Breaking The Cycle

KOA

When I finished reading her note, I was shocked. This has never happened before. Lady SiVad left my retinue without my permission. How could she leave without getting caught. This hopefully will not turn out to be a scandal. My lady opened the curtains to my rooms letting the sunlight through. On the table near me I had forgotten the coin that was put in with the letter. I picked it up and looked at it closely. Suddenly realization hit me. My eyes widden at what was in my hand. This particular coin was thought to be a myth. I have never seen a one million crown piece before. On one side it had 1M ingraved and on the other side a gold crown. 
   

"Your majesty are you well?." Lady Darrel asked worriedly. Only she and I were in the room. My other ladies were doing their chores. I put the letter down and focused my attention on her. 

"Lady SiVad has left with out my permission." Lady Darrel gasped and covered her mouth. She is one of my most trusted ladies in waiting. I knew I can trust her with anything. 


"Lady Darrel, do you know what I hold in my hand?" She looked at the coin and stared at it. She mistakingly thought it was a regular gold crown. I shook  my head to her. I invited her to sit near me. 


"Lady Darrel you must not speak of what I tell you. Am I understood?" She nodded to me. 


"This is a one million crown piece. Lady SiVad has given it to me in appology for her leaving." Her eyes widen, she had the look of disbelief on her face. "This coin was said to be a myth a very long time ago. This is proof that such a coin exist." I said as I rose from my chair, "I must go and hide it, remember you must never speak of it." 


"You have my word your majesty." Elizabeth Darrel promised as she lift herself from her chair. She curtsied and I dismissed her. I went to my bedchambers and I entered my wardrobe closet. I had placed a chest that held my furs amongst other things I brought with me from Spain. I unlocked the chest and hid the coin in a collar of fur. I made sure to place the chest deep in my closet. I then sat down and had breakfast, Jane continued to be on my mind. After breakfast I went to Mass. As much as I disaprove of her actions, I prayed for her.


 I know I need to inform Henry on Janes' leaving White Hall. As I left Mass I mentally prepared myself for my discusion with him. 


Brookfield 

I am so happy to finally wake up in my own bed. I had purchased one of Brookfields many large villas. Before I came to England I visited Spain. King Charles and I had become friends. He mentioned Brookfield to me and it was the first place I visit when I came to England. I paid a million and a half crowns for my new villa. It had lavish gardens, a large stable, a carrige house and many more luxuries. Once I perchased it, I had contractors to come and had all the floors paved in granite and the walls in marble. I chose a French and Monacon decor for the entire villa. I had nothing but the best for my home. My villa proved to be more regal than White Hall Palace.

I had never been so free before. I am able to do what ever I pleased. I enjoyed my new life in England. It brought a lot of freedom to me. I get up at 6 am, excercizes until 7:30 am. I eat fruit for breakfast, vegetables and rice for lunch, and boiled meat and vegetables for dinner. I created a decent schedule for myself. For the three months I was in the Queens' retinue my servants kept the villa going. Once I returned to Brookfield, I sat in my office and wrote my mother a letter for my 16th birthday. In the letter, I wrote that I was fine, and how I bought my own estate and running it fine. After I finished writing it, I went to the stables and got a horse and rode to the eastern docks. I paid a man five hundred crowns to bring it to Spain. There, King Charles will send it to Monaco. That way, it would not be traced back to England. I confided in him and he kept my secret, much to my comfort. 

May 24,1533
I have been away from London for two weeks now. I awakened at 6 am and did my morning rutine. I took long cool baths with the best bath oils and rose pedals. In White Hall, I only recieved a water basin. I enjoyed sitting back and relaxing in my luxurious large bath tub. It was the end of May, I have been sixteen for almost two months now. I have been away from home almost eight months. I infiltrated a Ladyship position with an English Queen. I had them all thinking I was a 20 year old who lives in the countryside. 

"What have I gotten myself into." I thought to myself as I sink slowly from my scented bath. A maid came to my bathchambers door and informed me that an Alejandro of Aragon wished to enter Brookfield on my invite. I jumped up. I completely forgot that my Spanish friend was comming to England. I jumped from my bath, grabbed a towel and headed for my bedchambers. 


"Tell the guards that Alejandro of Aragon may enter on my invite." I told my servant girl. She curtsied and left. I quickly dryed off and my chambermaids dressed me quickly. I wore a ruby gown with gold embroidery and ruby jewels. Once I was fully dressed, I went downstairs. I received Aejandro in my foyer. As soon as he saw me he put his arms around me. 


"Persie!!! You look wonderful." He said as he twirled me around. He used my short name, I pulled him to the side and told him to call me Jane. While I had servants put his things away, he and I had a big breakfast. He told me of how Charles allowed him to come to England. 


"I am glad that you have come Alejo." I said, using his short name. He nodded and we continued to eat. After breakfast we decided to go riding. I had forgotten how good he rides, we rode through the fields and I toured him throughout Brookfield. 
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KOA

It had been three months since the search for my lady in waiting started. My husband the king was furious upon learning this. His behavior was like no other I have seen. 

FLASHBACK

"What the hell do you mean she has run away!" He roars at me. We was in his bedchambers. He was preparing to leave when I asked for a private audience with him.  


"What did you tell her, huh, what did you say to her Katherine!" He growled as he grabbed me by my arms and started to shake me. I gasped as he man handles me. 


"Henry you are hurting me." I said as I felt his nails dig deeply into my flesh. 

King Henry

"Henry you are hurting me." Katherin whimpered in pain. I had never seen her afraid of me before. That was something I had not intended on doing to her. I immediately let go of her and she backed away from me. 


"Katherine, I did not mean to hurt you. I over reacted, forgive me. I would never hurt you." I said as I walked to her. 


"I know you would never hurt me Henry." Katherine said as I gently placed my hands on her arms. We were now close. I could not help but smell her lite vanilla scent. She looked at me and I had forgotten how enticing her lite blue eyes were. I leaned down and pressed my lips against hers. Her soft lips lifted from mine as she looked at me in shock. 'Have I been so distant.' I thought to myself. My love is deep for Katherine, but it hurts me when she was not used to my touch anymore. I kissed her hand and led her to the bed. I sat down while she stood between my legs. 


"I should have never put my hands on you that way. You are my wife and it shall never happen again." I promised. She smiled and nodded. 


"I believe you Henry." She said in her thick Spanish acsent. I straddled her as she stood. Her golden gown was soft to the touch. I reached behind her and untied her strings. I pulled it down to her waist. She gasped and whispered my name. 


"Shhh." I untied the string on her chemise and caressed her breasts. She began to breathe deeply. I savoured her breast, I can feel myself hardening. 


"Mi amor, yo cherrish cada momento que son amables conmigo." 
*My love, I cherrish every moment you are gentle with me. She said softly. My hands explored all of her. I had forgotten just how beautiful her body was. 

KOA

I moaned at Henry's touch. It felt so good being intimate with him. It has been so long since he has touched me. Henry suckled my breast a little while longer before he stood up. He said nothing and walked behind me. He hugged me from behind fondled me breast, while kissing the nape of my neck. He pressed his hips against mine and I felt his hardened manhood. Then he lift my skirts and motioned for me to put my hands on his bed. He undid his breeches and I felt his hips near mine as he pushed himself into me a little. I jumped at the suddenness. His hands were on my hips as his entire length pushed its way inside me. His penetration was hurting me, I gasped as my tightness was being stretched by his penis. As I moisened his thrusts became more pleasureable. His waist pushes me forward each push. I moaned as a wave of pleasure consumes me. Henry moans were not kept quiet. He moaned loud and long. His foot pushed my feet apart so my legs were more spread apart. I felt a warmth in the pit of my stomach. Henry thrusts were faster and his hips slammed into mine. I grabbed the sheets as I clenched myself around him, which made him moan louder. My legs were tingling under me, and soon after I felt myself explode in climax. I lift my head and a loud moan excaped my lips. I grew weak, this was the first biggest climax I had in years. Henry started to slam into me faster and faster. His nails digging into my delicate hips. 

King Henry

I slammed myself into Katherine after she came. I was so close to my own release. I was almost there, then out of nowhere a knock came on my door and I lost concentration. I sped up again and still, I could not concentrate. I am so damned pissed. "What!!"


KOA

"What!!" I heard Henry yell. He pulled himself out of me and fixed his breeches. I knew he was about to spill his seed into me but the knock desturbed us. I stood up half naked, I felt my climax on my legs. I ran into his bathchamber and hastily cleaned myself. Henry opened the chamber door a moment later. 


"Katherine, you do not have time to change your dress. My page boy said that out daughter, Princess Mary has arrived from Hatfield." He said fixing his breeches and jacket. I almost forgot about her arrival. After I fixed my dress I followed him from the bathchamber. 

"Husband, thank you for allowing me to visit you." I said and he turned to me. 


"Your welcome Katherine." He said and nodded. He turned again to leave the room. I took his hand into mine and squeazed it gently. 


"Husband, later in the evening will you come visit my bedchamber, so we may continue." I asked him kindly. 


"I said I will think about it." 


"Henry we have not been intimate like this in so long. I love and I long for you." I said as I cupped his face in my hands. 


"Katherine!" He said louder than he should have. "I said I would think about it!" Then he walked to his door and turned to say, "perhaps you should change you dress. I can smell my scent on you." Then he left. 

I felt I should be insulted by his comment, but I was not. I pushed those feelings aside and left his chambers for my own. I had my ladies bathe and dress me. The thought of my daughter's return brought a smile on my face. I chose a off white gown with gold embroidery. I selected a golden crown. Mary always liked the golden crown with the high setting. I decided to where that particular crown just for her. Once I was all dressed I left my chambers. I barely noticed the bows and curtsies I was getting, the only thing that is occupying my mind is my sweet girl. As I entered court, everyone bowed down. Walking to my throne, I noticed Henry had his eyes in the opposite direction. As I sat on my throne I followed Henry's line of sight, and there she was. Standing there in her dark blue dress. Her eyes matching her black shiny hair. I knew she was not going to be gone for long. I watched as Anne Boleyn and my husband gaze at each other. The gaze he gave Anne was the exact gaze he gave me when Arthur was still alive, and now I watch him gaze at another woman. I can see love and lust in his eyes. He will not stop until he gives her everthing she wants of him. Including my crown. 


The heralds voice took me from my reverie. "Her Royal Highness, Princess Mary!" All courtiers bowed and curtsied as she made her way to my and her fathers throne. She curtsied deeply to us. 


"Your majesties are very kind to allow me, your daughter to visit the court of White Hall Palace. I am very grateful to you." She said in her sweet voice. Henry smiled, taking quick peeks at his whore. 


"Welcome sweetheart, you have grown since we last saw you." He said to our child. As court went on I invited her to sit on my throne with me. We watch court together, and quietly talked about her studies. 

Later that evening

I waiting for the king to visit my bedchamber. I did not want to fall asleep, incase he did come and I would miss my chance of being with him. 
 

King Henry

Anne is back at court. I could not take my eyes off her. She looked so beautiful today. She left me because  of Katherine. She said Katherine is in the way of her giving me sons. She will only give her miden head to her husband. I can not stand the thought of someone else kissing her. Touching her. Being inside of her. I hate not having her. I vow one day, I will get between Anne's legs. I have to have her. I need to have her. I WILL have her.

KOA
1:30 am

Unfortunatly for me, my husband did not come. But I will not let it get to me. I am used to lonely nights after all.

END FLASHBACK