Only time could tell

“Sara?”

“No really, I understand …” I rather killed this relationship right now then letting it slip until there was nothing left.

“Sara!”

“Don’t worry about it, Lindsey is important right now.”

“Sara will you shut up already?”

I looked at her shocked by her reaction, did she really think that she didn’t mean that much to me. That she was just some good fuck, and that her and my feelings didn’t matter. I love her for god sake’s, I didn’t want to loose her. Yes, Lindsey is the most important in my life, I’m responsible for her. But that doesn’t mean that I would give up on this relationship that we where building, she was completely ranting.

“Sara stop ranting, I don’t want to loose you. You matter to me, I’m not throwing this away not now I finally reached what I wanted all along.”

“You don’t?” She asked me in total surprise.

“No, silly of course not, actually I have something that I wanted to give to you.” I stood up and walked into the hallway, I searched the pockets of my jacket until I found the little box. I walked back into the living room and handed it to Sara.

She opened the box and looked up in total surprise; “Keys?”

“Yeah, keys. These are the new keys of your apartement, I changed the locks after the break in and all. And to show you that I don’t want to loose you I also made an extra set of keys for my house.”

Jenn’s POV

They are so lovely together, why didn’t this happen three years ago. Why did it take them so long to finally realise what it was that would really make them happy. Well at least they finally did and that was the most important thing. Catherine had always been more iesteested in girls than in boys even in college. She totally surprised me when she came home with Eddie, that bastard. The only thing that he ever did right in his life was giving Lindsey to Catherine. I was so glad that things where finally turning out right.

“Hey Sara, I guess your family now huh?”

“Yep I guess I am.” She answered while she leaned over to Catherine and kissed her, the kiss deepened within a matter of seconds and I decided to leave them. I silently sneaked into Lindsey’s room to see if she was al right. I found her staring at the sealing.

“Linds, are you okay?”

“I think I am?”

“Then why aren’t you sleeping?”

“I can’t, I’m scared and I don’t want to be alone tonight.”

“Then why didn’t you ask your mom, me, or even Sara to stay with you?”

“Cause I didn’t want to be scared and besides mom and Sara probably want to be together.”

“Lindsey, don’t ever think that again, your mother loves you more then anything in this world and Sara will understand if you need your mom. And if she doesn’t understand which I can’t imagine, you know where to find me, I’ll tell her that you need your mom, okay sweetie. Shall I tell you something, Sara was about to break up with your mother when we got home. She thought that you needed Catherine, and that Catherine needed you and she didn’t want to intrude on that so she told Catherine that she understood if she wanted to spend all of her free time with you.”

“But I don’t want them to break up, mom is so happy with Sara around.”

“Hey sweetie don’t worry, your mother told Sara that she didn’t want to loose her no matter what.”

Lindsey smiled and I looked down at her, she was such an angel. It wasn’t the first time that I had a conversation like this with her. Lindsey asked me whether her mother and Sara where dating. And I just couldn’t lie to her, she kind of was my little girl too. Catherine knew that and she never made a problem about that, after al we both spend our time with Lindsey.

“So Sara is staying here then?”

“Don’t worry she’ll be here when you wake up. And now it’s time to sleep.”

“Will you stay?”

“Yes I will, goodnight sweetie.” I moved my body into a comfortable posture and Lindsey rested her head on my arm.

“I love you.” She murmured while she drifted of to sleep.

Sara’s POV

Jenn stood up and in a glimpse I saw her leave the room, she saw that I noticed. My hand travelled down Catherine’s back and I gently lifted her blouse. Moving my hand under it. I laid my hand down on her soft skin and goosebumps immidiatly appeared underneath it.