A new start

John only laughed softly. ''Patience, my sweetheart. Patience. We need a little aid. As much as I want you, it could hurt a little bit.'' With that he disappeared into the bathroom, rummaged in the drawers there, but returned shortly with a bottle of lube in his hand.

He poured some of the white fluid onto his palms and began to sensually massage Luka's waiting manhood. The older man unconsciously spread his legs further to give John's skilful hands better access.

''I guess, that's enough.'' John suddenly said and took his hands away.

Luka starred at John face, a protest on his lips. But when he saw the desire shimmering in those brown eyes he remained silent. Instead he watched how the other man removed pants and underwear from his body and finally laid on his stomach to show him his willing bottom.

For a moment Luka starred insecurely at the inviting curves. What if he did something wrong now? He had never had sex with a man before. Did men like the same as women did? Luka suddenly didn't know anymore what exactly he should do. But he was too proud to ask. He didn't want John to laugh about him and maybe leave him to look for somebody better in bed. Luka could everything but handle that. So he had to find a solution by himself.

John's channel looked so thight. Maybe he needed some special preparation? So Luka first licked the cheeks before he buried his tongue into John's rift.

John gasped and his body began to writhe on the bed. Luka thought it was a good sign and he continued to tease him still for a while, almost amused how loud John moaned this time.

''Okay Luka, it's time for you to do something.'' He panted and trust his ass up to for demonstration.

Luka wanted to make John beg for him, but he couldn't wait any longer and would only hurt himself. So he seized his throbbing cock and slightly spread John's cheeks with his free hand. Then he slowly entered the other man, suddenly afraid of hurting hi m. But the blonde sighed contently. So Luka seized John's hips and pressed the perfect bottom tighter against his cock.

Luka was in heaven as the wet, vibrating warmth embraced him. John's whole body was jerking lustfully now. Luka's pulled out almost completely before he slammed back into the tight channel. John's accompanied his trusts with deep moans.

His proving fingers found John's hard shaft, his balls were full and heavy. Luka managed to increase the pace and stroked John's hardness in the same rhythm.

''Oh god, yeah, yeah! Love you.'' John moaned. He turned his head as far as he could to meet Luka's mouth. He sucked the other man's tongue into his mouth as if he wanted to swallow it. John's body shook more vehemently then before and a few moments later Luka felt a viscous fluid in his hands.

Luka too couldn't hold back anymore either. He chimed in John's moaning, experienced his orgasmn together with him.

He tried to catch his breath while he was still wrapped tightly around John. ''Are you okay? Was it good?'' He finally managed to get out.

John nodded. ''Better than that. It was perfect. I hope we can do this again?'' He starred waitingly at Luka, hoped for an answer that would ease his worries. But Luka didn‘t say anything.


John bit his nails nervously. Maybe it was better to disappear. A few minutes ago Luka was still driven by his hormones and that could banish the biggest scruples. But now he should be able to think clearer again, and he would probably regret everything!

Oh no. John said there motionlessly and almost waited for the thunderstorm to come.

''Hey you.'' Luka whispered suddenly, looking straightly into John's eyes. ''This was very good, incredible even.''

John began to bore in his ears. There must be something wrong with them! Or did he really understand that Luka liked what they had done?

''Never believed that sex with you could be so...so powerful.'' Luka grinned brigthly. ''Wanna do it again?''

John, who was still dumbfounded, could only stare and nod slowly.

--

''What are they doing in there?'' In front of the room Susan held her ear onto the door and listened intensily.

''Let me hear.'' Greg joined Susan on the door.

''Oho, I'm an expert. And let me tell you, I know exactly what they are doing in there. I scream the same way when I'm with... Whatever. I can explain you what they are doing.“

„Not necessary„ Susan started giggling like a child. ''Oh my goddie, that sounds like John. But I didn't know yet that John could have such a dirty mouth. Is that Luka he is together with?''

''I think I missed something. Maybe I should try him out one time too.'' Greg said with a pensive facial expression and caused Susan to laugh even more.

--

Several minutes later John and Luka left the room.

In the entrance area Greg and Susan were enjoying their break and giggled like silly school girls again when they saw John.

''What's so funny?'' John wanted to know while he passed them.

''Luka has more stamina than his age made you guess, isn't it so, John?'' Greg asked innocently.

John blushed. ''What do you mean?''

''Fuck me harder, Luka. Yeah, fuck, that is good. Oh yeah, right so.'' Susan mocked, imitating John's voice. ''We stopped time, it lasted exactly 24 minutes. Well, that's it since we started to listen to you.''

''Oh shit! John, I told you not to make so much noise!'' Luka seemed to be mad, but John only smiled shyly.

''Nah I couldn't control it. But don't worry, I'm sure the guys will support us. Right, guys? I mean Susan already knew it anyway. She knew that I wanted you, Luka. And now we are together. So yeah, they all can know it.''

''Don't exaggerate!'' Luka's sharp voice didn't only surprise John. ''We aren't together! We just had a little fun. I had to try out something new. That's it! But I'm not to together with John!''

''Oh my god.'' John‘s jaw dropped. He starred at Luka for a moment, to shocked to react. But after a few seconds he had gathered enough strength to run away. Luka was sure he had seen some tears starting to form in his eyes.

''And feel you better now? God Luka, you are such an asshole! Can't understand what John did see in you!'' Susan was angry enough to shout at Luka.

Luka looked down. He didn't feel great at all. He didn't want to drive John away. God, he still needed the man. Who knew if he could get such a good laid soon again. Luka sighed. He had to go after John and beg his pardon if he didn't want to lose the good sex now.

John was disappeared into the locker room, looking sadly at an old pic of Luka that he had hidden between the vouchers in his purse. The photo was taken 2 years ago. It showed a very brightly grinning Luka, holding a document in his hand. They just had told him that his contract with the General hospital was prolonged. Luka had been so happy that he was running around and kissed everybody he met this day. It was there and then that John had fallen in love.

Maybe it have been even sooner, John knew that he had been attracted to Luka since the moment they met. But that was the day John was fully aware of his love for the very first time.

He had taken the pic of Luka and kept it as a reminder of that big day. Over all this time he had hidden the photo and only looked at it when he was alone. Nobody ever noticed it till it has fallen out of his purse in front of Susan. That's why he had confessed everything to the blond woman. And it had been liberating.

John had been okay with his love, as long as Luka hadn't made him any hope. But now he had acted as if he would care for him, instead it was only a game for the older man. John wiped some tears out of his eyes. How could he have been so stupid!

''John?'' The soft voice that suddenly resounded behind his back, startled him. In a reflex action he hid the pic under his smock. Luka didn't need to see it!

''What do you want? Please go!'' John hoped that his harsh tone would made Luka go away again. He wanted to be alone and try to recover from his shock. He just needed some time to accept the fact that he had imagined too much. Luka didn't want to be with him! How could he ever thought differently?