Choices Consequences

Chapter Four
"John I'm worried about her." Teyla said as they walked down toward Alessandra's room
"So am I. " he confessed" I've never seen her like this. She was always the one that thought things through." he hit the buzzer for her to answer.
"Where is her gaurd?" Teyla asked curiously as she scanned the area
"Alessandra!" John yelled as he put in the override code and her door flew open with a hiss.
It was empity. No one was there, but the candles indicated that they weren't lite long. John looked around and saw no signs of a struggle.
"Maybe she left her room." Teyla said softly
"Lets hope so." John said as they left the room.
Ronon was coming down the hall when he ran into John and Teyla
"Is Alessandra okay?" He asked
"She healed up good, but we're looking for her now." John said as Ronon followed in step with them
"She's scared and we don't know what she might do." Teyla said informatively.
"I know she wouldn't kill anyone." Ronon told them without a second thought.
"It's not in her. That much I know, but she is still in a fragile state of healing." Teyla said as they heard a scream coming from the gate room.
"Let's go." John said, but Ronon had beat them to it
What they saw was Alessandra laying on the floor and the gate open. Ronon was at her side in a heartbeat.
"Someone shut the gate down now!" John yelled as he made to Alessandra's side
"She's alive." Teyla said as she tried to sit up.
"What happened do you remember?" John asked as Alessandra leaned into Ronon
"He needed to leave before anyone saw him." she said softly as she began to comprehend things
"Who did?" Ronon asked wondering if she meant the killer
"Aiden." she said as she looked at John" He needed to get out. He came here to see me to make sure I was okay. He killed the man that had been hurting us." she stood up on her feet with Ronon's help.
"Then how did you end up unconcsious on the floor?" Ronon asked then he looked at her and knew what had happened
"He didn't want you to get in trouble for helping him so he knocked you out." John said knowing how Aiden was.
"It's not his fault John. He's trying to get better. I told him I thought I could help him." she told him softly" He told me that he didn't want help that he was fine."
"He's not fine." John said as he reached out to her and hugged her close." Don't put yourself at risk anymore it knocks years off my life."
"You put yourself at risk all the time." she countered
"That's diferent." he told her
"How?" she asked as she stepped back from him
"It just is ok." he said feeling her getting defensive
"It's not diferent." she stated firmly" We both risk our lives for our teammates and people we care about. It's in our blood."
"Yeah it is." John agreed as they walked out of the gate room
"I'm going to shower and try to get some rest or something." Alessandra said as she turned to go to her room
"Well, I'm going to eat." John said as he looked over at Teyla
"I'm going to get some rest too it's been a long day for everyone." Teyla said as she went to her room
Ronon didn't say anything he just left.
John shrugged and went to eat.
Alessandra who was just getting out of her shower sat on her bed putting lotion on her freshly shaved legs was thinking of Ronon. How would it feel to have his hands on her legs? To have his lips on her skin. All kinds of things was going through her head when she heard a buzz at her door. It was probably John checking on her. She got up and opened the door intending to tell him she was fine when she saw Ronon standing there. He still had drops of water on his skin and in his hair. She stood there not moving. She couldn't even if she wanted to.
"Are you just gonna stay there in my way?" he said to her as he brushed passed her and walked in.
She turned around to face him letting the door shut behind her.
"What are you doing here?" she asked once her mind started working again" You know there's a reason why we use towels."
"I had to see you." he said as he closed the little space between them and kissed her.
He caught her off gaurd. She returned his kiss with all the passion he created inside her. One of his hands went to her hips bringing her closer to him and the other went to the back of her neck holding her in place as he kissed her. His tongue came out to touch her lips. She opened her mouth to him allowing full acess to her mouth. Her tongue came out to play in the age old dance with his.
"Wait, wait, wait." she put some space between them so she could breath and try to come up with one good reason why she shouldn't let this happen. He was so hot and willing and she needed to feel alive for once.
"I think we've waited long enough." he said as he stepped closer to her despite her out stretched hand that was on his chest.
"We, can't." she breathed as she stepped away from him once again
"You want to I know." he told her as he watched the battle with her self take place
"We work together and live in the same place." this was her reason why she shouldn't sleep him.
"It's not good enough." he told her as he kissed her again
This time she didn't fight. She couldn't think straight, but niether could he. He pulled her tightly against his body. He smelled fresh and clean from his shower. She brough her hand up to his face as she kissed him. Her body was on fire for him. He stepped her backwards until the bed hit her legs and the fell onto the bed with him landing heavely on her. They fought to get their clothes off. His hands went to her breast and kneaded them as she pushed them into his hands. She let out a small moan. He brought his head up to look down at her flushed face. She looked into his eyes.
"I thought I'd lost you twice." he said as he kissed the side of her neck.
"Mmm, it's going to take a lot more to kill me." she said as she snuggled into his lips.
He stood up just long enough to remove his pants. His fully naked body lay against hers. The feel of him finally was so intense. Her hands roamed over his entire body. She felt the tension in his muscles. She felt his controled movements. She opened her legs as his hand slipped between their bodies. He used one finger as he felt her inside musles contract. She was so wet and ready. She withered against his hand. He removed his finger and pinned her hands on either side of her head. He paused slightly above her then in a very slow movement he entered her. It was like someone opened up the gates to paridise. Her nails dug into his shoulder as he drove into her. She met him move for move. She moaned loudly as she clung to him. She used what strength she had and shoved him onto his back. He smiled into her face as she kissed her hard. He returned her lustful kiss as she used her hands to pin his to the bed. She raised her self off just enough to feel the tip of him and then she slowly pushed her hips downward. He felt her muscels tense and knew she was close. That drove him more as he slamed into her driving his self deeper. That was enough to send her over the edge he wasn't far behind her. He colasped ontop of her basking in the eurphoriea of the moment.
"That was...wow." she laughed as she ran a hand over his damp hair.
"You're the first woman I've been with since I left my home planet." he said softly as he moved to cuddle up against her.
"You're the first man I've been with since I left the man I loved." she confessed
"Why did you leave him?" he asked as he felt her tense up and almost regretted that he even asked.
"To come here and be the adventurer. I chose to leave him behind." she said feeling a pang of guilt
"He knew how important this was to you he should understand." he said softly as he tried not to think about the man she loved before they met
"He did. Infact he encouraged me." she now thought back to her time on earth with the one man she ever loved.
"Then he was a fool to let you go." he said as he kissed her neck
"We wouldn't work out anyway." she confessed softly as she snuggled into him
" Good because I'd hate to have to go to your planet and kick his ass." he joked
Safe. She felt safe with him.
"What about you?" she asked wanting to know more about him
"There's not much to tell." he said softly"I was a runner for seven years. I couldn't allow anyone to get close to me."
"There must have been someone before then." she questioned as she turned in his arms to face him
"There was, but she died saving my life." he said as he looked into her face" That was when the wraith took me. She placed her self between me and a wraith they in returned killed her."
She placed her hand on his cheek as she moved closer to him. She wanted him to feel safe with her like she did with him. She placed her head under his chin as they both lay there snuggled up to each other.