Ghost of a chance

TITLE: Ghost of a Chance

AUTHOR: Melrick (c) 1997

SERIES: (Voyager, F/F, M/F/F)

RATING: [NC-17] - (Janeway/Kes/Paris) Lesbian, Three-Way, Consenting, Anal.

SUMMARY: Continuing from part 3.

WARNING: This story was written for adults. See part 1 for details

DISCLAIMER: 'Star Trek: Voyager' and the entire Star Trek universe are properties of Paramount Pictures. This story was not written for financial gain. Please, don't repost or archive without my express permission, and make sure you keep all of the above crap in place. :-)


Part 4

The next day found Captain Janeway wandering around the corridors of Voyager. She was thinking about the dream sex with Tom and Kes. She wondered if anal sex would really feel that good, or if it was just because of the dream. She suspected it was probably the latter.

But then her mind turned to other things, specifically with trying to think of something different to do to get Kes' attention, something she hadn't tried yet. She racked her brain for hours before coming up with a possible answer. It was a simple answer and she couldn't believe she hadn't tried it before.

She had tried to break free of Kes, but she had never actually tried to talk to her. She had moaned and groaned along with Kes, but because she had been simultaneously fucked with Kes, her moans and groans coincided with Kes, thereby they were likely drowned o
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That night, she went through the same routine as previous nights. This dream started with them on a planet Kathryn didn't recognise. It was a lush planet, obviously class M, with beautiful rolling green hills and a nearby forest stretching part-way around them. They were standing on a small hill, looking down into a slight valley, which had a clear blue lake glistening at the bottom.

Kes looked around awhile before setting off down the hill towards the lake. Kes reached the bank and looked down at her feet before carefully stepping into the water. It was then that Kathryn noticed what Kes was wearing. It was similar to what she normally wore, with the "dress" finishing mid-thigh, but with this the legging's were missing, leaving her legs bare.

Kathryn could feel the sun beating down on her (Kes') back, and the feel of the beautiful warm water on her (Kes') legs. The whole feeling was so glorious; she almost forgot what she was here for. With some reluctance, she decided to break the spell.

'Kes, can you hear me?' Kathryn said out loud. 'Say you can hear me, Kes, please.'

Kes instantly looked up and hurriedly looked around her, obviously looking for the source of the voice. 'Kathryn, is that you? Where are you, I can't see you?' She looked back up the hill to where they had stood, into the forest, across the lake.

'Kes, I know this is going to be hard to believe, but I'm inside you. I'm looking through your eyes right now.' With that, Kes spun around even faster, foaming up the water with her frenzied attempt to find the real source of the voice. 'Kes, please believe me. I know this is hard, but it really is true.
But what I need, Kes, is for you to acknowledge that you can really hear me. Can you do that Kes?'

'I can her you, Kathryn. Are you really inside me?' she said, still a little unsure.

'Yes, Kes, it's true,' Kathryn sighed. She was so relieved to be able to finally talk to someone she almost felt like crying.

'Why are you inside me? I know I'm dreaming, so if you're a part of my dream, why can't I stop your voice?' Kes was becoming a little concerned with the outcome of this dream.

'Kes, this is also going to be difficult for you to believe, but I'm a ghost. I died and my spirit stayed on Voyager. I've been trying to communicate with the crew ever since, but without success. I finally figured you were my best bet. But the only way I thought I might be able to talk to you was in your dreams.'

Kes gasped. "You've seen my dreams? How many?"

'The last couple,' came Kathryn's meek reply. She knew why Kes was embarrassed; she was embarrassed herself. She had been effectively spying on her most private moments - her dreams.

'Oh my god, I can't believe it. You've seen my dreams. I'm so embarrassed.'
Kes' hands came up to her face, covering her mouth as if trying to stop the voice, despite the fact the voice was coming from inside her head, not her mouth.

'I know, Kes, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to spy on you. And I didn't mean to embarrass you, it's just... I couldn't think of what else to do. I had no idea you felt that way about me, Kes. But if it makes you feel any better, I was very touched with the things you said. And besides, I didn't know I enjoyed sex that much! You've certainly opened my eyes. As well as my legs!' With that Kes laughed a little.

'You're not disgusted with me,' asked Kes anxiously, 'or ashamed of me?'

'No, of course not. If you're in love with me, then no one's to blame. And if your dreams involve having sex with me, then that's your private business.'

'Have you ever had sex with a woman?' Kes asked suddenly.

Kathryn stopped, not sure what to tell Kes; not sure what she COULD tell Kes.
But she realised that if Kes could take such a big step by telling her what she did then so could she. 'Once, when I was in Starfleet Academy. There was a girlfriend I had at the time called Trish. Actually, it was Patricia but everyone just called her Trish. We had both just passed important exams - we both got 98%, actually - and we decided to celebrate.' While Kathryn was telling her story, Kes made her way out of the water and onto the bank, where she sat down. 'Well, we just kept celebrating and before we knew it, we were both quite drunk. Although we weren't so drunk that we weren't able to remember the next morning what we had done the night before. But I'll come to that in a moment.

'We stumbled back to her quarters at the Academy, mainly because hers were closer. Well, when we got there we continued drinking for a bit before Trish leapt up and tore off into her bedroom, shouting, "I've got something to show you. You'll love it." After a few seconds, she came running back out carrying something fairly big in her arms. It wasn't until she put it down on the coffee table that I could see what it was; it was a mini holoprojector.

"Check this out," she said, "you'll love it. I only just got it." She took out a small chip from a compartment at its base and inserted it in the machine. She switched it on and then sat back down next to me. After a couple of seconds, it started. It was soon very obvious what it was; it was a porno holoprogram.

'It first started with a man and a woman, both Humans, having sex. I had to admit it was getting me quite worked up. It was obvious that Trish was getting worked up, too. She would occasionally grab at her pussy or brush at her breasts. Just subtle things. I'm not even sure she was fully aware she was doing it. But I wasn't brave enough to do that sort of thing, not with her sitting right next to me.

'I knew she was bisexual, but she had never made a move on me before so I never really thought about it. I thought about it soon enough, though. After a few minutes, the first couple had finished and disappeared to be replaced by two Human women. When they started kissing and ripping off each other's clothes, I started to get quite embarrassed. I glanced over at Trish to see what her reaction was and got another shock; the subtle grabbing and rubbing was much more blatant now. She saw me looking and smiled, and said, "Fun huh?" I smiled back awkwardly and said, "Yeah."

'Well, the two ladies were really going for it now, and I started to get quite uncomfortable. I was trying to think of a way I could excuse myself without making it too obvious that I didn't want to watch it any more. But before I could, her left hand fell on my right thigh. I didn't know what to do so I did nothing. She soon started to rub her hand up and down my thigh. I just ignored it, thinking she would stop. But then her hand went under my skirt and up my thigh to my pussy. I turned to her and started to say that I didn't want to do this, when she began kissing me. I tried to stop her but she just sat on my lap, facing me and kept kissing me. I didn't want to admit it to myself at the time, but I got quite a thrill out of her passionate kissing. After all, I could have forced her to stop if I really didn't like it.

'She quickly took her top off, and then she took mine off. I could have stopped her, but I just let her go. She began kissing my breasts, which just felt great. Before I knew it, she had my skirt and panties off and proceeded to lick and kiss my pussy. Well, after that I just became lost in the whole experience. We spent the best part of the night having sex before falling asleep in each other's arms.

'The next morning, I awoke to find Trish had already woken. I stood up and went into the kitchen. I was still naked, by the way. She was in there, fully dressed, making coffee. I said good morning to her, but just got a quite, "Morning" from her. Well, I just did the first thing I thought of and came up behind her, wrapped my arms around her chest, grabbed her breasts and kissed her once on the neck. But she surprised me by struggling and saying, "No, don't. Stop it." I stepped back and asked her what was wrong. She turned around, looked me up and down and said, "What we did last night was wrong. I took advantage of you, and I shouldn't have." I began to say that it was all right, I didn't mind, but she stopped me. "Just let me finish," she said. "I was drunk, we were both drunk, and I just got carried away by the holoprogram. I'm sorry, Kathryn. It'll never happen again, I promise. I just think it's something we should both just forget about." With that she turned back around and said to me over her shoulder, "You should probably get dressed and go back to your own quarters now."

'Well, I was quite stunned by all this. But I did what she said and got dressed and went back to my own quarters. After that we just drifted apart. I still saw her in class, but we didn't really talk. And if we met after class, she always seemed to make sure she had another friend with her; we were never alone again. I got the distinct feeling she just didn't trust herself to be alone with me. I ended up feeling quite embarrassed by the whole episode, so I just tried to forget about it. I met my husband after graduating from the Academy and I guess I really did forget about it. At least, until now. Because one thing I still remember about it was the fact that I got a lot of pleasure from the experience. And my encounters in your dreams have made me realise just how much I missed the feel of a woman's hands on my body; a woman's tongue on my breasts; a woman's fingers in my pussy. It's just so much more intimate than sex with a man.

'Don't get me wrong, I still enjoy sex with men - that encounter with Mr Paris was quite enjoyable.' She laughed at the thought. 'It's just that I've discovered, perhaps rediscovered, that being intimate with a woman is just as wonderful.' Kathryn gave a nervous little laugh. 'I guess it's just my clumsy way of saying, over these past few days I've begun having feelings for you. I'm not saying I'm in love you; just that I know that, given time, I think could earn to love you.'

Kes spoke up for the first time in a while. 'Oh Captain...'

Kathryn interrupted her. 'Call me Kath, or Kathy. Or anything. But not
Captain. I'm not your Captain any more; Chakotay is.'

'Kath, Kathryn, I don't know what to say. It\uch uch a shock.'

They were both silent for awhile as Kes gazed out across the small lake. Then
Kes thought of something.

'But Kathryn, I can't see you in my dreams unless I dream you up. But that's not the same. I want to be able to see you.'

'I know, it's something I've been trying to work out. I've been trying to break free of you to see if I would become visible to you, but I've been unsuccessful.
But perhaps now that you're aware of me, maybe I'll have more luck this time.'

'What do you want me do, Kathryn?' Kes asked expectantly, hoping she could see her Captain again. The real Captain. She knew she wasn't Captain of Voyager any more, but she would always be her Captain. Kes remaindered herself to tell her just that later. She stood up in expectation.

'First, close your eyes. Now just concentrate on letting me go. Think about me breaking free of your hold. Imagine you have your arms wrapped around me. Now, imagine you opening your arms.'

As Kes concentrated, Kathryn took a few deep breaths and tried to walk forward.
She succeeded! In fact, it was so easy she went stumbling forwards a few steps before regaining her balance. Kes felt her break free and opened her eyes. There Kathryn stood, looking down at her self, running her hands over herself, feeling to see if she was real. Kathryn looked up at Kes and smiled.

'Oh Kathryn, you've done it!' With that she rushed forward and hugged her.
Kathryn stood there, hugging Kes tightly, enjoying the feel of someone again.
Tears began to roll from her eyes. 'I never thought I'd be able to do this again,' she said, now beginning to sob.

'It's all right, Kathryn. Everything is all right now,' Kes whispered soothingly. Eventually they stood back from each other. 'Kathryn, you look just as gorgeous as ever,' Kes said, with a sexy grin on her face.

'Well, you look pretty good yourself,' Kathryn said, trying to put on a sexy smile but laughing instead. She soon stopped laughing when she thought of the next step they had to take. 'I can touch you and talk to you in your dreams, but the next step is working out how to do the same when you're awake.'

'Maybe there's no way to do it. Maybe we'll just have to accept that we can be only to be together in my dreams.'


End Part 4