Obsession

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Chapter 10: A GUILTY CONSCIENCE



Jan caressed Kara's body after clicking off the cd player when that machine wants to play "Break The Ice" for the fifth time. He kissed her softly, while one thought ran through his mind. "oohhhh Jan ...... I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BABY!" The thought did another run, and another and another, until the thought had ran through Jan's mind for the fifth time. He was completely stunned that she wanted that to happen so fast. He had finally pulled her out of Jimmy Olsen's grasp and now she wanted this? Surely it had to besome kind of trick, or some kind of heat of the moment thing. Then there was a soft glow of darkness, which made Jan feel something on his shoulder. He looked and gasped: it was a miniature version of Jan, all dressed in black!



You're not seriously thinking of actually taking off that necklace are you, Jan Oramu? Once you do that, Kara/Supergirl will superspeed back to Jimmy who'll take her back with open arms, chalking it off to only a roll in the hay. That she just wanted to experience how it felt with her boyfriend's best friend. Devil Jan taunted the real one... when there was a soft glow of light and someone else appeared on Jan's other shoulder. This time it was a miniature version of Kara, bathed in soft light.



Jan Oramu, you're a good friend. You don't want to be responsible for this. I would have loved you, but Jimmy.... well, if I had known about you sooner I would have chosen you, but I am in love with Jimmy Olsen. This time he felt Kara's soft fingertips on his and couldn't help but feel tears form in his eyes. The way the Angelic Kara put this... it was like an arrow piercing his warm heart for Kara Zor-El/Kent aka Supergirl... and a dark thought formed in Jan's thoughts. You should have let me die, Supergirl.



The two entities disappeared and Jan's hands went behind Kara's neck and unclasped the necklace. "JAN! What are you doing?! No, I like it! It looks...." A flash of red washes over Kara's eyes, and then she looks at Jan again. The same heat she had felt with Jimmy Olsen started to heat up her body, but also with a touch of embarressment, maybe a HUGE chunk of embarressment. She immediately used her superspeed to cover up her body and then looked at Jan's nude form. "How could you do this to me?" She whispered, looking at a still nude Jan compared to the soft touch her clothes were giving her.



"Kara... I love you. I've always loved you ever since I first saw you... I know you're with Jimmy, but..." Jan started, but was cut off by Kara. Her hand caressed his face and she softly kissed his lips. "I'm sorry, Jan, but I can't do this. I betrayed Jimmy. I'm sorry." She said as tears started to form in her eyes. She walks away towards the door, leaning against it and then she turned around. "Please don't follow me or talk to me again."



The last words stung Jan more than anything as she supersped out of the bedroom and all the way back to her house that she shares with Jimmy.... leaving a nude Jan all alone in bed, tears running down his cheeks. He doesn't feel the caress of his evil conscience. Way to go, Jan, what a way to screw up. I told you this would happen.



The day turns into night and Lois is discussing things with Clark. "I'm not crazy, Clark, I saw Jan and Kara go at it at Jan's house, in Jan's bed!" Lois said as she walks toward him before he heads off to protecting the people of Metropolis. "I don't doubt you, Lois." Clark said and kissed her lips softly.



Then he flies off toward the Watchtower where he hopes to meet up with Kara.



Meanwhile during the time Clark and Lois are talking, at Kara and Jimmy's house....



"So, you're finally back, are you? Tell me, did you like it? Did you know I watched you plead Jan to f*ck you back at the Bar?" Jimmy asked while cleaning up the torn photos. It turns out a HUGE pile of shattered photographs had littered the floor. "I'm sorry, Jimmy... Jan said he had something for me, but I told you I was in love with you, that I couldn't accept his gift..." Kara said, while her eyes teared up. "then he used your name, he said it was a gift he had bought for you to give to me... and I gave him permission to let it slip around me. It was a Red Kryptonite Necklace, which made me feel raw lust for him. Jimmy, I'm so..." But Jimmy was having none of it. "SHUT UP! I can't take this anymore, if you want to be with Jan so bad, then GO be with him!" Jimmy yelled, and then he grinned. "Aren't you supposed to be saving Metropolis with Clark, Supergirl?" Jimmy asked. "Don't worry, after your return, I will have all your stuff ready, 'cause I don't ever want to see you again!" Jimmy added to his rant. Kara's eyes got huge. "JIMMY! No, don't do this to me!" Kara cried. "I told you I'm sorry! I wasn't myself, I was..." "Under the influence of Red Kryptonite! So you just told me." Jimmy said. "And yet, I don't seem to care." Instead, Kara just ran toward the front door, tears streaming down her eyes and she lifted off into the air right after she was outside of Jimmy's house, not caring if she was being spotted.



"Somebody's late." Superman said when Kara finally appeared and slipped into her Supergirl costume. "WILL YOU SHUT UP! I DON'T NEED THIS FROM YOU EITHER!" Supergirl yelled as tears stained her costume. "Let's just keep the city safe for tonight, okay?" Supergirl asked as they flew into the air and started to do their daily work.



What should I do? What should I do? Jan thought after he had slipped back into his clothes and stared outside of his window. I seriously can't commit suicide again. Maybe I should just leave and quit my job myself. Jan thought... but instead went for his drawer and pulled out an envelope and a piece of paper. He grabbed his pen from his jacket pocket and clicked once to make the ballpoint appear and let the sharp point touch the surface of the piece of paper. The words just didn't flow. He stared at the piece of paper and the ballpoint's sharp point but his hand didn't move. Instead only tears stained the piece of paper and when he thought he had cried enough, rolled the paper into a ball and with a shout he threw it in the waistbasket.



What Jan hadn't seen was that Lex Luthor was spying on him from the camera's that also had access to Jan's house from his Mansion. "Oh boy, you've sunk so low. Maybe I should retract that Employee of the Month award... cause you are just weak, Jan Oramu. Tainted by love... by obsession for Kara Zor-El/Kent aka Supergirl." Lex said with an evil grin as he sipped his Scotch.



After the nightly mission to keep Metropolis safe, Superman and Supergirl once again became Clark Kent and Kara Kent. "I don't want to talk about it, okay? Okay, here's the thing: he gave me a Red Kryptonite Necklace which made me have feelings for him! Happy now??" Kara asked and sped off before her cousin could get a word out.



Clark knew he could easily follow Kara, but decides not to and just return to Lois, who's already sleeping. He wraps his arms around his lover after he has stripped down to his boxers and lay down next to Lois and falls asleep.



Kara does a quick inventory check of her belongings, doesn't even look Jimmy in his eyes and flies off with all her stuff............ toward Jan's place of all places she can go to! Of course she can stay with Chloe, she doesn't know yet, but once she does also won't give Kara her sanctuary to let her stay.



She knocks on the door. Jan darts awake, he has fallen asleep on the tearstained desk and now darts awake. Now who the hell can that be? Jan thought as he got up from the desk and quickly opens the door. "Kara, what are you doing here?" Jan asks.

"Don't ask, Jan." Kara says and before Jan can reply, she doesn't hesitate and walks over the threshold, dumps her stuff on the couch and her eyes focus on Jan.



"Nobody wants to give the adultress a place to stay, Jan, I was wondering if I could stay here..." Kara asks Jan. Jan walks towards her, takes her in his arms and hugs her. "Of course you can, Kara. I'll take the couch. You stay in the bedroom." Jan says, and before he can walk toward the closet to bring out a pillow and a matress, Kara wraps her arms around him and kisses his cheek softly. "No, don't. It's okay, I'll sleep next to you in your bed." She says, her breath on Jan heating up his body. Then she winks. "But no using the Red Kryptonite Necklace again, okay?" She asks playfully.



Jan wraps his arms around her and lifts her up in his arms before kissing her lips. "I promise." he says and guides her to his bed where he lay her down on the bed. Together they shred their clothes off their bodies, the only items that aren't taken off being Kara's bra and panties, and Jan's boxers. They slid under the covers and close their eyes while holding eachother close...



END OF CHAPTER 10: A GUILTY CONSCIENCE