Nearly Lost You

Disclaimer: I don't own CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, nor do I know any of the actors. This has been made up in my sick little mind for your reviewing pleasure. None of this is real, just simply fiction.

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Chapter Three

As soon as my front door is unlocked Greg pushes me inside and nudges the door closed with his foot. I let out a groan when he pushes me against the wall and begins attacking my lips with that glorious mouth of his. All coherent thought has flown from my mind as I focus solely on the warm body against me. He lightly nips at my lower lip and begins to pull away, panting ever so slightly.

His eyes are gleaming as he breathlessly asks where my room is. Instantly I grip onto his arm and begin dragging him toward my room, stumbling down the hallway that we nearly trip over everything in our path. We manage to safely make it into the bedroom though and Greg pushes me down onto the bed. I watch anxiously as he crawls onto the bed and straddles my hips; looking as sexy as ever. I sit up so I can reach his lips and pull him closer to my body by gripping onto his lower back. He lets out a small groan at the contact and slowly leans down to capture my lips, engaging me in a slow sensual kiss.

Before the kiss can get heated he pulls away and I can't help, but let out a groan of disapproval. A smirk comes to his lips when he hears the sound and he huskily tells me to be patient. I watch in fascination as he grabs the hem of his t-shirt and pulls it over his head, allowing me to see his torso for the first time. I can't help myself, but reach out and touch the soft flesh. It feels so smooth beneath my finger tips with a slight hint of sweat.

After a moment of exploring he bats my hand away and grips the hem of my shirt before pulling it over my head. He throws it into an unknown area in the room before gently pushing me until I am once again lying on my back. With a smile he leans down and begins placing warm kisses on my chest. Sensually he teases my nipples with his talented tongue and I can't help, but arch my back and let out a soft moan. As he continues to lightly nip at my nipples he grinds his lower body into mine causing a friction that just drives me crazy.

When I can no longer take the torture I grab onto his hips and flip us over; him letting out a surprised yelp in the process. I grin down at him and he lets out a giggle, which is too damn adorable for words. Gently I run my hand down his chest until I reach the top of his jeans; staring into his eyes the entire time. He is just patiently waiting for me so I quickly undue he jeans and pull them off of his slender body. In this time he sits up and takes my pants off slowly, making sure to allow his hand to run across my dick through my boxer briefs. I moan at the touch and quickly push him back so he is lying back down.

Gripping onto the elastic of his boxers I slowly ease them down his legs. I have never been with a man before and am actually quite nervous, but my alcohol clouded mind won't allow me to think about it. I have also read some gay stories on the internet so I have an idea as to what I am supposed to do. The thought of having to stick my fingers into someone's ass doesn't appeal to me, but I know it is necessary... besides I don't want to hurt Greg.

As soon as my boxer briefs are lying in a heap next to Greg's boxers I crawl back on top of him and capture his mouth with my own. He gladly lets my tongue in when I ask for entrance and I explore once again. He releases a soft moan into my mouth and the vibration sends a pleasant shiver down my spine; exciting me further. In my excitement I grind my lower body into his causing him to gasp and whimper in need. I continue to do this of course; loving the sounds this action causes to escape his mouth.

"God Nick... don't... don't tease me." He pants out and a wide smile forms on my face as I lean close to his ear.

"What do you want?" I whisper with a playful smile on my face as I continue to grind our lower bodies together. "Come one Greg, tell me what you want."

"I... I want you. I want you... inside of me." He struggles to get the words out and they are a bit slurred, but I still heard them. "Please stop teasing... I need you."

At hearing those words I sit up so that way I am straddling him and reach over to open the drawer on my night stand. I pull out the small bottle of lotion I have inside and re-face Greg who is watching me in anticipation. I quickly pop the top off the bottle of lotion and pour a generous amount onto my hand; making my fingers nice and slick.

I reposition myself so that I am sitting between his spread legs and place one of my fingers at his entrance. Looking into his eyes I slide my finger inside and feel his walls engulf it. As I slide my finger in and out I realize that this isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I still don't like having my finger up his ass, but it isn't terrible.

After a moment I add another finger and begin a scissor like motion inside of him. Moans escape him as I do this and he gradually gets louder. Pushing my fingers a little deeper however they rub against something and his eyes go wide as he releases a moan that sounds more like a pleasure filled scream. A sly smile grows on my face when I realize that I have found his prostate so I rub against it again.

"Oh God Nick... fuck." He moans out; throwing his head from side to side. "If you... keep this up I swear... I won't last."

Well we don't want that I think to myself as I settle with simply stretching him; preparing him for what is to come.

I pull my fingers out after a moment and pour some more lotion onto my hand before placing the bottle on the night stand. Slowly I rub the lotion onto my hardened member as Greg sits up and takes one of my nipples into his mouth. He erotically nips and sucks at my nipple while he allows his hands to roam my backside; squeezing my ass causing me to yelp in surprise.

When I can no longer stand his assault I gently push him until he is lying on his back once again and align my dick with his entrance. I let out a groan when the head of my dick gets engulfed by his tight warm walls and it takes all the will power I have not to just slam into him.

Inch by inch it seems easier to push into him and soon enough I am all the way inside. I stare down at his face to see if I am causing him any pain, but he looks to be totally at ease. I guess that means he has been with a man before. Usually having a thought such as that enter my mind at a time like this would bother me, but it actually makes it easier for me. At least I know I am not hurting him.

He impatiently moves his hips downward causing my erection to go in a little deeper and I take this as a hint to start moving. Slowly I pull half way out before slamming back into him. I listen as a gasp escapes his throat and along with a soft moan before repeating this action.

My thrusts are gradually getting harder and he grips onto my back causing me to flinch, but it is a welcomed pain. I grip onto his hips so that way I have some leverage and thrust into him at a different angle; deciding to experiment just a bit.

"Oh Nick... fuck... you are so good!" He practically screams out as the hold he has on me tightens. "Fuck... harder, please... harder."

I can never turn down begging so I do as he asks of me, besides this pace is giving me even more pleasure so I am really not complaining. Having sex with a man is so much different from with a woman and I find myself enjoying it so much more. It is like something was missing from my life before and now I am complete. A weird feeling, but I find myself loving it... I can't get enough.

I release a soft moan when he pulls me down and begins placing soft kisses on my neck. The soft kisses soon become urgent sucking and I know it will leave a mark. The thought of Greg marking me leaves an excitement in the pit of my stomach even though I know I will have to wear a turtle neck tomorrow so no one will see it. All thoughts instantly leave my mind however as soon as his hand finds my left nipple, pinching and caressing with so much care that it consumes me. My whole body feels like it is on fire and I haven't even felt such an emotion in a long time.

I increase the pace of my thrusts when desperation takes a hold of me causing him to break our kiss, arch his back and release a long throaty moan. The sound sends shivers down my spine and straight to my groin. His hands continue roaming my body as the rest of him can't seem to stay still as well. The touch of his hands is so intoxicating, I feel breathless and needy, which is something I am not quite used to. I feel like I have been deprived all this time and now that I have his hands on me... it is like feeding an addiction.

Slowly I trail my hand down his chest, taking a moment to tenderly caress his navel before continuing the path down to his deprived dick. Once I have my fist around it I begin stroking in rhythm with my thrusts; increasing the pace with both movements after a moment.

"Oh God... Greg... I don't know... how much longer... I can hold on." It takes me a moment to pant out because it is difficult to even form a thought in my head let alone speak a single sentence correctly.

A hand tightening on my bicep is all I get in response and moans continuously pass through his lips, making it impossible for him to speak. His body tells me all I need to know anyway since he is trembling pretty badly beneath me.

Not even a minute later he releases onto my hand and both of our stomachs with a low moan of my name. The sound just consumes me and I release deep within him, riding out my orgasm before my weakened body falls on top of his. We are both breathing erratically, but are both very satisfied.

When I finally find the strength I roll over onto my side facing Greg as he rolls over onto his side as well, placing a sweaty palm against my chest. I watch through half lidded eyes as he smiles sleepily and slowly closes his eyes. With a contented sigh I pull his body closer, enjoying the warmth his body is providing and close my eyes as sleep engulfs me.