The Boys From Tennessee

The Boys From Tennessee
Rating: NC17 M/M slash, oral/anal sex
Author: Chissy_Rose
Pairing: Sawyer/Peter
Author’s Notes/Disclaimer: They’re not mine, I don’t own them. No infringement intended.

The Boys From Tennessee
Chapter 57 (57/60)
I Want You To Take Me

Peter spent much of the next week finishing his shelter and getting it set up like he wanted. Sawyer helped him with some of the heavy work of setting up the framework. He was glad Peter was moving closer in so he could keep a better eye on him. He’d been worried about him being so far down the beach especially after all the new things that Julie had told them about Peter. Jack had talked with Libby three times already and seemed to be getting something from talking with her. So far he was sticking to what he’d said about not having sex with Peter until his birthday. Jack was also still spending his nights at the hatch though Peter had discovered that they had one of the “Others” locked up in the hatch and were still trying to get him to talk. He didn’t talk about it though as he knew they still were trying to keep it a secret. He figured most of the survivors chalked it up to him and Jack being on the “outs” at the moment due to what Jack had done with him. Peter was counting down the days to his birthday.

Sawyer was getting hornier by the day, trying to wait for Peter to be healed enough to have sex. Peter thought he might be in good enough shape and he was getting antsy about it also. Sawyer had continued to flirt and be demonstrative with him, which had only increased the sexual tension. Peter didn’t know how much longer he would be able to hold out.

Finally one afternoon Libby sought him out and insisted that they talk for a while. When Peter showed up at Sawyer’s tent close to sundown, Sawyer could tell he’d been crying.

“What happened? You’ve been cryin’. You didn’t go off by yourself and get that upset did you? You coulda come to me.” Sawyer was concerned.

“Nope, Libby made me sit down and talk with her some. She got me upset and stirred up.”

“Well, you’ve been puttin’ her off and I guess she got worried about you and decided to do something about it. She’s talked to Jack a few times now I think.”

“Yeah, I know. She mentioned it.”

“So what did y’all talk about if you don’t mind me askin’? You don’t have to tell me, but you know I worry about you.” Sawyer ran his hand through Peter’s hair which was longer than his now.

“Well, first off, she’s concerned there’s so much age difference between me and y’all. I told her it’s not causing any problems. I’ve been through so much it’s like I’m a lot older than my chronological age anyway. She thinks I oughta consider girls and guys closer to my own age. That made me laugh.”

“Why’d you laugh?”

“Cause we’re on a fucking island in the middle of nowhere. Even if I wanted somebody my age, there’s nobody here my age! Charlie’s 30, Claire’s closest at 25, Kate’s 27 and my ex Julie’s 26. Shit even Boone was 28 and Shannon was 23 and they’re gone now. I ain’t lookin’ anyway. I got what I want right here.”

Sawyer smiled at him. “That’s reassuring. But I doubt that made you cry.”

“Nope, that was later. She really put the screws to me. Made me talk about that night with Jack and exactly what he did to me. Got me upset again talking about it. Then I started tryin’ to explain to her about our relationships – yours, mine and Jacks and she said I was in denial big time. Said I was too quick to forgive Jack and you both. That I shouldn’t accept what you’ve both done to me. The fact that I continue to put myself in “those kind of relationships” and then let myself be really hurt and abused just showed how bad off I really was. Said it was maladjustment to take abuse and then forgive you both so easily. That I was just reliving what happened growing up with my old man. She says that the sad thing is that I don’t see that. I just accept it.” Peter looked very sober. Sawyer reached over and caressed his face lightly. Peter sighed.

“She did say one thing I found interesting, that I had sorta thought too.”

“What was that?”

“She said a lot of what Jack had going on that afternoon and night had to do with his possessiveness of me and his frustration with not being able to control me. She says Jack was jealous and obsessed when his marriage ended. Jack had told me himself that he was crazy almost. She said some of the things he’d said about me having sex with Kate and you that day sounded just like we were married.”

Sawyer’s eyebrows were raised high. “You’re kidding me. Like y’all were married?”

“She said he’s actually very jealous and that it’s amazing that our arrangement has worked as well as it did. She says he’s got more insight now and should be able to handle things better.”

Sawyer took him by the hand and pulled him to sit down next to him. “So what made you cry?”

“All the talk about how it was bad I forgive y’all so quickly and how that wasn’t healthy for me. She says my ego isn’t strong as it needs to be and that if y’all truly abuse me I need to break it off with you permanently.”

“She say at what point you should do that?”

“She was really confronting me. She said that my self preservation doesn’t seem to be kicking in with y’all. That I’d let things go so far that I’d die or end up killing myself because of the abuse. She thinks Jack’s already gone beyond the point where I should leave him… I told her I ain’t gonna turn Jack away this time. Just like I haven’t turned you away.” Peter’s lips trembled. He looked every bit of 17 to Sawyer like this.

“I told her I know I’m really fucked up.” He whimpered and tears ran down his face and he reached up and wiped them away. Sawyer pulled him over onto his lap, wrapped his arms around him, kissed him and held him close.

“Don’t cry. Shush… You’re breakin’ my heart. You’re no more fucked up than Jack or I either one Pete. Neither Jack nor I is a damned prize. I’ve been jealous of you too. You were right about me stalking around and following you that night and day. And I know I was mean and abusive to you afterwards. But I swore I wouldn’t hurt you like that again and I won’t. Shit. It’s a wonder you’d have anything to do with me. I’m fucked up…”

Peter answered by taking Sawyer’s head in his hands and kissing him deeply. He pulled back and kissed him several times on his face. Sawyer moaned and put his hands on Peter’s face which was still wet from his tears.

“Stop baby or I’m gonna have a hard time stopping. You’re probably not healed up enough yet for us to be fooling around again.”

“I’m healed up enough Sawyer, just take it slow goin’ in me. I’m not havin’ any problems and it’s makin’ me crazy not havin’ any sex. I’m ready. Been ready.” Peter stood only for a second and sat back down straddling both Sawyer’s legs and thrusting his abdomen against him. He wrapped his arms around Sawyer and cradled the back of his head, kissing him quickly and then slowly whispering in his ear, “Fuck me baby. I want you to come inside me. I’m your bitch and I fucking need you…”

Sawyer moaned deeply. “God you turn me on so damn much. I love hearin’ you talk dirty.” Peter sat back and started unbuttoning Sawyer’s shirt without breaking eye contact with him even as he removed it. Sawyer unbuttoned Peter’s shirt just as slowly. He ran his hands up Peter’s abdomen across his chest and then wrapped his arms around him under his shirt as he kissed Peter slowly, playing his tongue off Peter’s. It was Peter’s turn to moan. Sawyer ran a line of kisses across his face to his neck and down to his collarbone where he swiped his tongue before kissing. He knew Peter loved being kissed like that. Peter was undoing Sawyer’s jeans, pulling down the zipper and pushed his hand into his pants brushing the top of his cock. Sawyer’s breath hitched.

Peter was whispering to him again seductively, “You’ve made me so fucking horny Sawyer. Flirting with me, touching me with light caresses, looking at me with desire in your beautiful blue eyes. I want you to take me. I wanna feel this cock deep inside me. I wanna feel you cum and call out my name and know I made you feel that.”

“God, what you do to me. I just come undone. You’re so fucking beautiful. I want you so damn bad boy,” His desire was so strong Sawyer was shaking. He took Peter’s shirt off and threw it aside. “Get up Pete so we can get our pants off.” Peter stood up, pushed off his shoes and undid the button. Sawyer drew down his zipper and pulled Peter’s pants down and off. Sawyer stood up, threw off his sandals and Peter helped get his jeans off. Sawyer sat back down and Peter went down on his knees pushing Sawyer’s legs apart and taking his cock in his hands and mouth. He wet his lips and swiped his tongue all around his cock, moving his mouth up and down along the side of it.

“Oh Christ, don’t do that long Pete. I’m already hard.”

“Just a minute or two for me. I want to suck your cock.”

“It’s a wonder my cock lasts at all with you. God you look great doing that.” Sawyer was panting from the arousal.

After a minute or so Peter kissed the head of his cock and gently ran his fingertips across his balls. Sawyer’s cock jumped at the sensation. Peter smiled seductively at him. He stood up and went and got the lotion, bent back down and began greasing his cock before applying some to himself.

“Sit to the edge of the chair Sawyer. I wanna fuck you facing you sitting down. Let me control how fast you penetrate okay?”

“We’ve never fucked in this position in a chair. You sure you wanna do this? You’re gonna be right on top of my cock – really deep. You think you’re gonna be okay in this position?”

Peter nodded his head. “I wanna feel every bit of your cock in me. I want you to kiss me when you come and I wanna see your face.” Sawyer was running his hands up and down Peter’s body.

“I’m all yours. You take control Pete. As slow or fast as you need it lover.”

“I may be vocal but remember this is how I fucking want it.” Peter kissed him again and then stood over him. He took Sawyer’s cock in his hand and guided the head to his ass before slowly pushing down on it, and stopping. Sawyer let out a raw sounding breath and looked up into his eyes, lightly biting his own lip. Peter pushed down a little lower and then pulled up slightly and then slowly pushed lower still.

“You’re so fucking tight. Wait a second and relax. This is like being between heaven and earth,” Sawyer whispered. Peter made an effort to relax himself. He knew Sawyer didn’t want to tear him and make him bleed. He made himself push out as he very slowly lowered himself down on Sawyer’s cock as far as he could. Peter moaned loudly and he panted heavily slack mouthed. Sawyer looked deeply into his eyes and thought to himself that he loved Peter more than he had ever loved anyone even Cassidy.

“Separate your legs Sawyer. I want all of it. I wanna slide down a little. Hold on to me.” Sawyer wrapped his arms around Peter’s waist and separated his legs and thrust up ever so slowly with his cock.”

Peter smiled at him as he wrapped his legs around him. “Oh yesss! Screw me Sawyer.” Sawyer grabbed him around his butt, tilted his hips, pulled back and then slowly thrust in again as far as he could go. Peter let out another loud moan that was unmistakable as sexual ecstasy. Sawyer worried about other people hearing but then decided if Peter didn’t care, he didn’t either. Peter spit into his hand and reached down and began stroking his own hard cock and balls. Sawyer thrust in and out again slowly. Peter grasped the base of his cock and held it as he arched up tensely and cried out. He panted hard. “Sweet Mother of Jesus…”

“You just have an orgasm?”

Peter smiled and nodded his pupils wide and open. “Do you have any idea where you are? At this angle every fucking stroke is against my prostate. Make me come. Fuck me more.” Peter pulled on his own cock 4 or 5 times firmly.

Sawyer kissed him wetly and ran his tongue across Peter’s face as he pulled out and thrust up into him again. “Oh God…” Peter uttered as he had a second orgasm. Sawyer could feel his ass tighten around him in waves. He stroked himself again. “Again, but faster.” Sawyer thrust in and out again twice this time. Peter clenched his cock and fell forward against Sawyer letting out a guttural moan this time.

“I’m so fucking turned on I don’t know how much longer I’m gonna last Pete. It’s been a while. God I love makin’ you come like this.”

Peter sat back up panting and smiling. “I’m totally loose from coming. Fuck me hard and fast 'til you come in me. And don’t fucking stop no matter what. I’ll come over and over 'til I ejaculate. You understand?” Sawyer nodded and began thrusting in and out in long strokes that grew faster and faster. Peter was jerking off to some of them but holding himself tight on others. He was moaning on every stroke Sawyer made and Sawyer could feel him as he clenched around him repeatedly. Peter’s moans and gasps were getting higher pitched. Sawyer was thrusting fast until he got erratic, his thrusts got harder and pushed further. Peter let go his own cock and cried out as his heavy load of cum shot up between them. He opened his eyes so he could see Sawyer’s face. Sawyer moved his hands to the tops of Peter’s shoulders and held him tightly as he moaned and came inside of him hard 3 or 4 times. Peter kissed him once on the lips, collapsed on him and wrapped his arms around him holding on. Sawyer was still holding him tightly. Sawyer could feel everything about Peter, his pulse in his body, his breathing, the aftershocks, his very essence.

He sat back so he could see Peter’s face as he ran his hand over the side of his head into his hair. “That was the most fucking amazing thing I’ve ever experienced in my life. God. You’re incredible.”

“It takes a good lover to make me come like that. It’s not all me.”

“Shit, how did you learn to do that? Why don’t you do it like this all the time?”

Peter frowned slightly. “I learned it at an early age Sawyer. Didn’t have much choice, you know? I don’t do it very often in a chair in this position cause it’s so intense and it actually makes me sore from coming over and over again.”

Sawyer kissed him on the cheek. “Sorry I shouldn’t ask that. It’s just that you were so fucking amazing. I’ve never had sex this good ever.”

Peter grinned again. “I’m glad it was good for you too babe. I probably should get up now, but I’m not real sure how steady my legs are gonna be.”

“Well, you were riding mine and you’re almost as tall as me, so I’m probably gonna be the one who can’t walk right away.” Peter slowly stood up and off of Sawyer.

Sawyer groaned a little as he tried to move. “I think maybe we oughta lay down a little while. What do ya think?”

Peter nodded, “Okay, I’d like to cuddle some anyway.”

They both got down on the bed. “Hey,” Sawyer said quietly, “Did I ever tell you I love you?” Peter smiled, “I think you might have mentioned it a few times.”

“Well I do.” Sawyer took Peter’s hand and pressed it to his heart. “You feel my heart?” Peter nodded. “It belongs to you. It’s yours.”

Peter’s eyes glistened as he rolled over onto Sawyer and hugged him. “I love you so damn much Sawyer, it hurts from the intensity sometimes. I love you more than life itself. Don’t ever forget I love you that much, no matter what happens to us here.”