Reoccuring Visions
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S through Z › Torchwood
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
11
Views:
2,817
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0
Recommended:
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Jack makes Ianto heal...
Chapter 11
Jack makes Ianto heal…
One year since the death of Jack.
Jack walked out of his office and smiled at Ianto who was passing out coffee for everyone. Everything was back to normal, Ianto was healthy, their sex lives were mostly normal, except for the fact that he kept wearing a shirt. Jack finally had had enough with it and was going to make Ianto deal with the fact that he has scars and that he doesn’t care. Jack walked up to Avalon’s office, but as he moved his hand to knock, Avalon yelled.
“Come in Jack.” She said. Jack walked in, Avalon’s feet were on her desk, a thick book was on her lap, her tea was perched atop a thick stack of books and it looked like she was writing on a note pad. She looked up, “What can I help you with Jack?” Avalon asked as Jack shut the door.
“I can come back when you are not so busy…” Jack said.
“No, come sit down, I know something is bothering you.” She said, lifting up her tea, placing the book in her lap on to the pile and tossed the note book aside on her desk and setting her tea back on her desk. Jack sat down and placed his face in his hands.
“Avalon…I want you to know something before it happens…” Jack said, trailing off.
“What is it Jack?” Avalon asked, becoming slightly worried.
“I am going to make Ianto deal with his scars…I am sick and tired of not being able to touch, kiss, roam, anything with out Ianto lashing out at me or him wearing a damn shirt constantly…We don’t shower together, nor do we bath together. Ianto gets up and locks him self in the bathroom until he is properly dressed and ready. When ever I look in his eyes the don’t sparkle, there is a darkness, a coldness in them…something I never wanted to happen to Ianto…my Ianto…” Jack rubbed his face with his hands. “I don’t know how I am going to do it but I am going to tonight, I am just warning you incase he calls…” He said.
“Jack, as a psychiatrist I would not do that, but as your close friend to the two of you, I recommend that you do that because I am seeing the same thing and I know Ianto needs to move past this. If Ianto calls I will be in full support of you Jack.” Avalon said, sipping her tea.
“Thanks Avalon.” Jack said breathing a sigh of relief.
“Oh next month the Doctor and I are going to have a proper human wedding ceremony, then we are taking everyone to see how a Chem tree tattoo is put on…mine is fading…it looks like yours is as well…” She looked Jack in the eyes, “Ianto has pushed you far away…you need to do what you have to do soon…” Avalon said.
“I think Ianto and I need to do that as well…but I don’t know how long it will take though...to get him healed…” Jack lamented.
“I can take care of the Hub…you take Ianto and do what you need to do for as long as you need too…turn off every connection to the Hub, including me. You need to focus on Ianto.” She said, pulling her feet off of the desk and looking at him in the eye, boring into his soul.
“Ok Avalon, you have control of the Hub until further notice. I am taking Ianto with me. Do not contact me in any way, I will not answer nor will Ianto.” Jack said looking at Avalon.
“Alright I will tell the group; after you take Ianto out of here. Good luck Jack.”
“Thank you, I will bring back Ianto once everything is taken care of, ok?”
“Ok Jack.” She said as Jack stood up and walked out. Ianto was on his way up to Avalon’s office with another cup of tea; Jack took it and set it inside of her door as he closed it. Then Jack grabbed Ianto’s hand and walked him out of the Hub and to the SUV. Ianto asked what was going on but Jack said nothing except for one fraise.
“Ianto, I need you to trust me.” Jack would say. They arrived home and Jack led Ianto into the bed room. Jack then proceeded to take off all of Ianto’s clothing except for his white under shirt; before he pushed Ianto onto the bed and on to his stomach. Ianto became scared and angry as wrists and ankle cuffs were put on him. In full site of Ianto Jack stripped naked and then climbed in between his legs, caressing them softly. Ianto’s breath was heavy from anger as he felt Jack touch him.
“Jack, please stop, please stop…my back…you can’t see my back.” Ianto started out with. Jack’s resolve was strong as he ignored Ianto’s pleas to stop. Ianto then heard the sound to scissors and the cutting of fabric as his shirt became looser until it was cut off of him, Ianto anger grew.
“God Damn you Jack, put something on my back. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE IT! YOU ARE FORCING ME TO DO SOMETHING I DON’T WANT TO DO! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD NEVER DO THAT!” Ianto screamed, trying to get a look at Jack. Jack lay on top of him and whispered in his ear.
“I am sorry Ianto, but I must do what I need too, please forgive me.” Jack said as a tear escaped his eye and landed on Ianto’s cheek. Ianto stopped for a moment as he felt the tear on his cheek. Jack sat there and looked at his back, Ianto’s beautiful back that was marred by two thick, ugly scars. Jack ran his fingers over them, feeling the pain behind them. Ianto began to yell louder.
“JACK STOP! JACK PLEASE STOP! I DON’T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!” Ianto yelled. Jack then put his whole hand over the scars, massaging them, trying to make them go away. He then entered Ianto’s mind, the mass was still there but Jack could tell it was loosing its grip on Ianto. Then Jack did the unthinkable, he began to kiss the scars, while in Ianto’s mind. Ianto screamed in pain as if it was burning his skin. Jack continued feeling the mass becoming weaker, looking down he was slowly noticing that the scars were starting to fade away, but he still had a long way to go. Jack was getting a foothold now as he continued to kiss his scars, wrapping his arms around Ianto’s waist, holding him still. Jack came out of Ianto’s mind and held Ianto close feeling the scars on his chest. He could feel Ianto shaking, whether it was from anger, fear or him realizing what was going on, Jack could not tell. He got back into position quickly, knowing that Ianto was a wounded bear. Jack pressed on, now starting to lick his back like he use to, running his tongue over the scars. Ianto began to scream again.
“FUCK YOU JACK! I HATE YOU! YOU HEAR ME I HATE YOU! I DON’T LOVE YOU! I NEVER LOVED YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME AN ABOMINATION!” Ianto said, Jack closed his eyes and continued, tears pouring down his cheeks and down on to Ianto’s skin. Jack then entered into Ianto’s mind again, the mass seeming to be hurt worse by the tears he was crying than anything else. Jack came out and wondered why, continuing his assault on Ianto’s scars. Suddenly it came to Jack, it was because of love. He looked down and saw where the tears were hitting, the scar seemed to disappear. Relentlessly he began to do everything, roaming his hands over Ianto’s back, kissing and licking the scars, pretending they were not there. Ianto began to yell again.
“I HATE YOU JACK! DO YOU HEAR ME! GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! GET THE FUCK OUT! I HATE YOU!” Ianto said, this only made Jack cry more, but he did what he thought was best. Jack was almost done when Ianto said the final four words Jack needed to completely heal Ianto and get rid of the mass in Ianto’s mind. “I WANT A DIVORCE!” That pushed Jack over the edge as he shook and cried, the scars went away and Ianto suddenly stopped yelling and began to cry. Jack began taking the bondage off of Ianto, speaking words of love to him.
“I love you Ianto, more than anything.” Jack said as he took the last strap off. Ianto was now in a fetal position sobbing softly. Jack crawled next to him and held him close. Slowly but surely Ianto’s crying stopped.
“Thank you Jack, thank you…please don’t leave me, I didn’t mean anything that I said…I love you!” Ianto whispered as he passionately kissed Jack. Jack kissed back, holding Ianto close feeling his now smooth back. He had done the right thing. As Ianto pulled away, he looked Jack in the eyes. “Care to take a shower?” He said with a smile on his face. Jack nodded and flashed his signature smile, following Ianto into the bathroom. He looked at his husband’s wrists and ankles seeing the bright red marks of what he had just done. In the shower they made love and talked about renewing their vows and getting a new tattoo. They decided as they got redressed to do it the day before Avalon’s and the Doctor’s wedding so the four of them could show what is involved with the bonding tattoo ceremony. When they got back to the Hub, everyone was working not even looking up to see them come in. Avalon smiled and walked down to them and gave them both a big hug. She looked at Jack with a question in her eye and Jack nodded yes. Avalon smiled and walked back into her office as everyone noticed them and greeted them.
Jack makes Ianto heal…
One year since the death of Jack.
Jack walked out of his office and smiled at Ianto who was passing out coffee for everyone. Everything was back to normal, Ianto was healthy, their sex lives were mostly normal, except for the fact that he kept wearing a shirt. Jack finally had had enough with it and was going to make Ianto deal with the fact that he has scars and that he doesn’t care. Jack walked up to Avalon’s office, but as he moved his hand to knock, Avalon yelled.
“Come in Jack.” She said. Jack walked in, Avalon’s feet were on her desk, a thick book was on her lap, her tea was perched atop a thick stack of books and it looked like she was writing on a note pad. She looked up, “What can I help you with Jack?” Avalon asked as Jack shut the door.
“I can come back when you are not so busy…” Jack said.
“No, come sit down, I know something is bothering you.” She said, lifting up her tea, placing the book in her lap on to the pile and tossed the note book aside on her desk and setting her tea back on her desk. Jack sat down and placed his face in his hands.
“Avalon…I want you to know something before it happens…” Jack said, trailing off.
“What is it Jack?” Avalon asked, becoming slightly worried.
“I am going to make Ianto deal with his scars…I am sick and tired of not being able to touch, kiss, roam, anything with out Ianto lashing out at me or him wearing a damn shirt constantly…We don’t shower together, nor do we bath together. Ianto gets up and locks him self in the bathroom until he is properly dressed and ready. When ever I look in his eyes the don’t sparkle, there is a darkness, a coldness in them…something I never wanted to happen to Ianto…my Ianto…” Jack rubbed his face with his hands. “I don’t know how I am going to do it but I am going to tonight, I am just warning you incase he calls…” He said.
“Jack, as a psychiatrist I would not do that, but as your close friend to the two of you, I recommend that you do that because I am seeing the same thing and I know Ianto needs to move past this. If Ianto calls I will be in full support of you Jack.” Avalon said, sipping her tea.
“Thanks Avalon.” Jack said breathing a sigh of relief.
“Oh next month the Doctor and I are going to have a proper human wedding ceremony, then we are taking everyone to see how a Chem tree tattoo is put on…mine is fading…it looks like yours is as well…” She looked Jack in the eyes, “Ianto has pushed you far away…you need to do what you have to do soon…” Avalon said.
“I think Ianto and I need to do that as well…but I don’t know how long it will take though...to get him healed…” Jack lamented.
“I can take care of the Hub…you take Ianto and do what you need to do for as long as you need too…turn off every connection to the Hub, including me. You need to focus on Ianto.” She said, pulling her feet off of the desk and looking at him in the eye, boring into his soul.
“Ok Avalon, you have control of the Hub until further notice. I am taking Ianto with me. Do not contact me in any way, I will not answer nor will Ianto.” Jack said looking at Avalon.
“Alright I will tell the group; after you take Ianto out of here. Good luck Jack.”
“Thank you, I will bring back Ianto once everything is taken care of, ok?”
“Ok Jack.” She said as Jack stood up and walked out. Ianto was on his way up to Avalon’s office with another cup of tea; Jack took it and set it inside of her door as he closed it. Then Jack grabbed Ianto’s hand and walked him out of the Hub and to the SUV. Ianto asked what was going on but Jack said nothing except for one fraise.
“Ianto, I need you to trust me.” Jack would say. They arrived home and Jack led Ianto into the bed room. Jack then proceeded to take off all of Ianto’s clothing except for his white under shirt; before he pushed Ianto onto the bed and on to his stomach. Ianto became scared and angry as wrists and ankle cuffs were put on him. In full site of Ianto Jack stripped naked and then climbed in between his legs, caressing them softly. Ianto’s breath was heavy from anger as he felt Jack touch him.
“Jack, please stop, please stop…my back…you can’t see my back.” Ianto started out with. Jack’s resolve was strong as he ignored Ianto’s pleas to stop. Ianto then heard the sound to scissors and the cutting of fabric as his shirt became looser until it was cut off of him, Ianto anger grew.
“God Damn you Jack, put something on my back. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE IT! YOU ARE FORCING ME TO DO SOMETHING I DON’T WANT TO DO! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD NEVER DO THAT!” Ianto screamed, trying to get a look at Jack. Jack lay on top of him and whispered in his ear.
“I am sorry Ianto, but I must do what I need too, please forgive me.” Jack said as a tear escaped his eye and landed on Ianto’s cheek. Ianto stopped for a moment as he felt the tear on his cheek. Jack sat there and looked at his back, Ianto’s beautiful back that was marred by two thick, ugly scars. Jack ran his fingers over them, feeling the pain behind them. Ianto began to yell louder.
“JACK STOP! JACK PLEASE STOP! I DON’T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE!” Ianto yelled. Jack then put his whole hand over the scars, massaging them, trying to make them go away. He then entered Ianto’s mind, the mass was still there but Jack could tell it was loosing its grip on Ianto. Then Jack did the unthinkable, he began to kiss the scars, while in Ianto’s mind. Ianto screamed in pain as if it was burning his skin. Jack continued feeling the mass becoming weaker, looking down he was slowly noticing that the scars were starting to fade away, but he still had a long way to go. Jack was getting a foothold now as he continued to kiss his scars, wrapping his arms around Ianto’s waist, holding him still. Jack came out of Ianto’s mind and held Ianto close feeling the scars on his chest. He could feel Ianto shaking, whether it was from anger, fear or him realizing what was going on, Jack could not tell. He got back into position quickly, knowing that Ianto was a wounded bear. Jack pressed on, now starting to lick his back like he use to, running his tongue over the scars. Ianto began to scream again.
“FUCK YOU JACK! I HATE YOU! YOU HEAR ME I HATE YOU! I DON’T LOVE YOU! I NEVER LOVED YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME AN ABOMINATION!” Ianto said, Jack closed his eyes and continued, tears pouring down his cheeks and down on to Ianto’s skin. Jack then entered into Ianto’s mind again, the mass seeming to be hurt worse by the tears he was crying than anything else. Jack came out and wondered why, continuing his assault on Ianto’s scars. Suddenly it came to Jack, it was because of love. He looked down and saw where the tears were hitting, the scar seemed to disappear. Relentlessly he began to do everything, roaming his hands over Ianto’s back, kissing and licking the scars, pretending they were not there. Ianto began to yell again.
“I HATE YOU JACK! DO YOU HEAR ME! GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! GET THE FUCK OUT! I HATE YOU!” Ianto said, this only made Jack cry more, but he did what he thought was best. Jack was almost done when Ianto said the final four words Jack needed to completely heal Ianto and get rid of the mass in Ianto’s mind. “I WANT A DIVORCE!” That pushed Jack over the edge as he shook and cried, the scars went away and Ianto suddenly stopped yelling and began to cry. Jack began taking the bondage off of Ianto, speaking words of love to him.
“I love you Ianto, more than anything.” Jack said as he took the last strap off. Ianto was now in a fetal position sobbing softly. Jack crawled next to him and held him close. Slowly but surely Ianto’s crying stopped.
“Thank you Jack, thank you…please don’t leave me, I didn’t mean anything that I said…I love you!” Ianto whispered as he passionately kissed Jack. Jack kissed back, holding Ianto close feeling his now smooth back. He had done the right thing. As Ianto pulled away, he looked Jack in the eyes. “Care to take a shower?” He said with a smile on his face. Jack nodded and flashed his signature smile, following Ianto into the bathroom. He looked at his husband’s wrists and ankles seeing the bright red marks of what he had just done. In the shower they made love and talked about renewing their vows and getting a new tattoo. They decided as they got redressed to do it the day before Avalon’s and the Doctor’s wedding so the four of them could show what is involved with the bonding tattoo ceremony. When they got back to the Hub, everyone was working not even looking up to see them come in. Avalon smiled and walked down to them and gave them both a big hug. She looked at Jack with a question in her eye and Jack nodded yes. Avalon smiled and walked back into her office as everyone noticed them and greeted them.