Class Reunion

*Sam’s POV*

I sit on the couch while Carly gets some drinks. I waited for her to finish running around in the kitchen to get things just right. I knew things were going to be hard for her to talk about she was so scared that I would hate her. I just didn’t know how to make her believe me that I would never hate her I couldn’t. After I left I tried to convince myself that I hated her; but the truth was all I really wanted was for her to be there. And if I had to share her with someone else’s child so be as long she was in my arms.

“Sam hey do you want this?” She asked handing me a drink she sat next to me on the couch. “What goes on?” She gives me one of her cute little smiles. Oh god I can feel myself falling for this goddess all over again. “What are you thinking about? What has you so far way?” Carly asked as she moved to the other end of the couch.

“You, you have me thinking about what could have been, what should have been, and what I’m going to do from this point on.” I looked deep into her eyes and with no surprise I seen fear I could tell she was scared I was going to up and leave again. “Will you ever stop? Carly not everything I say is going to lead to a good bye.” I tell her as I set my drink on the coffee table. “Hell as I see it right now it’s leading to will you hold me now and never stop.” I didn’t know exactly what to say so I let my heart talk and not my mind.

“Carly for the last eight years I have dreamed of you; your hair, your eyes, and cute little smiles. That look you gave me when I would do something stupid, Carly you all are my true love I cannot walk away from you without my heart screaming for you. I tried to convince myself that I could stop loving you but in the end I only convinced myself was that I’m an idiot. From the time that I knew what love was I knew it was you, you have always been one and the only I could truly love.” I moved closer to her placed my hand on her knee looked deep into her eyes “you have always been my family, now my family is just larger. He’s so handsome and I’m so proud to call him my son. It’s not because I paid for them for eight years it’s because he came from you.”

“Sam I do feel bad because you did pay for him for eight years and without a second thought I took your money. I never used any of it I opened a savings account for Freddie all the money went into that account. I never told him where the money was coming from or that he had it for that matter, you say you love me but how could you I’m selfish and I should go to prison for embezzlement!”

I laughed she always had a way to over dramatize a simple situation. I didn’t know if I wanted to laugh at her or pull her into my arms so I did the only thing I can come up with a combination of both. “You are so silly, one you were not taking from a company and two I was giving it to you so you were not embezzling anything from me.” Looking at her as she pulled a disgusted face she looked so cute I have always loved when she would pout, and leaned in pressing my lips against hers I never wanted this moment end but I knew in seconds she would pull the way and complain. Before I could finish the thought she was pulling away.

“Oh I’m being silly what about you’re happy dance? I’m worried about something true and twenty minutes ago you were dancing like an Oompa-Loompa, not saying that I don’t love your dance because it’s damn cute.” She didn’t look mad in fact she had that lopsided grin that she gets right before she does something devious. I smiled back as I tried to untangle my hands from her hair to get away but she had me.

Pushing me back onto the couch Carly pressed her weight fully on to me; pressing her lips against mine she straddled my hips. She kissed me with passion and need; I wanted her so I wanted to feel every part of her. I pulled her closer to me moving my hands down her back she moaned when my hand found the bottom of her shirt, I moved my hands to her hips pulling her closer so she rested against me. She moaned louder as her clothed center rested against me.

She threw her head back then looked down at my eyes with a look of desperation her hair falling around her face taking a deep breath I moved my fingers to her lips. I moved my fingers to her pulse point in her neck and to the opening of her shirt her skin felt hot and her breathing quickened. I wanted so badly to take her right there on the couch but I knew that Carly would want to be in the bedroom. So I looked deep into her eyes “Baby let’s take this into the bedroom before it get NC-17.” She smiled taking my hand and leading me into my own room.

She opened the door leading me into the bedroom. I walked in looking around seeing if anything had changed, the door closes behind me I turn to the noise Carly grabbed my shirt and pushed me against the now closed door. “Sam eight years ago we made love for what I thought would be the last time and now here we are both ready to make love again. I don’t want this to be a reunion fuck I can’t wait to have you for a week every ten years.” As she talked to me she moved her knee into my crouch and pressed in every time she would talk about making love.

“Right no ten years fucks we can have less time.” I tried to listen to her and care about what she was saying but the more she talked the wetter I got.

“Sam!” She pushed hard into me and I do believe I’m going to die right here.

“What! You get me all worked up and the bring me in here with a nice slam to the door to tell me what that you want to make love but you don’t want to fuck every ten years. Oh I’m so confused.” My hands move to her hips in hope that I can get her to give this up.

“Sam do you not want me to come live with you?” She moves closer to me making her thigh take the place where her knee was. Oh this has to end soon or she is going to have one wet leg and I’m going to be left wanting.

“No it’s not that all, its that I would like to know how long are you going to be pressing knee into my crock and asking me questions. I don’t know if I can answer anymore before I take you right here and now and as hard as I want.” I didn’t give her a chance to answer me. I push her back and before she can get a thought that I didn’t want her. I bind over taking Carly into my arms and caring her to the bed. I lay down next to her lifting her chin so I can look deep into her eyes.

“Carly I’m here with you now and I’m not going anywhere, this will not be a reunion fuck. How can I just fuck you when I want to feel your body, to feel your tender legs wrapped around me...” I couldn’t finish my thought, leaning down I pressed my lips softly to hers my body quickly remembered her taste my heart started to beat out of my chest. My hands moved over her body with a hunger feeling her heat rise I moan deep as my lips find their way to her chest.

Carly pulls off her shirt. “Sam please I need you.” She begged as I removed her bra then taking her waiting breast into my mouth. “Oh god Sam”

“Carly? Freddie? Are you here?” Fucken Spencer why did he think this was the best time to come home.

“Shit Spencer” Carly tried to push me off her and pull her shirt on all at the same time.
I stood up pissed at everything but so happy that I wasn’t a guy and turned to the door. I knew this would be a bomb droop when he sees me walk out but hell I could do worse at this time I could beat the snot out of him. I open the bedroom door and walk out into the living room to find him looking in the frig for what the hell ever so I run up and grab his waste. “Hey Spencer, how the hell are you?” I had to laugh as he hit his head on the frig door as he jumped to see who was grabbing him.

“Sam? What are you doing here?”

“Your sister.”

“Sam!” Carly yells from the living room. “Spencer what are you doing here? I didn’t think you were going to come home until tomorrow.”

“I had a show here and thought I would come and surprise you and Freddie. I didn’t know that Sam was going to be here or I would have called.” He told her over my shoulder while he hugged me.

“I didn’t know she was going to be here we met on the plane from San Francisco. She was going to stay at a hotel and I wasn’t going to let that happen.” I pulled away and sat at the table to let the two siblings talk about me like I wasn’t there.

“I could have waited until tomorrow if I would have known that you had someone here.” Oh great now I went from being Sam to ‘a someone’.

“Spencer I told you we met on the plane I didn’t know.” Okay well this is getting to be old and I’m starting to feel unwelcome.

“Well it’s just you call when we’re going to be in the same city and you going to have a lover over.” Carly looks over at me like she just remembered I was in the room and fear flashed over her face. I could feel the blood rise as the worlds hit me one by one ‘when you have a lover over’ dose this mean lover as in men lovers or other women lovers. I can handle other women I think but men hell that is what made me walk away in the first place.

“Hey don’t mind me I was just getting my things anyway so you two can have your time together and I’ll get out of the way.” I moved to the bedroom before Carly could pull herself out of the trance.
I had my gear packed and was sitting on the bed trying to find the will to walk out of her life when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up into Spencer’s face and all the fight I had to stop from crying failed me. “Spencer I should have never come here I knew that I was asking for too much.” He sat down next to me pulling me into his arms like the big brother he as always been to me.

“Sam there was only one other and it was a one night stand she cried for a week after. Then she had Freddie and it has been her and him from then on. She stayed around here for about two years after he was born and after you went to Iraq. I guess what really made her make the choice to leave was the news that you were shot. She was a mess Sam she took a job in San Francisco but she didn’t move there right away, she kept waiting to hear if you were going to come home or not. Then Freddie told her that you were going to stay in the Air Force and not come home. She asked him if she should go to you or would it be just a waste of time. I guess he thought it wouldn’t be a good idea because she moved little Freddie out to San Francisco less than a month later.
Sam I can’t tell you to stay but I know my sister and I know she has wanted you to come home for eight years and if you walk out now it will be the worst thing you could do.”

“Spencer I don’t want to walk out of her life again and I don’t want to loss that little boy but this is your bedroom. I can’t just move my gear to Carly’s room without her telling me too. So if she dose not want me to bunk with her then I need to get a room somewhere else. How was she a mess I mean she didn’t even call or write. Freddie told me that she didn’t even ask him to report when he came out.”
I didn’t know until Freddie came out that she even knew I had gotten wounded.

“I had gotten word that you were wounded. I didn’t know if you were going to survive. She was visiting some friends when I got the news I called Gibby he was the closest person to her at the time. I told him what had happened and to bring her home. He picked Carly up and told her on the way Gibby said that she was total out of control. By the time he got her back here she was crying hysterically all she wanted was to be with you. She had me and Gibby call everyone we could to find out how you were even our father and then she had Gibby call his C.O. to find out if she could go be with you. Hell she even had Gibby’s C.O crying by the time he was done talking to her, Carly couldn’t get the answers she wanted and it was driving her insane. I thought at one point I was going to loss her, she was getting so depressed that I had her on a 24 hour watch. I took turns with Freddie and Gibby helped up until he was shipped out.
Carly finally stopped her madness when we got word that you were going to live and were coming home. That was when she told big Freddie that she was going to go out there to be with you but then we received word that Gibby was killed and she thought she should stay and help his mom out so that is how Freddie came to be out with you.” I went as white as a ghost and felt faint. “Sam?” Spencer yelled right before the lights went out.

“Sam...Sam baby?” I could feel a soft hand on my face but I couldn’t focus. I know it was Carly but even her touch couldn’t bring me back to this place. I couldn’t stand this anymore I couldn’t stand knowing that this stupid war took that fun crazy loving guy out of this world. How could this world be so cruel to take so many lives and gain so little from it. “Sam come on you have to wake up.” Now it was Freddie telling me to wake up and face this sadness. My eye betray my will and drift open to find the most loving face materialize before me and I fall into a trance as I daze into her eyes.

“When did Gibby die?” I ask as I let myself be pulled into her loving arms. I began to cry openly holding her tight. I then reach out for Freddie pulling him close and the three of us once best friends wept for our crazy shirtless classmate. I knew that from this point on we were on our way to becoming a family again if not the one we were before but years and pain past a damn better one.

*CARLY’S POV*

“Sam!” I heard Spencer yell and I ran into his room to find her in the floor. “Spencer what happened?”

“I Don’t know we were talking and then she fainted.” I started to back out of the room I didn’t really know what to do but I had a feeling I needed a first aid kit and Freddie still had his mother’s. “Carly she asked me about how you took the news of her getting wounded. I told her everything and then I told her why you didn’t go out to her. Carly I don’t think she knew about Gibby.” The heat from my tears brought me out of my state of shock. I turned and ran out of the apartment to Freddie’s. Banging on the door yelling his name hoping he would be there.

“Carly what is it?”

“It’s Sam oh Freddie she just found out about Gibby and fainted. Spencer is with her right now but I think we need a first aid kit.”

“No Carly we don’t come on let’s go.” He didn’t waste any time he grabbed my hand and pulled me back into my place. I pointed into Spencer’s bedroom to where Sam was still laying on the floor out cold.

“Carly just pat her face and call to her.” She looked up at me with those big beautiful hazel eyes. I wanted to wrap my arms around her and never let her go.

“When did Gibby die?” Then she started to cry, no, no please baby don’t. I pulled her into my arms and she cried harder I looked next to her and Freddie was crying too. Oh god I have been the worst person. Freddie ran off to be with Sam while I stayed here he never had a chance to really deal with Gibby’s death and then I push him away as soon as he returns, what have I done to this man? Sam must have seen him crying too she reached for him and now we are all crying with each other, Spencer left as soon as Sam started to cry. He never could handle her crying.

“Was he brought back here?” Sam asked after few minutes.

“Yes, but only his uniform, it was a roadside bomb they called it an ING or DUI.”

“It’s called an IED. I had seen it a lot. Can we go to him I would like to pay my respects and to his mother as well. Only his uniform oh God that poor woman; I never got use to sending men and women’s uniforms home to their love ones. There isn’t any really closer in burring what they wore. Let me guess gave him Color Guard and no medal.” She had a look to her that my father told me about when I told him that she was going to Iraq and I didn’t know if I would ever see her again. He told me that I may never see the same girl. He was hurt at first when we told him that I was in love with her. He was then really hurt when we broke up he thought it was a stupid thing to brake up over but then again he didn’t know everything at the time. He thought I broke up with her because she joined the Air Force. He understood when I told him about little Freddie.

I was crying again at the anger and pain that she had I didn’t know how to help her; the pain went deeper than just the loss of Gibby. “No dear they gave him a medal it was the Bronze Star.”

“Freddie do you still have everything for iCarly?” Sam asked with a blank look.

**SAM’S POV**
I didn’t want to stand I felt just fine right here on the floor in Carly’s arms and with my legs stretched over Freddie’s lap, it has been so long that I forgot just how good this felt. I turned to Freddie with a small smile. “I thought it would be nice if we did a farewell iCarly in memory of Gibby and give it to his mother.” Freddie and Carly looked at each other like they couldn’t believe I had an idea or maybe it was such a nice one they didn’t know how to answer.

Then Freddie almost started to cry again he whipped a tear from his face and put his hand down on to my leg. “Sam do you mean you want to do iCarly again?”

“Damn Freddie, want to tone the flame and I thought I was gay.” Carly pushed at him laughing. I can’t say how proud I was of her. Carly has really come in to her smart ass well.

“No I don’t want to do the webcast I just thought we could tape it and give it to her. Gibby was a big part of iCarly and I think she would like it. We could have old footage of with Gibby and then do a good-bye.” Again both of them sat looking at me like I had two heads. “Okay what’s up? Why are you two looking at me like that?”

“I just can’t believe you would want to do something that nice or nice at all for anyone.” Freddie said as he struggled to get my legs off of him.

“Stop it Fred-ass. I’m not going to hurt you. How long was he over there before he was killed?”

“Two months?” Carly pulled me closer to her; she looked to Freddie to see if her answer was right. He was lost in his own thoughts, I seen something there that made me think but I wanted to push the thought out of my head. Could Freddie have had feeling for our funny shirtless friend? He still looked pained but is this just the pain from him losing his first friend to this war. I think I should spend some time with him and help him move through this...as soon as I do.

“Hey, Sam, where do you want to do it?” Carly asked pulling me out of my thoughts.

I turn to her with a big smile. “Where ever you want to do it...but I think we should do the show first.” She slaps me on the arm I feel a small slap on my lag at the same time. I looked to Freddie and then to Carly; I think we are going to be just fine. “Sometime tomorrow I’m getting tired and I still need to find a hotel.”

“What are you talking about? I thought you were staying here. Why would you want to go to a hotel?”
“I thought with Spencer being here I didn’t want to intrude and he hasn’t seen Freddie for how long?” I tell her as I make my way to my feet.

“One you’re not intruding and two Spencer just seen him last month. So you are not going anywhere you’re going to stay here in your old room.”