Retribution
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Category:
CSI › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
44
Views:
5,667
Reviews:
7
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own CSI, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
No apologies
Chapter: 31
And there they stood. Sara with her back to Grissom. She could hear her heart slamming into the sides of her ear drums as she heard him gasp. She could feel his hands shaking on her shoulders.
Grissom looked up and down at the damage he’d inflicted. His stomach clenched. His colour drained and his heart tore. His mouth sat agape as he eyed 9 long, completely random scars on Sara’s back. Bold, yet pale. Sara bit her bottom lip as she felt his stare, his pain. His eyes filled with tears.
“Sara………I……..”
“Don’t!” She spun around quickly, looking back deep within his soul.
“Don’t! I don’t want you to say it…..and I don’t need you to say it Gil….you don’t….ever, ever apologise for saving me! And that’s what you did you understand?”
“But…”
Sara shook her head. “No but! No when, no what, no then, no if’s. Just now. Me, you, us…our son. Now. You understand? What has happened has happened and we will get through the repercussions together, but I don’t want any apologies for what you had to do….what I had to do..” She swallowed hard now. “What we did we did to survive”. She grabbed his hand tightly her words strong but her voice soft.
“We will get through this, all of it. But you never apologise for what has happened. You understand?” It….was….not….your….fault!”
She could see the doubt on his face and she could see him shaking. She tugged on his hand and placed it over her heart.
“This is all yours Gil Grissom, and nothing is ever going to change that”, she whispered to him.
Grissom sniffed hard and his tears came. He let go and sobbed uncontrollably. Sara’s face crumpled and she reached for him, pulling him too her. His hands were reluctant at first, to reach around her back but as she pulled him closer, he grabbed her tightly. Holding on for dear life. Both of them. Sara held him as he poured his emotions over her naked flesh. She held him, soothed him, rocked him and never let go….
And there they stood. Sara with her back to Grissom. She could hear her heart slamming into the sides of her ear drums as she heard him gasp. She could feel his hands shaking on her shoulders.
Grissom looked up and down at the damage he’d inflicted. His stomach clenched. His colour drained and his heart tore. His mouth sat agape as he eyed 9 long, completely random scars on Sara’s back. Bold, yet pale. Sara bit her bottom lip as she felt his stare, his pain. His eyes filled with tears.
“Sara………I……..”
“Don’t!” She spun around quickly, looking back deep within his soul.
“Don’t! I don’t want you to say it…..and I don’t need you to say it Gil….you don’t….ever, ever apologise for saving me! And that’s what you did you understand?”
“But…”
Sara shook her head. “No but! No when, no what, no then, no if’s. Just now. Me, you, us…our son. Now. You understand? What has happened has happened and we will get through the repercussions together, but I don’t want any apologies for what you had to do….what I had to do..” She swallowed hard now. “What we did we did to survive”. She grabbed his hand tightly her words strong but her voice soft.
“We will get through this, all of it. But you never apologise for what has happened. You understand?” It….was….not….your….fault!”
She could see the doubt on his face and she could see him shaking. She tugged on his hand and placed it over her heart.
“This is all yours Gil Grissom, and nothing is ever going to change that”, she whispered to him.
Grissom sniffed hard and his tears came. He let go and sobbed uncontrollably. Sara’s face crumpled and she reached for him, pulling him too her. His hands were reluctant at first, to reach around her back but as she pulled him closer, he grabbed her tightly. Holding on for dear life. Both of them. Sara held him as he poured his emotions over her naked flesh. She held him, soothed him, rocked him and never let go….