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What You Think You Know About Someone

By: xxstaindrosesxx
folder Supernatural › Slash - Male/Male
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 3
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Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. I make no profit from this fanfic.
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What You Confess

Author's Note: This chapter is a little bit shorter than the first. It's a lot of talking and a slight argument. A lot of things are put out in the open in this chapter. There is also some season 4 info in here if you don't want to be spoiled, then don't read. I didn't get any reviews in the first chapter so I don't know if anyone likes it or not!

Chapter 2. What You Confess

Dean waited in the Impala for the woman to leave that his brother had been banging. He wondered if the woman even realized he had been sitting in the car when she walked by. After the woman left, Dean finally found the courage to get out of his car and enter the hotel room. He also made sure that his boner from earlier had gone down.

When he entered, Sam was already showered and dressed again. Sam was also on his laptop just like before Dean left. Sam acted as if nothing had happened and he was playing the innocent act on Dean. “Did you find anything out?” Sam asked as he looked up at his brother curiously.

Dean sat on the edge of his bed, the one closest to the door like always. Dean ran his hand over his stubble and sighed. “Oh yeah,” he replied. “I learned something really interesting.”

Sam stared at his brother, waiting patiently for the information.

“Why don’t you tell me what you found out on your laptop first?” Dean suggested, wondering if his brother would actually admit what he had been doing.

“Nothing really.” Sam lied.

“Yeah right! You were banging some chick senseless!” Dean shouted at him.

Sam’s jaw dropped and he blushed badly. He stared at the ground for several minutes before responding. “It was just sex, Dean.” Sam stated as if it were no big deal.

“That was not sex! That was porn!”

Sam glared at Dean. “You watched?”

“Well, it was hard not to considering all the noises you two were making. Who the hell is she anyways? You weren’t even wearing a condom!”

“I met her when you were in hell while on a hunt. She hunts occasionally and she can’t have kids anyways.” Sam tried to explain, the red color still showing on his cheeks.

“I’m surprised she can even walk after you impaled her with that thing!” Dean exclaimed at his brother again, feeling so shocked by what he had seen that he started taking his feelings out on his brother.

A grin spread across Sam’s lips. “Are you jealous that mine is bigger than yours?” He asked teasingly.

Dean chuckled and stood up. “NO!” He shouted. “I’ve fucked plenty of chicks and they’ve all liked my dick.”

Sam scoffed at his brother. “Well, you said it looked like porn so obviously you thought it was hot!”

A look of disgust came over Dean’s face. “EW! You’re my brother! That’s just sick!”

Sam stared at the ground quietly, avoiding his brother’s eyes. “So it’s sick if you see me do it but when I walk in on one of the hundreds of women you’ve probably fucked, it’s okay? You make fun of me for this one time you saw me have sex with someone, but it’s okay for you to do that with women?”

“Fine!” Dean shouted in Sam’s face. “It looked hot! Is that what you want to hear?!”

Sam sighed and finally looked up at his big brother. “Yes, it is what I want to hear.”

Dean looked at him with confusion. “What the hell do you mean?”

“Well, I…..” Sam paused and looked back down at the carpet. “I’ve had feelings for you for a long time. I’ve wanted you.” Sam blushed badly and avoided his brother’s eyes.

Dean’s jaw dropped instantly as he stared at his brother in shock. “Are you fucking nuts?! We’re brothers and you’re not gay! Neither am I!”

“I experimented with a couple of guys back at Stanford.” Sam confessed as he didn’t look at his brother, hurt on his face from his brother’s words were evident.

“You’re beyond help, Sam. This is fucked up, even for you.” Dean spat at him, thinking Sam was disgusting, even if he had thought his brother looked hot.

Sam stood up and yelled at his brother in anger. “Why do you think I’ve been using the demon powers?! Why do you think I’ve gotten stronger, darker!? I’ve been hiding these damn feelings!”

“Oh so it’s my fault?!” Dean questioned his brother, clenching his jaw. “Don’t go blaming your problems on me and nothing will come of this. It’s wrong and just disgusting. End of discussion.”

Sam was hurt beyond words and felt defeated. He knew he wouldn’t win this. His brother either felt something for him or didn’t. He shouldn’t have even brought it up considering he knew that things would be awkward now and he still had to hunt with his brother. Tears started to form in his eyes but he avoided his brother’s gaze. “Fine. I’m going to bed then.” Sam said in a whisper as he laid down on his bed quietly. He didn’t even bother pulling the covers over him as his back was facing his brother. Sam didn’t want Dean to see the silent tears running down his cheeks.

Dean watched his brother for a moment, even though he couldn’t see his face. Then he laid down on his bed, his back also towards Sam. He sighed, feeling bad for rejecting his brother but also knowing that deep down it was wrong. A part of him was curious, especially after what he had seen, but he had been to hell once, and having a relationship with his brother would definitely get him a one way ticket back there again. After a few minutes, Dean managed to fall asleep, not knowing that his brother was silently crying.
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