Shooting Bullets

Title: Shooting Bullets
Author: NightmareAhead and WarpedMinded
Chapter: 2/2
Fandom: Castle
Pairing: Ryan/Esposito
Warning: male/male sex
Summary: Esposito gets shot and Ryan realizes life’s too short to just wonder ‘what if’.
Disclaimer: We do not own Castle or any of its characters.
Note: This is a role-play between WarpedMinded and NightmareAhead. Warped = Ryan. Nightmare = Esposito.

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The next morning came and Javi waited eagerly for Kevin to show up with some clothes for him to change into and take him home.

Kevin swallowed his scalding coffee as he hurried to the hospital with the bag of Javier’s clothes and waited impatiently while the elevator took it sweet slow time going up to the floor he needed to stop at. He walked to his partners room and slowed to a stop outside, grinning at Esposito from the open doorway.

"Aren't you ready to go yet?" he joked.

“Ha ha, smartass. Let me change and then we can get the hell outta here,” Esposito growled as he grabbed his crutches and the bag Ryan brought and moved to the bathroom. Once he had carefully changed he used the crutches and went back out to meet with Kevin. He greeted him properly with a kiss on the lips and a smile.

“Hey, babe.”

Kevin put his hand on his partners shoulder and rubbed it soothingly, "You feeling okay? I can take us straight to your apartment and get you in bed. Or we can stop and get you some real food."

“How about we pick up something and bring it back to my place,” Javi suggested as they headed out of the hospital, taking a bit longer because he was still getting used to using the crutches.

Kevin didn't mind that they were going slow to the car, he was just glad that he had Javi around with him.

"What are you in the mood to eat?" He licked his lips and got a good grope in when he helped his partner into the car.

Javier laughed and punched Kevin in the arm once the other man got into the drivers side.

“Let’s get some Chinese. You know that place around the corner from my apartment you like? We can just head to my place and call them, get them to deliver.”

"Good idea, you smart, sexy man."

Kevin quickly drove to Javier's place and helped him inside carefully.

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A couple of weeks later, Kevin walked into the precinct and went right to Javier's desk.

"After work I am taking you somewhere special," he said it softly so no one else could overhear.

“Oh yeah?” Esposito asked with a smile, looking up from where he was typing up a report. “Do I get any clues as to where?” Javier had been back to work for a week now and, although he wasn’t allowed out in the field yet, he was allowed to help on cases. He and Kevin had been spending most of their off time together and, even though they hadn’t had sex yet, Javier knew he loved the man. Hell, he knew from the moment Kevin had kissed him the first time.

A cocky grin passed on Kevin's face, "Moon. Blue. Food." He quirked a brow and leaned one hand on the desk and looked around. "Those good enough clues? ‘Cause you don't get more." He reached the other hand over and lightly ran his fingers over Javi's hand. "You doing okay? Sore or anything?"

“I’m fine, bro. It’s sore, but you can just give me a massage after whatever we’re doing tonight,” Javier smirked.

Kevin nodded in agreement, "I will. I will also use cinnamon body oil that I bought you." He took a drink of his coffee and wished he could kiss his lover on the lips, but he couldn't do that and ruin their careers.

Javier could tell that Kevin was dieing to kiss him but was glad that he didn’t. He gave him a wink before turning back to his work, wondering what was going to happen that night.

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Esposito groaned as he got up from his desk and grabbed his jacket from the back of his chair. Pulling it on, he looked around for Ryan and spotted him in the break room so he headed that way.

“Hey, you ready to go?” he asked, not bothered that there were other cops in the room, everyone knew they sometimes hung out.

"Yep, almost done here." Kevin was looking over the files for a new case, his eyes shifted and looked up at Javier and a shy smile came across his face. "I hear it's gonna be perfect out tonight. 70 degrees with a light breeze." He finished his file and put it in an envelope and then set it on their Montgomery’s desk. "I'm ready." He grabbed his own jacket and shrugged it on. "Okay, here we go."

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Kevin stopped outside a fancy restaurant called 'The Tiger Lily'.

When they got inside he sniffed haughtily and told the hostess, "Two for Ryan, please."

"Right this way, sir." The hostess smiled, led them up some stairs, and out onto their decorated rooftop, the stars and moon out bright. The decorations around them were blue, a faint blue light shone out so the floor even looked blue.

"What do you think?" Kevin asked.

“This is pretty fancy, bro. What’s the special occasion?” Javier wondered as he sat down and took the menu from the waitress with a smile. “I’m not forgetting some anniversary, am I?”

"No, no. I just... wanted to show you something special. Kind of like... to a new beginning for us." Kevin reached over, held onto Javi's hand, and ran his thumb over his partner's wrist.

"Alright, that's fine by me." Javier smiled charmingly and gave Kevin's hand a squeeze. "So what are we getting to eat?”

Kevin laughed, "I don't really mind what we eat. Choose whatever you want on the menu, just nothing too gross." His eyes were lit up as he watched Javi look at the menu. He knew at that moment he loved his partner more than he ever though possible. "See anything good?"

“Yeah, I think I’m gonna get the steak. What about you, guapo?” Javier asked as he put down the menu and looked back up at Kevin.

Kevin was blushing while he looked at the menu. "I think I might have the same."

When the waitress came by he smiled and told her they wanted the same, "Two steaks. I want mine 'well done', with a side of baked potato, stuffed."

“I’ll have the same, but ‘medium rare,’ please,” Javier said.

The waitress took their drink orders next and went to get them each a beer. She told them it would be about 20 minutes for their food to arrive when she came back to hand them their drinks.

Kevin took a small sip and chuckled, "We should have gotten wine. Would have been better for the occasion. And wine is great with steak."

“Oh yeah. I didn’t think of that,” Javi chuckled and took a sip of the beer. “Whatever, beer is still good. So how has work been without me out there with you guys?”

Kevin fiddled with his beer bottle and chewed on his lip, wrinkling his forehead. "It... was a little harder, honestly. I think it was because we were all so worried about you, and we kept waiting for you to add in your two cents worth. But we did good in the end, came out the same. We really missed you. So don't end up in the hospital again, okay?"

"You got it, boss," Esposito laughed and took a swig of his beer.

They spent the rest of the 20 minutes talking about random things and making each other laugh. When the food was brought out they both dug in like they hadn't eaten in days.

When Kevin finished eating he groaned softly and drank the rest of his second beer. “That was probably the best meal I ever had. And... the best company also." He grinned coyly as his eyes raked over Javi's body. "And the most handsome too."

Javier was thankful that his complexion didn't show off blushes because he could feel his cheeks heating up. "Yeah, well the feeling is mutual," he leered back as he looked over Kevin's body.

A chuckle escaped Kevin as he watched Javier leer at him. "Ready to head to your place then? Or maybe mine?"

Kevin got out his credit card and handed it to the waitress when she came over, "Oh, could you give us two orders of caramel apple pie to go? Thank you."

When the waitress came back he gave her a 20 dollar tip for the great service and took the bag with the pies.

They made their way quietly back to Javier’s place and sat on the couch with the TV on mute to eat the pie.

“Thanks for tonight, bro. It was nice,” Javi said before taking another big bite of the delicious pie.

Kevin scooted closer to his partner who was sitting on his left, and put his left hand on Javi's thigh, rubbing it as he ate his own pie with his right hand. "Me too." He swallowed and watched the TV with all his attention, his face burning, so embarrassed that he was touching Javi like that and not knowing if it was... accepted.

Javier grabbed the hand on his thigh and gave it a squeeze. "You're nervous about touching my thigh after touching my cock in the hospital, Kev?" he laughed.

"I keep thinking that you were so drugged you would have accepted what was happening then no matter what. I am terrified that you are gonna change your mind at the last second and realize you don't actually want me that way." Kevin let out a happy sigh, glad to get it out in the open now.

Javi took both their plates and put them down on the coffee table before turning his whole body to face Kevin. "I want you. And not amount of drugs or lack of is going to change that. I promise."

Kevin laughed and leaned towards Javi, kissing him roughly on the lips. "Too bad we can't fuck, you turn me on so much," he gasped after the kiss ended.

“The doctor said to go easy for another week. Then we’re taking a couple of days off work and staying in bed the whole time,” Javier said and kissed back.

Kevin started to carefully unzip Javier's trousers. "I'm gonna make you cum so hard. And we won't strain you or anything," he promised as he went down on his knees and kept his hands on the couch, so as to not touch Javi's bullet wound. He pulled the soft cock from the hole in the boxers, and he groaned at the site of it. Kevin started to place teasing kisses along the side of the shaft, adding in little kitten licks along the way.

“Oh fuck, Kev,” Javier groaned as he felt his cock harden under the mans ministrations. He ran his hands through Kevin’s hair and watched him lick and kiss his cock.

When his partners erection was sticking in the air, Kevin blew warm air on it, grinning when he made it twitch.

"You’re so perfect," he breathed as he licked at the head. After doing that for a bit he covered the head with his mouth and lightly sucked, not sure how Javi liked it. Plus he was still new to it.

Javier had to bite his lip to keep himself from thrusting up into Kevin’s warm, wet mouth.

“Come on, bro. Suck more of it,” he panted.

Kevin moaned around the head and forced his head down further. When he almost gagged he pulled up a little and sucked harder. He was breathing hard through his nose and he twisted his head and pulled up, his mouth tight around the cock, the suction strong.

After a few minutes of that, embarrassedly, Javier realized that he was already about to cum.

“Gonna cum, mi amor,” he hissed through his teeth.

Without saying anything Kevin put his mouth down as far as he could and swallowed, gagging a little but he kept it up. He swallowed again and again, then pulled up and sucked around the head.

Javier moaned aloud as he shot cum into his partner’s mouth over and over again. When he was finally spent, he went boneless and panted.

“Damn, Kev.”

Kevin made a small face at the taste of the cum and he swallowed as much as he could, but he got up and spat the rest into the sink and washed his mouth out. He went back into the living room and kissed Javi gently while carefully putting the flaccid dick back into the boxers and doing up the trousers.

"All for you," he whispered fondly.

Pulling Kevin closer, he kissed him back and let his hand wander down to the man’s crotch. “Can I return the favor, mi amor?”

Looking down and realizing he was hard, Kevin swallowed nervously. "If you want to. I don't want you to strain yourself." Kevin cocked his head, "Or I could stand, and you stay sitting on the couch."

“That sounds like a good idea,” Javier nodded and unzipped Kevin’s jeans once the man was standing between his legs. He smirked up at his lover as he pulled the hard cock out of Kevin’s pants and licked along the underside.

Kevin's eyes rolled back at the first tentative lick at his cock. "Oh god. This isn't going to last." He gasped while trying not to laugh. "Excellent." He stiffened his legs so he wouldn't thrust.

Javier took Kevin’s cock into his mouth, his tongue swirling around the head before he took in as much as he could without gagging and hummed.

Kevin's breathing stuttered and he let out a gasp, "Ah fuck." He slowly twisted his hips side to side, not back and forth, he didn't want to gag his partner.

Javier bobbed his head up and down, sucking and licking the cock in his mouth. He used one hand to stroke what he couldn’t fit in his mouth, and the other to play with Kevin’s balls.

A whimper escaped Kev and his knees almost buckled, "How did you know how I like my balls played with?" His hands cupped Javi's face and he stared at him.

Javier pulled off of Kevin’s dick with a slurp and looked up at him like he was crazy. “You really wanna discuss this now?”

"No no no. You go ahead and continue." Kevin grinned, his cock throbbing, precum leaking from it, wanting Javi to taste it again. "You didn't really have to answer, it was rhetorical anyways," he grunted.

“Mhmm,” Javier hummed and took the cock back into his mouth.

Kevin's eyes rolled back again, "Suck it, yes... yes babe. Oh god yes." His breath hitched more as he let out a small cry as he came in Javier's mouth.

Javier swallowed the cum obediently and licked Kevin’s cock clean before putting it back in the man’s pants. “So? How was it?”

Kevin chuckled and leaned down, kissing his lover on the lips. "It was perfect, my love," he whispered, his eyes shining bright as he sat down and cuddled against Javi.

The End.

Translations:
Guapo = handsome
Mi amor = my love

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