All that you left behind to save the world.

If she could she would scream, kick, bite and kill to finally get a fucking break. But as usual good or bad there where no breaks for Lizzi and frankly she was tired of it and wanted the whole world to know. Maybe not the whole world but that jackass Jason Morgan was top on her list. Top it off with a special cherry on top a moment of weakness on her part left her barefoot and very pregnant. She wanted to scream very, very badly and she thought she was being fallowed. Fucking Sonny and Jason make her a target and he’s screwing the boss sister.

How did life end up like this for her? Why was it that after Lucky everything she knew and loved went striate to shit? No need to answer the question she knew, it was her lot in life. That’s why she was bitch when she came to this town. But there where days, just days when lying down and taking it wasn’t an option. God how she just wanted to leave walk a way and say fuck’em all. Her parents would be thrilled to find out she was going to be single mother. Jason wanted nothing to do with her if that little love nest of his and Courtney was any indication.

God what a way to turn 21, and where were her friends now? Lucky was screwing her sister, Emily was far and away, and Nicolas had that bitch Gia to deal with. Liz walked into Kelly’s and almost turned around.

-Elizabeth.- The blond asked.

-Something-

-No just, well it’s just you’ve been a bit.-

-What-

-Agitated lately.-

-With good reason Courtney with good reason.- Courtney swallowed.

-Liz I’m sorry.-

-Save it! I’ll take it up with the thug.- She snapped.

-But it’s not Jason fault.-

-Would you rather I yelled at you or him- Liz said.

-Ah.-

-Yeah I’ll save it for Jason.-

-Save what for me- Jason said noticing the physical change in Elizabeth.

-Oh well you came in to early, I do have mouthful for you though. Don’t worry I won’t forget I’ve got work to do.-

She walked around the counter and didn’t give him a second glance.

-She knows.- Courtney said.

-Oh.- Jason sighed she was clearly hurt.

-What are we going to do-

-I’ll talk to her.-

He sat in front of her and watched her worked.

-What-

-Elizabeth I...-

-Stop, you know I wanted to hear this, I wanted to hear why one minute you tell me you want me the next you with her. I know you know about me and Zander but that was mistake I don’t plan on making again. But you know what Jason it doesn’t mater because I also know about your little love nest, I know you told her that you didn’t love me, so it makes this whole thing a moot point.-

-I don’t think…-

-No you didn’t, but I hurt you so a fair, fair isn’t it-

-This wasn’t about getting back at you Elizabeth.- he said softly.

-What was it then- She snapped loud enough to get peoples attention. She sighed biting her lip.

-It wasn’t to get back at me, okay, fine I’m a big girl I can take it.- She was trying not to cry and scream and toss a tantrum and go into a fit of rage all at once.

-Elizabeth please listen to me.-

-Jason let it go have your life with Courtney. I lost my chance we haven’t been able to get it back sense, no harm no fowl. But if you try and explain I will only get mad and then it won’t be pretty.-

-Your not okay, your already angry.-

-Don’t read me.-

-Elizabeth.-

-What-

Carly walks in walks over to Courtney, the blond tells her what happened. This is just worst the witch will gloat; she never wanted her to have Jason in the first place. God why can’t the floor open up and swallow her now? She takes a deep breath, maybe the earth didn’t open up but her stomach did. She turned blue and then runs out of the room.

-So little Lizzi Webber gets awake up call.-

-Carly don’t.-

-What Jason she’s been drooling after you like a bitch in heat for almost a year.-

-Carly- Jason snaps

-He chosen a better class of women deal with it.- Liz comes out.

-Really then maybe he can give your husband lesson cause you have no class at all.- Jason looks at Elizabeth she rarely let Carly bait her.

-How dare you.-

-What call you one your bullshit? Elizabeth comes around the counter and gets into Carly face. You try talking like that to someone who hasn’t been witness to half the shit you’ve pulled in this town. You call me anything other them my name again bitch and I will get violent.- Jason was even surprise by the amount o venom and rage in her voice. Carly backed away.

-Its clear your angry with me.-

She was getting dizzy she simply didn’t need this shit right now.

-Are you alright-

-No not really but that’s none of your business anymore is it? So not to put to fine a point on it fuck off for good.- Jason was a little taken a back.

She walked away, grabbing her coat and going out onto the dock where she could breathe and maybe throw up. She sat on the bench trying hard not cry her eyes out; Jason wouldn’t be man enough to fallow her and begged for her forgiveness or love.

-Who am I kidding-

-Elizabeth what are you doing out here-

-Breathing.-

-Its not safe.- Sonny said.

-I’m losing my mind.- She laughed.

-Elizabeth I’m sorry about this but you mean something to Jason.-

-NO I don’t! Do you hear that killers Jason Morgan doesn’t want me and never felt anything for me! Kill somebody else.- She huffed and Sonny look at her in shock.

-What you don’t think they go the picture.- She said.

-Your angry with him I understand.-

-You know I could say something so mean even you wouldn’t be able to deal with it but I won’t. I will say fuck off.-

-Elizabeth be angry but don’t get yourself killed over it lets go back to the penthouse and talk.-

-Are you happy, Carly is, she never wanted me with Jason in the first place.- Liz sobbed.

-No I not happy you got hurt. Happy about Jason and my sister that jury still out.-

Elizabeth was holding back the tears; Sonny put his arm around her.

-I’m 21 today the two loves of my life left me for blondes one being my own sister and I’m pregnant.-

Sonny looked at her.

-If you have a gun give it to me and walk away.- Mouth trembling.

-No, this is just bottom Liz it will get better. Happy birthday.- tightens his hold.

-Gee… sniff thanks.-

tbc