All that you left behind to save the world.

I never hated you.-

-Really?-

-Don’t read me, the pages are new and so’s the story. There are things you don’t know.-

-Still Elizabeth.-

-Really. I never hated you.- She said.

-You want to be different, and then maybe it won’t hurt so much.- He told her.

-Do you still want me to be hurt?-

-No Elizabeth I don’t I want you to be open.-

She laughed.

-To what?-

-Us.-

She laughed harder.

-Kind of hard for there to be an us when you don’t feel anything at all for me.- she said with a snort.

-God, are you ever going to let that go?-

-You must be joking right? You of all people should know how much that hurt me. Not just that fact that it was the blond nitwit who threw it in my face but that you didn’t have the balls to tell me yourself.-

-Elizabeth.-

-No you want to know. I’m not hurt Jason I pissed, I feel like I’ve wasted my time on two men that don’t have one brain between the two of you and that’s not a crack about your head. What did you think I do? In sweet voice Oh you love her go be happy with her, don’t worry about me the fact that your in love with her is happiness for me.-

Jason looked at her he could feel the fire coming off of her in waves.

-That the stupidest thing I ever heard.-

-Oh really then you tell me Jason what did you expect form me?-

-Pain, hurt, angry! I admit I stupidly hoped that you wouldn’t close me out. One thing I hate the most is seeing you so hurt and the worst part is I did it.-

-Well you didn’t do it alone.- She said bitterly.

-No but I like not being lumped in there with the rest.- He looked at her and went to touch her.

-Don’t.-

-Why?-

-Because I still feel you Jason. You and Lucky deep in here tapping her chest and I’ve manage to push it down.-

-I remember a conversation where you didn’t like putting on a face that wasn’t real.-

-If I hadn’t you would have gotten tired of me and tossed me aside they all do.-

-Never.-

-Jason, have an emotion! This understanding bullshit is getting annoying.-

He face turned to stone.

-Emotion all I’ve been is a support stand for everyone else. Sonny says its time to have a life yet he calls me as if I don’t I’ve lost three children in three years. I’ve been with a woman I gave my heart to and got it stomped on. But no one expects me to hurt over this, you pretended to be dead and I live with that guilt for five years. That I hurt you so bad, walked into your own death. You want fucking emotion Liz, I’m tired, more tired then I’ve ever been and I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing anymore and I can’t hold up anymore people. I’ve made mistakes.-

Liz was silent. The ship beeped for second she forgot she was on a ship or any where else other then with Jason. For the first ever he let her in deeper then anyone had ever gotten.

-Okay show time.- She sighed.

Jason sat down and did everything she told him to perfection. Ever the good solider she thought as he put the ship in orbit with the planet.

-Jaffa Cree.-

Jason had a perfect conversation with the other Jaffa in the cloaked warship. Once ok’d to land Liz took over, when they landed she found a cape and they meet with the other Jaffa. One Jaffa’s wife showed them there new home was and they settled in.

-Now what?-

-I have to change hid the clothes then we go on recon to find the prison or interrogation cells.-

The sun went down and Jason watched outside.

-It’s strange it looks like earth. But the suns and the moons it’s all so different.-

-Yeah took me a year before I stop doing double takes.-

Jason turned to look at her, and did a double take himself. She was dress in a light gray tunic that tide just under her breast and split on both sides up to her waiste. Under the ankle length tunic looked like a leather mini skirt and thigh high boots. She wore no make up and the mark of the qould in charge on her for head. He couldn’t stop himself he walked up to her and kissed her slipping his tongue into her mouth, Liz moaned. Jason stepped closer to her forcing her head back he held her body in place an continued. As they took a breath he continues small heavy kissed.

-Jason we have to go.-

He moans and pulled her into another deep kiss then let her go. He turned his back to her and headed to the door.

-Okay let’s go.-

tbc