Sweet Salvation
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Category:
CSI › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
41
Views:
4,348
Reviews:
7
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own CSI, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Pain and lies
Chapter 6
Pain and lies
“Actually nothing, I was just thinking.” There isn’t enough time to talk about this now. Hopefully she will believe me when I tell her that it is nothing. But then again she probably won’t believe me we are way past that part of our relationship. We often know what the other one means by just looking at each other’s face. Damn, she doesn’t believe me; I can see it in her clenched jaw and her darkened eyes. But I can’t talk about this not now. There isn’t enough time before shift.
Sara’s POV
My mind was screaming alarm; there was definitely something wron had had learned to read her in these past couple of months. Slight changes in her face often told me more then she wanted me to know and now she was hiding something for me. Acting like it was nothing, when I knew that something was bothering her. But then again we had to go to work, and our life had become office gossip ever since we came out and I definitely didn’t want them to talk about us even more. Nevertheless, I’ll ask her tomorrow after shift.
Catherine started cleaning the plates that we’d used while I grabbed my belongings. I was just connecting my gun to my belt when Catherine called out to me. “Sar, are you ready. We really have to go now.”
“Yeah, I’m ready.” I grabbed my bag and set the alarm. The drive to the labs was silent and I put on a CD just to break the silence. Of course it had to start with a very wrong song at a very wrong moment.
I know some things never change. But this can't be one of them. And I don't think I can stand it Any longer... Are you scared? Are you scared? Are you scared? 'Cos if you're scared. You're not alone. I once thought I was brave-. But I can't stop crying Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. But I am waiting patiently Though I fear it all be in vain …
At that moment I was ready to trash the darn CD.
~*~
“Sara, Catherine, I want the two of you together on a body dump in the desert.” Grissom handed Catherine the file sheet.
“Warrick, Nick you two are with me.”
I was already standing at the door of the break room when I noticed that Catherine was still sitting on the couch. “Catherine, my love what are you dreaming about?” I said with a chuckle. It was as if she woke up from deep thoughts, something that worried me even more. I was glad that I would spend the night with her investigating the crime scene in the desert. At least it would mean that we would be together without anyone else.
~*~
Minutes later we were back in the car.
“Cath, what’s wrong. And don’t tell me that it’s nothing, ‘cos I know that there is something.” Catherine looked at me considering what to do.
“Please don’t shut me out?”
“I’m not shutting you out don’t worry. I’m just… thinking about something, wondering something. And I’m not sure how you’ll react to what I’m going to ask you. But I hope that you’ll be honest.”
“Why wouldn’t I be honest, I’ve never lied to you about anything.”
“Fear, pain or some other reason. I don’t know Sara. I just noticed some things and I’m trying to find out what they mean. But I can’t, I need you to tell me, if you trust me enough.”
“What? What is it, ‘cos I have no idea what you mean?” I was begging her; I was so afraid that there was something really wrong. My mind was turning over like crazy trying to work out what Catherine could mean.
“This past week with Ryan, I’ve watched you and although you always say that you don’t know what to do around kids you damn well what you’re doing. You seemed so happy and you are so great with him. But then at other moments I caught you looking at him; just gazing and you had such a pained look on your face. And then yesterday I saw you standing in the doorway and when I wanted to walk up to you I saw that you where crying. I decided to leave you alone and went to bed. What are you not telling me Sara? I’m so worried about you.”
“Don’t be, I’m fine there is nothing to worry about.” I said, but I knew that she wouldn’t believe it.
Disclaimer: Lyrics are by Kendall Payne, I do not own them, just borrowed. The song is called ‘The Second Day’.
Pain and lies
“Actually nothing, I was just thinking.” There isn’t enough time to talk about this now. Hopefully she will believe me when I tell her that it is nothing. But then again she probably won’t believe me we are way past that part of our relationship. We often know what the other one means by just looking at each other’s face. Damn, she doesn’t believe me; I can see it in her clenched jaw and her darkened eyes. But I can’t talk about this not now. There isn’t enough time before shift.
Sara’s POV
My mind was screaming alarm; there was definitely something wron had had learned to read her in these past couple of months. Slight changes in her face often told me more then she wanted me to know and now she was hiding something for me. Acting like it was nothing, when I knew that something was bothering her. But then again we had to go to work, and our life had become office gossip ever since we came out and I definitely didn’t want them to talk about us even more. Nevertheless, I’ll ask her tomorrow after shift.
Catherine started cleaning the plates that we’d used while I grabbed my belongings. I was just connecting my gun to my belt when Catherine called out to me. “Sar, are you ready. We really have to go now.”
“Yeah, I’m ready.” I grabbed my bag and set the alarm. The drive to the labs was silent and I put on a CD just to break the silence. Of course it had to start with a very wrong song at a very wrong moment.
I know some things never change. But this can't be one of them. And I don't think I can stand it Any longer... Are you scared? Are you scared? Are you scared? 'Cos if you're scared. You're not alone. I once thought I was brave-. But I can't stop crying Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. But I am waiting patiently Though I fear it all be in vain …
At that moment I was ready to trash the darn CD.
~*~
“Sara, Catherine, I want the two of you together on a body dump in the desert.” Grissom handed Catherine the file sheet.
“Warrick, Nick you two are with me.”
I was already standing at the door of the break room when I noticed that Catherine was still sitting on the couch. “Catherine, my love what are you dreaming about?” I said with a chuckle. It was as if she woke up from deep thoughts, something that worried me even more. I was glad that I would spend the night with her investigating the crime scene in the desert. At least it would mean that we would be together without anyone else.
~*~
Minutes later we were back in the car.
“Cath, what’s wrong. And don’t tell me that it’s nothing, ‘cos I know that there is something.” Catherine looked at me considering what to do.
“Please don’t shut me out?”
“I’m not shutting you out don’t worry. I’m just… thinking about something, wondering something. And I’m not sure how you’ll react to what I’m going to ask you. But I hope that you’ll be honest.”
“Why wouldn’t I be honest, I’ve never lied to you about anything.”
“Fear, pain or some other reason. I don’t know Sara. I just noticed some things and I’m trying to find out what they mean. But I can’t, I need you to tell me, if you trust me enough.”
“What? What is it, ‘cos I have no idea what you mean?” I was begging her; I was so afraid that there was something really wrong. My mind was turning over like crazy trying to work out what Catherine could mean.
“This past week with Ryan, I’ve watched you and although you always say that you don’t know what to do around kids you damn well what you’re doing. You seemed so happy and you are so great with him. But then at other moments I caught you looking at him; just gazing and you had such a pained look on your face. And then yesterday I saw you standing in the doorway and when I wanted to walk up to you I saw that you where crying. I decided to leave you alone and went to bed. What are you not telling me Sara? I’m so worried about you.”
“Don’t be, I’m fine there is nothing to worry about.” I said, but I knew that she wouldn’t believe it.
Disclaimer: Lyrics are by Kendall Payne, I do not own them, just borrowed. The song is called ‘The Second Day’.