I wont tell

Several months later, Pam's mother met a gentleman who was very sweet to her
and wanted to help out with her family. They married 2months after their first
date. When he had first came into the house, things were really good. Pam
had the chance to be a semi-normal teenager and there was someone else to
help her take care of her mom. She was actually happy for the first time
in months. He was good to her and the family, he had a job and never rose
his voice once, this might actually be a good match for her mother.

Elliot had forgetten about her case file but he hadnt forgotten about her.
Even though she was a minor she was beautiful and even though he had busted
men that had these same thoughts about underage girls and their daughters and
or step-daughters, he wasnt going to act out on his feelings. But inside he
knew that something wasnt right. Her mother remarried 2months after her ex
husband's death, and this concerned him. Thinking back, maybe this could be
something good and let the stress off of her, and allow her to be a normal
teenager. Sitting at his desk, it had been two years since they saw eachother
and yet he still kept tabs on her, her school records, and seeing if she had
called the cops anytime from then to now, so far nothing had popped up.
Maybe she was finally out of danger...maybe.


During the summer of sophmore year things for Pam and her family had gone from good
to bad and then good again and then bad again. Her mother's health had gone up and
down several times. but finally she had gotten better enough to get out of bed and
walk around. This made Pam so happy and she knew that maybe things would get better.
Over the summer, she had gone through puberty and the change she went through made
the guys and girls notice, not to mention Ray, step-dad number 4. He would look at
her with her friends, boyfriends, girlfriends and just marvel how she grew out and
her looks were unimageable. She was radient and sexy for a 16yr old. And one day
he decided that he would let her know how beautiful she looked. Walking in from
work on a wednesday night around 10pm, Pam was exuashed. Working at a restuarant,
post-office, and a warehouse took a toll on her strength and plus the fact the school
had started up again she was tired but she needed to take care of her family and her
mother came first, it was always like that. Walking through the living room she saw
ray sitting on the couch watching tv, he looked at her as she entered. "Hey. how
was work?" he asked her getting up and following her to the kitchen. "tiring. i
have been on my feet since 1pm. but atleast i got 75bucks in tips." she said while
sipping on water. "hmm. i was wondering if i could talk to you." he said and motioned
for her to sit down at the table next to him. He had been really cool so she couldnt
famthlom why he would want to talk to her about. Sitting down at the table she removed
he apron she wore and took her hair down, it was longer than usual and she was
getting white hairs that stood out in her raven black hair.


"What's up,Ray?" she asked. He turned to face her and began. "I wanted to tell you
that since i have been here, i want to let you that i love your mom and i will be
here for you kids at anytime you need me." he said this and this made her smile.
"Thats really good to hear from you, Ray. we like you too. i know that i speak for
the others if they were here more often that we like you too and are happy that
you are here with us." she said and this made him blush. "I just thought i should
let you know that you are very very beautiful and i think that you have been through
hell and came out of it beautifully." he said this and placed his hand on her thigh
and moved it up and down. She looked down at his hand and back in his eyes, and they
were filled with lust. It was happening again. She bowed her head and hated the fact
that he was touching her but she knew what she had to do. Looking up into his eyes
she made a reply. "Listen to me. If you promise to leave mom alone, and i mean that
by not touching her or hurting her then you can have me for whatever you want."
when she made this reply a tear rolled down her face and she wiped it away. She
was more worried about her mother than her body. She had lost her virginity at 12
with a friend of hers so the worst was over, she had taken the three years of John
so it didnt matter anymore what happened to her anymore. The beating that she
had indured had numbed her but she just didnt care. He smiled the most ugliest
smile and nodded at her offer. And then leaned in and kissed her on the lips, inside
she was sick and didnt want him on her but outside....outside she just gave in.


It had been 3months since ray started having sex with her and making tapes of them
together for his friends and when she and he were alone he would make them watch the
tapes of his friends with their girlfriends and this would repulse her to the point
she was mentally numb and had no more emotions. Everytime they saw these tapes he
would get so turned on that he would stroke himself right their infront of her and
then sometimes make her touch him. Sometimes he would kiss her, and touch her as they
watched the tapes and bite on her earlobs and ask her if this was turning her on, she
never said anything. And the worst was yet to come. When her mother had to go in for
chemo, she would leave Pam and ray alone when she was with her sister and her sister's
husband. they would drive her to the doctors and let her stay for the 3days. Over
the time she was there, she would call the house and check up on them and bring Pam
books and band shirts everytime she came back. While she would be gone, Ray would
buy more tapes and he would do the same things to his step-daughter often and this
would go on for days and her siblings wouldnt be home. They would disapper for days,
weeks on end and finally she stopped waiting up for them. When they were alone he
act like he was his girlfriend, touching her and kissing her and on a certain day,
he went to far.

Sitting on the couch he saw her on the kitchen counter drinking a glass of water
and she was dressed in jeans and a muscle shirt. her hair was down and her tattoos
showed. from the back of her neck to the base of her spine. He was in lust with
her and knew that today she would know the effect she had on him. Getting up he
went into the kitchen and looked at her. "Hey." she looked over and saw him get
a beer from the fridge and nod. "Come and sit with me." he asked politely and
knowing what would happen if she refused she went willingly. Walking in after him
he patted down on the cushion next to him and she sat. Sitting there he had his
arm around her shoulders and turned on the vcr. The tape started and there was
two gentlemen kissing and touching eachother. "What hell is this?" she asked
knowing what it was but more along the lines of what the hell he was doing with
gay porn? "just a tape a friend of mine wants me to watch. relax." pulling her closer
to him he shifted in his seat and reajusted himself many times. Finally he stuck a hand down his pants and unzippered his jeans and began stroking himself. he rolled
his head on the back of the couch and moaned. she moved away and when she did he pulled her back and took her hand placed it on his hard dick. "touch me." he whispered
to her. she did as he said and he fueled on more and then touched her breasts and
then told her to jerk him off. she did so and hated herself knowing that he was
getting off on her touching him. When he came all over his boxers he turned and
kissed her neck and bit down on it it made her wince and pull away. Going away from
her neck he pulled her down on the couch and unzipped her jeans and pulled them
off aswell as her underwear. touching her down there made her feel ugly and made
her want to just die, and then he went. He began kissing her there and tasting her
very soul and body. Shutting her eyes she didnt want to think about what he was
doing but it was hard not to, he was moaning and groaning. he stuck fingers in her
and thrusted them in and out, she just laid there. When she came he drank her and
then kissed her down there. She got up and went outside and sat down and just cried.
He had broken her compeltely and that was the last piece of her that was all of
hers.


About four days later, calls were coming to the police about someone screaming stop
and no and they forwarded the calls to the SVU UNIT. And when the calls were assigned
to Benson and Stalber the same address was the used. "elliot. this address, its Pam."
he looked up and stared. "what you mean?" he asked. "the calls report a girl crying
stop and no. the address is the same as the Denaught girl. someone is doing it to her
again." standing up the two of them took a ride to her address. Since the school
was out for an inservice Pam was home and so was ray. And needless to say he was
fucking her. when the dectectives had pulled up, they both looked around. "it's
quiet." benson remarked. "too quiet." stalber reacted. Walking up to the door, ray
heard the footsteps and pulled out of Pam. Putting her back down on the ground, he
left the kitchen and walked to the living room. when a knock on the door came, he answered. "Yes?" "Sir. I'm Dectective Benson and my partern Dectective Stabler we
wanted to know if Pam was home?" he blinked and responed. "what do you want with her?
is she in any kind of trouble?" Stabler stepped in, "No, sir. we just would like
to talk to her." he smiled. "Of course i'll get her." ray said and closed the door.
walking back into the kitchen where she sat, he looked at her. "some police are here
to see you." she stood up and wiped the tears from her face. "ok." she went to leave
and then he pulled her back, "you dont tell them anything, ok." he said gripping
on to her tightly. "i know." she said and jerked from him. "Dectectives." she said and
stepped outside. Elliot took one look at her she was beautiful. older and yet something was wrong, she wasnt the same. "Pam. how are you?" benson asked. "tired but
i can deal. what can i do for you guys." she said while lighting a smoke. "we came
because we have been recieving calls about someone in this crying out stop and no."
she shook her head and spoke, "sorry. but nobody here as said anything like that. only
people her lately have been myself, my mother, and ray." she was lying and elliot saw
this but the fear in her eyes made him not confront her. "well, has ray been doing
anything to you at all." elliot asked. "no. he has been a great step-dad to me
and is taking good care of mom while im at school and working. he isnt John. and
now i think it is time for you both to leave, please." her words stung them both but
elliot wasnt about to give up. "well here is my card, call me if anything changes."
taking his card she replied in venom, "i dont think i will be calling you anytime
soon. so please, go." walking back inside she slammed the door close. "well that was
a waste of time." olivia said walking back to the car. "she's lying. i can tell. she
isnt safe there and that guy is hurting her." elliot said this with much conviction.
"Elliot, we cant prove it unless its reported. so we might aswell focus on the other
cases we have with evidence. let it go." she said and started the car and they drove
off.

"are they gone." he asked her. Pam nodded and went into her bedroom and closed the
door, and wept. She wanted to confess but she was afraid for her life if she did.
Later that night she woke up to a knock on her door, she got up and opened it.
Ray stood there and we walked in. "You know, i have been here so long and yet i have
yet to see your room." he touched everything and felt everything. "not much to
look at." she said and sat down on her futon mattress. Looking down at her, he got
aroused. Bending down to the floor he whispered in her ear, "i want to try something
new." and positioned her on her side and he came up behind her. Pulling his pants down
and then his own he forced himself in her anus and she gripped onto the bed, this
had never happened with her boyfriends, she was a virgin to this and it hurt badly.
she cried and he went on thrusting. When he finished she was left as half a person
being broken in both ways, she sobbed quietly and he pulled out and left her there
and instead went out to his local and weekly poker games.

*TBC*