The Boys From Tennessee II
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G through L › Lost
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
13
Views:
2,833
Reviews:
9
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Lost, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Who�s the Best Dom?
The Boys From Tennessee II
Rating: R Discussion of domination, BDSM
Author: Chissy_Rose
Author’s Notes/Disclaimer: They’re not mine, I don’t own them. No infringement intended.
The Boys From Tennessee II
Chapter 4
Who’s the Best Dom?
Sayid and Peter had eaten breakfast and walked back to Peter’s shelter so he could change out of the all white jacket and clothes that he had worn to Sayid’s shelter the night before. Sayid selected the clothes for Peter to wear, cut-off shorts, briefs, t-shirt, socks and his tennis shoes. Sayid asked about using some of his things later in the afternoon and Peter gave him permission to look through and take whatever he wanted to bring. Sayid selected several things and placed them in his bag. They walked back out into the campsite and saw Jack and Sawyer sitting out front of Sawyer’s tent. Sayid nodded their direction and walked Peter over to speak with them. Sayid sat down and motioned for Peter to sit down also. Jack and Sawyer seemed to be in an especially good mood. Peter watched them and smiled himself. It was obvious to him that they’d had sex together. They were very comfortable with one another this morning. They’d asked how things were going and Sayid replied he thought things were going very well. Jack had asked Peter how he was doing and Peter had said he had really enjoyed everything so far. Sawyer jokingly asked Sayid if he had tied Peter up to a tree yet and Sayid had surprised Peter by saying that was for the afternoon.
“I’m going to kick things up this afternoon and evening. We’re going to try new things for us,” Sayid said smiling. “I wanted to ask Jack if we could use his other cave around 6 tonight.” Both Peter’s eyebrows were raised and a pensive look crossed his face. That had been the cave where Jack had hurt and raped him in a rage, the one with the shackles mounted in the wall. What he didn’t realize was that Sayid had helped Jack install the shackles and a few other things in that cave. Jack said sure, but that he might want to come and watch. Sawyer grinned and said the same thing. Peter’s breath hitched when Sayid told them they were welcome to come and watch. He hadn’t anticipated that Sayid would be willing to have them present when they were having sex or doing BDSM.
“So y’all gonna play a little rough or do any BDSM this evening?” Sawyer asked, watching Peter and Sayid’s faces both for any reaction. Peter looked at Sayid, eager to hear what he would say.
“I think we might get into that. I’m bringing some of Peter’s toys with me so I’ll have several things to choose from. He and I will have to talk some first.”
Sawyer’s face darkened some. “Maybe Jack and I should come then. I know from experience that you’re more than capable of inflicting pain. It might be a good idea to have to have the best and most experienced doms on the island there with you too.”
Peter’s laughter caught them all by surprise. Sawyer had a look of disbelief on his face. Peter had a sardonic smile on his face and was shaking his head no. There was stunned silence from the men. He realized quickly that they thought he’d just laughed at them and what they’d done.
He looked down at the ground, then made himself give them eye-contact and apologized, “Forgive me, that’s not what was going through my head. I’m really sorry. I’m not laughing at any of you or what we’ve done together. It’s sooo important to me and y’all know I need it and I need you, as much as air to live.”
“What were you laughing about or thinkin’ about then boy?” Sawyer sounded pissed at him. Peter knew it immediately when he’d called him boy in a derogatory tone.
“I don’t know if I can explain it so you understand or not.”
“Well, you better damned well try,” Sawyer said intently. Peter pursed his lips and sighed. He knew he had to be careful how he said this.
“None of you is the most experienced Dom on this island. You’re all good but not the most experienced and not even the best at control.”
“Who is then?” Jack asked.
“Tell us baby brother, who is the best top and how do you know?” Sawyer didn’t look mad anymore just very curious.
“Y’all have got to remember that I started getting exposed to all this as a pre-teenager and I’ve been around a lot. I got wilder after my old man died too and I got into that scene heavily. So I’m experienced.”
“You’re not a Dom. You don’t like even having to top or switch, so it’s not you,” Jack stated.
“Y’all are more than a little dense and paternalistic. Let me ask you somethin’ – would you agree with what you know about me and my past that I’m basically gay?” Peter asked. All three men smiled and nodded their heads.
“You’ll have sex with a woman, but you’re definitely gay and prefer men for sex.” Sawyer was laughing softly.
“You are undeniably gay,” Jack added smiling.
“Well think about it then. When we crashed on this island, I’d been living with a woman for a year and a half. Eighteen months with a woman and I was just as gay then as I am now. How do you think a woman kept me that long? What could a woman possibly have that would hold me in the longest relationship I’ve had with a lover if I’m gay?”
Shock was beginning to register on their faces as what he was implying began to sink in.
“And I’ll give you somethin’ more to think about. I was so fucking well trained, controlled and submissive to that woman that when she finally had enough with my licentious behavior and attacked me, I never once lifted a hand to defend myself, strike her or fight her back. I took every fucking blow and strike she gave. And I couldn’t even explain it until now. It wasn’t guilt that made me not fight – it was 18 months of being under her control and domination. Julie’s not just a world-class martial arts master, she’s a world-class Dominatrix. Every other Dom, male or female, that I’ve ever seen or heard about pales in comparison, and that’s when she’s being nice. When she’s in an S&M scene - she’s a sadistic bitch, she’d put the Marquis de Sade to shame. Y’all have no fuckin’ idea what the woman is like. Sweet, southern, innocent-acting Julie is a first class Dom and top. Y’all aren’t even in the same league - thank God. And that was what made me laugh.”
The three men still looked dumb-founded.
“Shit,” Sawyer said quietly. “I’d have never figured her to be a Dominatrix.”
As Peter sat looking at their faces, regret washed over his. He shook his head no slowly and put his face into his hands, “Oh Christ, what have I done? I shoulda never told y’all that. It wasn’t my place to tell you.” He looked back up at them, obviously shaken up. “Please, please don’t say anything about this to her or anyone else. It’s not anyone else’s business and I shoulda never said anything.”
Jack studied him closely. “You’re not free of her yet are you? She’s still got you twisted around her little finger. You’ve still got a submissive mindset with her don’t you?” Peter put his face back in his hands and didn’t answer Jack.
“That was a yes,” Sawyer said quietly.
Peter looked back up. “I’m here with y’all aren’t I? She threw me away. Drove me off. I’m not hers anymore and I’ve accepted that.” Now he looked like he was going to cry. He fought the tears back. “I love you guys and I’m happy with where things are with you. Please believe that.”
“I believe you Pete; it’s just that this has been quite a revelation. Just didn’t think about it, but I guess I should have. You were traveling with her with all that stuff in your suitcase. Makes sense that y’all were using it together.” Sawyer shook his head slowly. “That’s somethin’ I’d have loved to have seen. The two of you together in a scene must have been a sight to behold.”
“I, as well, would have liked to have seen it. She must be very skilled to have held onto you for 18 months. I would like to learn more from her,” Sayid said.
“Oh Christ, please don’t bring this up with her. She’ll know I talked about it.”
“So what if she does, what does it matter? You aren’t lovers anymore are you?” Jack asked.
“No we’re not, but it’s not my place to talk about it. It betrays a trust.” Peter still looked unhappy.
“Not that I see if it’s finished. But I think Jack’s right about one thing. You’re still not really over that relationship yet. You’ve still got the mindset that she’s the dom and you’re the sub even though she broke that bond with you. That musta been some relationship,” said Sawyer.
Peter looked into Sawyer’s eyes, “You can’t imagine what it was like. When she threw me out and attacked me that day she told me I was free, that I wasn’t hers anymore. I was devastated and crushed.”
“Well she did a pretty good job of tearing you up physically too.” Jack looked wistful.
“Okay, I don’t wanna talk about it any more. Just drop it.” Peter glanced at Sayid, “What are we gonna do now Sayid?”
“I thought maybe we could take a swim at the lagoon, do either of you want to join us?” Sayid asked.
Peter’s eyebrows went up. “Sayid, that’s where I was kidnapped…”
“You have to take back your life sometime Peter. You won’t be alone this time.”
“I’ll come for a swim so you’ll have me there too Pete.” Sawyer responded.
“Unfortunately, I need to go to the hatch for a while, but I’d like to meet you at the caves at 6 tonight,” Jack said. “If the offer’s still good.”
Sayid shook his head yes, “It is. We will see you then.” Sayid could see that Peter seemed anxious now. He reached over and caressed the side of his head and rubbed the side of the face gently with his thumb. Peter looked vulnerable and apprehensive.
Jack and Sawyer got up and went into Sawyer’s tent to get their things. Jack said something to Sawyer too quiet to be understood outside and then there was no noise of movement for 10 seconds. Peter knew they’d kissed and wondered in amazement who had initiated it. Jack came out first with his backpack. He touched the side of Peter’s head, “Hey, are you going to be okay?” Peter nodded yes but Jack could see he was still a little anxious. “Good. I’ll see you later then. You’re in good hands.” Jack pulled Peter closer and kissed him firmly on his forehead. Peter smiled and seemed reassured. Jack left for the hatch. Sawyer came out shortly with nap-sack of his own which he threw over his right arm.
“Let’s go for that swim guys,” Sawyer said grinning. He turned and lowered the flap to his tent. Peter saw that Sawyer had stuck a gun in his pants in his back waistband, under his shirt. He found that comforting but was still anxious about going back and swimming where he’d been taken by gunpoint to be gang-raped. Sayid took the lead on the path and Sawyer brought up the rear. Peter tried to relax as they headed towards the lagoon.
Rating: R Discussion of domination, BDSM
Author: Chissy_Rose
Author’s Notes/Disclaimer: They’re not mine, I don’t own them. No infringement intended.
The Boys From Tennessee II
Chapter 4
Who’s the Best Dom?
Sayid and Peter had eaten breakfast and walked back to Peter’s shelter so he could change out of the all white jacket and clothes that he had worn to Sayid’s shelter the night before. Sayid selected the clothes for Peter to wear, cut-off shorts, briefs, t-shirt, socks and his tennis shoes. Sayid asked about using some of his things later in the afternoon and Peter gave him permission to look through and take whatever he wanted to bring. Sayid selected several things and placed them in his bag. They walked back out into the campsite and saw Jack and Sawyer sitting out front of Sawyer’s tent. Sayid nodded their direction and walked Peter over to speak with them. Sayid sat down and motioned for Peter to sit down also. Jack and Sawyer seemed to be in an especially good mood. Peter watched them and smiled himself. It was obvious to him that they’d had sex together. They were very comfortable with one another this morning. They’d asked how things were going and Sayid replied he thought things were going very well. Jack had asked Peter how he was doing and Peter had said he had really enjoyed everything so far. Sawyer jokingly asked Sayid if he had tied Peter up to a tree yet and Sayid had surprised Peter by saying that was for the afternoon.
“I’m going to kick things up this afternoon and evening. We’re going to try new things for us,” Sayid said smiling. “I wanted to ask Jack if we could use his other cave around 6 tonight.” Both Peter’s eyebrows were raised and a pensive look crossed his face. That had been the cave where Jack had hurt and raped him in a rage, the one with the shackles mounted in the wall. What he didn’t realize was that Sayid had helped Jack install the shackles and a few other things in that cave. Jack said sure, but that he might want to come and watch. Sawyer grinned and said the same thing. Peter’s breath hitched when Sayid told them they were welcome to come and watch. He hadn’t anticipated that Sayid would be willing to have them present when they were having sex or doing BDSM.
“So y’all gonna play a little rough or do any BDSM this evening?” Sawyer asked, watching Peter and Sayid’s faces both for any reaction. Peter looked at Sayid, eager to hear what he would say.
“I think we might get into that. I’m bringing some of Peter’s toys with me so I’ll have several things to choose from. He and I will have to talk some first.”
Sawyer’s face darkened some. “Maybe Jack and I should come then. I know from experience that you’re more than capable of inflicting pain. It might be a good idea to have to have the best and most experienced doms on the island there with you too.”
Peter’s laughter caught them all by surprise. Sawyer had a look of disbelief on his face. Peter had a sardonic smile on his face and was shaking his head no. There was stunned silence from the men. He realized quickly that they thought he’d just laughed at them and what they’d done.
He looked down at the ground, then made himself give them eye-contact and apologized, “Forgive me, that’s not what was going through my head. I’m really sorry. I’m not laughing at any of you or what we’ve done together. It’s sooo important to me and y’all know I need it and I need you, as much as air to live.”
“What were you laughing about or thinkin’ about then boy?” Sawyer sounded pissed at him. Peter knew it immediately when he’d called him boy in a derogatory tone.
“I don’t know if I can explain it so you understand or not.”
“Well, you better damned well try,” Sawyer said intently. Peter pursed his lips and sighed. He knew he had to be careful how he said this.
“None of you is the most experienced Dom on this island. You’re all good but not the most experienced and not even the best at control.”
“Who is then?” Jack asked.
“Tell us baby brother, who is the best top and how do you know?” Sawyer didn’t look mad anymore just very curious.
“Y’all have got to remember that I started getting exposed to all this as a pre-teenager and I’ve been around a lot. I got wilder after my old man died too and I got into that scene heavily. So I’m experienced.”
“You’re not a Dom. You don’t like even having to top or switch, so it’s not you,” Jack stated.
“Y’all are more than a little dense and paternalistic. Let me ask you somethin’ – would you agree with what you know about me and my past that I’m basically gay?” Peter asked. All three men smiled and nodded their heads.
“You’ll have sex with a woman, but you’re definitely gay and prefer men for sex.” Sawyer was laughing softly.
“You are undeniably gay,” Jack added smiling.
“Well think about it then. When we crashed on this island, I’d been living with a woman for a year and a half. Eighteen months with a woman and I was just as gay then as I am now. How do you think a woman kept me that long? What could a woman possibly have that would hold me in the longest relationship I’ve had with a lover if I’m gay?”
Shock was beginning to register on their faces as what he was implying began to sink in.
“And I’ll give you somethin’ more to think about. I was so fucking well trained, controlled and submissive to that woman that when she finally had enough with my licentious behavior and attacked me, I never once lifted a hand to defend myself, strike her or fight her back. I took every fucking blow and strike she gave. And I couldn’t even explain it until now. It wasn’t guilt that made me not fight – it was 18 months of being under her control and domination. Julie’s not just a world-class martial arts master, she’s a world-class Dominatrix. Every other Dom, male or female, that I’ve ever seen or heard about pales in comparison, and that’s when she’s being nice. When she’s in an S&M scene - she’s a sadistic bitch, she’d put the Marquis de Sade to shame. Y’all have no fuckin’ idea what the woman is like. Sweet, southern, innocent-acting Julie is a first class Dom and top. Y’all aren’t even in the same league - thank God. And that was what made me laugh.”
The three men still looked dumb-founded.
“Shit,” Sawyer said quietly. “I’d have never figured her to be a Dominatrix.”
As Peter sat looking at their faces, regret washed over his. He shook his head no slowly and put his face into his hands, “Oh Christ, what have I done? I shoulda never told y’all that. It wasn’t my place to tell you.” He looked back up at them, obviously shaken up. “Please, please don’t say anything about this to her or anyone else. It’s not anyone else’s business and I shoulda never said anything.”
Jack studied him closely. “You’re not free of her yet are you? She’s still got you twisted around her little finger. You’ve still got a submissive mindset with her don’t you?” Peter put his face back in his hands and didn’t answer Jack.
“That was a yes,” Sawyer said quietly.
Peter looked back up. “I’m here with y’all aren’t I? She threw me away. Drove me off. I’m not hers anymore and I’ve accepted that.” Now he looked like he was going to cry. He fought the tears back. “I love you guys and I’m happy with where things are with you. Please believe that.”
“I believe you Pete; it’s just that this has been quite a revelation. Just didn’t think about it, but I guess I should have. You were traveling with her with all that stuff in your suitcase. Makes sense that y’all were using it together.” Sawyer shook his head slowly. “That’s somethin’ I’d have loved to have seen. The two of you together in a scene must have been a sight to behold.”
“I, as well, would have liked to have seen it. She must be very skilled to have held onto you for 18 months. I would like to learn more from her,” Sayid said.
“Oh Christ, please don’t bring this up with her. She’ll know I talked about it.”
“So what if she does, what does it matter? You aren’t lovers anymore are you?” Jack asked.
“No we’re not, but it’s not my place to talk about it. It betrays a trust.” Peter still looked unhappy.
“Not that I see if it’s finished. But I think Jack’s right about one thing. You’re still not really over that relationship yet. You’ve still got the mindset that she’s the dom and you’re the sub even though she broke that bond with you. That musta been some relationship,” said Sawyer.
Peter looked into Sawyer’s eyes, “You can’t imagine what it was like. When she threw me out and attacked me that day she told me I was free, that I wasn’t hers anymore. I was devastated and crushed.”
“Well she did a pretty good job of tearing you up physically too.” Jack looked wistful.
“Okay, I don’t wanna talk about it any more. Just drop it.” Peter glanced at Sayid, “What are we gonna do now Sayid?”
“I thought maybe we could take a swim at the lagoon, do either of you want to join us?” Sayid asked.
Peter’s eyebrows went up. “Sayid, that’s where I was kidnapped…”
“You have to take back your life sometime Peter. You won’t be alone this time.”
“I’ll come for a swim so you’ll have me there too Pete.” Sawyer responded.
“Unfortunately, I need to go to the hatch for a while, but I’d like to meet you at the caves at 6 tonight,” Jack said. “If the offer’s still good.”
Sayid shook his head yes, “It is. We will see you then.” Sayid could see that Peter seemed anxious now. He reached over and caressed the side of his head and rubbed the side of the face gently with his thumb. Peter looked vulnerable and apprehensive.
Jack and Sawyer got up and went into Sawyer’s tent to get their things. Jack said something to Sawyer too quiet to be understood outside and then there was no noise of movement for 10 seconds. Peter knew they’d kissed and wondered in amazement who had initiated it. Jack came out first with his backpack. He touched the side of Peter’s head, “Hey, are you going to be okay?” Peter nodded yes but Jack could see he was still a little anxious. “Good. I’ll see you later then. You’re in good hands.” Jack pulled Peter closer and kissed him firmly on his forehead. Peter smiled and seemed reassured. Jack left for the hatch. Sawyer came out shortly with nap-sack of his own which he threw over his right arm.
“Let’s go for that swim guys,” Sawyer said grinning. He turned and lowered the flap to his tent. Peter saw that Sawyer had stuck a gun in his pants in his back waistband, under his shirt. He found that comforting but was still anxious about going back and swimming where he’d been taken by gunpoint to be gang-raped. Sayid took the lead on the path and Sawyer brought up the rear. Peter tried to relax as they headed towards the lagoon.