Breaking The Cycle
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Chapter 18. Confession
Chapter 18. Confession
Later that night my husband and I made sweet passionate love all through the night. The next morning we woke up in each other arms. I felt so warm and loved in his embrace. I began kissing his chest as my hands touched explored his warm body. My kisses slowly brought him from his slumber. He kissed me softly and rolled me on top of him. I lowered myself unto his stiffness and he moan as he worked his hips into mine. This earned him a low moan as all of him was deep inside me. I staddled his waist with my legs as Alejo caressed my breast. He leaned up and suckled them litely. In the mist of our love making, our moaning awakened Bella and Nicky. They were stirring from their slumber and began to cry softly. I leaned down and put my lips to Alejo's ear.
"We will continue this later." I whispered to him. He kissed me in return. I carefully lifted myself from him and went to the cradle. I picked up Bella and Alejo picked up Nicky. Alejo and I cleaned each baby and sat on the bed and I began to bresat feed them. Bella now had her tiny little hands on my breast. I hummed to her and caressed he black hair. After she was fed I put Nicky on my other Brest. As soon as I finished and burped him he fell asleep. Bella followed his example. Alejo and I bathed and stared our day. Later at noon I decided to have a picnic in the garden. I got the twins ready and brought them down. Once I placed them on the soft blanket they where amazed at the scene. I lay them on their backs and let them watch nature unfold itself. A butterfly caught their attention and it flew around us. The birds all chirped and made calling sounds. The March breeze blew around us and I made sure to put them in warm clothing. Their blue eyes took in the sight of everything around them. The sun shone brightly on their faces. Alejo and I enjoyed the outing we had a small spread of food placed out for us. For the twins we had a servant mash a few pears together and fed it to them. Now that they are four months, Dr. Carlos said that they were old enough for mashed fruit. We fed them little at a time. Bella loved the new taste, Nicky on the other hand did not care to much for the change. But in time he accepted and grew to like it. They finished their small servings of fruit and Alejo and I held each twin and gave them a toy to play with. As time went by Jane's laughter took me away from them.
"I see you are letting them enjoy the sun." she said while walking up to us and kneeling on the blanket. She softly ruffled Nicky's hair and kissed Bella's cheek.
"It is such a beautiful day." I said. We all sat and talked and laughed, while keeping a close eye on the children.
"Jane, what are you planning for your birthday." I asked as she picked up a few grapes from the fruit pile.
"I am probably going to have a quiet dinner with the two of you and the twins." she said.
"You will be turning 23 in a couple weeks, maybe you should have a small dinner party. You are too young to have quiet dinners for your birthday." I suggested in jest.
"Yes, now that I think about it, I haven't seen friends I have made at White Hall in a while. A small dinner party will indeed bring us together." she said nodding her head.
"I shall get a guest list in order. I want it to be very regal and let's invite most of court. Including His Majesty, there will not be harm done. Honestly, I want to show His Majesty real regalness." Jane said with excitement in her voice. I looked at Alejo and he nodded. What harm come Henry do, he and I will most likely be apart doing the celebrations. But still, I dread him comming anywhere near me.
"I think it is a good idea. We will sent invitations to all the courtiers and the nobles. I shall meet with the head guard to have every guest sign a guest list." Alejo said as his smile grew. Jane laughed and nodded.
"Wonderful, we will begin preparation tomorrow." Jane said happily. We continued to talk and enjoy the windy weather. After a couple more hours we had the picnic packed up. I kept the blanket down and allowed the twins to play a little while longer. I had little toys brought to them. I watched as my daughter and my son wag around their stuffed animals, raddles, and toy keys. They played for another half hour, then took them to my room and bathed them. When I placed them in the water, they were splashing and playing with the sudds. They enjoyed bathing in their little basins. A maid and myself spent about ten minutes bathing them. After, I took Nicky out first, I gave him to the maid and I took Bella and took her to their changing tables. The maid, Julia she always helped me with them when Alejo was busy. As I finished putting Bella in a warm small sleeping gown a sudden feeling of my stomach churning weakened me. I felt my strength drain from me. Then out of no where I fell to the floor.
"My Lady!" Julia screamed, frightening the children and causing them to cry. My head was spinning. Pain went through me as my back landed on the floor. Slowly darkness swallowed me. The last thing I hear is my childrens' frightening wails.
Julia
"My Lady!" I cried. My heart pounded as I quickly placed the children in their basinets. Running to the door I went to find help. I came back with Lady SiVad, she sent for Dr. Carlos immediately. When we entered the bed chambers the princess was on the floor. Lady SiVad checked to see if she was still breathing. Fortunately, she still was breathing.
"Help me get her onto the bed." Lady SiVad said. Once we placed her on the bed, we took off her dress and left he in her chemise. By now the twins calmed down and I placed a stuffed toy in each of their basinets. Dr. Carlos came soon after.
"What happened." he asked as he checked her vitals and temperature.
"She fainted." I said. Lady SiVad and myself was ordered out the room I immediately went to the chapel and prayed for the Princess's safe return.
Catalina
I began to come to consciousness. I was under a tightly tucked blanket. I cracked my eyes open and I saw Alejo sitting in a chair reading. I slowly sat up. My head and back hurts, it must have been the fall.
"Catalina my love, I was so worried." he said with a worried expression on his face. I nodded, and when I fully sat up the bile in my stomach came up. I emptied my stomach on the floor. I was coughing and struggle to take a deedp breath. My heart was pounding. Before I knew it I was on the floor. I sat down on the floor and rested my head against the bed. Alejo came to my side and wiped the sweat from my head.
"Catalina, Dr. Carlos said this is normal for pregnancies." he said softly. I nodded my head. Alejo led me to the bath chamber and cleaned my mouth. I was still tired and went back to bed. Alejo decided to stay with me and he changed into his night shirt, and joined me in bed. Later I got up to fed Bella and Nicky, then I went back to bed and I slept in his arms.
Next morning
I felt so much better. I arose early, bathed Bella and Nicky and fed them. Julia and I dressed them in matching dress and shirt. After we were finished bathing them, Alejo and I bathed in our tub. We washed each other and ended up making love in the bathing tub. Once we were finished bathing the maids came in and dressed me. I picked out a purple gown with jeweled embroidery and a matching jacket. Alejo wore black breeches with white embroidery and a black jacket of the same. Once we finished dressing, we walked down stairs and began preparations for Jane's party. We thought of a good guest list and amongst those guest is the King And Queen themselves. My daughter Mary is on the list also and so are a few loyal former ladies in waiting. Jane and I designed the invitations. Alejo was put in charge of the carriages that will be sent out to pick up the guest from their homes. He is also in charge of sending out the invitations and making sure the guests gets them. Jane and I sampled and picked out delicious food. We had the dinning hall decorated in Spanish and French fashion. We chose French, Spanish and English cuisines. The dining table was long and seated 100 on both sides. We plan to decorate it with French dinner ware along with goblets lined in silver and gold. We are going to use a cream table cloth with gold embroideries and we will sprinkle white and red rose pedals on it. The entire day, we planned until dinner. We had a week and a few days to prepare for the celebration of Jane's 23rd birthday.
April 2, 1536
I awoke early this morning in the arms of my husband. I snuggled up close to him and kissed his neck. He groaned sleepily and returned my kisses.
"Good Morning love." he said kissing my nose. I smiled and lift my head and kissed him. He lowered his head a kissed my neck and his hand slowly trailed down my body and lift my chemise. We continue to kiss as his hand entered my under linen. I open my legs a little and let him touch me further. His fingers caressed my inner most sacret folds and I breathed deeply and enjoyed it. Pleasure filled whimpers escaped my lips as I opened my legs further. I moistened a great deal not a moment later I felt his finger enter me and I moved my hips to increase the pleasure. I returned his touches with touches of my own. Lifting his night shirt I gently entered my hand in his shorts and touched his penis. I ran my hand up and down his swollen erection as he moan my name. Together we touched each other and moaned each other names. We stayed as quiet as posible. Alejo gently took his finger from me and got up to kneel in bed. I gave him a questioning look and he put his lips to my ear.
"Turn and kneel." was all he said. I quickly did as told and placed myself in front of him while on my knees with my backside positioned infront of his waist. He lift up my chemise and pulled down my underlinen.
"Are you fine with this?" he asked. I turned my head to look at him.
"Yes." I breathed. I needed a release and he was going to give it to me. I longed for his stiffness inside me. He pulled down his shorts and lifted his night shirt to reveal his large penis. I felt his hands touch my behind and my wetness. Then I felt the head of his penis inside me. He rubbed it on the little button that made my pleasure all the more pleasing.
"Do not tease me." I jested as he playfully slap my bottom. Soon Alejo placed his penis at my opening and slowly pushed in. I clothed my eyes and breathed deeply as he filled me. He then filled me comepletely and took himself out and pushed in again with a slow motion. I squeezed the pillows tight as pleasure filled me. I moaned and moaned trying desperately not to wake the children but not really caring. Alejo moaned and pushed into me with more force. With every pleasing push I yelped softly and Alejo did the same. He bent over me and grabbed my breast and caressed them. Gently he squeezed my nipples and one hand slid down my body and Alejo touched my sensitive button. My pleasure increases as I wailed from his touch. We yelp together as I clench myself around his engorged manhood. Soon I could feel his pre fluids spilling inside me and rolling down my legs. Alejo's pace quickened and finially his hot seed flooded my womb. Soon after I released my own essance. Both our essance soaked the sheets beneith us. Alejo callapse on top of me and I on the bed. We struggle to breathe as we are still one. After a little while Alejo gently slid out of me. He sat up on the bed and I followed I lay my head on his shoulder. We rested there a moment and caught our breath. After a few long minutes I got up to look at the children, and amazingly they were awake. My surprised gaze made Alejo come to my side. He laughed litely and kissed me. Then he picked up Nicky and I picked up Bella. We followed our normal routine with Bella and Nicky. Alejo and I bathed together in our spacious tub. We sat side by side washing each other. He tickled my stomach and blew on it like I do with the twins. As I get over my laughter and relaxed, I sat back enjoying the feeling of Alejo rubbing my feet. After my foot massage, he moved closer to me and caressed my belly. I smiled at him and relaxed unto his touch.
"I want you to know that I will love Isabella and Nicolαs as my own no matter how many children you give me." he said as he caressed my breast. I looked up at him and smiled as I cupped his face in my hands.
"I love that so very much. You have been so kind and good to me. I honestly can not see myself with out you in my life." I said to him. He leaned over and kissed me.
"I love you also. I also can not see myself with out you. You are perfect and you are faithful to me." his lips pressed agaist my head. "There are not many women who are like you Catalina." I looked at him with unshed tears in my eyes. I could not lie to him any longer. I looked away from him. I had to tell him or the stress will overwhelm me and possibly hurt the child within me. He must have sensed my discomfort and nudged me.
"What is it Catalina?" he asked me with consern.
"I...I.. There is something I must confess to you." I said through tears.
"What is it?" his voice held a serious tone. I took a deep breath.
"I have not been...faithful to you." he gasped and his eyes widen. "I am so sorry. I did not mean to, it was a mistake." I said.
"With the King." he whispered.
"Please forgive me. I was afraid of him..." I said truthfully. I really was. The one thing I learned from my marriage with Henry was to give him what he wanted or get hurt.
"Is this child even mine?" he said with a bitter voice.
"Ofcourse this child is yours. We concieved a month after." I explained.
"So it was when I left you and Princess Mary at White Hall. That is when you started to turn away from me at night. I can not believe you! I trusted you, and you had the audacity to lead me to believe you were faithful to me!" he said as he got out of the tub. I quickly followed him. He burst into our bed chamber and quickly covered himself with his robe. I did the same.
"Alejo please, it only happened once. I was afraid to say no. I feared him, what was I supposed to do?" I reasoned. I really was afraid to fight him, I only let him take what he wanted out of fear.
"Your were supossed to say no, fight off his advances. Do something, anything!" he yelled to me. I winced in fear. I thanked God that the twins were with Julia."
"You lied to me Catalina, that is something I will not tolerate. I can not be married to a person who commits adultury." he said with hurt in his voice. He took deep breaths as he sat on the bed.
"Here I am, married to you and raising your children as my own and you decieved me. You of all people captured my heart and trust. Then you turn around and let him touch you. You let him inside you and spill his seed." he said as he put his face in his hands. I took a step near him.
"Alejo, I love you with all that I have. My children loves and adores you. I can not make it without you. I need you here with me. What happened with Henry and I will not happen again." I said quietly as tears of pain rolled down my face. I quickly went to him and knelt down infront him.
"Please, do not divorce me. I desire you and only you." I begged. He slowly shook his head at me.
"Catalina, I can not keep wondering if you slept with him everytime you visit the Princess." I could feel my heart breaking.
"Please." I whispered to him. My hands on his lap. He looked away from me. I became desperate and was out of options. I needed him to love me again and not feel disgusted with me. Suddenly I feel like I am back at White Hall trying desperately to please Henry. I decided to do the only thing that I knew that may please him. Henry forced me to do this when ever he wanted me to pleasure him. Perhaps Alejo will not hate me anymore if I provide him with pleasure of the mouth. I acted fast but gently. I loosened his robe and place my mouth on the the top of his penis. He quickly became stiff. Then I lowered my head on down unto him. I did not care what it felt like for me, I only wish to please him. My head lifts and lowers in a slow pace. My suckle was gentle but strong. Alejo gasped softly and I could hear him taking long breaths.
"What are you doing?" he breathed, but I did not stop. I continued for a few long minutes. Alejo's hands went through my hair and he began to figgit. Soon his pre fluids seeped out and I began to perform a bit quicker. After a long few minutes his seed spilled into my mouth.
Alejandro
Catalina kneels infront of me and pleasures me. This was the most pleasureable. On navy missions for King Charles we would encounter women abroad. The women would always please my fellow navy men and more so. Those woman done unspeakable things with my fellow men. I always vowed that I would never allow my wife to pleasure me of the mouth, but now, Catalina acted so quickly. The pleasure she gives me stopped me from pushing her away. I watch in amazement as she soon takes my full length into her mouth. This pleasure does not make me forget about the wrong deed my wife has done against me. The pleasure is to great, I prepare to spill my seed into her mouth as I run my fingers through her soft thick black hair. My body figgit in full pleasure and finally my seed is unleaded, Catalina did not let any go to waste. My seed still sept though, the only thought that came to mind was that selfelh and unfit King. She slept with him. He took my wife, he got between her legs and stole what was rightfully mine. I wish not to deal with him any longer. How can I trust a woman who have to see him in order to visit her child. This is all to much for me.
Catalina
Alejo pushed me by my shoulders and stopped it. He quickly stood up and collected his remaing seed with his robe. I stayed quiet and kept my eyes trained on the marbled floor. His seed was on my chin and dripped unto my robe. I felt so dirty, this was not to different when I pleasured Henry. The only exception is that I am not running to the bathchamber and wash my mouth out. I pleasured Alejo willingly. Surely my mother has turned over in her grave at my behavior. The taste of him still in my mouth and at the back of my throat.
"Why did you just do that?" he asked as he stood behind me. I closed my eyes and answered him.
"I only did it to make you love me again." I answered truthfully in a whisper. That was the only way I knew how to please when my husband is angry.
"To make me love you again?" he repeated. "Catalina, giving me pleasure of the mouth will not make me forget about your adultury. I can not forgive so easily. We will continue the day as planned. You and I will talk about our future after the celebrations ended." he said as he left our chambers. I obeyed him and was dressed in a new gown. I started my day as planned. Alejo avoided me as mush as he could. We did not speak or make eye contact. It hurt me so much, the pain is almost unbareable. Later in the afternoon the guest started to arrive. We recieved word that their Majesties has respectfully declined and has sent Thomas Cromwell and Thomas Wosley in their places. The two men I most disliked other than Thomas Boleyn. My Mary arrived and I put on my best smile for her. As soon as I saw her I was over joyed and I pulled her to a corner and hugged her tightly and cried.
Princess Mary
"Mother, I have only been away for three months." I said as she hugged me tightly.
"I know mi amor, I have just missed you so much." she said as I wiped her tears with my thumbs.
"How is Alejo and the twins?" I ask whispering the last part.
"They are fine sweetheart. Bella and Nicky misses you very much and they have gotten big while you were away." she said as she caress my cheek. As I look down I placed my hand carefully on her stomach where my youngest sibling lays safely in her womb. She covers my hand with hers. Honestly when I recieved her letter stating that she was with child, I praised God for such favor He placed on her. I even went to the chapel and prayed for her a full day.
"Dr. Carlos says all is well." she said, taking me from my thoughts.
"I am so happy for you mother." I said she smiled and leaned to kiss both my cheeks. We spent a couple hours together and she had to go and entertain guest and I accompanied her. She introduced me to many Brookfielders. They were such kind people here. Soon mother and I separated and I enjoyed myself very much. As the celebration went on I noticed my mother put on her fake smile. I also noticed that Alejo and her was distant with each other. They were not even around each other when the ceremonial toast was made. I hope all is well with them.
Jane SiVad
I am having the time of my life. Catalina and Alejo will be reward for their kindness. So many people came, most of the courtiers ohhhed and ahhhed at the interior and exterior of my villa. I recieved so many gifts, and even the king sent me a beautiful jeweled necklace. This is the most fun and excited celebration I have ever had. My guest enjoyed the dinning room. We all ate a five course meal and the cook brought out a three foot wide cake with the sweetest frosting I have ever tasted. The baker had stacked four other cakes on top, each smaller than the one before. The cake was white with yellow, red, pink and white roses decorated on each edge. The guest sung me happy birthday. Atop the cake was a pink number 23. I laughed inwardly, everyone here believes only what they see. Inside I am only 18 and Monacon royalty. I am seven of the sacret twelve. All these people thinks I am only a young wealthy woman. But in reality, I am a runaway princess of the most highes and esteemed empires. They celebrate the 23rd birthday of Jane SiVad. They have no idea, what so ever, that they are attending the 18th birthday of Princess Persθus. This night is perfect and magical.
Catalina
After the celebrations was over I hugged and kissed Jane and wished her well. I took a slow walk to my rooms. As I enter the maids curtsied to me and I had them take off my dress and bathe me. After I was cleaned I slipped on a fresh chemise. I went over to the cradles and saw that my son was awake. I smiled as he gurgled to me. I tickled his little chest and he took my finger in his hand and put it in his mouth and suckled it. He was hungry, and his suckle was strong. I leaned down and gently picked him up and cradled him in my arms. I sat by the window and gazed at the sky with my child in my arms. The stars shined brightly and I wanted to get a better look. I walked through the glass doors that lead to the large balcony. I sat down on the comfortable outdoor sofa. Nicky was grabbing at my breast. I gently took out my left breast so my son can drink. He began to suckle and I talk softly to him.
"You are my special little boy." I whisper. "You are so strong, just like your father. I think your brothers would have been so much like you." I cooed to him. He resembles my first born, Prince Henry, and my second little Henry. My two Henry's, Bella and Nicky has my blue eyes. Mary is the only child that has her fathers lite brown eyes. After a half an hour Nicky was done suckling my breast. I then covered myself and put his head on my shoulder and patted his back so he can burp. A few minutes later Nicky burped and I smelled my milk on his breath.
"That's my strong boy." I cooed to him. I started rocking back and forth gently to rock him to sleep.
"My sweet boy." I said as I felt his small breath on my neck. His little eyes began to droop and I rubbed his back to comfort him. After a while he was sleeping. Some time later I felt a presence on the dark balcony with me. He was here. If I did not get him back now then all hope was lost.
Catalina performed oral sex because it is all she is used to, Henry forced her to give him oral sex to please him. And in her mind she pleasured Alejandro because she thinks it will please him and he would be angry at her anymore. She feels his presence on the balcony with her. It's all or nothing with Catalina and Alejandro. Now she has to get her husband back.
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Later that night my husband and I made sweet passionate love all through the night. The next morning we woke up in each other arms. I felt so warm and loved in his embrace. I began kissing his chest as my hands touched explored his warm body. My kisses slowly brought him from his slumber. He kissed me softly and rolled me on top of him. I lowered myself unto his stiffness and he moan as he worked his hips into mine. This earned him a low moan as all of him was deep inside me. I staddled his waist with my legs as Alejo caressed my breast. He leaned up and suckled them litely. In the mist of our love making, our moaning awakened Bella and Nicky. They were stirring from their slumber and began to cry softly. I leaned down and put my lips to Alejo's ear.
"We will continue this later." I whispered to him. He kissed me in return. I carefully lifted myself from him and went to the cradle. I picked up Bella and Alejo picked up Nicky. Alejo and I cleaned each baby and sat on the bed and I began to bresat feed them. Bella now had her tiny little hands on my breast. I hummed to her and caressed he black hair. After she was fed I put Nicky on my other Brest. As soon as I finished and burped him he fell asleep. Bella followed his example. Alejo and I bathed and stared our day. Later at noon I decided to have a picnic in the garden. I got the twins ready and brought them down. Once I placed them on the soft blanket they where amazed at the scene. I lay them on their backs and let them watch nature unfold itself. A butterfly caught their attention and it flew around us. The birds all chirped and made calling sounds. The March breeze blew around us and I made sure to put them in warm clothing. Their blue eyes took in the sight of everything around them. The sun shone brightly on their faces. Alejo and I enjoyed the outing we had a small spread of food placed out for us. For the twins we had a servant mash a few pears together and fed it to them. Now that they are four months, Dr. Carlos said that they were old enough for mashed fruit. We fed them little at a time. Bella loved the new taste, Nicky on the other hand did not care to much for the change. But in time he accepted and grew to like it. They finished their small servings of fruit and Alejo and I held each twin and gave them a toy to play with. As time went by Jane's laughter took me away from them.
"I see you are letting them enjoy the sun." she said while walking up to us and kneeling on the blanket. She softly ruffled Nicky's hair and kissed Bella's cheek.
"It is such a beautiful day." I said. We all sat and talked and laughed, while keeping a close eye on the children.
"Jane, what are you planning for your birthday." I asked as she picked up a few grapes from the fruit pile.
"I am probably going to have a quiet dinner with the two of you and the twins." she said.
"You will be turning 23 in a couple weeks, maybe you should have a small dinner party. You are too young to have quiet dinners for your birthday." I suggested in jest.
"Yes, now that I think about it, I haven't seen friends I have made at White Hall in a while. A small dinner party will indeed bring us together." she said nodding her head.
"I shall get a guest list in order. I want it to be very regal and let's invite most of court. Including His Majesty, there will not be harm done. Honestly, I want to show His Majesty real regalness." Jane said with excitement in her voice. I looked at Alejo and he nodded. What harm come Henry do, he and I will most likely be apart doing the celebrations. But still, I dread him comming anywhere near me.
"I think it is a good idea. We will sent invitations to all the courtiers and the nobles. I shall meet with the head guard to have every guest sign a guest list." Alejo said as his smile grew. Jane laughed and nodded.
"Wonderful, we will begin preparation tomorrow." Jane said happily. We continued to talk and enjoy the windy weather. After a couple more hours we had the picnic packed up. I kept the blanket down and allowed the twins to play a little while longer. I had little toys brought to them. I watched as my daughter and my son wag around their stuffed animals, raddles, and toy keys. They played for another half hour, then took them to my room and bathed them. When I placed them in the water, they were splashing and playing with the sudds. They enjoyed bathing in their little basins. A maid and myself spent about ten minutes bathing them. After, I took Nicky out first, I gave him to the maid and I took Bella and took her to their changing tables. The maid, Julia she always helped me with them when Alejo was busy. As I finished putting Bella in a warm small sleeping gown a sudden feeling of my stomach churning weakened me. I felt my strength drain from me. Then out of no where I fell to the floor.
"My Lady!" Julia screamed, frightening the children and causing them to cry. My head was spinning. Pain went through me as my back landed on the floor. Slowly darkness swallowed me. The last thing I hear is my childrens' frightening wails.
Julia
"My Lady!" I cried. My heart pounded as I quickly placed the children in their basinets. Running to the door I went to find help. I came back with Lady SiVad, she sent for Dr. Carlos immediately. When we entered the bed chambers the princess was on the floor. Lady SiVad checked to see if she was still breathing. Fortunately, she still was breathing.
"Help me get her onto the bed." Lady SiVad said. Once we placed her on the bed, we took off her dress and left he in her chemise. By now the twins calmed down and I placed a stuffed toy in each of their basinets. Dr. Carlos came soon after.
"What happened." he asked as he checked her vitals and temperature.
"She fainted." I said. Lady SiVad and myself was ordered out the room I immediately went to the chapel and prayed for the Princess's safe return.
Catalina
I began to come to consciousness. I was under a tightly tucked blanket. I cracked my eyes open and I saw Alejo sitting in a chair reading. I slowly sat up. My head and back hurts, it must have been the fall.
"Catalina my love, I was so worried." he said with a worried expression on his face. I nodded, and when I fully sat up the bile in my stomach came up. I emptied my stomach on the floor. I was coughing and struggle to take a deedp breath. My heart was pounding. Before I knew it I was on the floor. I sat down on the floor and rested my head against the bed. Alejo came to my side and wiped the sweat from my head.
"Catalina, Dr. Carlos said this is normal for pregnancies." he said softly. I nodded my head. Alejo led me to the bath chamber and cleaned my mouth. I was still tired and went back to bed. Alejo decided to stay with me and he changed into his night shirt, and joined me in bed. Later I got up to fed Bella and Nicky, then I went back to bed and I slept in his arms.
Next morning
I felt so much better. I arose early, bathed Bella and Nicky and fed them. Julia and I dressed them in matching dress and shirt. After we were finished bathing them, Alejo and I bathed in our tub. We washed each other and ended up making love in the bathing tub. Once we were finished bathing the maids came in and dressed me. I picked out a purple gown with jeweled embroidery and a matching jacket. Alejo wore black breeches with white embroidery and a black jacket of the same. Once we finished dressing, we walked down stairs and began preparations for Jane's party. We thought of a good guest list and amongst those guest is the King And Queen themselves. My daughter Mary is on the list also and so are a few loyal former ladies in waiting. Jane and I designed the invitations. Alejo was put in charge of the carriages that will be sent out to pick up the guest from their homes. He is also in charge of sending out the invitations and making sure the guests gets them. Jane and I sampled and picked out delicious food. We had the dinning hall decorated in Spanish and French fashion. We chose French, Spanish and English cuisines. The dining table was long and seated 100 on both sides. We plan to decorate it with French dinner ware along with goblets lined in silver and gold. We are going to use a cream table cloth with gold embroideries and we will sprinkle white and red rose pedals on it. The entire day, we planned until dinner. We had a week and a few days to prepare for the celebration of Jane's 23rd birthday.
April 2, 1536
I awoke early this morning in the arms of my husband. I snuggled up close to him and kissed his neck. He groaned sleepily and returned my kisses.
"Good Morning love." he said kissing my nose. I smiled and lift my head and kissed him. He lowered his head a kissed my neck and his hand slowly trailed down my body and lift my chemise. We continue to kiss as his hand entered my under linen. I open my legs a little and let him touch me further. His fingers caressed my inner most sacret folds and I breathed deeply and enjoyed it. Pleasure filled whimpers escaped my lips as I opened my legs further. I moistened a great deal not a moment later I felt his finger enter me and I moved my hips to increase the pleasure. I returned his touches with touches of my own. Lifting his night shirt I gently entered my hand in his shorts and touched his penis. I ran my hand up and down his swollen erection as he moan my name. Together we touched each other and moaned each other names. We stayed as quiet as posible. Alejo gently took his finger from me and got up to kneel in bed. I gave him a questioning look and he put his lips to my ear.
"Turn and kneel." was all he said. I quickly did as told and placed myself in front of him while on my knees with my backside positioned infront of his waist. He lift up my chemise and pulled down my underlinen.
"Are you fine with this?" he asked. I turned my head to look at him.
"Yes." I breathed. I needed a release and he was going to give it to me. I longed for his stiffness inside me. He pulled down his shorts and lifted his night shirt to reveal his large penis. I felt his hands touch my behind and my wetness. Then I felt the head of his penis inside me. He rubbed it on the little button that made my pleasure all the more pleasing.
"Do not tease me." I jested as he playfully slap my bottom. Soon Alejo placed his penis at my opening and slowly pushed in. I clothed my eyes and breathed deeply as he filled me. He then filled me comepletely and took himself out and pushed in again with a slow motion. I squeezed the pillows tight as pleasure filled me. I moaned and moaned trying desperately not to wake the children but not really caring. Alejo moaned and pushed into me with more force. With every pleasing push I yelped softly and Alejo did the same. He bent over me and grabbed my breast and caressed them. Gently he squeezed my nipples and one hand slid down my body and Alejo touched my sensitive button. My pleasure increases as I wailed from his touch. We yelp together as I clench myself around his engorged manhood. Soon I could feel his pre fluids spilling inside me and rolling down my legs. Alejo's pace quickened and finially his hot seed flooded my womb. Soon after I released my own essance. Both our essance soaked the sheets beneith us. Alejo callapse on top of me and I on the bed. We struggle to breathe as we are still one. After a little while Alejo gently slid out of me. He sat up on the bed and I followed I lay my head on his shoulder. We rested there a moment and caught our breath. After a few long minutes I got up to look at the children, and amazingly they were awake. My surprised gaze made Alejo come to my side. He laughed litely and kissed me. Then he picked up Nicky and I picked up Bella. We followed our normal routine with Bella and Nicky. Alejo and I bathed together in our spacious tub. We sat side by side washing each other. He tickled my stomach and blew on it like I do with the twins. As I get over my laughter and relaxed, I sat back enjoying the feeling of Alejo rubbing my feet. After my foot massage, he moved closer to me and caressed my belly. I smiled at him and relaxed unto his touch.
"I want you to know that I will love Isabella and Nicolαs as my own no matter how many children you give me." he said as he caressed my breast. I looked up at him and smiled as I cupped his face in my hands.
"I love that so very much. You have been so kind and good to me. I honestly can not see myself with out you in my life." I said to him. He leaned over and kissed me.
"I love you also. I also can not see myself with out you. You are perfect and you are faithful to me." his lips pressed agaist my head. "There are not many women who are like you Catalina." I looked at him with unshed tears in my eyes. I could not lie to him any longer. I looked away from him. I had to tell him or the stress will overwhelm me and possibly hurt the child within me. He must have sensed my discomfort and nudged me.
"What is it Catalina?" he asked me with consern.
"I...I.. There is something I must confess to you." I said through tears.
"What is it?" his voice held a serious tone. I took a deep breath.
"I have not been...faithful to you." he gasped and his eyes widen. "I am so sorry. I did not mean to, it was a mistake." I said.
"With the King." he whispered.
"Please forgive me. I was afraid of him..." I said truthfully. I really was. The one thing I learned from my marriage with Henry was to give him what he wanted or get hurt.
"Is this child even mine?" he said with a bitter voice.
"Ofcourse this child is yours. We concieved a month after." I explained.
"So it was when I left you and Princess Mary at White Hall. That is when you started to turn away from me at night. I can not believe you! I trusted you, and you had the audacity to lead me to believe you were faithful to me!" he said as he got out of the tub. I quickly followed him. He burst into our bed chamber and quickly covered himself with his robe. I did the same.
"Alejo please, it only happened once. I was afraid to say no. I feared him, what was I supposed to do?" I reasoned. I really was afraid to fight him, I only let him take what he wanted out of fear.
"Your were supossed to say no, fight off his advances. Do something, anything!" he yelled to me. I winced in fear. I thanked God that the twins were with Julia."
"You lied to me Catalina, that is something I will not tolerate. I can not be married to a person who commits adultury." he said with hurt in his voice. He took deep breaths as he sat on the bed.
"Here I am, married to you and raising your children as my own and you decieved me. You of all people captured my heart and trust. Then you turn around and let him touch you. You let him inside you and spill his seed." he said as he put his face in his hands. I took a step near him.
"Alejo, I love you with all that I have. My children loves and adores you. I can not make it without you. I need you here with me. What happened with Henry and I will not happen again." I said quietly as tears of pain rolled down my face. I quickly went to him and knelt down infront him.
"Please, do not divorce me. I desire you and only you." I begged. He slowly shook his head at me.
"Catalina, I can not keep wondering if you slept with him everytime you visit the Princess." I could feel my heart breaking.
"Please." I whispered to him. My hands on his lap. He looked away from me. I became desperate and was out of options. I needed him to love me again and not feel disgusted with me. Suddenly I feel like I am back at White Hall trying desperately to please Henry. I decided to do the only thing that I knew that may please him. Henry forced me to do this when ever he wanted me to pleasure him. Perhaps Alejo will not hate me anymore if I provide him with pleasure of the mouth. I acted fast but gently. I loosened his robe and place my mouth on the the top of his penis. He quickly became stiff. Then I lowered my head on down unto him. I did not care what it felt like for me, I only wish to please him. My head lifts and lowers in a slow pace. My suckle was gentle but strong. Alejo gasped softly and I could hear him taking long breaths.
"What are you doing?" he breathed, but I did not stop. I continued for a few long minutes. Alejo's hands went through my hair and he began to figgit. Soon his pre fluids seeped out and I began to perform a bit quicker. After a long few minutes his seed spilled into my mouth.
Alejandro
Catalina kneels infront of me and pleasures me. This was the most pleasureable. On navy missions for King Charles we would encounter women abroad. The women would always please my fellow navy men and more so. Those woman done unspeakable things with my fellow men. I always vowed that I would never allow my wife to pleasure me of the mouth, but now, Catalina acted so quickly. The pleasure she gives me stopped me from pushing her away. I watch in amazement as she soon takes my full length into her mouth. This pleasure does not make me forget about the wrong deed my wife has done against me. The pleasure is to great, I prepare to spill my seed into her mouth as I run my fingers through her soft thick black hair. My body figgit in full pleasure and finally my seed is unleaded, Catalina did not let any go to waste. My seed still sept though, the only thought that came to mind was that selfelh and unfit King. She slept with him. He took my wife, he got between her legs and stole what was rightfully mine. I wish not to deal with him any longer. How can I trust a woman who have to see him in order to visit her child. This is all to much for me.
Catalina
Alejo pushed me by my shoulders and stopped it. He quickly stood up and collected his remaing seed with his robe. I stayed quiet and kept my eyes trained on the marbled floor. His seed was on my chin and dripped unto my robe. I felt so dirty, this was not to different when I pleasured Henry. The only exception is that I am not running to the bathchamber and wash my mouth out. I pleasured Alejo willingly. Surely my mother has turned over in her grave at my behavior. The taste of him still in my mouth and at the back of my throat.
"Why did you just do that?" he asked as he stood behind me. I closed my eyes and answered him.
"I only did it to make you love me again." I answered truthfully in a whisper. That was the only way I knew how to please when my husband is angry.
"To make me love you again?" he repeated. "Catalina, giving me pleasure of the mouth will not make me forget about your adultury. I can not forgive so easily. We will continue the day as planned. You and I will talk about our future after the celebrations ended." he said as he left our chambers. I obeyed him and was dressed in a new gown. I started my day as planned. Alejo avoided me as mush as he could. We did not speak or make eye contact. It hurt me so much, the pain is almost unbareable. Later in the afternoon the guest started to arrive. We recieved word that their Majesties has respectfully declined and has sent Thomas Cromwell and Thomas Wosley in their places. The two men I most disliked other than Thomas Boleyn. My Mary arrived and I put on my best smile for her. As soon as I saw her I was over joyed and I pulled her to a corner and hugged her tightly and cried.
Princess Mary
"Mother, I have only been away for three months." I said as she hugged me tightly.
"I know mi amor, I have just missed you so much." she said as I wiped her tears with my thumbs.
"How is Alejo and the twins?" I ask whispering the last part.
"They are fine sweetheart. Bella and Nicky misses you very much and they have gotten big while you were away." she said as she caress my cheek. As I look down I placed my hand carefully on her stomach where my youngest sibling lays safely in her womb. She covers my hand with hers. Honestly when I recieved her letter stating that she was with child, I praised God for such favor He placed on her. I even went to the chapel and prayed for her a full day.
"Dr. Carlos says all is well." she said, taking me from my thoughts.
"I am so happy for you mother." I said she smiled and leaned to kiss both my cheeks. We spent a couple hours together and she had to go and entertain guest and I accompanied her. She introduced me to many Brookfielders. They were such kind people here. Soon mother and I separated and I enjoyed myself very much. As the celebration went on I noticed my mother put on her fake smile. I also noticed that Alejo and her was distant with each other. They were not even around each other when the ceremonial toast was made. I hope all is well with them.
Jane SiVad
I am having the time of my life. Catalina and Alejo will be reward for their kindness. So many people came, most of the courtiers ohhhed and ahhhed at the interior and exterior of my villa. I recieved so many gifts, and even the king sent me a beautiful jeweled necklace. This is the most fun and excited celebration I have ever had. My guest enjoyed the dinning room. We all ate a five course meal and the cook brought out a three foot wide cake with the sweetest frosting I have ever tasted. The baker had stacked four other cakes on top, each smaller than the one before. The cake was white with yellow, red, pink and white roses decorated on each edge. The guest sung me happy birthday. Atop the cake was a pink number 23. I laughed inwardly, everyone here believes only what they see. Inside I am only 18 and Monacon royalty. I am seven of the sacret twelve. All these people thinks I am only a young wealthy woman. But in reality, I am a runaway princess of the most highes and esteemed empires. They celebrate the 23rd birthday of Jane SiVad. They have no idea, what so ever, that they are attending the 18th birthday of Princess Persθus. This night is perfect and magical.
Catalina
After the celebrations was over I hugged and kissed Jane and wished her well. I took a slow walk to my rooms. As I enter the maids curtsied to me and I had them take off my dress and bathe me. After I was cleaned I slipped on a fresh chemise. I went over to the cradles and saw that my son was awake. I smiled as he gurgled to me. I tickled his little chest and he took my finger in his hand and put it in his mouth and suckled it. He was hungry, and his suckle was strong. I leaned down and gently picked him up and cradled him in my arms. I sat by the window and gazed at the sky with my child in my arms. The stars shined brightly and I wanted to get a better look. I walked through the glass doors that lead to the large balcony. I sat down on the comfortable outdoor sofa. Nicky was grabbing at my breast. I gently took out my left breast so my son can drink. He began to suckle and I talk softly to him.
"You are my special little boy." I whisper. "You are so strong, just like your father. I think your brothers would have been so much like you." I cooed to him. He resembles my first born, Prince Henry, and my second little Henry. My two Henry's, Bella and Nicky has my blue eyes. Mary is the only child that has her fathers lite brown eyes. After a half an hour Nicky was done suckling my breast. I then covered myself and put his head on my shoulder and patted his back so he can burp. A few minutes later Nicky burped and I smelled my milk on his breath.
"That's my strong boy." I cooed to him. I started rocking back and forth gently to rock him to sleep.
"My sweet boy." I said as I felt his small breath on my neck. His little eyes began to droop and I rubbed his back to comfort him. After a while he was sleeping. Some time later I felt a presence on the dark balcony with me. He was here. If I did not get him back now then all hope was lost.
Catalina performed oral sex because it is all she is used to, Henry forced her to give him oral sex to please him. And in her mind she pleasured Alejandro because she thinks it will please him and he would be angry at her anymore. She feels his presence on the balcony with her. It's all or nothing with Catalina and Alejandro. Now she has to get her husband back.
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