The Enigma of the Mind

Kirk stood silently he was wondering where the three men who engage in acts of passions, he was sure the same thought was running on the minds of the two men. “Bones where do you propose we do this, my room has seen enough already and Spock’s room is too small for the three of us.” “Why not here.” McCoy glanced around the room was large and was closed down and secured for the day, any calls were directed to Chapel. “I suppose that this will suffice,” Spock answered while observing the room. None of the men had ever viewed the medical office as a place for rekindling love and mending broken hearts.

The curiosity in the air lingered, none of the men knew how to start this or what exactly was about to happen, the only thing that was certain was that it was going to be a night they would remember for a long time. McCoy walked to the light switch and lowered the lights to a dim glow, “I figured that complete darkness or illumination wouldn’t be preferable, this should do just fine.” McCoy looked over at Jim; it looked as if it was up to Kirk to start this. Kirk felt a bit uneasy this was the same room that he had kissed Spock’s cheek and confessed the adventures of Laputa to McCoy. Kirk closed his eyes and drifted over to Spock, he felt the great urge to touch him to know he was there. The three men drifted over to the same table that Spock had taken refuge on while recovering. Kirk leaned Spock up against a wall, there was no more need for words or logic, they all needed to open up to one another, again. Kirk looked into Spock’s eyes, the Vulcan’s dark eyes jetted up and down Kirk’s body seeking for answers to enumerable questions. He leaned forward hovering above Spock’s mouth; he wasn’t going to think things through it always did give him knots in his stomach.

He gently kissed the Vulcan on the mouth; the sheer feeling of touching the Vulcan again made Kirk shiver. He leaned in further deepening the kiss. McCoy stood motionless a foot away from the two, watching them intently, he knew that he would not interrupted them, but enjoy watching the Vulcan let go and see Kirk writhing in pleasure. McCoy walked behind Kirk and ran his fingers through his hair, his hair was soft and matted and pleasing to the touch. He ran his hands down his neck and back softly lifting off the Captain’s shirt.

He admired the Captain’s tanned skin and felt the urge to kiss it; he leaned forward and planted small kisses on his shoulders and neck. Kirk let out a soft hum as the Vulcan began to nip at his tongue and lips pulling him deeper into the kiss. Kirk broke away from the kiss for a second to look into the Vulcan’s eyes, they seemed more relaxed, but with a great curiosity. Kirk leaned towards Spock and lifted off his own shirt, slowly they were exposing themselves to one another. Spock’s milky pale skin was illuminated by the dim lights making him glow like a nova. Kirk turned around briefly to look McCoy in the face, the worn face of the doctor smiled with rejuvenated youth. He lightly kissed Bones; he wanted him to feel a part of this.

Kirk wrapped his arms around McCoy’s waist and kissed him deeply letting their tongues flicker in and out. Kirk ran his hands under the doctor’s shirt and felt his soft skin and shoulders. Spock felt a pleasant tinge of desire and jealousy and ran his hands down Kirk’s back now. Kirk lifted off McCoy’s shirt and admired their bodies, each unique and each with its own beauty. Kirk wasn’t sure who would be in control or what control really was between them, but decided he would lower his pants as an encouragement for the other men to not feel so exposed. They were in this together. Kirk leaned against the wall, naked and smiling, he wanted the men to want him. He ran his hands down the length of him and wrapped his own hands around his shaft, he began to slowly move his hands up and down, he felt the restraint and didn’t want to give in just yet. He wanted to coax them into joining. Spock and McCoy looked at each other, the Vulcan slightly blushed, he had never see the doctor with less than a full uniform, the same could be said for McCoy, but he had years of physicals to lower the degree of tension and embarrassment.

Spock walked over to Kirk and lowered his own pants, he wanted to bare all to both men, he wanted to not feel shameful. He leaned onto Kirk’s right side running his hands down his thighs and he felt the passion grown inside his intoxicating him, causing for his stomach to grow hot. McCoy paused before lowering his pants; he felt modesty in front of the two men he respected the most. He walked over to Kirk cautiously and went over the Captain’s open flank and pressed against him as well. Kirk felt overwhelmed, he had a doctor and a Vulcan pressed into him loving wanting to let their passions go. Spock ran his hands down Kirk’s sides and legs; Kirk felt a slight chill and gave into the men. McCoy lowered himself down to Kirk’s growing erection, he moved Kirk’s hands away and began to kiss his stomach and thighs, he looked up at Jim Kirk and smiled, he knew that they were all about to become pleased. McCoy put his lips on the head of his member and began to lick softly; he wanted to bring Kirk to his limits. He teased Kirk, running his fingers down the base and slowly sucking, he began to move his hands around to the backside of Kirk, he squeezed with his firm palms Kirk’s loins and butt, he began to softy knead the flesh and began to take more of Kirk into his mouth. Spock kissed his Jim’s neck and chest; he knew that it would be his turn to engage in something, he just had to be patient.

Spock felt the urge to touch the doctor, he had never given the doctor so much as a hug, but the McCoy being exposed and vulnerable he felt the need to satisfy him. McCoy stopped just before Kirk would climax, he couldn’t let him release just yet, McCoy stood up slightly and leaned into Kirk grinding his hips against the Captain’s. Spock appeared from behind McCoy and wrapped his arms around him, McCoy was surprised the Vulcan was venturing out from the safety of Kirk, but found it arousing. The Vulcan’s slender fingers traveled down McCoy’s stomach to his member, he teasingly stroked it, being very aware that this was the same man that called him pointy ears. Spock wrapped his hands around McCoy and began to stimulate him. The three men were all pleasing each other in their own way and enjoying it.

“Jim,” McCoy said panting, “I think we should move this to the patient bed.” Kirk nodded feverishly and the three men stumbled onto the bed that had house many people, just never lovers seeking acceptance. “I think it’s about time we go for the finale.” McCoy smiled he knew where he wanted to be, he wanted to experience something that no one had yet done. He sat on the left edge of the bed and made a motion for Spock to be in the middle. “This bed has always been big enough for three people to fit in, if you wanted to. Kirk stepped in the bed as the final member to the voyage. Kirk looked at the two men and was ready, his loins were hot and the warm feeling in his stomach was all around. McCoy reached around Spock grabbed the Vulcan’s member he was gentle and easy as to not hurt the Vulcan, he cared through his cynical guise.

“Now Spock, I want you to do what I do, except to you Jim Kirk.” McCoy smiled, he knew that this was what they had been waiting for. Spock began to arch slightly, he had already grown hot and erect from the previous activities. McCoy stopped momentarily and began to ready himself for what was about to ensue. McCoy reached over into the table by the bed, he searched through the drawers until he found a familiar bottle, a tiny clear bottle filled with blue dense liquid. McCoy squirted some on his hand and gave the bottle to Spock. Spock knew what it was and proceeded to do the same. McCoy gently rubbed the mystic gel onto his member; this would be after all a tight squeeze because of how exposed they really all were. McCoy put his hands around Spock’s hips and slowly began to move closer. Spock had his hand already on Kirk’s member and was reading himself for what would be all of their first times.

McCoy entered Spock slowly, he knew the Vulcan had never done this before, McCoy himself had never done this before, but his medical training had allowed for him to have knowledge of the body. McCoy began to slowly lean in further trying to be gentle and please himself and the Vulcan. Spock breathe heavily, this was an entirely new feeling for him, and soon to be Kirk. He wanted to make Kirk feel this way. Kirk let out a moan of surprise as Spock entered him, he was tight, and he had never been so submissive, this was new for Kirk, he enjoyed being surrounded by Spock and felt the pleasure that McCoy was giving Spock. The three men thrusted in slow motions and let out tiny gasps of pleasure. The men’s’ bodies were sweaty and the pleasure was mutual. All were enjoying the feelings of being vulnerable in front of friends. The men’s hips jerked and McCoy felt the feeling of release, he came slowly, allowing for Spock to know what it felt like and what Kirk would feel. He liked the feeling; it was interesting, something indescribable.

It felt as if a warmth was sweeping over him, the lulling feeling of the warmth caused for Spock to jerk forward and release, he could not fully control himself yet, but Kirk gasped out in pleasure as he felt the warmth from all three of them sweep over one another. A daze of euphoria and exhaustion swept over the men. McCoy reached over for the nearest cabinet and blindly reached in there for a blanket, they did not need to feel exposed anymore, but comforted and warm. Kirk smiled with a new sense of himself and looked behind him at the proud doctor and devilish Vulcan. All the men were happy of what had happened. The bond between the men was strong and this had helped them all learn more about themselves.

“Bones…Spock, that was a new experience for me, I never thought things would end like this.” Kirk smiled, his eyes flickering closed, he felt the exhaustion creeping in. McCoy smiled at Spock and Kirk, “You are both welcome, and I thank you, I think from you two I know what my life has been missing, allowing myself to be vulnerable. We all need to be vulnerable, and need to learn how to let ourselves love. Sometimes the things we learn from our mistakes is more important than doing things right.”

Spock closed his eyes; he felt the logic of the statement wash over him. He was surrounded by the emotions of two men and his logic was temporarily suspended for the moment, he no longer wished to judge the situation, he felt needed and loved. The three men drifted into a sleep-like trance, McCoy was the first to relax, with on arms around Spock slightly, the doctor had finally felt what he wanted all along and was content with what had happened he had no need to be critical or cynical, he just needed to be happy.

“Spock, I realized more than I thought I could ever comprehend in a span of two days, I love you Spock, I want to spend my life with you, and learn more about this feeling and learning to let my emotions have logic and learn how to make you express yourself more. I love you Spock…”

The Captain voice trailed off the exhaustion had set in and Spock didn’t mind, he was tired himself and let the warmth of the two men lull him to sleep. The three men fell asleep without disturbance and all were content. The love that had been shared in the medical bay was one of truth and reality, not one of dreams that Jim Kirk had so thought. The friends that he had had helped him learn more about himself than ever thought possible, they were happy with the knowledge gained and with the new experiences to store in their memories.

Love doesn’t always have to be logical or make sense, it is what feels right that Kirk, Spock and McCoy had learned, and their friendship and been strengthened because of the mending of a broken Captain’s heart and the lovely present that love and vulnerability had given them.

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Author's Comment:
Thanks for all who read this, I put a lot of effort into it over a span of 3 days. Comment, Add Suggestions, it is all helpful both comments and criticism.


UPDATE: I spent a few hours reading over it correcting my slip-ups, sorry for those, I don't tend to notice smaller grammatical errors but I caught some my third read through.