Only time could tell

Her face went pale, while I fe war warm rush going up to my face. I felt as if I my body was covered in every single emotion that I could possibly think of. I felt love for Catherine and Lindsey. Anger cause she told the others, pain and sadness about the comment that Warrick made. Fear for the reactions yet to come and the uncertainty for the future.

A soft chuckle brought me back to reality, it was Lindsey at least someone thought that this situation was funny. I studied the faces that surrounded me, Cath’s eyes where filled with love, but there also shimmered some sorrow in those blue orbs. Grissom’s face showed no emotion but he is Grissom after all, he could be happy or mad and you wouldn’t even know it. Warrick, Nick and Greg looked confused as if they didn’t know how to react to the situation. Whether they weren’t if they heard what they thought that they heard.

Damn I should have staid stayed home, I should have stayed in bed today. This was a very bad day, or at least I should have taken Lindsey home and sent her to bed. I was past twelve, way to late for a nine year old. Damn if I had only thought about that when the movie ended.

“Okay, someone needs to explain something to me? Cause there are two explanations if you ask me. Did you just say what I think you did, or is my mind playing tricks on me?” Greg asked.

I glanced at Cath suresure what to do would we tell them or what? She gave me the same expression back, until we heard Lindsey’s voice.

“And then they tell me not to tell anyone!” She threw her hands up in the air dramatically while she chuckled. Well at least someone thought that the situation was funny. Within seconds we where all laughing, because of this strange situation that we where in. Catherine took my hand and sqeeuzed it softly.

“Okay, I’ll explain. Sara and I we went through a lot in this past year. And in a strange way we went through a lot of things together. Eddie was murdered and Lindsey almost killed, I was the one who suffered the lost. But Sara was the one who tried everything that she could to nail that bitch down. But she couldn’t she suffered because she couldn’t solve the most important case of her life. She wanted to solve the case for me and for Lindsey. So that we didn’t have to be afraid.”

“Then I found out about Hank that he was cheating on Sara but I knew that if I told her that she would think that I was just bitching on her. Trying to bring her down or anything, so I sent her on an interview with Elaine. And I just hoped that she would find out, and she did. She broke up with Hank and I took her out to get a beer. We became friends and spent a lot of time together. Couple of weeks later I blew up the lab and Sara was one of the victims, she was confused and could have gotten herself killed when she opened that door. It was as if she didn’t care anymore. I went to see Greg when I found out that I was the one who blew up the lab. I talked to him and when I left him, I went to see Sara.”

“I realised lots of things during our talk and then this new case came up and Sara got kidnapped, and I felt as if my world collided once again. I was so afraid that she wouldn’t make it. I wanted to be with her all the time and that is why I said that she could come home with me. We found out that we where both struggling with these feelings and we couldn’t deny it anymore. We love each other.”