Reoccuring Visions

Warning: OC coming in to play, Avalon and Athanasia same person. Oh and some M/F, sex and SoloF.



Chapter 5

A new person arrives…



The next day, Jack took care of Ianto, to Owen’s protest, but he gave up eventually. Jack began to go through files of people he had been looking at when he started up Torchwood. Finally, he stopped some one, Avalon Bristol. ‘Ah Avalon,’ Jack though looking at the file, ‘Next in line to take her father’s place as one of the heads of the IRA, a well known clinical psychiatrist, married to one of the most prominent up and comer in Cardiff, David, they have a three year old child, named Alexandria, who Jack was a godfather too. Avalon had just sent him pictures of them, but that was ages ago. He saw that she had moved to Cardiff, for personal reasons. Jack wondered why she did that, David was from Cardiff, maybe they decided to move down here. Jack had a phone number for her. He got up, called her and met her for lunch. As he left he asked Gwen, Toss and Owen to clean up the other office. Jack met up with Avalon at a café, outside and ordered a light lunch.
“So, Jack…why did you suddenly call me out of the blue? We haven’t talked in ages.” She said, “I haven’t even talked to you since David and I tied the knot.” She swallowed hard. “That was 50 years ago. You haven’t aged a bit.”
“Neither have you apparently.”
“So why did you call me Jack?”
“I want you to come and work for me, we need you.”
“Why and when did you get married and not tell me?”
“I got married a month ago, I have been busy since then but I need you to come so people that we would work with have some one to talk to, to listen to them, to help them if they have problems.”
“So you want me to leave my job and go do my job for you. Jack I can’t…I just can’t up and leave like you do. I have family, I have friends, I have a life…” She trailed off.
“How’s David, Avalon?” Jack asked slowly as their food came out.
“He’s dead.” She said, tears falling from her eyes.
“What? How did that happen? What about Alexandria?” Jack asked sipping his water. Avalon broke into a flood of tears.
“They gunned him down…in his car…while he was driving in the country with her…then Alexandria was screaming and crying…they put a blanket over her and suffocated her.” Jack got up and wrapped his arms around her as she began to scream and cry. “They stole my husband and my baby from me. The police were of no help…they don’t care what happens to anyone that was involved with the IRA…especially one of the main men’s daughter. Father couldn’t find any information either, I am all alone Jack and I hate it! I want it to end; I have no one else to help me Jack. Forty five years Jack! I have been alone for 45 years, wondering the earth. I will work for you if find out who killed them. Promise me Jack…promise me!”
“I promise Avalon.” He said, whispering in her ear, “I will make pain stop.” Jack knew what the personal reason was; she was still trying to hold on to David. He held her close, as his tears were falling as well. Avalon finished crying and straightened up in her chair.
“So, who is the lucky woman or man, who you suckered in to marrying you?” Avalon said, wiping her eyes.
“His name is Ianto Jones, which is the main reason I am trying to hire you.”
“Oh, how come?” Avalon asked, sipping her tea.
“Oh nothing major besides being raped, forgetting about it, me telling him that he got raped, him attacking me and killing me.” Avalon looked at him, “I’ll tell you later…any ways he killed me, then he was fine for a while I thought, but he wasn’t sleeping, something about a dream with me getting killed…I don’t know, but he is having it every night…then we get this message in a weird format, it looks alien but it’s not, its welsh, mirrored and upside down in a house of leaves format type thing.”
“I love that book!” Avalon blurted out.
“Ianto does too, but he translated it and as he after he finished it, the lights went out and Ianto was in a corner rocking back and forth. Once I got him up in a chair, he sat there for five minutes, got up and walked out, threw stuff across the hub; he has an arm on him…” Jack smiled, the came back to Earth, “Then he left and threw himself into the bay. Fortunately I went after him, jumped in after him and saved his life.”
“So you can’t die…how did that happen?”
“A friend did something a while back…ever since then I couldn’t die.”
“Interesting, when do you want me to start Jack? I have been living in my office for the past month…I really need to find me a place…” Avalon said, running her fingers through her long red hair.
“Well why don’t we go back to the hub and get you into the system, then show you your office, you will be able to make it homier, I promise. Then I figured drinks on the town, then if you would like I can set you up in a hotel…what about David’s family?”
“Won’t have anything to do with me…Still Jack, you would think they would have at least warmed up a little bit.” Avalon said, taking a small bite of food.
“Ah, fun…well like I said, I can set you up in a hotel.” Jack said, looking at her. Avalon just looked back with dead eyes, as she ate. Suddenly her PDA went off; she pulled it out, took a look at it and answered it.
“Dr. Bristol here; Hello Dr. McCain, I know I cleared my schedule for the month; look I am dealing with something right now, if I don’t call you back by the end of tomorrow, just assume I am not coming back, good bye Dr.” With that she hung up and put her PDA back in her pocket.
“Did you just quit your job Avalon?” Jack asked. Avalon pushed her food away and put her head in her hands.
“Yeah I think I just did…I don’t know what I am going to do Jack, I am so lost…” Avalon said. Jack got up, took her hand and led her to the car. Jack took her back to Torchwood and led her around, keeping her identity a secret. Then Jack walked her to where her office would be, showing her the plain walled, frosted glass office. Avalon walked in, closed her eyes and began to feel around the room.
“So, do we need to go to my office to get your hotel room and get you on the team?”
“Yes” Avalon said quietly. Jack placed his hand on her shoulder and led her to his office. She sat down and Jack set whiskey in front of her, as he began to type on his computer. She answered his questions, staring in to her whiskey. Jack looked up at her and smiled as he handed her hotel confirmation, her badge, and gun. Avalon smiled as she looked things over when the closet door opened and a hansom man walked out, or would have been hansom had he not looked like death warmed over.
“Jack…” He said softly, he had a couple of blankets wrapped around his body.
“Yes Ianto?” Jack said, Ianto walked over to him and whispered in his ear. Jack nodded, pulled out something from his desk and handed it to Ianto.
“Who is this nice looking lady, Jack?” Ianto asked.
“This is Doctor Avalon Bristol, Ianto. She is the newest member to the team.” Jack said.
“Nice to meet you Dr. Bristol, if you don’t mind me asking, what exactly do you do?” Ianto asked.
“I am a clinical psychiatrist, you must be Ianto Jones. I have heard a lot about you.”
“I hope only good things…” He smiled, and then turned to look at Jack, with a look of you must be bollocks to hire her, Jack ignored him.
“Yes, congratulations on the wedding, Ianto, may the marriage last forever!” She fought back the burning behind her eyes. Jack looked at her and grasped her hand squeezing it reassuringly. Ianto nodded and headed back down to the bed room. Avalon looked at Jack. “How long has this been going on?”
“Over a month, but that’s just the tip of the iceberg, Avalon. We have to deal with so much stuff everyday and no one to talk too. That’s why I called you, for you to help us, to listen to us.”
“Ok, I can try, but I do have to request that every one goes through a base line exam so I know where they are at and I need to get the office set up.”
“Ok, why don’t you sit here, drink all the whiskey you want, while I go check on Ianto.” Jack said, kissing her forehead softly. Jack walked down to find Ianto sitting on the bed, staring at him angrily.
“I do not need some one messing with my head Jack!” Ianto stated simply, looking a bit better.
“Ianto, I hired her because everyone on the team needs some one to talk to…you and the rest of the team can deal with it as far as I care! I am doing this to help everyone. I am just really worried about you Ianto; you have been really agitated and distant. I am so scared that I am going to loose you, I can’t live with out you.”
“You will have to live with out me eventually Jack, remember I can die and you can’t, unless some thing happens to me and I can live forever, but I don’t think it’s possible…I don’t think the doctor could do anything either.” Ianto said solemnly. Jack sat there and thought about it, realizing he was right. Jack kissed Ianto softly, enjoying every moment. He pulled away slowly as Ianto moaned for more, as he got up and smiled.
“Sleep my Ianto, things will get better I promise.” Jack said as Ianto laid back and closed his eyes. Jack went back up and Avalon was spinning around in his desk chair, looking a bit drunk. “You ok Avalon?” He asked, smiling at her.
“I guess…I know what you want…” She turned to look at him, her eyes suddenly turning black.
“Whoa…What do I want Avalon?” Jack said, he began to try and figure out what was happening to her.
“You want Ianto to live forever…and you are wondering how to do it…” Avalon said.
“Yes, how did you know that?”
“You’re mind is open to me and you need me to help you.”
“How are you going to help me?”
“I know the secret to life and death…” She began to write something on a piece of paper and handed it to Jack, “Make this and put it in Ianto’s drink…do this for a year…and together you will live forever.” Jack looked at the paper, as Avalon closed her eyes and opened them up again; her eyes were back to green. She rubbed her eyes and looked at Jack, who looked like he had seen a ghost.
“What the fuck Avalon…I have never seen you do that?” Jack said.
“Do what Jack?” Avalon said, sipping her whiskey.
“Your eyes…they turned black and you told me how to help Ianto.”
“God Damnit! I did it again!”
“This has happened before?” Jack asked.
“All through my life, Jack. It’s a rarity, happens in I think 1 and 10 billion.” She rubbed her eyes again. Jack looked at paper and then back at Avalon.
“How do I do this Avalon, how do I make this?” Jack asked sitting down, showing her the paper.
“Do you have all the ingredients?”
“I can go ask Owen, why don’t I introduce you to everyone?”
“Ok, you still taking me to get shit faced tonight right?”
“Yes, with the team as a matter of fact, come on let’s get you introduced.”
“Oh, I ordered what I needed for the office while you were down there with Ianto.”
“Ok Avalon, let’s go.” Jack held out his hand, she took it and he embraced her in a long hug. The office door opened and Owen walked in as Jack was kissing the top of her head.
“Captain…” Owen said as they pulled away, Avalon pushed back the tears that were forming.
“Yes Owen.” Jack asked as Avalon stood behind him.
“I was going to tell you that Ianto might need this, it’s a super vitamin, help him get well sooner. Who is this lovely lady behind you?”
“This is doctor Avalon Bristol.”
“You aren’t replacing me Jack?”
“No, not yet anyways.” Jack said, as Avalon stepped out from behind him, poking him to be introduced. “Ow…oh! Owen this is Dr. Avalon Bristol…Avalon this is Doctor Owen Harper.”
“Pleasure to meet you Doctor Harper.” Avalon said, extending her hand to him.
“Please call me Owen, may I call you Avalon?” He took her hand in his and shook it.
“Yes you may Owen.” She smiled.
“So what do you Avalon?” Owen asked.
“I am a clinical psychiatrist, and I can also see the future.”
“What do you see in mine?” He smiled.
“I can see what you are fantasying about but I we will see if it happens…” She smiled. Jack came up behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder.
“Well Owen, Avalon here needs to meet everyone else and then we will be going out for drinks, Ianto will be coming.” Jack said pushing Avalon towards the door.
“Ok Jack.” Owen said.
“Oh and Owen, get these things for me, I need a big supply, to last a year.”
“Oh Jack, the paper is for a year.” Avalon said.
“Ok then, I just need you to make that for me.”
“I’ll get right on it Jack.” Owen said. Avalon and Jack walked out and practically ran in to Gwen.
“Oh excuse me Jack.”
“Gwen this is Doctor Avalon Bristol…Avalon this is Gwen Cooper.”
“Pleasure to meet you Gwen.” Avalon said, extending her hand.
“Nice to meet you, welcome to the team.” Gwen said, “What do you do?”
“I am a clinical psychiatrist, and can see the future apparently.” She said smiling.
“Good, like I said glad to have you on board, now we aren’t outnumbered, us girls got to stick together.” She smiled, and looked at Jack, “We are still having drinks tonight right Jack?”
“Yes, Ianto and Avalon will be there.” Jack answered.
“How is Ianto doing?”
“He is doing well. See you tonight?”
“Yeah!” Gwen said, walking off. Avalon continued walking seeing a young woman sitting at a computer screen. The woman turned around and was a bit startled by Avalon and Jack being behind her.
“Hello Jack, what can I help you with?” She said.
“Tosh, I would like you to meet the newest team member, Doctor Avalon Bristol.”
“Pleasure to meet you, Avalon” Tosh stared at her. “You are the IRA princess…”
“Yes I am; I have left the IRA though recently, for personal reasons.” Avalon said, “But it is nice to meet you but please don’t tell anyone who I am, it’s a personal safety reason.”
“Ok, but can you tell me why you left and moved here?” Tosh asked. Jack grabbed Avalon’s hand, hoping he could think of a way for her not to tell.
“It’s not a story I am really comfortable in telling right now Tosh, if ever.” Avalon said slowly, tears falling from the corners of her eyes.
“I understand, we are still going out tonight right Jack?”
“Yes, both Ianto and Avalon will be there.” Jack answered. They headed back to Jack’s office, Ianto was up making tea and coffee, wearing jeans and a tight fitting t-shirt, She saw the same designs on his hands as Jacks. He saw Jack and Avalon walk in.
“Oh hello Jack, I took the pills on the desk, the super vitamins, and feeling really good right now. Oh Avalon, coffee or tea?”
“Tea please Ianto.”
“How do you take it?”
“Cream and sugar.”
“Got it.” Ianto said. Owen came in and handed Jack some pills. Ianto set down Jack’s coffee in front of him, tea in front of Avalon and coffee for him. Ianto got up and picked up some files, Jack put one of the pills into Ianto’s coffee, stirring it as it dissolved. Ianto sat down and was none the wiser.
“Everyone, including you Ianto, are going out for drinks tonight.” Jack said looking at Ianto.
“Do I get to drink?” Ianto said, sipping his coffee.
“As much as you want but are still functional for tonight.”
“Good.” Ianto turned to Avalon. “So where are you staying Doctor?”
“Please call me Avalon, I am staying in a hotel right now, hopefully will be buying a house soon, some where quiet, out in the country maybe, somewhere I can escape to.” Avalon replied. Ianto suddenly began to quiver as Jack grabbed his hand to calm him down. Jack smiled as he looked at both of them, his lover and his friend all in the same room. “So, somebody got married at the Forrest of Chem tree…and how’s the Doctor Jack?”
“Yes we did, and it is everywhere on us…Ianto and I checked thoroughly.” Jack said smiling, naughtily glancing over at Ianto.
“You know the Doctor?” Ianto asked.
“Yeah, why wouldn’t I? I have known the Doctor for much longer than most people…gods I never saw him so lonely after Rose was closed off from him.”
“She pregnant now, Avalon.” Jack said.
“Mickey?”
“No, the Doctor.” Jack said as Avalon took a swig of tea, her eyes going wide.
“What…how? I though Rose was gone from him…”
“He ripped time open and brought her back through, she is a time lord now…” Jack said, sipping his coffee. Avalon sat there and stared at her tea.
“She’s the one…the one who will bring the Time lords back…” Avalon said softly. Jack looked at her.
“What did you say Avalon?” He asked.
“I said she is the one who will bring back the Time lords back…it’s been a legend since the beginning of the Time lords…everyone laughed when it was told…no one believed…now they are all gone now…”
“How do you…” Suddenly there was a presence in the door way. It was the Doctor, staring at Avalon.
“Athanasia…” The Doctor said, his voice low. “How…how did you survive?”
“Doctor” She got up and hugged him tightly. “I knew what was going to happen, but no one would listen, so I fled. I heard the screams of the dying in my head, and I heard them fade away in to darkness, until I heard yours. You are much different then I remember seeing you last. Oh did I mention that I changed my name? ” There was a hint of hurt in her voice when she talked about seeing him last, she was talking about Galafrey.
“No, but you haven’t changed at all, at least not from what I could remember.”
“It’s Avalon now and not as much as you have…what are you on now? Nine, Eight?”
“Ten actually.”
“I heard you got Rose back and the two of you are going to have a baby…who would have thought that you would help bring us back.” She smiled, sadness filling her eyes.
“I heard Athanasia and I’m sorry, I am so sorry.” He wrapped his arms around her and held her close. She didn’t cry she just listened to his heart beat. He pulled away and smiled at her.
“Is the baby coming?” Ianto asked, finishing up his coffee.
“No, not yet she still has another couple of months. I just came by to check on things…” He said, then whispered something in her ear, Avalon smiled as she whispered something back then he left. Avalon turned around and sat back down.
“What did he say?” Jack asked.
“Just something I needed to hear.” She answered.
“When the fuck were you going to tell me that you were a Time lord! Apparently one of the oldest ones as well!” Jack said standing up.
“It never came up…and remember…I know who you are…” She looked at him, her eyes turning a smoky color. Jack nodded and her eyes changed back.
“Wait a minute…you made the prophecy about the Time lords didn’t you.” Ianto said.
“Yes I did, I was one of the first Time lords. I believe I will be one of the last…and no I am not the warning you got a few days ago.” She said, looking at Ianto.
“Ok, this conversation doesn’t leave this office.” Jack said, getting up and picking up his jacket.
“Drinking time?” Avalon said standing up.
“Yes.”
“Good, oh I won’t be in the office tomorrow…I have to go by clothes and stuff.”
“Ok, Ianto you feel like working tomorrow.”
“Yes, I have some things I need to catch up on.” Ianto said, as Tosh opened the door.
“Hey we are getting ready to leave, do you want us to just save you a spot?”
“No, we’re coming.” Jack said. Avalon and Ianto got up and followed Jack out. Ianto grabbed Jack’s hand and whispered in his ear.
“I don’t want to hide anymore Jack, I don’t want to wear the gloves, I don’t want to hide the tattoo, nor do I want to hide my ring, the ring that says I have committed my whole life to this man.” Ianto grabbed Jack’s gloved left hand and took the glove off. “To you, I have committed my mind, body and soul too!” Jack suddenly took off his other glove and threw it behind him.
“I want that too Ianto.” Jack said smiling at him. As they got to the elevator, the rest of the team, including Avalon looked at them.
“We will take this lift, you two take the next one.” Gwen said, as they piled into the lift, Avalon having to squeeze next to Owen. She felt his hand snake to her lower back, running circles around it. God she hadn’t felt that touch in a while, David would do it to her every once and while leaving her craving for more. She bit back a moan as the lift opened. Gwen and Tosh walked out, followed by Owen and then Avalon. As soon as the lift doors closed, Jack was up against the wall with Ianto attacking his lips. Jack moaned and gave into him, knowing that they both needed this. The lift came back down and opened waiting for them. Ianto pulled away slowly and headed to the elevator, smiling at Jack. Jack ran after him and pressed him against the elevator wall, kissing him passionately. The lift opened, to the rest of them waiting, as Jack and Ianto looked like nothing had happened between them.
“I don’t know how you two do that, we know that you are doing something, we can tell by the looks in your eyes but when we see you again, you are clean and proper, and like nothing happened.” Gwen said.
“Just that good.” Ianto said. Jack looked at Avalon and noticed a very small sparkle in her eyes. They all walked out together, but Jack held back and pulled Avalon aside.
“What did the Doctor say to you Avalon? I know he said something that made you a little happier because I can see the sparkle in your eyes.”
“He told me that he saw David and Alexandria in a parallel universe, and I was there too as a human. That made me begin to move on and start accepting myself for what I am, then I told him something that he needed to hear.”
“Good Avalon…wait your name was Athanasia…doesn’t that mean immortal? How did you change to Avalon?” Jack asked.
“I didn’t take on the name Avalon until Arthurian legend. I helped Arthur, he looked up at me and said “Avalon” and then I took that name.”
“What form are you on?”
“This is my second…no this is my third form, I was an advisor to the Pharaohs. The fair one they called me…”
“You coming or not?” Owen said, his eyes fixed on Avalon. Jack and Avalon laughed and climbed into the SUV. A few minutes later they arrived, as Jack started a tab for everyone. The bartender nodded as they ordered their drinks, Jack with his water, Ianto with a dark beer to start then he would move to whiskey, Tosh with her wine, Gwen with a pale beer, Owen with some form of liquor, and Avalon with absinth.
“Sugar miss?”
“Yes.” Avalon said as she made her way back to where they were sitting. The drinks came and they all sat around telling stories. Avalon just watched for a while, listening to them talk, it was comforting to her.
“So you aren’t from around these parts are you?” Gwen said, her third beer in.
“No, no I am not.” Avalon said, realizing that the absinth was starting to tickle her warmly.
“So where are you from?” Gwen asked. Jack looked at her, wondering if she was going to tell the truth.
“Where would you like me to be from Gwen?” Avalon smiled.
“Anywhere, as long as it is where you truly are from.” She replied, leaning in closely. Avalon leaned in and whispered in her ear one word, just one.
“Galafrey” then she sat back up and smiled, finishing off her drink. Gwen gave her a funny look.
“Never heard of it.”
“That’s because it is gone now…” Avalon had a hint of sadness in her voice as Owen began to run circles again on her lower back. She smiled and looked at Owen. A few more rounds of drinks later, Avalon took the keys from Jack and began to drive everyone home after the tab was paid. Tosh was first, followed by Gwen. Jack and Ianto were off at hub, where Avalon parked the car, got her hotel information as Owen drove around, then they headed to the hotel. Ianto and Jack were practically naked by the time they got into bed. Ianto was on top of Jack this time, slowly running his fingers over Jack’s back. Jack handed him the lube as he slowly prepared him. Ianto slowly slid into Jack, moaning at how hot and tight he was how he had longed for this feeling for so long. He began to slowly pump into the other man as he thought he was about to loose himself in him. Jack was close to coming as well, as Ianto in turn whispered in his ear.
“I want you to come inside of me Jack.” Ianto said coming inside of him. It took Jack every ounce of strength he had not to come. Ianto got off of him and laid on his stomach as Jack began to prep him. Soon enough Jack was buried deep inside Ianto, fucking him raw. Ianto got up and went to take a shower to get all the lube off as Jack laid there. That’s when he felt the Doctor’s presence. The Doctor came out of the shadows and talked to Jack among other things. Avalon made her way to the hotel lobby and checked in as Owen parked the car. She gave him the room number, as she made her way to the room. She opened the door and stepped in, smelling the sweet smell of flowers. Walking into the main living room she saw the place covered with roses and calla lilies, her favorite flowers. She followed and saw that the bed room was decorated nicely, and the mattress looked different then any of the other hotels she stayed at; Avalon walked over to it and sat on it, realizing it was a feather bed. She kicked off her high heels, tossed her heavy jacket in the corner, opened up her purse and pulled out a bottle of swirling blue liquid and a glass out of the bathroom. She sat down and began to pour the liquid into the glass as there was a knock on the door. Avalon stood up and opened the door to Owen. She sat back down and began to sip on the liquor in the glass.
“What is that?” Owen asked picking up the bottle.
“Not for you, a sip could kill you,” She said grabbing the bottle from him, “It is one of the last Gallafreyan bottles of Essence left.”
“Ah. I see.” Owen said, as Avalon stared out to the window. “So, did the Doctor give that to you?”
“Why would he give it to a human? When your small bodies can’t handle it?” She said, watching Owen’s reaction.
“So wait…you aren’t human…then what are you?”
“What do you think I am?”
“I don’t know…but what ever you are…you are hot.”
“Thank you.” She said as she finished the Essence in her glass. She stood up, closed the bottle and smiled at Owen. Avalon walked over to him and kissed him passionately, hearing him moan. She pulled away and began to walk away from him, when suddenly he wrapped his arms around her, pressing her against the wall. Avalon moaned feeling something hard press against her. How long had it been since she had a man, how long had it been since a man had touched her. She felt her coat slip away and fall to the floor as she turned around. Owen was in her face, breathing heavily, groping at her body. She slowly began to take off his shirt as he was trying to unbutton her shirt, becoming frustrated and ripped it off, buttons falling to the floor. She pulled off his shirt, raking her fingers down his bare chest. In one hand flick her breasts became free from her bra; Owen stood there for a moment taking in her beauty, his hands roaming over her nipples. Avalon gasped feeling a jolt of pleasure run through her body, her breath becoming heavy. Owen kissed her neck, nibbling slightly as he trailed down to her breasts, taking on in his mouth. Avalon closed her eyes and fought the visions of the Doctor…but that was so long ago. Owen moved to the other breast as she wrapped her fingers in his hair. His hand trailed down, down the satin of her skirt and lifted it up, feeling the top of her thigh highs and the beginning of her garter belt. Avalon moaned feeling his hand on her thigh. Owen slowly stood up straight, eyes full of lust and wanting. She could tell there was a hint of sadness in his eyes but she decided to ignore it. Avalon grabbed Owen and took him into the bed room, closed the door and smiled at him. She then proceeded to remove the rest of his clothing, pushing him on the bed. His cock was long and wide, just like she liked it and it was throbbing and pulsating from what she could tell. Avalon removed her skirt and underwear, slowly walking over to Owen where she placed her hand softly on his cock. Owen gasped feeling her hand on his cock, fighting everything not to cum so quickly. Avalon stopped and climbed up on the bed, next to Owen and whispered in his ear.
“We have all night…I want you to fuck me until I can’t move.” She said. Owen moaned hearing her say this, becoming renewed in strength and stamina. He grabbed her, pushed her on her back opened her legs and proceeded to fuck her. As he filled her, his hand deftly moving over her clit bringing her closer and closer to orgasm, she wondered if this would be her life now, fucking different men, waking up in different beds each morning…she wondered if she should try some of the drugs again. She was snapped out of his with Owen biting hard into her neck. Suddenly she saw felt like she was flying through space and then suddenly she was back with Owen on top of her, kissing her body softly. Owen climbed off of her, lying beside her. She rolled over to face him, smiling softly, running her hands over his hyper sensitive body. Human males and their slow recovery time…she smiled as she remembered some of the species she had sex with…as her thoughts turned to the Doctor. She was Athanasia at that time on Galafrey; the Doctor was an adult, trying to make his place in the realm of the Time lords. He had come to her seeking guidance, but over time he would come to just see her. One time he came in with flowers, roses and calla lilies, and asked if she would walk around with him. They seemed to walk forever, talking about anything and everything, when they arrived at a cliff, the sun was setting at the time. They turned and looked at each other, and the Doctor kissed her, he did more than that he awakened her sexual self. They made love that night, under the sun and moons all night long. Their minds touched and sent sparks through her, as he embedded himself permanently in her mind. Now when Avalon saw the Doctor she saw them on the cliff making love in the setting sun and the citadel. Owen scooted closer to her, running his hand up and down her back.
“How many tattoos do you have? Let alone piercing…” He asked.
“Do you really want to know?” She asked.
“Yes, I wouldn’t have asked if I didn’t want to know.” Owen said, sitting up on his knees.
“Just watch.” She lay on her back, arms at her side, palms facing up, and closed her eyes. Her skin began to crawl as the flowers began to bloom over her body.
“Forrest of Chem tree tattoo?” Owen said as she opened her eyes.
“Yes.” She replied sitting up.
“Jack and Ianto have matching ones.” He said, rubbing her leg. “So how many piercings do you have?”
“17, I have spacers in most of them for my job but I think I will be wearing them more now.”
“Fuck…where are they?”
“I’ll show you later.” She smiled and her hand trailed down between his legs and began to stroke his cock slowly. Owen moaned her name heavily as he laid back down on the bed. Avalon climbed on top of him, slowly lowering herself on top of him. His hands went to her hips as he guided her. At one point she turned around and Owen ran his hand up and down her back. As Avalon rode him, she saw a figure in the door way, and she knew instantly who it was. They both came suddenly; Avalon climbed off of him and laid down next to him. She looked at the time and nudged Owen.
“Hey it’s 4 in the morning, why don’t you take a shower first ok?”
“Yeah sure.” He got up out of bed and walked into the bathroom. Avalon sat up and looked at the figure in the door. She nodded as soon as the shower came on and the figure walked towards her.
“You can still remember all those years ago…” The Doctor said, wearing a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. “Make me remember Athanasia, all I can see is fire and death, make me remember when I was happy with out all this darkness inside of me.”
“You are married Doctor, I can’t…” She got up and stood in front of the bed. The Doctor dropped to his knees, placing his head on her stomach.
“Please Athanasia, you are my last piece of what I had, don’t make me loose that too.” Avalon could hear the sadness in his voice.
“You lost something didn’t you?” Avalon said.
“Rose has locked herself away in the TARDIS some where.”
“Why Doctor tell me why?”
“We lost the baby, her body rejected it.”
“I know how you feel Doctor.”
“Make me feel again Athanasia.” The Doctor said, kissing her, desperation coming through. Avalon laid back on the bed as the Doctor got naked. He climbed between her legs as he began to masturbate as the flowers began to bloom again as he got hard enough and entered her. Avalon began to touch him softly, her eyes locked onto his as they both entered each other’s mind. Avalon had a tough time with the Doctor, there was so much pain and darkness since she had done this the first time. She found it though, a web looking thing where she could touch the nodes and cause the Doctor pleasure. The Doctor did the same thing but it was a bit easier. Avalon touched the right nodes for him to remember the cliff. The Doctor began touching her pleasure zones. She tried not to cry out because Owen was in the bathroom. They made love like passionate lovers did, but it was over to soon. The Doctor came quickly, saying her old name, and kissed her passionately as he got off of her and the bed. He then got dressed and left, leaving Avalon cold and alone. He was like a drug to her; every time he came to her she was always left wanting more. Avalon began to sob softly as she heard the bathroom door open. She wiped her eyes, saving it for the shower and smiled at Owen.
“Come on get in bed, I am going to take a shower right quick.”
“I think the bathroom drafty kept feeling a wind in there…” Owen said, climbing in bed. Avalon nodded, knowing that it was the Doctor leaving her something to make her want him more. She walked in and turned the water on to as hot as it would go, then she saw the note.
‘Athanasia, sorry I know your name is different, but to me you will always be Athanasia. In the drawer is a few of the things I have left for you. More will come but you don’t need them now. Thank you for making me remember better times.
D.”
Avalon looked in the drawer and saw two bottles and silver jewelry box. The bottles she knew were shampoo and conditioner, but the silver box made her wonder. She would look at later, so she picked up the two bottles and got into the shower. She cleaned up, her mind still on the cliff. She laid down in the shower and began to masturbate, hoping that the vision would go away. Avalon came quickly, over and over, riding her orgasms. It eased her pain and loneliness a bit as she walked out to Owen. She smiled at him, being completely naked, walked over to the bed and climbed in. Owen wrapped himself around her, holding her close to his chest. She could still smell him, as she fell asleep. Two hours later she woke up hearing her phone ring. She walked to it and saw it was Jack.
“Hello Jack, why are you calling me at 7 am, when I went to be at 5?”
“Sorry but this is important, it’s about the Doctor.”
“He came to you and Ianto too?” She walked out to the leather couch and laid on it.
“He came to me while Ianto was in the shower…”
“He made love to you didn’t he, you have been touched by the Doctor as well I see.”
“Yes, did he tell you about Rose, asking you to make him forget?”
“Yes Jack, and when he left you felt cold, alone and dirty?”
“Yes…I don’t know what to do Avalon?”
“You learn to deal with it…I took up drinking and drugs to ease the pain, but it never will Jack, you will always have that longing, way back in the darkest corners of you mind.”
“Avalon…what do you mean by you took up drugs?”
“Sleeping pills mainly.”
“Ok, tell Owen he better be at work on time, don’t even protest about he is not with you, I know Avalon. Anyways, I am taking today off, I will be by there at 10, and Owen needs to be at work at 9.”
“Ok Jack, let yourself in, I will probably sill be in bed. You are welcome to join me.” She said, becoming more awake each minute.
“I’ll take you up on that.” Jack said, Avalon could tell he had his trademark grin plastered on his face.
“I’ll see you in a little bit…I am going back to bed now…” Avalon said, yawning.
“See you later.” With that Jack hung up. Avalon set the phone on the table and laid on the couch for a moment. She felt his presence still, he was still close to her.
“Doctor, you can come out now…” She said to the darkness. The Doctor stepped out of the corner.
“Athanasia …tell me about my future…will I bring about the rise of the Time Lords with Rose or is there some one else who will do it?”
“Doctor do not question what happens to you, just accept it and move on.”
“Athanasia …please, I need to know.” He walked over to her and kissed her. She moaned again as his hands moved down her face and shoulders. He broke away slowly, looking in her green eyes.
“You just want your future? You of all people should know time is fluid.”
“You are Athanasia, the only seer to exist in Galafrey history; your prophecies always came true.”
“Doctor, please, I can’t do it…it is too painful, I can not bare it!”
“Tell me Athanasia please!” He began to shake her by the shoulders, “Please tell me, I am begging you!”
“I am not responsible for anything, and once it is out you can not touch me if things do not go your way.” Avalon said looking at him in the eyes.
“I understand.” The Doctor grasped her hands and looked her in the eyes. Avalon’s eyes went black and she began to speak in the old language.
“Rose’s body is being rejected, as if her human self is fighting it, she is in so much pain Doctor, so much pain. Find her and comfort her, for her time is short. Do not be afraid Doctor, she will find you again, in spirit, and when you do find her, she will be wearing her wedding band still firmly on her finger and then the prophecy will come true. Don’t let her die alone, let some one be there be fore her, like she was for her father.” Avalon felt the Doctor’s body shaking, quiet sobs coming from him. She broke the connection and wrapped her arms around him.
“I am so sorry Doctor…” She whispered in his ear.
“How long does she have? How long will she be gone?”
“She has a year, she knows it, I can not tell you how long because that is hidden from even me.”
“Oh God Athanasia, what am I going to do…I don’t want to loose her, I love her too much.”
“I know you do, but would you like to know something?” Avalon said, sighing, knowing she shouldn’t be telling him this.
“What Athanasia?”
“I will become Rose, in her Time Lord form now…didn’t you notice the similarities when she changed?”
“No, I really didn’t…but when will you be replacing her?”
“I do not know, nor do I wish for you or I to know.” She said. The Doctor’s cheeks were tear stained.
“Why can’t I come back to be with you, Athanasia? You have the rings.” He pointed to them on her right hand.
“You gave her a Time lord ring?”
“My mother gave it to me before I left, waiting for the right woman…” He said, Avalon sighed.
“Go to her Doctor, don’t let her die alone, do not think of me, Jack, Ianto or any other person you have in your life, you need to be with her, just her, make your trips just like you always have. Keep her happy Doctor and her spirit will transfer, upset her and you will lose her forever.”
“I understand Athanasia” He kissed her passionately and pulled away. Avalon got up but turned around to get her phone and he was gone. She was sick to her stomach, full of need and want for him but guilt that she had told him his future. It was 8 in the morning by the time she crawled back into bed, waking Owen up to get ready for work.