When You Will See

"Huh?!" Sam asked confused.



"The door, Sammy! This door!" Dean said knocking on the window and pointing to the door smiling. Sam was so surprised that he couldn't move.



"Sam... I'm still waiting" Dean said on into the phone.

Sam snapped out of his stupor and opened the door "What are you doing here?!"



"Whoa! Hi you too!" Dean said entering and putting his luggage on the floor.



"Sorry! I didn't mean... I'm just..."



"I got it, Sam!" Dean said laughing.



"Wow man, I missed you" Sam said hugging his brother and blushing. "How are you?"



"I'm good... really..."



"Dean? It's been 4 months since... you know... and you lived by yourself all this time…"



"I'm fine, Sam... Dad wasn’t going to live forever... I had to get used..."



"So... what brings you here?"



"Well... you invited me to move in... so... I decided to accept it"



"Really??"



"Yeah... I think so... I want to try something different in my life..."



"Good! Well, we'll have to sleep in the same bed... for a while... but if you want there's the couch..." Sam blushed when he realized what he was saying.



"Don't worry about that, it won't be the first time, right?" Dean asked getting close.



Sam gulped and thought 'Yeah... but it's the first time since you said that to me'



"Yeah.. that's-that's true... so... uh... go change, it's late and you must be tired...I'm going to bed, I have classes tomorrow. You can unpack in the morning."



A few minutes later, Dean was only in his boxers. When Sam saw him, he blushed and turned around.



"Something's wrong Sammy?" Dean asked.



"Ah... No... I’m ah... going to sleep..." Sam said avoiding looking at Dean or speaking with him on the bed.



Sam spent all day at college while Dean stayed at home and every chance he had Dean was Dean was shirtless and in his shorts which kept Sam really embarrassed. At the end of the week they were eating dinner together when Dean spoke "Remember-ahem-Remember the day you left?"



"Yeah... what?" Sam was getting nervous



"I said something to you... Have you-Have you thought about it?"



"Ahem... Dean... I-I'm sorry but... I can't-we can't do this... You're my brother and I love you but I... can't... I'm sorry..."



"You can't or you don't want to?"



"Dean, please-"



"Please what? Do you think I haven't noticed the way you look at me?!"



Sam tried to speak but his lips simply moved but no sound came.



"You asked why I never got someone for me, well I tried, but you always complained, and made scene and because I fell in love with you... I tried not too but I couldn't help it... I swear I tried to move on, because you're my baby brother. As you said I've always been the 'perfect son', I could never tell dad about this, but now... now Sammy... there's no dad... there's no perfect son, just you and me"



"This is out of question! Dean this is incest! It's wrong! Not normal!"



"Since when have we been normal?" Dean asked with a smirk "Sam, I've told you about myself... and I think you made yourself clear to me so I won't push you but... if you change your mind..." and with that Dean excused himself.



That night was the worse of all nights. Dean was having a bad time sleeping and Sam couldn't sleep at all, his mind was racing and working furiously, he couldn't stop thinking about his conversation with Dean and was starting to think about him and Dean together, kissing... 'Aw fuck! What the hell am I thinking?? This is freaky!'



Finally he fell asleep. The next morning he woke up and saw Dean sitting in a chair just looking at him.



"Dean..?."



"Did you sleep well?"



"Uh... I... yeah... why?"



"Nothing, just asking. Wanna do something today? It's Saturday and you don't have classes, we could go out and find something..."



"No, Dean, I have to study, my week wasn't the best one so-"



"You won't study Sam, and you know it"



"Well... anyway... I don't want to go out... I rather stay here."



"Ok, do you mind if I stay?"



"No, not at all."



Sam was sat studying when he heard the shower running, Sam started to think about Dean in the shower, all wet...



"Arg! Sam! Studies!" he said to himself.



When Dean was out Sam noticed that he was only wearing a towel around his waist. He hadn't noticed he was staring till Dean spoke to him.



"A penny for your thoughts"



"What?" Sam said snapping out of it.



"It must have been real good what you were thinking, you growled"



Sam blushed.



"I think you should start you studies, can I watch some TV for a while?"



"No-Yes, I mean, yes you can"



Dean smirked at his brother’s face and turned on the TV. Thirty minutes later Sam was staring at Dean watching TV and laughing at some cartoon that was on.



"What Sammy? Can't take your eyes off of me?" He asked without looking.



"It's Sam. And no, you're laughing too loud, I can't concentrate." Sam said blushing.



"Uh-huh, sorry then" Dean said with a smirk. Sam glared.



"Right! I'm leaving! I've spent the whole week locked in here, I'm tired of being at home." Dean changed and went out. Sam stayed at home, dealing with visions of Dean and Law.



***



Dean came back 3h three hours later with this big smile on his face "Oh my god! The books didn't eat you??" He asked ironically.



"Ha-ha! You're soooo funny, I can't stop laughing" Sam said making face.



"C'mon Sam, I was only joking! Sense of humor here!"



"Ok, that's it! What do you want to do?" Sam finally said giving up on his studies.



"Dunno... what's good here?"



"Let me change, we're gonna catch a movie"



"A movie?!"



"Yes, Dean, a movie! Normal people usually do this"



"Just don't tell me you're gonna watch some chick flick movie, please!"



Glare.



"Ok, ok, ok... let's go to the movies... at least is something!"



On the way Dean was making jokes about 'normal people'.



"So, Sammy-"



"It's SAM"



"Oh, whatever... Did you take your girlfriends to the movies? To watch those movies sooooo nice and full of love?"



Blush.



"Aww man you did!!" Dean said laughing.



Sam was getting pissed. "Well mister not-so-romantic, I actually did! As long as my company was great I didn't care about if it was a "chick flick" or not!"



"Alright! Alright!" Dean said still laughing.



At the theater...



"What do you wanna watch?" Dean asks.



"You're the macho one, you choose"



Dean rolled his eyes "Ok... this seems funny 'The Grudge 2', you ok with that?"



"Don't care actually," Sam said shrugging.



"So Grudge it is"



During the movie Dean didn't stop laughing his ass off which was making Sam more pissed.



"Dean, can you stop, PLEASE?" he hissed.



"Why?? This is sooooo funny! This movie is great! Look at their faces, that doll walking is the best one!"



"But it's NOT supposed to be funny! Haven't you noticed that you're the only one laughing??"



"But it is! C'mon Sam, after all we've seen, you feel scared just with this?!"



"It's supposed to be! At least act like it's scaring the hell out of you till the end for God's sake!"



When the movie as over Sam was thanking God they were out.



"Aw man I loved that movie! What about you?" Dean asked grinning.



"How am I supposed to know?! If you had controlled yourself and had been quiet watching that fucking movie I'd know!"



"Hey man, chill out! That was only a movie! Don't tell me you didn't want to laugh too?"

"All I wanted was to kick your ass!"



"Ok so you wanted to watch a romantic one and have me holding you and kissing and bla bla bla"



"Of course not! Just act normal! Just that! I wasn't asking too much!" Sam said blushing hard.



When they got home Sam said "Believe me, I'm not taking you to the movies again Ever!”

"Ok, you want me to do a normal thing? Ok, let's do it" Dean said grabbing Sam by the arm and back to the car.



"Where are we going?!"



"To a bar"



"A bar??"



"Yeah college boy, a bar!"



Dean found one, called ' Tangiers'.



"What kind of bar has that name?" Sam asked making a face.



"Doesn't matter, it's full, means lots of people, means fun!" Dean said smiling.



Inside of the bar lots of girls were throwing themselves at the brothers, Dean went straight to the bar and got his beer, looking for some fun. Sam made some excuses from some girls that had stopped him to talk and left to find Dean. He finally saw his brother with two blondes.



"Sammy! Enjoying it?" Dean asked drinking his beer.



Sam made a face and Dean said "You have to cool off Sam, here's fun! I liked this place, right girls?"



Both blondes laughed, Sam couldn't tell which one had the biggest breasts. He picked a table and watched Dean the whole night talking, laughing, drinking and having fun. After a while he couldn't take anymore and left for home. Hours later and Dean was back, Sam was on the couch still fully clothed with a furious face glaring at the TV.



"Hey man, I was looking for you everywhere in that bar! Why did you leave? That place was great! Susan and Marion were really fun and-"



"Then why you don't go back there??? Maybe you can fuck both of them then your night will be perfect!!"



"Whoa! Calm down!"



"Calm down??? You're asking me to calm down??? How can you say something like that to me and on the next day you're throwing yourself at 4 walking boobs?? What do you want me to think?? How am I supposed to feel-"



Sam couldn't finish his last sentence, Dean grabbed his face and kissed him hard, he heard himself moaning into his brother’s mouth.