Reoccuring Visions

Chapter 10

Ianto tries to heal with Jack…

Ianto woke up the next morning alone; fear ran through him that everything he had though had happen was just a dream. Jack suddenly came into the room with a tray full of food. Ianto pulled down his shirt and produced a very weak smile as Jack laid the food on the bed. Most of it was meat, something Jack knew he didn’t like, nor ate. Ianto slowly slipped his down and grabbed his gun. Suddenly he pulled the gun and pointed it at Jack.
“WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? YOU ARE NOT JACK…JACK IS DEAD! WHO’S IDEA WAS THIS? TELL ME OR I WILL BLOW YOUR FUCK’N HEAD OFF!” Ianto screamed as Jack began to walk over to him, the closer Jack got, the more Ianto would scream, until he heard the gun suddenly go off and he felt pain go through his right shoulder as he felt the skin splitting, bone breaking and blood begin to spill out. He walked closer, close enough to put his hand on the gun. He could feel it tremble as sweat beaded on Ianto’s forehead and tears began to fall down his cheeks. Jack slowly took the gun away, throwing it across the room. Ianto was violently shaking as Jack wrapped his arms around him, holding him close to his heart. Ianto was cold and clammy to the touch. Suddenly Jack felt Ianto trying to lurch forward and began to cough. Jack pulled away and saw blood running down Ianto’s shirt and from his mouth. Ianto coughed again more blood coming out. Jack picked up and put him in the shower, clothes on and turned to warm water on. Avalon woke up suddenly, a fear rushing over her. Something was wrong…something was very wrong. She got dressed, ignoring the pain in her stomach, and ran over to Jack and Ianto’s to check on them. When she walked in, she was knocked to the ground by a very frantic looking Jack.
“Avalon! I…I was…I was just about to go get you…” Tears began to stream hard down Jack’s cheeks.
“What’s wrong Jack…”
“Ianto…Ianto…”
“What is wrong with him, Jack?”
“I…I don’t know?”
“Where is he?”
“Bath…bath…bathroom…you…you left your bag here…” Jack said. Fear filled her body as she looked at him.
“Where is the bag Jack?”
“It’s right here in my hand, I was going to give it back to you and have you come and help.” He handed the bag to her. She immediately opened and found that one of the red vials were missing.
“Shit.” Avalon said as she booked it up to the bathroom where Ianto was in a fetal position, blood trickling out of his mouth. She stood up, stripped down to her undergarments to not ruin the clothing and pulled the bag in with her.
“God damnit Ianto! I let you see Jack, I try to help you heal, I give you meds to help you cope…fuckin’ Jack comes back and this is how you repay us?” She punched him in the jaw in rage, water pouring over her. She felt the crunch of his jaw breaking under her fist. “I have half a mind to let you die! That’s what you want isn’t it Ianto! You want everyone to forget about you, not notice you, so you can fade into the background and die where no one would grieve. Except for the fact that you can’t die! You are a time lord…all you will do is change, will all the knowledge that you had before…you would have to leave, you would have to leave Jack…your husband, your love, your soul mate, the man who completed you!” Then she lowered her voice to barely a whisper, “Your child…” She took out a red vile and plunged it into his neck, his body going limp and cold. Avalon picked him up and laid him out on the bathroom floor, holding vials of clear liquid. She looked at his face, the blissfully happy look, even with a broken jaw. “Damn you Ianto…damn you…I can’t do it…I can’t leave you here…” She dropped to her knees and pulled him into her lap, “I can’t do it...I can’t do this to you…” Jack came in and saw everything, but said nothing, “I can’t let you die…my child…” She took the vial of clear liquid and slammed it into his heart, feeling him awaken in her arms. Avalon stood up, wiped her eyes as she got dressed. Jack ran over and held Ianto close, his eyes slowly opening. Jack looked up at Avalon, with a ‘we need to talk’ look, then turned away to make sure Ianto was ok and then turned back and Avalon was gone. She stood outside of the house, as rain began to start in a big downpour. Avalon bowed her head and walked back home, slowly and surely, thinking about what had happened this morning. The pain in her stomach was gone suddenly as she ran her hand over her torso. She couldn’t feel anything there and began to laugh as it turned out to be indigestion. She walked into the house, the Doctor was there sitting at the dining room table, breakfast made and coffee being brewed. Avalon nodded at him swiftly before heading up to her bed room. She slowly began to take her clothing off after throwing her wet bag into the corner. Avalon wrapped a robe around her frame and walked down stairs to the Doctor, when suddenly she heard her PDA ring. Rolling her eyes she walked back up stairs and grabbed her phone. She looked and saw it was Jack, Avalon was torn, she knew that he would be asking questions about what she said, but on the other she didn’t just want to abandon Ianto because of what actually happened and the fact that one of her many predictions was wrong. Avalon answered the phone, closing her eyes.
“Doctor Avalon Bristol…” She said.
“Avalon, it’s Jack, I need you over here now, and consider it an order, be here in 5 minutes. Jack out.” With that he hung up. Avalon wanted to scream at him no, that she needed time to heal, to sort everything out, to explain to him that she was blinded by rage when she broke Ianto’s jaw. Sighing she pulled her hair up into a clip before she undressed and redressed in to a pair of jeans, a t-shirt and her lab coat. Slipping on shoes she ran down stairs and grabbed her coat and umbrella.
“Are you going to work already?” the Doctor asked.
“Yeah…can you just save me a plate, I’ll eat it when ever I get a chance to think and breath…” Avalon said walking out the door. She began the walk over to Jack and Ianto’s, letting her mind begin to mull over what she was going to say. Jack stood outside waiting for her.
“What the fuck Avalon? You fucking broke Ianto’s jaw! You are his mother as well?”
“It has been my secret…my burden to carry Jack. I never wanted Ianto to know, Jack. He should never know but you are going to make me tell him aren’t you Jack.” She looked down on the ground and sighed, “I have the ability to see the future, see the universe, go back and forth through time and I never thought this would happen, nor did I ever see it…” She suddenly looked up at him, “I need to set his jaw, Jack!”
“Owen is setting it, pinning it and wiring his jaw shut! I don’t know what to do with you Avalon…I put you on extended leave and yet you come back to work…I try to help Ianto and you break his jaw…You have killed him twice now!”
“If I didn’t kill Ianto like I did, you would have lost him forever and would have had to kill him, I know you couldn’t nor would you kill Ianto, no one on the team either because he would have become the Master. The second time was Ianto’s fault! He was just trying to fade away into nothingness so he used the red serum to kill himself, thank god he didn’t know how to do it correctly or we would be planning a funeral. He needed a complete reset again and I was so angry and upset that he would pull some shit like that I exploded.” She looked down at ground and then back up suddenly. “When was the last time you and Ianto had sex?”
“That is a little personal Avalon…Why?”
“Just answer the question, please?”
“Before I um…you know…” He trailed off
“Try and make love to him Jack, he needs you…oh and don’t worry if the wiring pops out of Ianto…he does have regenerative powers.”
“Ianto needs to know Avalon…he deserves to know.” Jack said.
“I have seen the rise and fall of groups of people, the rise and fall of civilizations and planets. I saw this planet get made and I saw it fall, I have seen the beginning of time and the end of it…and I am scared to tell you and Ianto the truth.” She said. Jack suddenly closed his eyes and pinched his nose.
“Please tell me we aren’t brothers…” He said quietly
“No you aren’t Jack…it is just that in all my years that I have lived and will live, one of my predictions is wrong…”
“Which one?”
“Who will bring back the glory of the time lords…”
“Who will Avalon?”
“I will tell you later after everything is sorted out and you and Ianto make love…” She looked into Jack’s eyes ~He knows how to mental link, but you need to guide him~ Owen suddenly came out and tried to sneak by them but Avalon grabbed his arm suddenly, pulling him close and whispering
“I am going to come by tonight around 7, be ready to get drunk as shit and we will go back to your place and have fun like we use too…” She said in her whisper before lightly nibbling on his neck. Owen’s eyes went wide and a smile splayed across his face as she nibbled on his neck. Avalon turned back around and looked at Jack, who looked slightly upset, wowed and congratulatory. “I have had to be to grown up for so long, I just want to have one last fling before stuff happens…”
“What stuff Avalon? I would like to be prepared a little at least.”
“Can’t tell you that Jack, I need to talk to Ianto.” Avalon said.
“What about the Doctor, I mean I thought the two of you are married.”
“The Doctor will not find out, and if he does then he will understand what I had to live with for so long. I have always been the responsible one, all I want is just one night, one, to experience life.”
“No drinking bets or drinking people under the table…” Jack said but stopped when he say Avalon’s face. “Just make sure Owen doesn’t die from alcohol poisoning…”
“I will Jack, I need to check on Ianto, to make sure Owen didn’t give him anything that will interact with his medication already.”
“And tell him the truth…” Jack said as he let her pass. Avalon nodded and headed upstairs to the bedroom where Ianto lay.
“Hey Ianto.” She said walking in, she saw all the wiring and screws around his mouth. Tears welled up in her eyes, “I am so sorry Ianto…so sorry…” she said as she walked over and sat down beside him.
“Make the pain stop…”
“What pain Ianto?”
“Mouth…it feels like everything is being rejected…”
“Just stay calm Ianto.” She said holding his hand. Ianto was crying as he began to speak, but not in a grown man voice in pain, but a lost child in pain.
“Make the pain stop mommy, please mommy, it hurts so bad, make it stop mommy.” Ianto said, thrashing his head around in pain, his breath labored as tears rolled down his cheeks. Avalon busted into tears as she scooped Ianto in to her arms as best she could.
“I’m right here my child, I am right here Agapios, I am right here Ianto, your mother is right here…she is right here…” She felt pain in her mouth as Ianto’s whimpering in pain began to slow and stop. Avalon ran her fingers through his hair and kissed the top of his head, comforting him. She felt him pull away from her, coughing. Avalon put a towel in his lap as Ianto suddenly began spitting out metal. Once he was done he looked at her strangely.
“How are you my mother…”
“Well when a man loves a woman they get together…”
“I know that! You are a time lord…I thought my father was…”
“No, only I know who your parents truly are…”
“But how…”
“I became human, just to experience it for once…well I fell in love with your father, Gethen. We were quickly married because he had to go to war in Vietnam…I became pregnant, he came home when I went into labor, he could only stay for a couple of weeks, but he was able to see you born and spend a little bit of time with you…then he was killed by a mine…and I had to raise you all by myself…I knew I couldn’t do it alone so I became a time-lord again, which sparked the time lord DNA in you…I raised you until you were 16…you grew up so fast…You act just like him…I left you with a large sum of money, old money, so you would never want anything…and I left…and you grew up, found love, and seem very happy until recently.” Avalon said.
“I…I though you left because you found out that I was bi/gay…all those years of anger…”
“No, I left because I had to, I had something I needed to do and your bi/gay?” She said smiling, telling him that she was joking. Ianto managed a weak smile before his face went blank. “Make love to Jack, Ianto…reconnect with your husband…”
“I can’t…” Ianto hung his head, “Too much pain and memories, I still see him dieing every night Avalon. I try to get it up by thinking about him like I use to and all I can see is him dieing…”
“Then let Jack come to you, have him show you that he is alive…watch him make love to you.”
“But the scars…it will show that I failed him…”
“No, it shows that you would sacrifice your body for him…let him help you heal Ianto, let him help you rediscover him and yourself…and you have to start eating more protein…which is why Jack brought in all that meat.”
“I am use to just getting shots…” Ianto said.
“I know you are, but I don’t have access to them right now, you are also still very under nourished.” She looked into his eyes, “I’ll see what I can do Ianto; just don’t expect instant results ok? I will work on it today.” Avalon said.
“What do I call you know? Mum or Avalon or Athanasia?” Ianto asked.
“Avalon, I will call you Ianto until I get really angry then I will use your time-lord name or if I am guiding you through seeing…ok?” She answered.
“Yes.” He said as Jack walked in. Ianto looked at Jack and Jack at him.
“I am going to the Hub Jack to get some things, I will be back as soon as I get what I need.” Avalon said. Jack just nodded as he walked over to Ianto. She knew what was going to happen, so she left quietly and made her way to the hub. Jack walked over to Ianto and kissed him softly. He then pulled away from him and walked over to the curtains, un-pinned them and threw them open. Ianto winced at the sun light but then he saw Jack walking back over to him and he looked like an angel, sunlight radiating behind him. Ianto felt something stir inside of him, his body ached with a passion burning in his groin. His breath hitched as Jack began to touch his face and push the covers off of him. Ianto looked down and saw an erection that Jack began to cup his hand over. Ianto let out a low, heady, lustful moan as Jack began to stroke it through his sleep pants. Jack pulled away and Ianto began to whimper, wanting his touch more. Jack bit back a moan seeing Ianto full of wanton passion, squirming wanting more of Jack. Ianto couldn’t take it any more; he ripped off his pants, throwing them across the room. He then proceeded to touch himself, right in front of Jack. Jack moaned as he felt his dick become hard, pressing against his pants. Jack removed the offending clothing, becoming completely naked. Jack then grabbed Ianto’s hands, and pulled him up to where he was sitting up. Ianto’s dick was the hardest he had ever seen, even harder then when he first gave in to Jack. Jack grabbed Ianto’s shirt and ripped it off of him. Ianto suddenly looked at Jack, fear, hurt and anger in his eyes. Jack leaned down and kissed up, pushing Ianto down onto his back. Jack then began to run his fingers down Ianto’s chest, lightly stroking his cock. Ianto just laid back, pleasure washing over him.
“Oh god Jack…” Ianto moaned. Jack smiled as he pulled some lube out. Ianto grabbed Jack’s hand. Jack looked at him, as Ianto began to talk. “I want to see you come, Jack.” Ianto said, Jack nodded and smiled, kissing him passionately. Ianto grabbed his back and pulled him close, kissing him, trying to memorize his mouth. Jack began to grind against Ianto involuntarily, trying to wrap his arms around Ianto but Ianto would always stop him. Suddenly Ianto cried out in absolute ecstasy as Jack felt something warm and sticky on his abs. He looked down and smiled seeing Ianto coming all over him. Ianto began to shake and buried his face in Jack’s shoulder, sobbing softly.
“I’m sorry Jack…it’s just been so long…and so lonely…” Ianto said through his sobs. Jack whispered in to his ear.
“Don’t worry about it my Ianto, my precious Ianto, I love you.” Jack said. Ianto stopped sobbing for a moment and looked at Jack’s left hand. Jack still had his wedding band on and the tattoo was fully intact.
“I…I love…I love you too Jack.” Ianto said. Jack flashed his signature smile and kissed Ianto. Jack grabbed a towel and cleaned them both off, then he proceeded to kiss Ianto’s inner thighs, calming him. Jack took the lube and slowly began to touch Ianto’s anal opening, seeing his reaction. Ianto moaned in pleasure as Jack prepped him for him to make love. Once he was prepared, Jack got up on his knees and slowly entered into him, watching Ianto’s reaction. Ianto moaned, his eyes fixed on Jack’s eyes, which were rolling back into his head as pleasure hit him like a wave. Jack stayed there for a moment, not wanting to suddenly come instantly from the pleasure. Ianto was so hot and so tight…he began to move in and out slowly, watching Ianto’s face intently. God Jack was so big inside of him, Ianto felt like he was going to be split in two. The pain slowly turned into pleasure as Jack moved in and out of him slowly, getting him use to the feeling of him inside of him. Something began to press against Jack’s abdomen, looking down it was Ianto’s hard cock again. Jack smiled and looked back up at Ianto.
“Ianto…” He touched his face gently, “Do you want to make love to me?” Jack asked.
“Yes” Ianto moaned out, part pleasure, part desperation in his voice, “I want to make love to you so bad.” Jack nodded and began to go a little faster. He looked intently into Ianto’s eyes and went into his mind. Jack was suddenly attacked by a mass of hate, hurt, fear and pain. Jack left quickly, remembering what that felt like. Ianto suddenly cried out as Jack hit his prostate, and he clenched around Jack’s cock which sent Jack over the edge and came hard into Ianto, screaming his name.
“IANTO!” Jack said, collapsing on top of him, breathing heavily. Ianto felt him leave him as Jack became soft. Ianto reached over and grabbed his shirt, pulling it back on. Jack sighed internally, but he knew it would only cause a fight. Ianto pushed Jack on his back and climbed in-between his legs. Ianto slowly began to prep him, Jack moaning softly. Once he was prepped, Ianto slowly slid himself into Jack, gasping at how hot and tight Jack was. Ianto began to move in and out, gradually getting faster as Jack asked until Ianto suddenly lost all control and he spilled everything into Jack. Ianto slowly climbed off of Jack, kissing him passionately and crawled under the covers. Jack held him close. Ianto seemed so frail in his arms, but he held on to him, trying to help Ianto heal.