before were now running like flowing streams down his face. Trent felt sympathy for his boyfriend he just never seemed to catch a break, Trent wiped the tears that was continually falling with his thumbs then kissed Chris’ forehead.

“Come on lets go back it starting to rain harder.” Chris just took Trent’s hand and let him shimmer them both back to the manor. But Chris had made a vow unknown to Trent before they disappeared.

*I promise to never be a burden to my family again… for now on I will make sure my family doesn’t have to deal with my problems and me. *


Okay so what is Chris going to do? I hope you liked this chapter. The next couple of chapters will be about Wyatt, Chris, and Ryan and the rest of the family. Well don’t forget to review. Until tomorrow.