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Not Good Enough for Love
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Category:
S through Z › Scrubs
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
2
Views:
5,070
Reviews:
12
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Scrubs, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter Two
I had drunken sex last night with JD thinking he was a woman. Truth be told; I do have some odd feelings for the little piss ant but all and all I just wanted to get drunk, have sex with random people, and try to drown myself in liquor by night and be Jesus. H. Cox by day.
I need to break it off with JD.
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It was a beautiful day at Sacred Heart; the sun was shining, the sky was blue, and everything was as it should be.
Perry could not care less, as he pulled up in front of the building in his car going repeatedly in his head on how he was going to break it with JD. Perry was nervous and very tired. He could not get that drinking night with JD out of his head. He sat in his car a little longer, griping the wheel. He finally thought things threw and nodding to himself as he got out of the car. He walks to the ramp and up to the hospital entrance. As he walks through the doors, he looks straight at the Nurses Station and sees Carla and JD talking about whatever. Perry takes a deep breath, puffs his chest out and walks over to JD and Carla giving out his most mancho attitude.
*Okay Perry you can do this* he said to himself mentally
As Perry stood right in front of them giving them his most chipper tone of voice.
“Well good morning ladies, fine weather was having today aren’t we?" he began, not bothering to let anyone else talk.
"Now corrected me if I’m wrong but last time I checked this was a hospital, you know; the place were we heal the sick, the injured and what not. Not some hip joint were you all standing around drink coffee and gossip about god knows what.,” he said with a smile on his face.
Carla just stood from behind her counter rolling her eyes and JD giving Doctor Cox his most sweet’s smile.
Perry switch is face to serious
“But believe it or not we do pay you to actually do something around here” Perry said in a informative tone
JD just looked at Perry as if he did not not have the care in the world and just smiling into oblivion.
Perry rolled his eyes walking past JD just snatching him behind his collar dragging him down the hall.
“A word Loretta” he said tightly
JD just stumbles backwards as Doctor Cox was pulling him. JD managed to wave at Carla
“I’ll see you later Carla,” he said cheerfully
Carla just smiled and waved back
“Later Bambi” she said sweetly
Perry dragged JD down the hall and opens the door to an empty patient's room pushing JD ahead of Perry making him stumble a bit; closing the door and locking it.
JD looking at the angry muscle man bewildered; Perry turned around from the door looking a JD with a stern look on his face with both arms across his chest.
“Okay Newbie we need to talk about what happened the other night” he said
JD looks at him questionably but nods “Okay? What’s there to talk about Perry?”
Perry almost flinched at JD. *Great now he is calling me by my first name* he thought to himself. *I'll let it go for now*
“Well everything!” Perry said loudly.
Perry unfolded his arms and let them hang from the side, after stalling for a moment he finally said what was on his mind.
“It was a mistake”
*Perry, what are you doing?* Perrys mental voice asked
JD looked at Perry with is mouth open
“A mistake?” JD said
Perry sighed looking away from JD and then looked back up at him
“Yes, I mean I was drunk, you were drunk; it was all a big misunderstanding…and well come on look at you ” Perry said
*Why? What is wrong with him?* the voice asked again
“What do you mean look at me? I look fine,” JD said, posing all silly like for a moment.
*Okay maybe that wasn’t the best thing to say* Perry thought to himself
Perry had to think of something else to say to justify what they both did and right know he was just about to name anything. He looked at JD just watching how confused he is about this.
“Okay, well what are your friends going to think about this?” Perry asked
“You know I have thought about that and I really don’t care. I mean there my friends and they love me no matter what” JD said with a smile
Perry sighed and looked down on the floor. Feeling very stressed about this and putting his hand threw his hair. Then looked up at JD.
“Okay, well it doesn’t matter because you and me-- never going to happen EVER so you can stop bragging to all your gal pals about your hot new boyfriend because not in a million years well that happen with us!” Perry blurted out
*You are such a coward* Perry’s mental voice said to him
JD looked hurt looking down a little, then raised his head and glared at Dr. Cox
“So everything you said that night about liking me and changing was all a lie?” JD said, sounding upset.
*Come on Perry, stop hiding and tell him the truth for once* the voice stated
Perry sighed and felt confused he really did not remember what happened that night almost all of it was a blur. He really did not know what to say he felt bad for JD. How could he let this happen? In addition, honestly, he did not really know JD really liked him this way. Perry always thought that JD always saw him as more of a father figure. On the other hand, even a super hero but not someone that he thought romantically of.
*God, why do I always have to fuck everything up?* Perry said mentally
JD was almost hysterical by waving his hands around and using his squeaky voice to show how upset he was.
“So that’s it?! Are we going to pretend it didn’t happen?!” JD said.
“Well, yes that would be nice” Perry said trying to sound sarcastic
“I can’t believe you, I mean I know you’re a Jerk but God damn it Perry I didn’t think you would stoop this low. You’re heartless!” JD yelled out
Now Perry was getting upset. Not only by being Called out by JD but by him calling him by his first name, *I know I shouldn’t be pissed off by that sort of thing but it just infuriated me.* he thought
“Stop calling me that!” Perry yelled back
JD looked at him, just stunned and a little offended.
“What?” JD said
“That, my first name; I am your superior and will be treated with respect. You will call me Doctor Cox; understand Marsha? DOC-TOR COX!” Perry yelled.
Perry’s face was getting red with frustration and anger but he did not really know why. He did not know if he was angry with JD, his situation, or himself all he knew is that he was angry and he was going to show it.
“You know what Lily, you can blame and make me out to be the bad guy all you want. However, you know you did not have to sleep with me; you did not have to do anything. Nevertheless, you did like the naïve little girl that you are. I mean come on Sara you have known me long enough to know how much of a bastard I am. So how about you shut up and move on with your life because god knows I already have.” Perry ranted out
Perry felt drained physically and emotionally from the rant but he knew it had to be said even if he did not mean it.
JD just looked at Perry in shock of what he just said his hands were shaking and he was breathing hard trying to calm him down. Trying so hard not to cry right in front of him.
Then JD just gave up and let a few tears fall down from his face greeting his teeth and wiping a few tears with his sleeve.
“Why do you do this? Why do you push away people that only want to do is care for you and be with you. Yes, I know you are a bastard but you are more then that. I just wish you could let yourself be happy and not be just this miserable man that you put yourself out to be.” JD sobs out
Perry just stared at JD with shock and awe. He could not believe how much of an ass he was being. In addition, he really could not believe that he hurt JD this much. He did not know what to say to that; so be blurted out what he thought would end this decision so he could get out of there very soon before he ended up breaking down himself.
“Well that’s me, and if you don’t like it then that’s your problem,” Perry said in his most low and dangerous ton
JD looked away from Perry. Perry just turned around twords the boor unlocking it and leaving the room with a slam to the boor. JD stayed in the room sliding his back on the wall and setting on the floor crying to what just happened.
TBC
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Hello, just want to thank everyone for the very nice reviews and just want to tell you that this Scrubs story is all just for fun. I am only doing the story because I am a fan of the show and wanted to do a fan fic because… well I wanted too. However, I really do hope you like this chapter I worked hard on it. I know I am not the best with grammar but I hope you understand it enough too fallow the story. I’m trying my best here ^_^
I need to break it off with JD.
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It was a beautiful day at Sacred Heart; the sun was shining, the sky was blue, and everything was as it should be.
Perry could not care less, as he pulled up in front of the building in his car going repeatedly in his head on how he was going to break it with JD. Perry was nervous and very tired. He could not get that drinking night with JD out of his head. He sat in his car a little longer, griping the wheel. He finally thought things threw and nodding to himself as he got out of the car. He walks to the ramp and up to the hospital entrance. As he walks through the doors, he looks straight at the Nurses Station and sees Carla and JD talking about whatever. Perry takes a deep breath, puffs his chest out and walks over to JD and Carla giving out his most mancho attitude.
*Okay Perry you can do this* he said to himself mentally
As Perry stood right in front of them giving them his most chipper tone of voice.
“Well good morning ladies, fine weather was having today aren’t we?" he began, not bothering to let anyone else talk.
"Now corrected me if I’m wrong but last time I checked this was a hospital, you know; the place were we heal the sick, the injured and what not. Not some hip joint were you all standing around drink coffee and gossip about god knows what.,” he said with a smile on his face.
Carla just stood from behind her counter rolling her eyes and JD giving Doctor Cox his most sweet’s smile.
Perry switch is face to serious
“But believe it or not we do pay you to actually do something around here” Perry said in a informative tone
JD just looked at Perry as if he did not not have the care in the world and just smiling into oblivion.
Perry rolled his eyes walking past JD just snatching him behind his collar dragging him down the hall.
“A word Loretta” he said tightly
JD just stumbles backwards as Doctor Cox was pulling him. JD managed to wave at Carla
“I’ll see you later Carla,” he said cheerfully
Carla just smiled and waved back
“Later Bambi” she said sweetly
Perry dragged JD down the hall and opens the door to an empty patient's room pushing JD ahead of Perry making him stumble a bit; closing the door and locking it.
JD looking at the angry muscle man bewildered; Perry turned around from the door looking a JD with a stern look on his face with both arms across his chest.
“Okay Newbie we need to talk about what happened the other night” he said
JD looks at him questionably but nods “Okay? What’s there to talk about Perry?”
Perry almost flinched at JD. *Great now he is calling me by my first name* he thought to himself. *I'll let it go for now*
“Well everything!” Perry said loudly.
Perry unfolded his arms and let them hang from the side, after stalling for a moment he finally said what was on his mind.
“It was a mistake”
*Perry, what are you doing?* Perrys mental voice asked
JD looked at Perry with is mouth open
“A mistake?” JD said
Perry sighed looking away from JD and then looked back up at him
“Yes, I mean I was drunk, you were drunk; it was all a big misunderstanding…and well come on look at you ” Perry said
*Why? What is wrong with him?* the voice asked again
“What do you mean look at me? I look fine,” JD said, posing all silly like for a moment.
*Okay maybe that wasn’t the best thing to say* Perry thought to himself
Perry had to think of something else to say to justify what they both did and right know he was just about to name anything. He looked at JD just watching how confused he is about this.
“Okay, well what are your friends going to think about this?” Perry asked
“You know I have thought about that and I really don’t care. I mean there my friends and they love me no matter what” JD said with a smile
Perry sighed and looked down on the floor. Feeling very stressed about this and putting his hand threw his hair. Then looked up at JD.
“Okay, well it doesn’t matter because you and me-- never going to happen EVER so you can stop bragging to all your gal pals about your hot new boyfriend because not in a million years well that happen with us!” Perry blurted out
*You are such a coward* Perry’s mental voice said to him
JD looked hurt looking down a little, then raised his head and glared at Dr. Cox
“So everything you said that night about liking me and changing was all a lie?” JD said, sounding upset.
*Come on Perry, stop hiding and tell him the truth for once* the voice stated
Perry sighed and felt confused he really did not remember what happened that night almost all of it was a blur. He really did not know what to say he felt bad for JD. How could he let this happen? In addition, honestly, he did not really know JD really liked him this way. Perry always thought that JD always saw him as more of a father figure. On the other hand, even a super hero but not someone that he thought romantically of.
*God, why do I always have to fuck everything up?* Perry said mentally
JD was almost hysterical by waving his hands around and using his squeaky voice to show how upset he was.
“So that’s it?! Are we going to pretend it didn’t happen?!” JD said.
“Well, yes that would be nice” Perry said trying to sound sarcastic
“I can’t believe you, I mean I know you’re a Jerk but God damn it Perry I didn’t think you would stoop this low. You’re heartless!” JD yelled out
Now Perry was getting upset. Not only by being Called out by JD but by him calling him by his first name, *I know I shouldn’t be pissed off by that sort of thing but it just infuriated me.* he thought
“Stop calling me that!” Perry yelled back
JD looked at him, just stunned and a little offended.
“What?” JD said
“That, my first name; I am your superior and will be treated with respect. You will call me Doctor Cox; understand Marsha? DOC-TOR COX!” Perry yelled.
Perry’s face was getting red with frustration and anger but he did not really know why. He did not know if he was angry with JD, his situation, or himself all he knew is that he was angry and he was going to show it.
“You know what Lily, you can blame and make me out to be the bad guy all you want. However, you know you did not have to sleep with me; you did not have to do anything. Nevertheless, you did like the naïve little girl that you are. I mean come on Sara you have known me long enough to know how much of a bastard I am. So how about you shut up and move on with your life because god knows I already have.” Perry ranted out
Perry felt drained physically and emotionally from the rant but he knew it had to be said even if he did not mean it.
JD just looked at Perry in shock of what he just said his hands were shaking and he was breathing hard trying to calm him down. Trying so hard not to cry right in front of him.
Then JD just gave up and let a few tears fall down from his face greeting his teeth and wiping a few tears with his sleeve.
“Why do you do this? Why do you push away people that only want to do is care for you and be with you. Yes, I know you are a bastard but you are more then that. I just wish you could let yourself be happy and not be just this miserable man that you put yourself out to be.” JD sobs out
Perry just stared at JD with shock and awe. He could not believe how much of an ass he was being. In addition, he really could not believe that he hurt JD this much. He did not know what to say to that; so be blurted out what he thought would end this decision so he could get out of there very soon before he ended up breaking down himself.
“Well that’s me, and if you don’t like it then that’s your problem,” Perry said in his most low and dangerous ton
JD looked away from Perry. Perry just turned around twords the boor unlocking it and leaving the room with a slam to the boor. JD stayed in the room sliding his back on the wall and setting on the floor crying to what just happened.
TBC
+++++++++++++++++++++
Hello, just want to thank everyone for the very nice reviews and just want to tell you that this Scrubs story is all just for fun. I am only doing the story because I am a fan of the show and wanted to do a fan fic because… well I wanted too. However, I really do hope you like this chapter I worked hard on it. I know I am not the best with grammar but I hope you understand it enough too fallow the story. I’m trying my best here ^_^