Choices

A/N: Hello again! I originally didn’t intend to write anything else for this story but…. like any good university student… I needed a distraction to get me through the past few weeks with crazy Mid-terms. I actually considered making this into more than just a smut filled fantasy and I MIGHT actually do it. As long as I have fun writing it, it may as well happen! Assuming I get bored and need a distraction from school (which is very likely) there may be an actual storyline to this….thing!

 

Again, I take credit for all the WONDERFUL typos and crazy grammatical mistakes that you see. The characters are still a little OC but you should pretty much expect it since the whole story is OC. Reviews and constructive criticism are always welcome!

 

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own LOST or any of these characters. They belong to their respected owners. I am in no way making money off of this and… I forget what else I’m supposed to say but the point is… NOT MINE!

 

Richard awoke to the sound of the crashing waves from outside the statue. He tried, in vain, to gain a few more moments of sleep but his body would not allow it. He waited a few moments before opening his eyes, taking in the serene music of the waves while he attempted to regain his senses. He rolled over on to his side and was surprised when his body crashed into another. Confusion came upon his face as he opened his eyes to find Jacob asleep next to him. The wrecked statue mainly provided shelter, not space but he and Jacob normally managed to keep a comfortable distance from themselves when they slept. He never slept next to him or even within a few feet of him. It wasn’t until Richard quietly scooted away from the sleeping body that the events of the previous night came into focus, along with the pain of his aching body.

 

He couldn’t believe he let all of that happen. Being lonely was one thing, but being lonely enough to allow that to happen was another. The worst part was that he actually encouraged the whole ordeal. He gave another long look towards the man who had been sleeping so uncomfortably close to him. What did this mean for their relationship? Perhaps if he just ignored any touches or innuendos Jacob directed towards him he would be able to forget? Jacob was just as lust crazed as he was the previous night, so maybe the blonde man wasn’t serious? Richard didn’t know which answer he would prefer, but he was going to try and avoid confrontation until it was absolutely necessary.

 

He was also curious as to why Jacob was sleeping next to him. Even if they do decide to have sex, it didn’t mean that they were anything more than friends. Jacob was already a confusing man; trying to analyze his actions would just be as useless as stopping the sun from rising. He just didn’t remember them falling asleep next to each other. He remembered going to the cold ocean water to wash the sand off his body before he changed back into his previous clothes. It didn’t take them long before the both headed into the statue and went to their separate spots.

 

He quietly made his way out the make-shift home Jacob had created out of the statue, trying his best not to wake the sleeping body. He winced as he turned the corner and the bright sun assaulted his vision. He shouldn’t have been so surprised; it was almost always sunny on the island.  He waited a few moments, allowing his dark eyes to get used to the brightness of the sun before he started to climb down towards the sand. His body ached every time he put pressure onto his legs, making the climb down the large rocks much more difficult. He let out a brief sigh of relief as he finally made it towards the simple layout of sand. The sand was warm from the rays of sun beating down on it, not anything like last night. He stood there a few moments and debated fishing for something to eat but decided against it. Staying close to the statue meant he’d run into Jacob sooner and he wanted to avoid that conversation as long as he could so he headed off in the direction of the trees.

 

It took him many years to finally begin to tell each tree apart and to learn where each path led. He had only walked around the island once in his years and he was still unfamiliar with most of the surroundings on the other side, but anything within walking distance from the statue he had a pretty good understanding of. It wasn’t long before he came upon his favourite spot. It was a vast clearing, outlined by the mountains. It was covered in long green grass. The way the clearing was outlined always made him think of home. He knew he would likely never leave the island, and he was fine with that but he couldn’t help but find joy at this tiny comfort.

 

Even with such a beautiful sight ahead of him, he couldn’t help but think of the blonde man back at the statue. The only thing he was sure of was that he definitely enjoyed last night. The fact that it was with Jacob was the most concerning thing to him. Jacob was his friend and the only person he could talk to. Inviting sex in their relationship would only work out for so long. He seen it happen before, eventually someone’s feelings always got in the way and they always end up getting hurt. He didn’t want to damage the only relationship he had on the island. It seemed like a good enough reason not to have sex with the man… but he also didn’t want to go the rest of his life without sex, especially since Jacob was offering it to him. He had agreed to continue having sex with the other, why not see how far it could go? Having sex with Jacob certainly beat using his hand to relieve himself. He let out a sigh at his frustration. He wasn’t sure what exactly he wanted to do. He almost jumped when a voice interrupted his thoughts.

 

“Ricardus …” He instantly recognized the familiar voice and wanted to scream at his growing frustration. Something in the way his name left the others mouth made him feel like he’d been caught doing something wrong. He waited a short moment before he slowly turned towards the taller man who was leaning his body lazily against a nearby tree. He gave Jacob a quick look over but once he was the genuine concern in the blue eyes he quickly turned his attentions on the tree next to him. He didn’t intend to run into Jacob so soon. It wasn’t uncommon for them to separate during the day, not engage in any conversation and met back up in the evening. Richard thought he would at least have the morning before he’d run into the man to figure out what exactly he was going to do.

 

“Jacob.” He replied dully before he turned his back on the man and continued to focus on the view in front of him. He didn’t want to hear whatever the other man intended to say but was surprised when he didn’t hear any response from the tall blonde. They stood in silence for a few moments until the awkwardness became too much for Richard’s nerves. His mind kept replaying moments from the previous night and knowing that the man responsible for them was shooting daggers into his back didn’t help the matter. He let out a long breath before he turned and broke the silence. “What brings you here? Shouldn’t you be dealing with more important matters?” Richard didn’t know how to describe what Jacob spent his days doing. He really had no idea but there are only so many things you can occupy yourself with on an empty island. Since Jacob had been here much longer than he had, he figured he wouldn’t be able to make an accurate guess.

 

Jacob continued to lean against the tree in silence, ignoring his question entirely. Richard let out another frustrated sigh; the silence reminded him that he was actually supposed to be upset with the blonde man for ignoring him last night. “Oh, are we going back to the silence game again?” He gave the man an irritated look that matched his tone. He had never felt bold enough to actually talk back to Jacob but the fact that the man constantly ignored his questions had begun to gnaw at him. Jacob continued to ignore his words and kept his eyes on Richard before breaking his silence and spoke in a calm, reserved voice. “You were up early.” He continued to give the darker man the concerned look from earlier, though his tone held a sense of disappointment in it. He had intended to start his morning differently.

 

Richard knew exactly what the other was leaning towards in his words mainly because he hadn’t woken up any earlier than normal. If anything, he actually slept later. He decided to continue ignoring their behaviours the previous night that continued to play back in his mind and continued acting oblivious towards it. “I’m sorry if I disturbed your sleep. I tried to be quiet but you were sleeping rather close.” The words flowed through his mouth as he turned his attentions towards the tree Jacob was leaning on instead of on the man. Although he suspected Jacob could tell when he was lying, not like he did on a regular basis, he felt more secure with his lie when he wasn’t looking into the blue orbs.

 

“Well, after last night I would have preferred to wake up with you by my side.” He said the words as if they were a statement; common knowledge to all. As soon as the words registered into Richard’s mind he was at a loss. He knew he couldn’t ignore the sex or the discussion they had afterward now that Jacob had decided to bring the topic up. He cursed his luck and found it increasingly difficult to come up with the proper words while Jacob’s intense glare shooting back at him, clearly expecting some sort of answer.

 

“Oh… well, I wasn’t aware that you wanted that. I’m not a mind reader.” He tried to put as much confidence in his words as he could muster, though they still managed to come out stumbled. Perhaps he had overreacted this morning. He was just shocked to find Jacob so close to him. Even if the man had been attracted to him all this time, he had never acted on it so having Jacob suddenly behave differently was confusing. Jacob seemed to take his words in but remained silent. Not wanting to be under the scrutiny of the other any longer than necessary, Richard spoke up. “Did you follow me here just to tell me that?” He couldn’t hide then trace on sarcasm on his voice as the words left his mouth. He secretly hoped that Jacob would leave him alone, though when the men straightened his body out and abandoned his lean on the tree, his hoped died. There was a slight tint or irritation on the handsome face and Richard knew he had struck a nerve with him.

 

Jacob took a few steps towards the smaller man who didn’t back away as he neared. “Well, now you know.” The tone in his voice lightened as he accompanied it with a smile. “Despite what you may think, I actually meant what I said last night.” Richard did too. As confused as he was about the whole ordeal, he was positive that he didn’t fully regret what he did the previous night, nor would he object to it happening again. He was just concerned over how that would affect their daily lives because so far things have been a little awkward between them. Richard was sure he was the one making it awkward but Jacob certainly wasn’t helping the matter.

 

“Well, I did too.” Richard spoke the truth as he met the bright blue eyes of Jacob before he dropped his gaze and took a few steps past the past the blonde man. He could feel Jacob’s eyes follow him as he made his way into the heavily wooded area that Jacob had originally emerged from.

 

“If that’s the case then why are you avoiding me?” Jacob asked as the man started making his way towards the woods. He was annoyed that things were not working out as easily as they should.  He let out a very human sigh before he quickly ran to catch up with the man who had been occupying his mind far more than he should. Once he was close enough he grabbed the shorter man by the shoulder and roughly turned him around to face him. “I want an answer.”

 

Richard winced as he was roughly turned around. He knew from personal experience that Jacob could easily overpower him but it didn’t make the reality of the situation anymore pleasant. “I’m not avoiding you.” He paused as he reached to push the hand that was still resting on his shoulder off. “I just… need some time to think.” He tried to sound reassuring in his words. He didn’t want to insult the man in front of him. Jacob gave him a confused look. “What is there to think about?”

Richard smiled and almost laughed at Jacob’s naive question. He knew man was not very sensitive towards emotions besides his own but it always amused him when he had to explain something, though in this case, he didn’t want to have to explain anything. He took a moment trying to figure out the best way for him to explain some of his hesitations before he finally spoke. “Well, you are a man and so am I.” The fact that they were both men had entered his mind, though he wasn’t necessarily bothered by it anymore. Still, it was a perfectly logical reason to attempt to explain to Jacob. He met the eyes that held no understanding of his statement. “Where I come from, two men having sexual relations is frowned upon.” He felt slightly embarrassed having to explain something so simple to a grown man who seemed even more confused before. “Why is it frowned upon?” The blonde man asked, clearing looking for a better explanation. Richard lightly shook his head, not wanting to get into the details of his former life and the religion he used to live by. Somehow he didn’t think Jacob would understand. “It’s complicated. Sex is supposed to just be used for reproduction. Since two men can’t reproduce they see no point in it.” He figured that would be the easiest explanation to give the curious man. Most of the other arguments showed many flaws, given who Jacob was, he would not appreciate them.

 

Jacob gave the smaller man a smile as he comfortably placed his hand on his shoulder, returning it to its previous position. “That sounds ridiculous.” He leaned in and gave Richards’s lips a soft kiss before he slowly pulled away. Richard was surprised by the brief gesture but found a comfort in it. He decided to continue on, not knowing if Jacob wanted him to or not. “Well, it is… but because of that I really don’t have any experience with men. I know how to please a woman but I’ve never…” He trailed off and turned his face as he could feel his cheeks instantly redden at his words. He found it incredibly embarrassing to admit such a thing to Jacob, even if it was the truth.

 

Jacob nodded and gave a quick smirk at Richards’s words. “I think you’ll figure it out.” He slowly moved his hand from Richard’s shoulder down the line of his arm. Once he had reached the hand, he gently intertwined it with his own. He had already suspected that Richard hadn’t been with another man mainly due to his oblivious nature to his own actions. Although he didn’t understand why Richard’s society looked down upon same sex relations, he wasn’t going to give it much more thought since it was no longer relevant. “You are a man so you should understand how to pleasure one from your own experience. Last night was amazing, so don’t over analyze it.”

 

Richard considered the other mans words. He knew what he liked but he didn’t know if he would be able to pull anything off successfully. He turned his face back towards the handsome blonde and matched his smirk and tried his best to sound convincing. “Right, makes sense.” Logically the words did make sense though he was hesitant to test them out. He looked up towards the man before he released his hand from Jacob’s hold and brought it up to cup the man’s face. Jacob immediately eased into the touch, trying to encourage Richard to be more open and accepting of the turn their relationship had taken. The blonde man held the contact for a few moments as they stood there in silence, though finally spoke up when he felt the hand slip away. He reached out to grab it before Richard had a chance to place it back at against his own side. Jacob brought the hand his lips and gave it a quick kiss before speaking. “Maybe you should practice?” He spoke in a much more playful manner than he had before.

 

Richard let another smile claim his face when he heard the words. He was used to Jacob always talking in riddles and couldn’t help but find the lack of subtly amusing. He knew what the other man wanted but he was still nervous to initiate anything. It didn’t feel like it was his place to start anything with the powerful man in front of him but after sparing another look into the blue eyes he decided to throw those thoughts out the window. He leaned in and gently placed his lips on top of Jacobs. Once they met the soft surface he kissed and sucked on the lips, fully expecting Jacob to grant him access inside. He was surprised when the man made no response towards the actions upon his mouth.  Jacob still held a firm grasp one his left hand but he managed to bring the right one up against the man’s neck.  He ran his fingers through the man’s short blonde hair as he continued to assault Jacob’s unresponsive mouth with his tongue and lips, gently sucking and licking, trying to gain a response. When none came he stopped his actions and pulled away to look the blonde in the eyes. “Is there any reason why you’re not kissing me back?” His voice came out weaker than he had intended. The closer he got to Jacob, the more he wanted to feel the man’s hands upon him.

 

“No…I wanted to see how far you would go without encouragement.” The words came out uncharacteristically light and playful. Richard wasn’t sure on how to interpret them. He gave the older man a confused look. He was about to question the meaning when Jacob’s lips met his own. Richard’s lips forming into a tiny smile as he was easily granted access inside and their tongues finally met. Jacob wasted no time in deepening the kiss which quickly intensified now that both were partaking. After spending a few moments enjoying Jacob’s mouth, Richard pulled away and ripped his hand from the older mans grasp. Jacob gave the man a bemused look but was pleasantly surprised when Richard used both of his hands to roughly push the man against a nearby tree. Jacob easy allowed himself to be pushed and actually enjoyed letting Richard take the lead. Richard followed him until they were inches away from each other. Jacob gave the man a pleased smile as he felt hands pull against the light fabric of his shirt and found their way against the bare skin of his stomach. Once he saw the intention, he eagerly lifted his arms so that Richard was able to tear the shirt off. He felt the cool morning air attack his skin but it was quickly forgotten about as Richard pressed his body even closer.

 

Once Jacob’s shirt was removed, Richard was able to admire the form of his companion. Although he’d seen Jacob naked in the past, he always tried his best not to focus on him mainly due to privacy. Last night had been very dark and he didn’t get to appreciate the view. Jacob was surprisingly toned for a man that didn’t necessarily work out. The muscles he had completely balanced out his large frame in all the right ways. The way the warm sun shined down upon him seemed to accent each muscle whenever the male went to inhale or exhale. He had a thin layer on blonde hair that covered his chest and travelled down in a fine line until his pants covered it up. Perhaps it was because he was lonely but Richard couldn’t help but admire the view in front of him. Jacob gave him a lusty smile, obviously not minding being stared at in such a manner.  The confidence in the others smile was enough for Richard to snap out of his ogling as he quickly pushed their bodies against each other. He brought his mouth to Jacobs’s lips and gave him a wet kiss before trailed down the side of his mouth slowly licking and nipping at the stubbly skin of Jacob’s chin and neck. He brought his hands to the other mans chest and slowly brushed them against the newfound skin, not leaving any area untouched. He felt the skin slowly grow warmer under his hands and when his hand brushed up against a perked nipple he couldn’t help but give it a slightly pinch which earned him a tiny hiss from the man.

 

Satisfied with a response, Richard continued his assault. He reached his head up and headed towards the right ear, licking and sucking as he made his way. Once he arrived he used his tongue to slowly trace the different layers, wetting them before he lightly blew on his work. He could feel the shudder of pleasure run through the body against his as brought his mouth down on the tender flesh and started to nibble on it.  He released the ear when he heard Jacob whisper his name in pleasure. He couldn’t help but let out a satisfied chuckle into the man’s ear. The fact that he could create such a response from a man like Jacob turned him on even more as he could feel his own cock harden at the response.

 

Wanting to create more of those noises from Jacob, he set himself on a task down the others neck. He repositioned himself against the man and he could feel the man’s member grow against the fabric in his pants. When his mouth found its way down the man’s neck he stopped to give attention to the area at the bottom that he enjoyed so much. Once Jacob noticed the intent, he used his hands to gently push the man’s head down a few inches onto his collarbone. Richard was surprised by the action, but instantly obeyed. When he started to suck the man’s collarbone Jacob couldn’t hold back a long moan. He was enjoying all the actions Richard was inflicting upon him, especially when Richard found some of his pleasure points. He had wanted to stay quiet throughout this ordeal but it was proving more difficult to do. Richard enjoyed the sounds coming from his partner and continued playing with the flesh beneath his mouth. He was about to continue down to explore the revealed skin when Jacob drew his head up and aggressively forced his lips upon his own and took no time in shoving his tongue down the other man’s throat.

 

Now that they were both partaking Richard could feel his own arousal grow. He could feel Jacob’s arms on his back press them closer together which only enhanced the energy between them.  Jacob was the one to break the kiss and instantly brought his mouth down towards Richard’s neck. He placed his mouth directly on the spot he had tortured last night, simply because it was the only place he had discovered that drove the other man wild, so far at least. When Richard felt the mouth gently suck on his neck he melted into the others arms as he felt his cock grow even harder at the wave of pleasure he felt.  He tried his best not to be too vocal about his pleasure, though he couldn’t stop the odd moan that escaped his lips.

 

He was vaguely aware of the hands that were gently roaming down his back but when they travelled under the hem of his pants he instantly tensed and was reminded of the pain from the previous night.  Jacob didn’t seem to notice or care as he swiftly pulled the pants down and grabbed a hold of the naked ass cheeks. Richard let out a small hiss of discomfort when Jacob’s hands gently felt their way around his ass, rubbing and squeezing the firm mounds. It didn’t take long for the pain to override the pleasure he was currently feeling. He tried to ease himself out of his current position but Jacob’s hold didn’t allow him to budge. “Jacob.” His voice managed to come across stronger than he had earlier when he tried speaking when he was turned on. He tried to get the man’s attention but Jacob either didn’t hear him or ignored him. The words barely left his mouth when he could feel Jacob’s finger toying at his entrance, gently teasing the area. He knew that he this was supposed to be a gesture to cause pleasure, but his whole ass had become extremely sensitive towards the pain since it hadn’t had a chance to heal yet. It burned a lot more than it had the previous night and Richard had begun to worry that Jacob didn’t understand that he might not be able to handle this so soon. He let out a loud cry when Jacob started to insert a finger into his entrance. “Jacob, stop!” He used all the force he could and grabbed the strong hands, removing them from his rear. Jacob stopped his actions and look up towards him with a confused look on his face. “What’s wrong?”

 

As soon as the hands were off him, Richard slowly bent down to grab his fallen pants, though he instantly regretted it as his body ached in protest. He gave the blonde a surprised look as he pulled his pants up. Some of the things Jacob said could be so ridiculous. He sent the man a smile as he leaned in towards him again so that they were in the same position as before. He wasn’t upset with the man; he was just mildly concerned that he didn’t see the issue. He placed a comforting peck on the man’s lips before he spoke. “I’m sorry, I just…. It hurts too much.” The blonde continued to give him a confused look. Richard was surprised that a man as experienced as Jacob could be so clueless. “I can’t handle you until I can at least walk without pain.” He saw the light bulbs finally go off in Jacobs head as the man leaned in and placed a kiss on his lips. “Oh, sorry… I got lost in the moment.” Jacob told the truth as he looked down at the smaller man who he desperately wanted to shove his cock into. He had forgotten that Richard wasn’t used to having sex with men and would need some time to adjust.

 

Richard smiled, pleased with the response before he looked up towards the man staring back at him and gave him a seductive smile. “Perhaps I should get back to my practice?” Jacob gave him an approving look and leaned back against the tree as Richard brought his mouth to his. He positioned his hands at Richard’s side and had to try his hardest not to lower them. He desperately wanted to explore and play with the area beneath his hands but he knew that now wasn’t the time. Richard could feel Jacob holding back but didn’t mind as he broke the kiss and moved his mouth down the line of Jacob’s collarbone, continuing where he had left off before. After a satisfied moan, Jacob quickly reached for one of Richard’s hands which were currently tracing the line of his arm. He grabbed the hand with force and led it straight on top of his clothed cock which had become even more defined in the restriction of the pants. As soon as he felt the hard member beneath his hand, Richard stopped his actions. He was even more shocked when Jacob started to massage himself with the hand and even started to thrust into it. Richard wasn’t entirely sure how to continue. It was clear Jacob wanted him to pay attention to his cock. He had never touched another mans cock and although he knew how to please himself, he didn’t know if the same tricks would work for someone like Jacob.

 

When Richard stopped his actions Jacob could see the hesitation in the dark brown eyes. He stopped his actions and made sure that Richard’s hand was still placed on his clothed cock before he released the hand and whispered into the man’s ear. “Don’t stop now.” Richard gave a small nod as the taller man slowly leaned back to the tree, examining his every move. Richard tried not to let his nervousness show was he slowly trailed his hands up to the thin line of Jacob’s pants. He traced the area with his fingers, slowly teasing the man who clearly wanted him to venture downward. Once he had built up enough confidence he slowly pulled the pants down. Jacob let out a sigh of relief as his member was finally out of the confines of his pants. He found the cool air refreshing to his naked skin which was beginning to overheat due to his excitement. He took a quick moment to step out of the fallen pants before he leaned back on the tree, completely naked while Richard kept his eyes fixed on him.

 

Richard didn’t understand why he was suddenly so attracted towards the other man, especially since he hadn’t felt anything towards him in all these years. Looking at the large and erect member of his companion, he was at a loss of how he even allowed last night to happen. No wonder why his ass hurt so much this morning. Never the less, he could still feel his own body respond to the sight in front of him, naked and aroused. All of his hesitation left as he made eye contact with the man and quickly leaned in and pressed the man harshly against the tree as he attacked the mouth in an aggressive kiss. He slowly brought his hands down the line of Jacob’s stomach before he travelled to the hardening member. He quickly grabbed a hold of it and gave it a few short strokes, enjoying the noises Jacob made through their lips.  Feeling bolder, he gripped the member harder and gave rougher strokes before he picked up his pace. He could feel Jacob thrust into his hand as the member hardened beneath his hands. He was about to give attention to the neglected balls when Jacob tore away from the kiss and pushed him away. He was about to push directly back into the body when he was met by Jacob’s hands, effectively stopping him. Richard looked up and gave the made a confused look when Jacob finally spoke up in a raspy voice. “I want you to use your mouth.” He placed his hands on Richard’s shoulders and gently pushed the willing man down onto his knees. Judging by the skill Richard had already showed with his mouth, Jacob didn’t think he’d need much practice with a cock to get him off.

 

Although he was slightly nervous, Richard allowed himself to be pushed to his knees. His nerves only increased when he was staring at Jacobs enraged member. He knew from personal experience that there were only a few ways to mess this up.  He placed his hands against the tree to steady himself before he took a deep breath, licked his lips and leaned in. He placed a soft kiss on the tip of the head before he used his tongue to lick the small amount of precum that had formed. He continued to use his tongue to wet the head before he closed his mouth around it, lightly sucking and tracing circles around it. Jacob relaxed against the tree as he closed his eyes in pleasure. The man was driving him crazy and he didn’t want to continue at a slow pace. He reached out to grab the top of Richard’s head, steadying himself as he gave a slight thrust, wanting to put more of his eager cock into the wet mouth. Richard obeyed and leaned in and took as much as he could fit into his mouth. Jacob thought he could cum by the action alone. He slowly opened his eyes and whispered in a long moan. He didn’t wait for the other to get adjusted to the feeling as he strengthened his grip on Richard’s head and started to thrust in and out.

 

Richard did his best to continue actions as he tried his best not to gag Jacob repeatedly shoved his cock down his throat. With each thrust he travelled deeper and deeper into his mouth. He was aware that Jacob was muttering words above him though he could not understand them. Judging by the tightness he could feel growing in the cock inside his mouth he figured they were all positive. Feeling slightly more secure with Jacobs hand on his head and took one of his hands from the tree and brought it to the other mans scrotum and begun and to play with it with this fingers, finding it slightly surreal to be doing this to another man. Jacob took great pleasure in the action and felt his climax nearing as he gave one final thrust holding more determination than the others as his release finally came. Richard was not sure what he was expecting as the seed shot directly into his mouth. He tried his best not to choke as the bitter substance quickly filled his mouth. He swallowed it as soon as he had the sense. Once he was satisfied, Jacob pulled out and slowly laid himself onto the grass, still buzzed by his orgasm.

 

Richard slowly brought his hand to wipe off his face, trying to get rid of any evidence of what just occurred. He couldn’t believe he had just done that. It definitely wasn’t something he had ever planned on doing in his lifetime though, now that it had occurred, it wasn’t as bad as he though it would be. One look over towards the man laying in the cool grass next to him was all he needed to be reminded of reality. Seeing his partner fully satisfied in the grass shot the blood to his own member. He couldn’t help but find the image of Jacob naked and satisfied in the grass incredibly arousing. Jacob watched as the other man laid himself onto the grass alongside of him and gave him a calculated smile as he scooted closer and grabbed a hold of his hand. “You did well.” Richard couldn’t make contact with the man’s eyes and turned his head away as the words caused his face to turn red with embarrassment. Receiving any sort of compliment from Jacob was rare but having it be about something sexual was not something he thought he’d ever get used to.  Jacob let out what almost sounded like a laugh as he intertwined their fingers again and leaned his neck in so that he was facing Richard again. “You really don’t need to be embarrassed, at least not around me.” Although Jacob found the sight of the man turning away in embarrassment very cute, he would eventually like to be able to mention sex without it being such an issue.

 

“Right, sorry.” Richard spoke with slightly more confidence as he tried to sound more like his normal self. He decided to stay silent while he felt the other man’s eyes on him. He didn’t want to bother questioning the man since he would likely ignore him. To his surprise, after a few moments of staring, Jacob was the one to break the silence. “Why are you still clothed? I prefer you in much less clothing.” Richard didn’t have a chance to respond when he felt Jacob let go of his hand and used his own to briefly trace his stomach before he pulled his shirt over his head. He complied, very much enjoying the feel of the soft hands on his naked skin.  Jacob leaned his body in and placed his lips the area surrounding the stomach that he had just teased. He kissed the area a few times before he continued to explore with his hands. Richard enjoyed the brief action but couldn’t help but tense when the other mans hands made their way to his pants. Jacob noticed the tension in the other man and took a moment to reassure the other. “Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you. I just want to have you naked.” Actually, Jacob really did want to have fun with the ass which was currently available to him but he knew he couldn’t. Since he had just gotten off, he didn’t think it would be such a big distraction, though, when he saw the man next to him slowly dispose of his clothes, he had his doubts. Richard nodded towards the man as he tried to calm his body down. He had no issues with that, especially since the sun had begun to beam down on them. That, combined with their current actions caused tiny beams of sweat to pour down his body. He quickly helped the man dispose of his pants. Once he was naked he leaned forward to kiss the other man but was stopped by a firm set of hands. He was about to protest when the same hands pushed him back onto the wet grass and Jacob laid himself on top of him. “See, this is much better.” The blond mentioned as he gave the other a teasing smile before he leaned in to initiate a kiss.

 

Richard responded as he let Jacob’s talented tongue inside his mouth. It didn’t take much to ignite his arousal, especially with Jacob laying naked on top of him. It didn’t go unnoticed on his end that Jacob was rubbing himself against his body and, more importantly, his cock. He lifted his arms and placed them on the others back and pressed the body hard onto his own. He desperately enjoyed the sensation and went to move his hands to the others rear. Once he made contact, his hands traveled down the line of the cheeks until he reached his arms length. He repeated the motion before giving the playful squeeze.  Enjoying the feel of the firm buttocks under his hands, he went to repeat the motion when his hands were roughly pulled to his side. Jacob broke the kiss and brought his mouth to the others ear. “I would advice you keep your hands to yourself unless you want me to shove my cock up your ass.” He teased the man as he put more of his weight on the other man and gave a rough thrust forward with his lowered body. Richard let out a hiss at the pain that radiated up his ass as he was instantly reminded why he shouldn’t touch the other man, even though he desperately wanted to. Jacob gently released the hands that remained in place by his side and smiled at the man who seemed slightly irritated that he wasn’t able to partake. Jacob wanted to get his partner off without becoming too aroused in the process. It was hard enough to do, especially since every touch Richard laid upon his body tended to drive him mad.

 

Once he was sure the other wasn’t going to touch him, Jacob travelled down the man’s slender chest. He took his time and left tiny kisses in his place, enjoying their current positioning. When his lips met a nipple he stopped venturing downwards and focused his attention on sucking and toying with the sensitive bud with his tongue. As soon as he heard a pleasured moan from the man, he brought his hand up to tease the other neglected bud. When he was satisfied with his work, he continued to make his way down the warm chest until he reached the soft skin of the stomach. He placed a wet kiss underneath the belly button before he brought his hands down to lightly tease the sensitive area before bringing them to the hardening member below. He carefully cupped the member into his hands and gave it a few slow strokes, watching it increase as he got faster. He continued his pace for a few more moments, enjoying the soft notices that spewed from his partner’s mouth. He continued to pick up the pace of his strokes until he abruptly stopped and turned his attention his very aroused partner. He did his best to make a mental image of this moment. Seeing his partner so incredibly aroused was a beautiful sight, one he wanted to keep instilled in his memory. He felt his own cock stir at the image and did his best to calm himself before he sent the man a mischievous smile and spoke. “Did you want me to suck you off?”

 

Richard couldn’t believe the man even had to ask. He was almost ready to burst and Jacob stopped to ask such a ridiculous question. He made eye contact with the man and sent him a tiny nod. He didn’t trust his own voice at this point. His eyes followed the blonde who nodded back in understanding before leaning in and placing his lips on top of his cock. Richard moaned and was surprised he didn’t cum by the action alone. The warm, wet cavern of Jacob’s mouth was such a contrast to anything he’s felt in the past few years. He closed his eyes and relaxed while he enjoyed the pleasure Jacob was bestowing upon him. When he felt the tongue twist its way around his member, he couldn’t help but moan and want more and thrust forward, wanting the other man to take more of him in. He was disappointed when Jacob suddenly pulled away. He instantly opened his eyes at the loss of contact and looked back toward the other man who didn’t appear to be upset. Jacob gave him another teasing smile before speaking again. “Can you do something for me?”

 

Richard had to hold back the urge to roll his eyes and instead let his disappointment show in a long sigh. He was so horny, why couldn’t Jacob wait for a better time to ask for things? He stared into the blue eyes but didn’t respond until he felt Jacob’s free hand lightly trace the inside of his upper thigh, instantly drawing out another long moan from him.  “Yes.” His voice came out deeper than it normally did as he kept eye contact with the blue orbs. He desperately wanted Jacob to return his attention to his cock. “Just… don’t avoid me again. Promise me that when I start bringing others to the island again you won’t be like this with any of them… just me, alright?”

 

Richard was at a loss at Jacob’s words. Although he was intrigued that the man finally intended to bring others to the island, he was far too aroused to pay any real attention to it. “S-sure… whatever.” He couldn’t focus as the man brought his tongue across his member, lightly tracing the head before he stopped again to look up at him. “Do you promise?” The other man asked in such an innocent tone; Richard had to laugh in his frustration. “Seriously, Jacob?” He let out a sigh and gave the man an irritated look before continuing. “Fine, I promise! Now please…” He didn’t have a chance to finish before Jacob finally brought his mouth down and gently continued his sucking and toying as promised. Richard relaxed himself as the other man slowly picked up his pace and carefully took more of Richards cock into his mouth. Richard could feel his orgasm growing but tried his best to hold himself together. Jacob knew his partner was close and carefully allowed more of the member into the back of his mouth, suddenly behaving rough as he took the member to the back of his throat. When the other man finally came Jacob didn’t back away. He kept his mouth in place and swallowed every bit of seed that squirted into his mouth. Richard couldn’t help but notice that he did so with a lot more grace than what he had managed to do.

 

Once he had pulled away and made sure he had swallowed every bit of the salty substance, Jacob repositioned himself and laid himself on his back next to Richard, similar to their position the previous night. They laid there in silence for a few moments while Richard calmed his body down. Jacob was expecting the other man to say something but after a few moments decided to speak for himself. “I don’t think you’ll have any issues pleasing me.” He turned to his side and gave the man a charming smile. He had no doubt that Richard would be able to please him. The man may not have experience with men but he doesn’t have to work very hard to get him going. As long as they continued down this road and Richard became more open about being with him, he figured there was little the man could do to upset him. Richard felt the burn of his own embarrassment cover his face at Jacob’s words. He wasn’t normally so easily embarrassed but for some reason anything related to sex and Jacob seemed to set him off. That in itself was embarrassing. “I’m glad you enjoyed it.” He didn’t turn to face the other; he wanted to enjoy the aftershock of his orgasm without looking into the man’s eyes and becoming even more embarrassed.

 

“I can’t wait to enjoy it again.” Richard let out a brief laugh at the man’s words. He felt the man’s fingers lightly trace the muscles on his chest, clearly expecting some sort of answer. He could feel the others intense eyes staring at him before he came up with a response. “You’ll have plenty of chances, I’m sure.” He was sincere with his response; he doubted there would ever be a time when he wouldn’t want to fool around with the other. When Jacob didn’t immediately respond, he decided to change the topic before he grew more embarrassed. “When are you bringing others to the island?” He shifted off his back and turned his body to face the man who was staring at him.

 

The blonde lowered his eyes and turned away from the other and laid back down on his back. There was a large list of other things he would rather talk about, especially when they were both naked and close to each other. Richard let out an irritated sigh at the others silence.  He knew Jacob didn’t enjoy answering his questions, especially about anything personal or island related. Still, if he intended to bring others to the island, Richard felt he deserved to know. He stared off at the man who seemed perfectly content ignoring him until he switched the subject. Once he was positive the man wasn’t going to respond, Richard scooted over and climbed on top of him. He placed each of his legs on either side of the man’s waist before he forcefully grabbed the other mans hands and held them to the ground. He didn’t think Jacob would try and push him off but then again, the man was hard enough to read. “I think I deserve an answer. I know you don’t like talking about yourself or what you do or anything to do with the island but that’s alright since it’s your business.” He regretted his words as soon as they left his mouth. He really wished Jacob would give more information about himself away. There was so much mystery surrounding him and the island, Richard desperately wished he would be more open with it. He lightened the tone in his voice before he continued speaking. “If you’re bringing people here than it affects me which makes it my business as well.” He stared down into Jacob’s eyes which seemed to be processing his words. He sent him a smile before he leaned in and placed a tiny kiss on the man’s lips. He kept his face close to the others when he parted their lips and moved to his ear before he gently spoke again. “Will you please answer?”

 

Jacob wanted to kick himself for letting Richard take advantage of their current position. He knew the man made sense in his words but it didn’t make him want to give the information up, even if it really wasn’t that important.  The fact that Richard looked so vulnerable laying naked on top of him didn’t help his mind focus. He could feel every inhale and exhale the man made and was glad Richard had a firm grip on both of his hands or else they’d be travelling all over his body and he’d have no hope of focussing on anything besides fucking. When Richard met his eyes after another soft kiss on his ear he knew that he wouldn’t be able to deny him. He hoped it was just because it wasn’t an important matter or because they were both naked, not because he couldn’t deny him. “They’ll likely be here in a few days. It’ll be a small group of survivors from a small boating crash. Obviously it won’t be anything as large as yours… but with the exception of you, that was pretty much a bust.”

 

He smiled when Jacob finally spoke up. He was rather proud that the convinced the man to answer his question. Although he didn’t understand how Jacob managed to bring people to the island, he didn’t want to press his luck asking. He remembered his first few days on the island and they weren’t that pleasant. “What exactly am I suppose to do? Stop them from killing themselves?” He asked sarcastically as he relaxed his body onto the others. Jacob never went into any sort of detail describing how the people he brought to the island actually died. Just that they did and it was because they couldn’t tell right from wrong. He wasn’t entirely sure what he was supposed to do.

 

“That would be up to you. It was your idea to step in.” Jacob reminded the man as the grip loosened on his hands and he used it as an opportunity to cup their hands together again. “You said that if I don’t step in, He would. I suppose you should try to convince them not to be corrupted by Him.” Richard was instantly reminded of the other person who lived on this island. He spent most of him time pretending the man didn’t exist, but in the back of his mind he knew he was there. He had only managed to run into the man a few times in all of his years here. Each time he would remind him that is offer still stood and that life with him would be more rewarding than with Jacob. The man put him on edge and he couldn’t help the odd feeling in the pit of his stomach when he caught the man staring at him. He was the definition of creepy and Richard was perfectly content ignoring his existence. “Alright.” He was satisfied with Jacob’s response and didn’t intend to waste any more thought on it.

 

They continued to lay there a few more moments in silence. Richard could feel Jacob’s eyes upon him but refused to meet them back. Once he was certain the other man wasn’t going to speak up he started to pull his hands away from the others grasp. Jacob was surprised by the action and immediately tightened the grip and pulled back, not wanting the man to leave his position. Richard finally met the other eyes as he gave him another irritated look. He didn’t need to use words for Jacob to understand the question on his mind. Jacob gave a smile to contrast the look his partner was giving him before he spoke up. “I like us together like this. Don’t be in such a hurry to leave.” Richard softened at the words. Although he was becoming confused on where the boundaries of their relationship lay, he couldn’t deny that he enjoyed laying on top of the other. He met the others eyes and matched his smile. “I’m not in any hurry.” To convince the man otherwise, he placed is lips upon the others who eagerly responded. Jacob let go of his hands as he brought his own up against his back. He gently roamed the warm skin before he pushed down so he could feel the hard body rub against his. Richard smiled as he felt Jacob’s hands on him as he broke away from the kiss. He took a moment to stare into Jacobs eyes before he gave the man a quick kiss on the lips before climbing off of him.  He didn’t want his lust to return and end up doing something he couldn’t handle. He heard the small sigh the blonde gave and turned to face him. “I’m sure you have other things to do today?” He teased at the man who looked less than amused at his absence.

 

Jacob gave his friend an annoyed look. The general lust he had for his friend

was beginning to become an issue. “Does it matter? I still like to feel your body against mine.” Maybe a little too much, his body had already become to respond to their kiss and intimacy. Richard sent him another smile at the words. “Well, I enjoy it too but we can’t spend the whole day kissing and touching each other.” Though as the words left his mouth he couldn’t help but imagine how good a day of fucking would be. It reminded him of his honeymoon. It would be like that only with a man… and a lot more experience. The idea did sound tempting and judging by the look Jacob was giving him, he was also up for the idea. “Why not?” Jacob suddenly added, interrupting his thoughts. The more he thought about it, he didn’t have a solid answer. They were on an empty island; it wasn’t like they had anything they had to do. He turned his face away as he struggled to find words. “Well, because I want to wait until I can handle you more. As talented as you are, I’d rather get off in other ways.” He figured that was a true enough answer. He was still confused by Jacob’s actions and wanted to get away from the man so he could actually think about them without getting distracted by wondering hands. When the older man didn’t answer him he reached out to grab a hold of his pants which were laying only a few feet away. Jacob watched his every move and finally spoke up when he slide the pants up to his hips. “Right...” He didn’t believe Richard’s excuse but didn’t bother questioning the man. Understanding other people’s emotions was not something he wanted to spend his time on. When the other went to pull their shirt over their head, he turned away and reached out to grab his own set of clothing he had abandoned by the tree. He stood up and quickly dressed before he turned and focused his attention on Richard. “I’m guessing you have something you plan on doing this afternoon?”

 

Upon hearing the man’s words, Richard stood up on his feet to match this level. He didn’t have anything he needed to do; he just wanted to be left alone. Somehow he felt if he told the older man that, he would insult or upset him. “It’s nothing important.” He looked up at the man as the words left his mouth. “Right.” Jacob knew there was more to Richards answer than he would let on. He wished the other man would just explain it to him but he wasn’t going to bother pushing the subject any longer.

 

Richard could see the uncertainty in the other mans words and closed the distance between them and grab for the man’s hands and quickly brought them to his lips and placed a kiss on them. “I’m glad we’re doing this.” He tried reassuring the man. As confused as he was over the change with their relationship, the one thing he was certain on was that he enjoyed it. He knew Jacob did, but he still felt as though he should reassure the man in his commitment. Jacob smiled down towards the man, a little shocked at the outburst. “I’m glad too.” He met the man’s dark eyes before he leaned in to kiss the soft lips. Richard easily responded to the kiss and used his free hand to wrap around the others neck and pull him closer, quickly intensifying the kiss. Jacob was the one to break their intimacy when he came up for air. Instead of pulling away he leaned in closer to the man’s ear and whispered. “You should go.” He accompanied his words with a reassuring smile.

 

Richard returned the smile as he looked up at the man. “I’ll see you tonight?” He didn’t know why he asked since he saw the man every night. The man nodded as Richard slowly dropped his hold on the hand and took a few steps away. Richard didn’t hesitate as he continued walking into the forest area that lead away from the clearing. He had pretty much decided that he couldn’t refuse sex from Jacob. As confusing as their relationship may become, he wanted to live in the present and that meant enjoying in the pleasure Jacob had to offer. He still wasn’t sure where his feelings towards the man lay, which is why he was currently walking in the opposite direction. As much as he enjoyed the others company, he still wanted to spend what was left of his morning and afternoon alone. There would be plenty of time for them to have fun later. After all, they did live on a deserted island.