Still Alive

Ziva paced back and forth crying, he had lost a ton of blood. She should have followed him. Why didn't she follow him was all that went through her head. She leaned against the wall and covered her face. Gibbs looked inside from the door, McGee had been told to go to the squad room and interrogate Shelby. Ziva was worried, she still was a mess from her past couple months. Gibbs stepped through the swinging door. He put a arm out to her, she walked over to him and hugged him. Her head went under his chin and she began to sob on him. He wrapped his arms around her and said" Tony will be alright." He spoke hoarsely.

"Will he" It was a gun shot to collarbone closer to the neck. He passed out after straining himself to get up the hill, he was covered in blood went through her head. She stood back from him when the doctor came out.

" He is fine." Ziva smiled at his words wiping the tears away from her face. He continued " He needs to stay here for the night, and he needs to be home from work for at least a week. He lost a lot of blood so he isn't doing to good now but he should be fine by tomorrow." he stated.

Ziva looked over to Gibbs " Gibbs I can stay. I will drive him home in the morning." She stated

" You sure? Cause I have an interrogation to finish. "Ziva its the weekend anyway. Just stay with him till Monday." Gibbs said walking away.

" Gibbs." He turned to her " thank you." She smiled.

They gave her permission to go and sit by him for the night. She turned his television off and pulled his cover up over him. Ziva scooted the chair next to his bed and did circles with her finger on his IV. He was a mess, they barely cleaned the blood from his body. She stood up and grabbed a cool rag since he had a fever. She walked over to him and began to dab the sweat from his face. She swiped the blood away gently from his body. They stitched him up pretty shoddy, she smiled at his calm face. He didn't even look pained, he looked like he was sleeping. Ziva smiled at him and put her fingers on his lips, he didn't respond at all. She felt bad for him for once, he looked so calm and asleep. She let her fingers trail down his face to his neck. He had soft skin and it was beautiful. She took the rag and dabbed the blood from his wound gently. She pulled the cover back a bit, there was a curtain blocking him from the view of the doctors and everyone. It was raining outside and thundering. The noises were frightening from the monitor. His heart beat was steady and the noise that was heard was a beep every 2 seconds. Slow and steady, she pushed her hand through his hair gently. He was a strong man he pushed himself to far.

She leaned her head onto his chest,was that really his heart beat. she wondered. It was and she liked the sound of his heart, it calmed her nerves. She shut her eyes for a moment and hoped for the best. She sat up slowly and began to clean of his chest again. She patted his skin gently, and then walked over to the sink. She squeezed out the blood and then made sure it was all clean. She hung it on the side of the sink. She walked back over to him and covered him up with his cover. She sat back in her chair next to his pained body. She wrapped her fingers through his and laid her head on the bed. She was awake for hours and finally fell asleep.

Beep, Beep, beep. He opened his eyes 'Ok I am alive, and probably in a hospital...its raining, and someone is here. come on me open my eyes. i can do it.' He thought to himself, he opened his eyes, everything was a blur. He tried to focus but couldn't he couldn't know matter how hard he tried.' OK so my eyes are opened, whose in here with me. Its a female hand, smooth and smells of honey and tea...Ziva.' a smile made his lips curled," Ziva?" He asked with a weak voice.

She shot up fast and looked at him her hand went to move but he squeezed it gently. He held her hand as tight as he could, he was so weak. She smiled warmly and opened her mouth " How are you feeling?" She asked him quietly.

"Tired, but I am alright." He said trying to keep a smile, when the pain kicked in he cringed.

"Tony just lay there, I will still stay with you." She said with a warm and caring smile.

She leaned closer and pushed her free hand through his hair. Making his eye lids heavy " Is this some Israeli hypnotism trick?" He asked with a grin.

" Well no but it seems to be working on you eh? " she smiled and continued.

His lids fell shut and he was off where dreams start. Ziva continued this for a while until she became sleepy and fell asleep next to him. She still held onto his hand gently but sternly. She didn't want to let him go. She was happy her weekend was going to start.

When she awoken he was already up and using the bathroom. She rolled her eyes and sat up a bit " Tony do you need help with that?" She asked seductively.

" Only if you want to" He laughed covering himself back up. " Man she got me good didn't she. So did we get her?"

"Gibbs texted me we got her," she said surprise.

" Wooaho-ho-ho he texted you?"

she nodded her head with her eyes widened " I know." She smiled.

"So guess I better check out then." He said turning to the door. Ziva jumped up and ran to the door " No." she stated.

" No? But I can walk and all that jazz."

"No, you are to stay under my care at your apartment until next Friday. Well I go to work Monday but you stay at home. No going out." She said looking up to him.

" Oh so your like my take home nurse? Is it bad that I am scared." he asked.

" afraid I might be wuff with our little boy." She said pinching her cheeks." By the way I would cover up." she said opening the curtain.

At light speed he tied his robe up. The doctor walked in and gave him directions, gave him a prescription for ibuprofen and also told him he needs to relax for the next couple of days. Eat well and try not to do fast motions for the stitches. It will be sore a couple of weeks, he said he gave the prescriptions to Ziva and then they were off. She helped him in the car and she actually went speed limit for him. He looked over to her " Your being nice and driving safely for me. Thank you." He smiled " Well I did just get in the hospital, don't want to return so sudden." He laughed. He suddenly cringed at the pain in his collarbone. With his free he pressed against it, which did not help what so ever.

"Will you stop that." she gasped

"If you say so." He said leaning against the seat.

When she got home she parked the car and turned the ignition off. She walked to the other side to help Tony but he beat her to the punch. He opened the door on his own. She helped him up the stairs and into the apartment building. He opened the door and she closed it behind him.Ziva helped him take off his coat and she was thanked with a smile.

'Kiss her, just lean in and kiss her. This is the time. Kiss her, we have time, this was the time kiss her.' The voice in his head screamed to him. With out further ado as she was turned around slipping off her coat he leaned behind her and gently moved her head to the side. This gesture surprised her, his warm breath tingled on her skin. Tempting her, she let out a silent moan. Tony hadn't heard that in a year in a half. This was real, true no lies. Nothing to worry about, nothing to stop them. Just the two on there own in a place that was safe. His lips were so close to her neck, she was frozen again in time. He moved up to her ear and let his warm air fall over her sensitive skin. He moved back down to her neck and moved a piece of her hair from her bare neck. Her top was a off shoulder long sleeve top. His arms moved up to her slowly around her waist and remained comfortably, his hands rested on each other. She let him touch her, she wanted this. This was real...

His lips were placed gently on her skin, her eyebrows slanted up towards the heavens and her mouth fall open with a heavy breath that even surprised her self. She turned around towards him and looked into his eyes. His arms remained at her waist. Her face moved up to him, there noses fell and rested on each others. Tony eyes fell half open and looked at her through his slits. She was gorgeous, and he needed her more than ever. His lips moved to hers slowly and the two kissed passionately. She moaned into his mouth. Making a vibration that tempted even himself.

He pulled away from her and stayed only centimeters from her lips " God Ziva your so, so..." He paused and looked into her eyes. " Beautiful " He smiled leaning in and kissing her again. The two kissed for what seemed like forever.

She wrapped her arms around his neck gently and continued to kiss him. When they stopped for air they paused and looked at one another's bodies."I don't know what you call it in English. But I want you more than I have" She paused and opened her mouth again letting her heavy hot breathing to trail out " Ever wanted anyone else in my life." She breathed.

It surprised her how fast he moved for being sore, he pushed her against the wall and continued to kiss her. Her mouth fell open with a loud moan, and he moved down to her neck. Kissing her warmly making his body melt at every moan she let out of her mouth. Her lips curved into a contorted pleasure. He moved his hands over her shoulders and trailed his fingers down the center of her throat to her waist. She gasped in shock, he was good to good. "Tony" She squeaked.

"Oh god, Ziva..." He kissed her again and inserted his tongue which she returned the motion back. He was a good kisser and she wanted him all over her. She guided him over towards someplace else but he stumbled up to her faster then she expected. He pushed her up onto the kitchen counter. She gasped in surprise, her legs wrapped around his waist. She could feel his arousal in his pants. She let out a low moan driving him wild. His hand traveled over her bare legs, she was wearing a skirt. For once, she never wore a skirt. His hand moved over the skirt again and paused for a moment and glanced up into Ziva's eyes. " Ziva do you-

She placed her hands firmly onto the sides of his face and began to kiss him. She moved one hand slowly to where his hands were placed. Like a movie on pause she hit play and pushed his hand under her skirt. She looked him in the eyes. and moaned. "Tony, don't make me wait." She whispered. He looked into her eyes again " I just want you to know-

"I know you will stop if I ask. But I want you to continue." She moaned.

Her dark skin was so soft and his hand moved slowly up her leg, near her thighs were the sweet folds of skin awaited his touch. Begging for her, her body shook with anticipation. He moved his hand on her inner thigh making circles on it. With one finger her trailed up her underwear, silk. He should have guessed. He began to kiss her neck and she cooed in response. He moved the other hand down to where its brother was. He slowly relized how uncomfortable she must have been, he pulled out from under her skirt. He glanced up to see how much room she had, he slowly moved her back onto the cool counter top. She was nervous but excited, he looked at her reassuringly. She relaxed and moved her legs up onto the counter with her body. Showing him her black underwear. He closed his eyes and they instinctivly rolled back in pleasure, he wanted her so bad he could barely control it. He took her shoes off gently and set them down, he moved her to her skirt line and pulled it down with her help. He pulled her body over to him and kissed her inner thighs, she moaned in response. Each moan getting higher in pitch.

" Don't be screaming now, flower." he whispered.

" I don't think I will be able to control that soon."

With that he moved his face to her silky underwear and began to kiss her sensitive areas. She let out a moan and let her legs relax a bit. "Do you want this?" He moaned.

"Yes, god don't tease me!" She begged.

In one motion he pulled her underwear off and moved his face on to her, she was soaked. He didn't mind at all, he wanted her to be. It was a sign of how bad she wanted it. His tongue fell to her folds and began to lap her natural honey up. She moaned feverishly, she moved her hands and began to lace her fingers into his hair. He finally moved to her pearl and began to suckle on it. He moaned, making her body quiver. She began to buck in response but that was just a Q for him to make her feel better. He placed one finger inside of her, and then another and just to tease her even more another. She moaned load and hard. His tongue moved hard and he sucked every once in a while. She was now trembling, he began to pump in and out of her fast. She moaned louder and finally she shouted " Tony I am going to come!" She screamed. Her body shook and he didn't stop once. He moved his fingers out and replaced them with his tongue. She came into his mouth and he didn't let a drop fall to the floor. Her hands covered her mouth in embarrassment, but she could barely hold them up. Her hands fell limp and when he pushed her up again. Her head fell lazily off the counter. He walked to the other side.

He kneeled to her face and began to kiss her, she kissed in return. His hands massaged her breasts. She pulled away from his lips and she whispered seductively " I am so love drunk."

"Lets hope there is no hang over."

She grinned big and pushed him back up to his feet. Everything was upside down now but she could see. She was out of energy but she needed him in her mouth, bad. She unzipped his pants. He helped her and pulled his cock out of his pants. She moaned in surprise out how gorgeous it was. He began to notice her amazement with it. She didn't waste any time and moved her tongue onto the tip, licking the pre-cum off of him. She licked down to the base of him and then traced the veins up him. He let out a low growl. She placed the head in her mouth and began to moan, she moved slowly down the shaft when he stopped her. He laced his hands in her hair and guided her down until she stopped him which wasn't far from the base. He moaned and began to move slowly. Her hand moved around to his ass and squeezed. He Moaned, something about this position turned him on. He closed his eyes tightly. He pushed in and out faster and faster until he shook. Ziva nodded to him, he was thankful she let him know because he would have felt bad if he came in her mouth in surprise. She swallowed his seed and he pulled out. His eyes rolled back into his head and she was lost in ecstasy.

" I need you in me Tony."

" I need you Ziva, I have always needed you." He moaned.

She sat up with all of her might and stood onto her feet. She bent over onto the counter. She placed her hand on her ass spreading a cheek. He moaned in excitement. " I trust you do not have any diseases. I am on the pill." She said seductively.

He grinned and began to kiss down her neck again, down her back and to her spinal chords end. Making her shiver, she let out a soft moan. He could feel she was soaked again. He pushed her over slowly and began to finger her once more. His cock was already hard again. She could feel it, there was a silence that fell over the two. He undid his pants and let the belt jingle to the floor. He moved her other hole and pushed slowly in. She screamed in pleasure, she had never felt this in her life and it was amazing. "Ziva you have to relax for this." He spoke calmly.
She nodded trusting him " I trust you Tony." She breathed.
He moved the finger in farther and she shook in pleasure. Her knees gave out and all that was supporting her was the counter. She breathed heavily and he pulled out. The loss of touch killed her. He hurried back to her. She heard a cap open and something liquid squirt somewhere. " It is lubricant. I am going to give you something that I think you will like." He moaned.

Tony rubbed the clear gel on his member, he rubbed some onto her entrance and moved his hand gently onto her back. A reassuring gesture, he told her to breath and he finally pushed his head in. She let out a painful moan. " To-ny god your huge!" She moaned.
"God your tight love." He said pushing in slowly. She let out a whimper and began to push back. She was fast and she was horny. He began to pull out and it was almost a plea, Ziva squirmed backwards pushing back onto him. She moaned and he understood. He pushed in and out, faster and faster. He couldn't resist any longer. Her moans became louder with every intrusion. He turned her over on her back and had her arms rest on his shoulders.

She moaned as if she was in love, which she had never been. She felt so possessed but she wasn't she wanted this and that was that. He kissed her slowly and pulled back " Ziva, I, am about to-

"Hold it Tony. Make this last longer, baby." She begged.

He couldn't help but listen she was like a succubus. He pushed in and out for at least two hours and a half. He then pulled out and swiped it off with a wet nap that was near by. He pushed inside of her warm entrance. He moaned, she was soaked and had already come 4 times. Her eyes were lazily falling, and he could barely hold up any longer. He pushed in that was all it took, when he came inside of her. She moaned and fell back, but he was still the gentlemen to make sure she landed safely. He was beat and wanted to sleep now. She rolled off the counter and took his hand and the two walked up the steps as if they were drunk.

When the two hit the bed she was out, he helped her up into his arms. She managed to say a couple of words..."Thank you Tony."

" Oh Ziva...any time." He moaned " That was the best sex I have had in a couple of well...actually ever." He rolled over to her and held her for the rest of the morning. He knew this was the start of something new.

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After typing this all I can say is OMG this is even hot for me to be writing.